CHAPTER III

SUMMER TIME

The child sat in a dream on a rude, squarely-built settle with a coarse

blanket on it of Indian make and some skins thrown over the back, for

often at sundown the air grew cool and as yet women were not spinning or

weaving as in old France. A few luxuries had been brought thither, but

the mother government had a feeling that the colonists ought mostly to

provide for themselves, and was often indifferent to the necessary

demands.

Mere Dubray went out to the kitchen and began to prepare supper. There

was a great stone chimney with a bench at each side, and for a fireplace

two flat stones that would be filled in with chunks of wood. When the

blaze had burned them to coals the cooking began. Corn bread baked on

both sides, sometimes rye or wheaten cakes, a kettle boiled, though the

home-brewed beer was the common drink in summer, except among those who

used the stronger potions. The teas were mostly fragrant herbs, thought

to be good for the stomach and to keep the blood pure.

Mere Dubray dressed half a dozen birds in a trice. It was true that in

the summer they could live on the luxuries of the land in some

respects. Fish and game of all kinds were abundant, and as there were

but few ways of keeping against winter it was as well to feast while one

could. They dried and smoked eels and some other fish, and salted them,

but they had learned that too much of this diet induced scurvy.

The birds were hung on an improvised spit, with a pan below to catch the

drippings with which they were basted. Between whiles the worthy woman

unexpectedly bolted out to the garden with a switch in her hand and laid

it about the two Indian boys, who did not bear it with the stoicism of

their race, as they learned the greater the noise the shorter their

punishment.

The little girl did not heed the screams or the shrill scolding, or even

the singing of the birds that grew deliciously tender toward nightfall.

She often watched the waving branches as the wind blew among them until

it seemed as if they must be alive, bending over caressing each other

and murmuring in low tones. If she could only know what they said. Of

course they must be alive; she heard them cry piteously in winter when

they were stripped of their covering. Why did God do it? Why did He send

winter when summer was so much better, when people were merry and happy

and could hunt and fish and wander in the woods and fight Indians? She

had not had much of an idea of God hitherto only as a secret charm

connected with Mere Dubray's beads, but now it was some great power

living beyond the sky, just as the Indians believed. You could only go

there by growing cold and stiff and being put in the ground. She shrank

from that thought.

Something new had come in her life now. There was a vague, confused idea

of gods and goddesses, that she had gathered from the Latin verses that

she no more understood than the language. And this must be one that

descended upon her this afternoon. The soft, sweet voice still lingered

in her ears, entrancing her. The graceful figure that was like some

delicate swaying branch, the attire the like of which she had never even

dreamed of. How could she indeed, when the finest things she had seen

were the soldiers' trappings?

And this beautiful being had kissed her. Only once she remembered being

kissed, but Catherine's lips were so cold that for days when she thought

of it she shuddered and connected it with that mysterious going away,

that horrid, underground life. This was warm and sweet and strange, like

the nectar of flowers she had held to her lips. Oh, would the lovely

being come again? But M'sieu Ralph had said so, and what he promised

came to pass. There was a sudden ecstasy as if she could not wait, as if

she could fly out of the body after her charmer. Whither was she going?

Oh, M'sieu Ralph would know. But could she wait until to-morrow?

Into this half-delirious vision broke the strong, rather harsh voice

that filled her for an instant with a curious hate so acute that if she

had been large enough, strong enough, she would have thrust the woman

out of doors.

"Oh, have you been asleep? Your eyes look wild. And your cheeks! Is it

the fever coming back again? That chatter went through my head. And to

be gowned as if she were going to have audience with the Queen! I don't

know about such things. There is a King always--I suppose there must be

a Queen."

The child had recovered herself a little and the enraptured dream was

slipping by.

"And here is your supper. Such a great dish of raspberries, and some

juice pressed out for wine. And the birds broiled to a turn. Here is a

little wheaten cake. The Sieur sent the wheat and it is a great rarity.

And now eat like a hungry child."

She raised her up and put a cushion of dried hay at her back. The food

was on a small trencher with a flat bottom, and was placed on the settle

beside her.

"No, no, the tea first," she said, holding a birch-bark cup to her lips.

Rose made a wry face, but drank it, nevertheless. Then she took the

raspberry juice, which was much pleasanter.

