VI

The next day Pyetushkov went to the baker’s shop as usual. Everything

went on as before. But there was a settled ache at his heart. He did not

laugh now as often, and sometimes he fell to musing. Sunday came.

Praskovia Ivanovna had an attack of lumbago; she did not get down from

the shelf bed, except with much difficulty to go to mass. After mass

Pyetushkov called Vassilissa into the back room. She had been

complaining all the morning of feeling dull. To judge by the expression

of Ivan Afanasiitch’s countenance, he was revolving in his brain some

extraordinary idea, unforeseen even by him.

‘You sit down here, Vassilissa,’ he said to her, ‘and I’ll sit here. I

want to have a little talk with you.’

Vassilissa sat down.

‘Tell me, Vassilissa, can you write?’

‘Write?’

‘Yes, write?’

‘No, I can’t.’

‘What about reading?’

‘I can’t read either.’

‘Then who read you my letter?’

‘The deacon.’

Pyetushkov paused.

‘But would you like to learn to read and write?’

‘Why, what use would reading and writing be to us, Ivan Afanasiitch?’

‘What use? You could read books.’

‘But what good is there in books?’

‘All sorts of good ... I tell you what, if you like, I’ll bring

you a book.’

‘But I can’t read, you see, Ivan Afanasiitch.’

‘I’ll read to you.’

‘But, I say, won’t it be dull?’

‘Nonsense! dull! On the contrary, it’s the best thing to get rid

of dulness.’

‘Maybe you’ll read stories, then.’

‘You shall see to-morrow.’

In the evening Pyetushkov returned home, and began rummaging in his

boxes. He found several odd numbers of the Library of Good Reading, five

grey Moscow novels, Nazarov’s arithmetic, a child’s geography with a

globe on the title-page, the second part of Keydanov’s history, two

dream-books, an almanack for the year 1819, two numbers of Galatea,

Kozlov’s _Natalia Dolgorukaia_, and the first part of _Roslavlev_. He

pondered a long while which to choose, and finally made up his mind to

take Kozlov’s poem, and _Roslavlev_.

Next day Pyetushkov dressed in haste, put both the books under the lapel

of his coat, went to the baker’s shop, and began reading aloud

Zagoskin’s novel. Vassilissa sat without moving; at first she smiled,

then seemed to become absorbed in thought ... then she bent a little

forward; her eyes closed, her mouth slightly opened, her hands fell on

her knees; she was dozing. Pyetushkov read quickly, inarticulately, in a

thick voice; he raised his eyes ...

‘Vassilissa, are you asleep?’

She started, rubbed her face, and stretched. Pyetushkov felt angry with

her and with himself....

‘It’s dull,’ said Vassilissa lazily.

‘I tell you what, would you like me to read you poetry?’

‘What say?’

‘Poetry ... good poetry.’

‘No, that’s enough, really.’

Pyetushkov hurriedly picked up Kozlov’s poem, jumped up, crossed the

room, ran impulsively up to Vassilissa, and began reading. Vassilissa

let her head drop backwards, spread out her hands, stared into Ivan

Afanasiitch’s face, and suddenly went off into a loud harsh guffaw ...

she fairly rolled about with laughing.

Ivan Afanasiitch flung the book on the floor in his annoyance.

Vassilissa went on laughing.

‘Why, what are you laughing at, silly?’

Vassilissa roared more than ever.

‘Laugh away, laugh away,’ Pyetushkov muttered between his teeth.

Vassilissa held her sides, gasping.

‘But what is it, idiot?’ But Vassilissa could only wave her hands.

Ivan Afanasiitch snatched up his cap, and ran out of the house. With

rapid, unsteady steps, he walked about the town, walked on and on, and

found himself at the city gates. Suddenly there was the rattle of

wheels, the tramp of horses along the street.... Some one called him by

name. He raised his head and saw a big, old-fashioned wagonette. In the

wagonette facing him sat Mr. Bublitsyn between two young ladies, the

daughters of Mr. Tiutiurov. Both the girls were dressed exactly alike,

as though in outward sign of their immutable affection; both smiled

pensively, and carried their heads on one side with a languid grace. On

the other side of the carriage appeared the wide straw hat of their

excellent papa; and from time to time his round, plump neck presented

itself to the gaze of spectators. Beside his straw hat rose the mob-cap

of his spouse. The very attitude of both the parents was a sufficient

proof of their sincere goodwill towards the young man and their

confidence in him. And Bublitsyn obviously was aware of their flattering

confidence and appreciated it. He was, of course, sitting in an

unconstrained position, and talking and laughing without constraint; but

in the very freedom of his manner there could be discerned a shade of

tender, touching respectfulness. And the Tiutiurov girls? It is hard to

convey in words all that an attentive observer could trace in the faces

of the two sisters. Goodwill and gentleness, and discreet gaiety, a

melancholy comprehension of life, and a faith, not to be shaken, in

themselves, in the lofty and noble destiny of man on earth, courteous

attention to their young companion, in intellectual endowments perhaps

not fully their equal, but still by the qualities of his heart quite

deserving of their indulgence ... such were the characteristics and the

feelings reflected at that moment on the faces of the young ladies.

