CHAPTER LX

The jousting was very successful; though some were necessarily

discomfited, almost every one contrived to obtain some distinction. But

the two knights who excelled and vanquished every one except themselves

were the Black Knight and the Knight of the White Rose. Their exploits

were equal at the close of the first day, and on the second they were to

contend for the principal prize of the tournament, for which none else

were entitled to be competitors. This was a golden helm, to be placed

upon the victor’s brow by the Queen of Beauty.

There was both a banquet and a ball on this day, and the excitement

between the adventures of the morning and the prospects of the morrow

was great. The knights, freed from their armour, appeared in fanciful

dresses of many-coloured velvets. All who had taken part in the pageant

retained their costumes, and the ordinary guests, if they yielded to

mediaeval splendour, successfully asserted the taste of Paris and its

sparkling grace, in their exquisite robes, and wreaths and garlands of

fantastic loveliness.

Berengaria, full of the inspiration of success, received the smiling

congratulations of everybody, and repaid them with happy suggestions,

which she poured forth with inexhaustible yet graceful energy. The only

person who had a gloomy air was Endymion. She rallied him. “I shall call

you the Knight of the Woeful Countenance if you approach me with such a

visage. What can be the matter with you?”

“Nothing,” repeated Endymion, looking rather away.

The Knight of the Dolphin came up and said, “This is a critical affair

to-morrow, my dear Lady Montfort. If the Count Ferroll is discomfited by

the prince, it may be a _casus belli_. You ought to get Lord Roehampton

to interfere and prevent the encounter.”

“The Count of Ferroll will not be discomfited,” said Lady Montfort. “He

is one of those men who never fail.”

“Well, I do not know,” said the Knight of the Dolphin musingly. “The

prince has a stout lance, and I have felt it.”

“He had the best of it this morning,” said Endymion rather bitterly.

“Every one thought so, and that it was very fortunate for the Count of

Ferroll that the heralds closed the lists.”

“It might have been fortunate for others,” rejoined Lady Montfort.

“What is the general opinion?” she added, addressing the Knight of

the Dolphin. “Do not go away, Mr. Ferrars. I want to give you some

directions about to-morrow.”

“I do not think I shall be at the place to-morrow,” muttered Endymion.

“What!” exclaimed Berengaria; but at this moment Mr. Sidney Wilton came

up and said, “I have been looking at the golden helm. It is entrusted

to my care as King of the Tournament. It is really so beautiful, that I

think I shall usurp it.”

“You will have to settle that with the Count of Ferroll,” said

Berengaria.

“The betting is about equal,” said the Knight of the Dolphin.

“Well, we must have some gloves upon it,” said Berengaria.

Endymion walked away.

He walked away, and the first persons that met his eye were the prince

and the Count of Ferroll in conversation. It was sickening. They seemed

quite gay, and occasionally examined together a paper which the prince

held in his hand, and which was an official report by the heralds of the

day’s jousting. This friendly conversation might apparently have gone on

for ever had not the music ceased and the count been obliged to seek his

partner for the coming dance.

“I wonder you can speak to him,” said Endymion, going up to the prince.

“If the heralds had not--many think, too hastily--closed the lists this

morning, you would have been the victor of the day.”

“My dear child! what can you mean?” said the prince. “I believe

everything was closed quite properly, and as for myself, I am entirely

satisfied with my share of the day’s success.”

“If you had thrown him,” said Endymion, “he could not with decency have

contended for the golden helm.”

“Oh! that is what you deplore,” said the prince. “The Count of Ferroll

and I shall have to contend for many things more precious than golden

helms before we die.”

“I believe he is a very overrated man,” said Endymion.

“Why?” said the prince.

“I detest him,” said Endymion.

“That is certainly a reason why _you_ should not overrate him,” said the

prince.

“There seems a general conspiracy to run him up,” said Endymion with

pique.

“The Count of Ferroll is the man of the future,” said the prince calmly.

“That is what Mr. Neuchatel said to me yesterday. I suppose he caught it

from you.”

“It is an advantage, a great advantage, for me to observe the Count of

Ferroll in this intimate society,” said the prince, speaking slowly,

“perhaps even to fathom him. But I am not come to that yet. He is a man

neither to love nor to detest. He has himself an intelligence superior

to all passion, I might say all feeling; and if, in dealing with such a

being, we ourselves have either, we give him an advantage.”

“Well, all the same, I hope you will win the golden helm to-morrow,”

said Endymion, looking a little perplexed.

“The golden casque that I am ordained to win,” said the prince, “is not

at Montfort Castle. This, after all, is but Mambrino’s helmet.”