"Yes, a great lady, no doubt. We have few of them. This is no place for

silken hose and dainty slippers, and gowns slipping off the shoulders,

and my lady will soon find that out. I wondered at M. Destournier. The

saints forbid that we should import these kind of cattle to New

France."

"She is very sweet"--protestingly.

"Oh, yes. So is the flower sweet, and it drops off into withered leaves.

And her eyes looked askance at M'sieu Ralph, yet she hath a husband.

Come, eat of thy bird and bread, and to-morrow maybe thou wilt run about

lest thy limbs stiffen up to a palsy."

"Mistress, mistress," called Pani--"here is a man to see thee."

She went through both rooms. The man stood without, rather rough,

unkempt, with buckskin breeches, fringed leggings, an Indian blanket, a

grizzled beard hanging down on his breast, and his tousled hair well

sprinkled with white; his face wrinkled with the hardships he had passed

through, but the gray-blue eyes twinkled.

"Ha! ha!" A coarse, but not unfriendly laugh finished the greeting as he

caught both hands in an impetuous embrace. "Lalotte, old girl, has thy

memory failed in two years? Or hast thou gotten another husband?"

The woman gave a shriek of mingled surprise and delight. "The saints be

praised, it is Antoine. And how if thou hast taken some Indian woman to

wife? Braves do not consort with white women who cannot be made into

slaves," she answered, with spirit.

"Lalotte, thou wert hard to win in those early days. But now a dozen

good kisses with more flavor in them than Burgundy wine, and I will

prove to you I am the same old Antoine. And then--but thy supper smell

is good to a hungry man. And a dish of shallots. It takes a man back to

old Barbizon."

Stout and strong as was Madame Dubray, her husband almost kissed the

breath out of her body in his rapturous embrace.

"But I had no word of your coming----"

"How could you, pardieu! But you knew the traders were coming in. And a

man can't send messengers hundreds of miles."

"I looked last year----"

"Pouf! There are men who stay five or ten years, and have left a wife in

France. You can't blame them for taking a new one when you are invited

to. It is a wild, hard life, but not worse than a soldier's. And when

you are your own master the hardships are light. But some of this good

supper."

"Out with you," she said to the Indian boys, who had snatched a piece of

the broiled fish. Then she put down a plate, took up two birds that

dripped delicious gravy, and a squirrel browned to a turn. From the

cupboard beside the great stone chimney, so cunningly devised that no

one would have suspected it, she brought forth a bottle of wine from the

old world, her last choice possession, that she had dreamed of saving

for Antoine, and now her dream had come true.

There was much to tell on both sides, though her life had been

comparatively uneventful. He related incidents of his wilder experiences

far away from civilization that he had grown to enjoy in its perfect

freedom that often lapped over into lawlessness. And he ate until

squirrel, fish, and the cakes, both of rye and corn, had disappeared.

The slave boys fared ill that night.

Rose had eaten her supper more daintily. The great pile of raspberries

was a delight; large, luscious; melting in one's mouth without the aid

of sugar, and being picked up with the fingers. She had been startled at

the sudden appearance of the husband she had heard talked of, but of

course not seen. His loud voice grated on her ears, made more sensitive

by illness, and when, a long while after, the pine torch that was

flaring in the kitchen defined his brawny frame as he stood in the

doorway, she wanted to scream.

"Oh--what have you here--a ghost?" he asked.

"A child who was left here more than a year ago. Jean Arlac lost his

wife, and not knowing what to do with her--she was not his own

child--left her here. He went out with the fur-hunters."

"Jean Arlac!" Antoine scratched among his rough locks as if to assist

his memory. "Yes. And on the way he picked up a likely Indian girl who

has given him a son. And he saddled her on you?"

"Oh, the Sieur will look after her--perhaps take her back to France,"

she answered, indifferently.

"The best place for her, no doubt. She looks a frail reed. And women

need strength in this new world. A little infusion of Indian blood will

do no harm. I wouldn't mind a son myself, but a girl--pouf!"

The child was glad he would not want her. She turned her face to the

wall. She had not known what loneliness was before, but now she felt it

through all her body, like a great pain.

On the opposite side of the room was another settle, part of which

turned over and was upheld by drawing out two rounds of logs. Mere

Dubray made up the wider bed now, and soon Antoine was snoring lustily.

At first it frightened the child, though she was used to the screech of

the owl that spent his nights in the great walnut tree inside the

palisade.