Bublitsyn called to Ivan Afanasiitch for no special reason, simply in

the fulness of his inner satisfaction; he bowed to him with excessive

friendliness and cordiality. The young ladies even looked at him with

gentle amiability, as at a man whose acquaintance they would not object

to.... The good, sleek, quiet horses went by Ivan Afanasiitch at a

gentle trot; the carriage rolled smoothly along the broad road, carrying

with it good-humoured, girlish laughter; he caught a final glimpse of

Mr. Tiutiurov’s hat; the two outer horses turned their heads on each

side, jauntily stepping over the short, green grass ... the coachman gave

a whistle of approbation and warning, the carriage disappeared behind

some willows.

A long while poor Pyetushkov remained standing still.

‘I’m a poor lonely creature,’ he whispered at last ... ‘alone in

the world.’

A little boy in tatters stopped before him, looked timidly at him, held

out his hand ...

‘For Christ’s sake, good gentleman.’

Pyetushkov pulled out a copper.

‘For your loneliness, poor orphan,’ he said with effort, and he walked

back to the baker’s shop. On the threshold of Vassilissa’s room Ivan

Afanasiitch stopped.

‘Yes,’ he thought, ‘these are my friends. Here is my family, this is

it.... And here Bublitsyn and there Bublitsyn.’

Vassilissa was sitting with her back to him, winding worsted, and

carelessly singing to herself; she was wearing a striped cotton gown;

her hair was done up anyhow.... The room, insufferably hot, smelt of

feather beds and old rags; jaunty, reddish-brown ‘Prussians’ scurried

rapidly here and there across the walls; on the decrepit chest of

drawers, with holes in it where the locks should have been, beside a

broken jar, lay a woman’s shabby slipper.... Kozlov’s poem was still

where it had fallen on the floor.... Pyetushkov shook his head, folded

his arms, and went away. He was hurt.

At home he called for his things to dress. Onisim slouched off after his

better coat. Pyetushkov had a great desire to draw Onisim into

conversation, but Onisim preserved a sullen silence. At last Ivan

Afanasiitch could hold out no longer.

‘Why don’t you ask me where I’m going?’

‘Why, what do I want to know where you’re going for?’

‘What for? Why, suppose some one comes on urgent business, and asks,

“Where’s Ivan Afanasiitch?” And then you can tell him, “Ivan Afanasiitch

has gone here or there.”’

‘Urgent business.... But who ever does come to you on urgent business?’

‘Why, are you beginning to be rude again? Again, hey?’

Onisim turned away, and fell to brushing the coat.

‘Really, Onisim, you are a most disagreeable person.’

Onisim looked up from under his brows at his master.

‘And you ‘re always like this. Yes, positively always.’

Onisim smiled.

‘But what’s the good of my asking you where you’re going, Ivan

Afanasiitch? As though I didn’t know! To the girl at the baker’s shop!’

‘There, that’s just where you’re wrong! that’s just where you’re

mistaken! Not to her at all. I don’t intend going to see the girl at the

baker’s shop any more.’

Onisim dropped his eyelids and brandished the brush. Pyetushkov waited

for his approbation; but his servant remained speechless.

‘It’s not the proper thing,’ Pyetushkov went on in a severe voice--‘it’s

unseemly.... Come, tell me what you think?’

‘What am I to think? It’s for you to say. What business have I to

think?’

Pyetushkov put on his coat. ‘He doesn’t believe me, the beast,’ he

thought to himself.

He went out of the house, but he did not go to see any one. He walked

about the streets. He directed his attention to the sunset. At last a

little after eight o’clock he returned home. He wore a smile; he

repeatedly shrugged his shoulders, as though marvelling at his own

folly. ‘Yes,’ thought he, ‘this is what comes of a strong will....’

Next day Pyetushkov got up rather late. He had not passed a very good

night, did not go out all day, and was fearfully bored. Pyetushkov read

through all his poor books, and praised aloud one story in the Library

of Good Reading. As he went to bed, he told Onisim to give him his pipe.

Onisim handed him a wretched pipe. Pyetushkov began smoking; the pipe

wheezed like a broken-winded horse.

‘How disgusting!’ cried Ivan Afanasiitch; ‘where’s my cherry wood pipe?’

‘At the baker’s shop,’ Onisim responded tranquilly.

Pyetushkov blinked spasmodically.

‘Well, you wish me to go for it?’

‘No, you needn’t; don’t go ... no need, don’t go, do you hear?’

‘Yes, sir.’

The night passed somehow. In the morning Onisim, as usual, gave

Pyetushkov on the blue sprigged plate a new white roll. Ivan Afanasiitch

looked out of window and asked Onisim:

‘You’ve been to the baker’s shop?’