A knot of young dandies were discussing the chances of the morrow as

Endymion was passing by, and as he knew most of them he joined the

group.

“I hope to heaven,” said one, “that the Count of Ferroll will beat that

foreign chap to-morrow; I hate foreigners.”

“So do I,” said a second, and there was a general murmur of assent.

“The Count of Ferroll is as much a foreigner as the prince,” said

Endymion rather sharply.

“Oh! I don’t call him a foreigner at all,” said the first speaker. “He

is a great favourite at White’s; no one rides cross country like him,

and he is a deuced fine shot in the bargain.”

“I will back Prince Florestan against him either in field or cover,”

said Endymion.

“Well, I don’t know your friend,” said the young gentleman

contemptuously, “so I cannot bet.”

“I am sure your friend, Lady Montfort, my dear Dymy, will back the Count

of Ferroll,” lisped a third young gentleman.

This completed the programme of mortification, and Endymion, hot and

then cold, and then both at the same time, bereft of repartee, and

wishing the earth would open and Montfort Castle disappear in its

convulsed bosom, stole silently away as soon as practicable, and

wandered as far as possible from the music and the bursts of revelry.

These conversations had taken place in the chief saloon, which was

contiguous to the ball-room, and which was nearly as full of

guests. Endymion, moving in the opposite direction, entered another

drawing-room, where the population was sparse. It consisted of couples

apparently deeply interested in each other. Some faces were radiant,

and some pensive and a little agitated, but they all agreed in one

expression, that they took no interest whatever in the solitary

Endymion. Even their whispered words were hushed as he passed by, and

they seemed, with their stony, unsympathising glance, to look upon him

as upon some inferior being who had intruded into their paradise. In

short, Endymion felt all that embarrassment, mingled with a certain

portion of self contempt, which attends the conviction that we are what

is delicately called _de trop_.

He advanced and took refuge in another room, where there was only

a single, and still more engrossed pair; but this was even more

intolerable to him. Shrinking from a return to the hostile chamber he

had just left, he made a frantic rush forward with affected ease and

alacrity, and found himself alone in the favourite morning room of Lady

Montfort.

He threw himself on a sofa, and hid his face in his hand, and gave a

sigh, which was almost a groan. He was sick at heart; his extremities

were cold, his brain was feeble. All hope, and truly all thought of

the future, deserted him. He remembered only the sorrowful, or the

humiliating, chapters in his life. He wished he had never left Hurstley.

He wished he had been apprenticed to Farmer Thornberry, that he had

never quitted his desk at Somerset House, and never known more of life

than Joe’s and the Divan. All was vanity and vexation of spirit. He

contemplated finishing his days in the neighbouring stream, in which,

but a few days ago, he was bathing in health and joy.

Time flew on; he was unconscious of its course; no one entered the room,

and he wished never to see a human face again, when a voice sounded, and

he heard his name.

“Endymion!”

He looked up; it was Lady Montfort. He did not speak, but gave her,

perhaps unconsciously, a glance of reproach and despair.

“What is the matter with you?” she said.

“Nothing.”

“That is nonsense. Something must have happened. I have missed you so

long, but was determined to find you. Have you a headache?”

“No.”

“Come back; come back with me. It is so odd. My lord has asked for you

twice.”

“I want to see no one.”

“Oh! but this is absurd--and on a day like this, when every thing has

been so successful, and every one is so happy.”

“I am not happy, and I am not successful.”

“You perfectly astonish me,” said Lady Montfort; “I shall begin to

believe that you have not so sweet a temper as I always supposed.”

“It matters not what my temper is.”

“I think it matters a great deal. I like, above all things, to live with

good-tempered people.”

“I hope you may not be disappointed. My temper is my own affair, and I

am content always to be alone.”

“Why! you are talking nonsense, Endymion.”

“Probably; I do not pretend to be gifted. I am not one of those

gentlemen who cannot fail. I am not the man of the future.”

“Well! I never was so surprised in my life,” exclaimed Lady Montfort. “I

never will pretend to form an opinion of human character again. Now, my

dear Endymion, rouse yourself, and come back with me. Give me your arm.

I cannot stay another moment; I dare say I have already been wanted a

thousand times.”

“I cannot go back,” said Endymion; “I never wish to see anybody again.

If you want an arm, there is the Count of Ferroll, and I hope you may

find he has a sweeter temper than I have.”

Lady Montfort looked at him with a strange and startled glance. It was

a mixture of surprise, a little disdain, some affection blended with

mockery. And then exclaiming “Silly boy!” she swept out of the room.

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