Was it a dream, she wondered the next morning. She slept soundly at last

and late and found herself alone in the house. She put on her simple

frock and went to the doorway. Ah, what a splendid glowing morning it

was! The sunshine lay in golden masses and fairly gilded the green of

the maize, the waving grasses, the bronze of the trees, and the river

threw up lights and shadows like birds skimming about.

No one was in the garden. The table had been despoiled to the last

crumb. Even the cupboard had been ransacked and all that remained was

some raw fish. She was not hungry and the fragrant air was reviving. It

seemed to speed through every pulse. Why, she suddenly felt strong

again.

She wandered out of the enclosure and climbed the steps, sitting down

now and then and drawing curious breaths that frightened her, they came

so irregularly. There were workmen building additional fortifications

around the post, there were houses going up. It was like a strange

place. She reached the gallery presently and looked over what was

sometime to be the city of Quebec. The long stretch was full of tents

and tepees and throngs of men of every description, it would seem;

Indians, swarthy Spaniards who had roamed half round the world, French

from the jaunty trader, with a certain air of breeding, down to the

rough, unkempt peasant, who had been lured away from his native land

with visions of an easily-made fortune and much liberty in New France,

and convicts who had been given a choice between death and expatriation.

Great stacks of furs still coming in from some quarter, haranguing,

bargaining, shouting, coming to blows, and the interference of soldiers.

Was it so last summer when she sometimes ran out with Pani, though she

had been forbidden to?

It was growing very hot up here. The sun that looked so glorious through

the long stretches of the forest and played about the St. Lawrence as if

in a game of hide-and-seek with the boats, grew merciless. All the air

was full of dancing stars and she was so tired trying to reach out to

them, as if they were a stairway leading up to heaven, so that one need

not be put in the dark, wretched ground. Oh, yes, she could find the

way, and she half rose.

It seemed a long journey in the darkness. Then there was a coolness on

her brow, a soft hand passed over it, and she heard some murmuring,

caressing words. She opened her eyes, she tried to rise.

"Lie still, little one," said the voice that soothed and somehow made it

easy to obey. She was fanned slowly, and all was peace.

"Did you climb up to the gallery all alone? And yesterday you seemed so

weak, so fragile."

"I wanted--some one. They had all gone----"

"Quebec looks like a besieged camp. Laurent, that is my husband," with a

bright color, "said I could see it from the gallery, and that it

resembled a great show. I went out and found you. At first I thought you

were dead. But the Indian woman, Jolette is her Christian name, but I

should have liked Wanamee better, carried you in here and after a while

brought you to. But I thought sure you were dead. Poor little white

Rose! Truly named."

"But once I had red cheeks," in a faint voice.

"Then thou wouldst have been a red Rose."

She sang a delicious little chanson to a red rose from a lover. The

child sighed in great content.

"Were they good to you down there? That woman seemed--well, hard. And

were you left all alone?"

Rose began to tell the story of how the husband came home, and Madame

Giffard could see that she shrank from him. "And when she woke they had

all gone away. There was nothing to eat."

"Merci! How careless and unkind!" But Madame Giffard could not know the

little slave boys had ransacked the place.

"I was not hungry. And it was so delightful to walk about again. Though

I trembled all over and thought I should fall down."

"As you did. Now I have ordered you some good broth. And you must lie

still to get rested."

"But it is so nice to talk. You were so beautiful yesterday I was

afraid. I never saw such fine clothes."

Madame Giffard was in a soft gray gown to-day that had long wrinkled

sleeves, a very short waist, and a square neck filled in with ruffles

that stood up in a stiff fashion. She looked very quaint and pretty,

more approachable, though the child felt rather than understood.

"Are there no women here, and no society? Merci! but it is a strange

place, a wilderness. And no balls or dinners or excursions, with gay

little luncheons? There is war all the time at home, but plenty of

pleasure, too. And what is one to do here!"

"The Indians have some ball games. But they often fight at the end."

The lady laughed. What a charming ripple it was, like the falls here and

there, and there were many of them.

"Not that kind," she said, in her soft tone that could not wound the

child. "A great room like a palace, and lights everywhere, hundreds of

candles, and mirrors where you see yourself at every turn. Then festoons

of gauzy things that wave about, and flowers--not always real ones, they

fade so soon. And the men--there are officers and counts and marquises,

and their habiliments are--well, I can't describe them so you would

understand, but a hundred times finer than those of the Sieur de

Champlain. And the women--oh, if I had worn a ball dress yesterday, you

would have been speechless."