‘Who’s to go, if I don’t?’

‘Ah!’

Pyetushkov became plunged in meditation.

‘Tell me, please, did you see any one there?’

‘Of course I did.’

‘Whom did you see there, now, for instance?’

‘Why, of course, Vassilissa.’

Ivan Afanasiitch was silent. Onisim cleared the table, and was just

going out of the room....

‘Onisim,’ Pyetushkov cried faintly.

‘What is it?’

‘Er ... did she ask after me?’

‘Of course she didn’t.’

Pyetushkov set his teeth. ‘Yes,’ he thought, ‘that’s all it’s worth, her

love, indeed....’ His head dropped. ‘Absurd I was, to be sure,’ he

thought again. ‘A fine idea to read her poetry. A girl like that! Why,

she’s a fool! Why, she’s good for nothing but to lie on the stove and

eat pancakes. Why, she’s a post, a perfect post; an uneducated

workgirl.’

‘She’s never come,’ he whispered, two hours later, still sitting in the

same place, ‘she’s never come. To think of it; why, she could see that I

left her out of temper; why, she might know that I was hurt. There’s

love for you! And she did not even ask if I were well. Never even said,

“Is Ivan Afanasiitch quite well?” She hasn’t seen me for two whole

days--and not a sign.... She’s even again, maybe, thought fit to meet

that Bub--Lucky fellow. Ouf, devil take it, what a fool I am!’

Pyetushkov got up, paced up and down the room in silence, stood still,

knitted his brows slightly and scratched his neck. ‘However,’ he said

aloud, ‘I’ll go to see her. I must see what she’s about there. I must

make her feel ashamed. Most certainly ... I’ll go. Onisim! my clothes.’

‘Well,’ he mused as he dressed, ‘we shall see what comes of it. She may,

I dare say, be angry with me. And after all, a man keeps coming and

coming, and all of a sudden, for no rhyme or reason, goes and gives up

coming. Well, we shall see.’

Ivan Afanasiitch went out of the house, and made his way to the baker’s

shop. He stopped at the little gate, he wanted to straighten himself out

and set himself to rights.... Pyetushkov clutched at the folds of his

coat with both hands, and almost pulled them out altogether....

Convulsively he twisted his tightly compressed neck, fastened the top

hook of his collar, drew a deep breath....

‘Why are you standing there?’ Praskovia Ivanovna bawled to him from the

little window. ‘Come in.’

Pyetushkov started, and went in. Praskovia Ivanovna met him in

the doorway.

‘Why didn’t you come to see us yesterday, my good sir? Was it, maybe,

some ailment prevented you?’

‘Yes, I had something of a headache yesterday....’

‘Ah, you should have put cucumber on your temples, my good sir. It would

have taken it away in a twinkling. Is your head aching now?’

‘No, it’s not.’

‘Ah well, and thank Thee, O Lord, for it.’

Ivan Afanasiitch went off into the back room. Vassilissa saw him.

‘Ah! good day, Ivan Afanasiitch.’

‘Good day, Vassilissa Ivanovna.’

‘Where have you put the tap, Ivan Afanasiitch?’

‘Tap? what tap?’

‘The wine-tap ... our tap. You must have taken it home with you. You are

such a one ... Lord, forgive us....’

Pyetushkov put on a dignified and chilly air.

‘I will direct my man to look. Seeing that I was not here yesterday,’ he

pronounced significantly....

‘Ah, why, to be sure, you weren’t here yesterday.’ Vassilissa squatted

down on her heels, and began rummaging in the chest....

‘Aunt, hi! aunt!’

‘What sa-ay?’

‘Have you taken my neckerchief?’

‘What neckerchief?’

‘Why, the yellow one.’

‘The yellow one?’

‘Yes, the yellow, figured one.’

‘No, I’ve not taken it.’

Pyetushkov bent down to Vassilissa.

‘Listen to me, Vassilissa; listen to what I am saying to you. It is not

a matter of taps or of neckerchiefs just now; you can attend to such

trifles another time.’

Vassilissa did not budge from her position; she only lifted her head.

‘You just tell me, on your conscience, do you love me or not? That’s

what I want to know, once for all.’

‘Ah, what a one you are, Ivan Afanasiitch.... Well, then, of course.’

‘If you love me, how was it you didn’t come to see me yesterday? Had you

no time? Well, you might have sent to find out if I were ill, as I

didn’t turn up. But it’s little you cared. I might die, I dare say, you

wouldn’t grieve.’

‘Ah, Ivan Afanasiitch, one can’t be always thinking of one thing, one’s

got one’s work to do.’

‘To be sure,’ responded Pyetushkov; ‘but all the same ... And it’s

improper to laugh at your elders.... It’s not right. Moreover, it’s as

well in certain cases ... But where’s my pipe?’

‘Here’s your pipe.’

Pyetushkov began smoking.

A Desperate Character and Other Stories · 第 66 / 70 题