She laughed again gayly at the child's innocence. And just then Wanamee

came in with the broth.

"Madame Dubray's husband has come," nodding to the child.

"Yes, yesterday, just at night."

"He has great stores, they say. He is shrewd and means to make money.

But there will be no quiet now for weeks. And it will hardly be safe to

venture outside the palisades."

Jolette had been among the first converts, a prisoner taken in one of

the numerous Indian battles, rescued and saved from torture by the Sieur

himself, and though she had been a wife of one of the chiefs, she had

been beaten and treated like a slave. Champlain found her amenable to

the influences of civilization, and in some respects really superior to

the emigrants that had been sent over, though most of them were eagerly

seized upon as wives for the workmen. Frenchwomen were not anxious to

leave their native land.

Madame Giffard fed her small _protegee_ in a most dainty and enticing

manner. The little girl would have thought herself in an enchanted

country if she had known anything about enchantment. But most of the

stories she had heard were of Indian superstition, and so horrid she

never wanted to recur to them. Madame Dubray was much too busy to allow

her thoughts to run in fanciful channels, and really lacked any sort of

imagination.

After she had been fed she leaned back on the pillow again. Madame soon

sang her to sleep. The child was very much exhausted and in the quietude

of slumber looked like a bit of carving.

"Her eyelashes are splendid," thought her watcher, "and her lips have

pretty curves. There is something about her--she must have belonged to

gentle people. But she will grow coarse under that woman's training."

She sighed a little. Did she want the child, she wondered. If Laurent

could make a fortune here in this curious land where most of the

population seemed barbarians.

She drew from a work-bag a purse she was knitting of silken thread, and

worked as she watched the sleeping child. Once she rose, but the view

from the window did not satisfy her, so she went out on the gallery. A

French vessel was coming up into port, with its colors at half mast and

its golden lilies shrouded with crape. Some important personage must be

dead--was it the King?

She heard her husband's voice calling her and turned, took a few steps

forward. "Oh, what has happened?" she cried.

"The King! Our heroic Bearnese! For though we must always regret his

change of religion, yet it was best for France and his rights. And a

wretched miscreant stabbed him in his carriage, but he has paid the

penalty. And the new King is but a child, so a woman will rule. There is

no knowing what policies may be overturned."

"Our brave King!" There were tears in her eyes.

"They are loading vessels to return. Ah, what a rich country, even if

they cannot find the gold the Spaniards covet. Such an array of choice

furs bewilders one, and to see them tossed about carelessly makes one

almost scream with rage. Ah, my lady, you shall have in the winter what

the Queen Mother would envy."

"Then you mean to stay"--uncertainly.

"Yes, unless there should be great changes. I have not seen the Sieur

since the news came. He was to go to Tadoussac the first of the week,

and I had permission to go with him. One would think to-day that Quebec

was one of the most flourishing of towns, and it is hard to believe the

contrary. But every soldier is on the watch. They trust no one. What

have you been doing, _ma mie_?"

"Oh, I have something to show you. Come."

She placed her finger to her lips in token of silence and led him back

to the room she had left. The child was still sleep.

"What an angel," he murmured. "Is it--how did it come here? I thought

you said the little girl was ill."

"She was, and is. Doesn't she look like a marvellous statue? But no one

seems to regard her beauty here."

"She is too delicate."

"But she was well and strong and daring, and could climb like a deer, M.

Destournier says. She will be well again with good care. I want to keep

her."

"She will be a good plaything for thee when I am away. Though this may

change many plans. The Sieur is bent on discoveries, and now he has

orders to print his book. The maps are wonderful. What a man! He should

be a king in this new world. France does not understand the mighty

empire he is founding for her."

"Then you do not mind--if I keep the child? She has crept into the empty

niche in my heart. I must have been directed by the saints when I felt

the desire to go out. She would have died from exhaustion in the

broiling sun."

"Say the good Father, rather."

"And yet we must adore the saints, the old patriarchs. Did not the

disciples desire to build a memento to them?"

"They were not such men as have disgraced the holy calling by fire and

sword and persecution. And if one can draw a free breath in this new

land. The English with all their faults allow freedom in religion. It is

these hated Jesuits. And I believe they are answerable for the murder of

our heroic King."

Wanamee summoned them to the midday repast. The plain walnut boards

that formed the table had been polished until the beautiful grain and

the many curvings were brought out like the shades of a painting. If the

dishes were a motley array, a few pieces of silver and polished pewter

with common earthenware and curious cups of carved wood as well as

birch-bark platters, the viands were certainly appetizing.

"One will not starve in this new country," he said.

"But it is the winter that tries one, M. Destournier says."

"There must be plenty of game. And France sends many things. But a

colony must have agricultural resources. And the Indian raids are so

destructive. We need more soldiers."

He was off again to plunge in the thick of business. It was supposed the

fur company and the concessions ruled most of the bargain-making, but

there were independent trappers who had not infrequently secured skins

that were well-nigh priceless when they reached the hands of the Paris

furrier. And toward night, when wine and whiskey had been passed around

rather freely, there were broils that led to more than one fatal ending.

Indian women thronged around as well, with curious handiwork made in

their forest fastnesses.

The child slept a long while, she was so exhausted.

"Why, the sun is going over the mountains," she began, in vague alarm.

"I must go home. I did not mean to run away."

She sprang up on her feet, but swayed so that she would have fallen had

not Madame caught her.

"Nay, nay, thou art not well enough to run away from me, little one. I

will send word down to the cabin of Mere Dubray. She has her husband,

whom she has not seen for two years, and will care naught for thee.

Women are all alike when a man's love is proffered," and she gave a gay

little laugh.

"My head feels light and swims around as if it was on the rapid river.

But I must go home, I----"

"Art afraid? Well, I promise nothing shall harm thee. Lie down again. I

will send Wanamee with the word. Will it make thee happy--content?"

The child looked at her hostess as if she was studying her, but her

intellect had never been roused sufficiently for that. There was a vague

delight stealing over her as slumber does at times, a confusion of what

might have been duty if she had understood that even, in staying away

from what was really her home. Mere Dubray would be angry. She would

hardly beat her, she had only slapped her once during her illness, and

that was to make her swallow some bitter tea. And something within her

seemed to cry out for the adjuncts of this place. She had been in the

room before, she had even peered into the Sieur's study. He always had a

kindly word for her, she was different from the children of the workmen,

and looked at one with sober, wondering eyes, as if she might fathom

many things.

"You do not want to go back?"--persuasively.

Was it the pretty lady who changed the aspect of everything for her?

"Oh, if I could stay here always!" she cried, with a vehemence of more

years than had passed over her head. "It is better than the beautiful

world where I sit on the rocks and wonder, and dream of the great beyond

that goes over and meets the sky. There are no cruel Indians then, and I

want to wander on and on and listen to the voices in the trees, the

plash of the great river, and the little stream that plays against the

stones almost like the song you sung. If one could live there always and

did not get hungry or cold----"

"What a queer, visionary child! One would not look for it in these

wilds. The ladies over yonder talk of them because it is a fashion, but

when they ride through the parks and woods they want a train of

admirers. And with you it is pure love. Could you love any one as you do

nature? Was any one ever so good to you that you could fall down at

their feet and worship them? Surely you do not love Madame Dubray?"

"M'sieu Ralph has been very kind. But you are like a wonderful flower

one finds now and then, and dares not gather it lest the gods of the

woods and trees should be angry."

"But I will gather you to my heart, little one," and she slipped down

beside the couch, encircling the child in her arms, and pressing kisses

on brow and legs and pallid cheeks, bringing a roseate tint to them.

"And you must love me, you must want to stay with me. Oh, there was a

little one once who was flesh of my flesh, on whom I lavished the

delight and tenderness of my soul, and the great Father took her. He

sent nothing in her place, though I prayed and prayed. And now I shall

put you there. Surely the good God cannot be angry, for you have no

one."

She had followed a sudden impulse, and was not quite sure it was for the

best. Only her mother heart cried out for love.

The child stared, motionless, and it dampened her ardor for the moment.

She could not fathom the eyes.

"Are you not glad? Would you not like to live with me?"

"Oh, oh!" It was a cry of rapture. She caught the soft white hands and

kissed them. The joy was so new, so unexpected, she had no words for

it.

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