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“You have been a tower of strength to me, Jack, in the grief and trouble

of the last three months. I don’t know what would have become of us all

without your aid and comfort.”

So spoke Mr. John Dunlap. He appeared many years older than he did when

three months before he arrived in Boston on board the “Adams.” He was

bent, and care worn. Deep sorrow had taken the fire and mirth from his

honest, kindly eyes.

“I am rejoiced and repaid if I have been able to be of service to those

whom I love, and who have always been so kind to me,” replied Jack Dunlap

simply.

The two men were seated in the library of the Dunlap mansion in the

closing hour of that late November day, watching the heavy snow flakes

falling without.

“Jack, I have meditated for several days upon what I am about to say and

can find no way but to beg you to make more sacrifices for us,” said the

old gentleman, after a lapse of several minutes.

“The condition in which our family is demands the presence of some

younger, stronger head and hand than mine is now. I know the ‘Adams’ is

refitted, after her two years of service, and ready for sea. I know you,

my lad, and your reluctance to remain idle when you think that you should

be at work.”

“To be frank, sir, you have hit upon a subject about which I desired to

talk with you but have hesitated for several days,” said the young man,

with something of relief in his tone.

“Well then, Jack, to begin with, I wish to charter your ship for a voyage

and to show that it is no subterfuge to hold you here, I say at once I

wish you to sail in her.” Mr. Dunlap paused for a moment to note the

effect of his proposal and then continued,

“Let me go over the situation, Jack, and tell me if you do not agree

in my conclusions. Lucy, while apparently restored in a degree to her

former health, is still weak and looks fragile. The physicians advise

me to take her to a warmer climate before our New England Winter sets

in. Her dementia still continues, and while she is perfectly gentle and

harmless, she will neither tolerate the presence of her husband, nor poor

Mrs. Church, and is even not pleased or quiet in my company. I think

my likeness to my beloved brother affects her. She clings to your good

mother and to you, my lad, with the confident affection of a child. When

she is not softly singing, as she rocks and smiles in a heartrending,

far-off-way, some baby lullaby, she is flitting about the house like

some sweet and sorrowful shadow. Can we, Jack, expose our girl in this

condition to the unsympathetic gaze of strangers?”

“No, no, a thousand times no!” was the quick and emphatic answer of the

younger man.

“Now listen, Jack. Since the death of that poor, little misshapen black

creature, which innocently brought so much trouble into our lives, and,

Jack, your thoughtfulness in having it buried quietly in Bedford instead

of here is something I shall never forget. But to return to Lucy: Since

that object is out of the way, and after the consultation of those great

specialists in mental disorder cases, I am led to hope that Lucy may be

restored to us in all the glory of her former mental condition.”

“God speed the day,” exclaimed Jack fervently and reverently.

“The specialists affirm that as this aberration of mind was produced by

a shock and as there is no inherited insanity involved in the case, that

the restoration may occur at any moment in the most unexpected manner. A

surprise, shock or some accident may instantly produce the joyful change.

“It is for that very reason that I have insisted that Burton should

remain near at hand, and ready to respond to a call from the restored

wife for her husband’s presence. We must bear in mind the fact that

Lucy, before this hallucination, was devotedly attached to her husband

and grandfather. With the return of her reason we may justly expect the

return of her former affections and feelings,” interrupted Jack by way

of explanation of something he had done.

“I know that, Jack, and approve of your course, but I am only a weak

human creature, and notwithstanding the injunction of my dying brother

to blame no one, I cannot eradicate from my mind a feeling of animosity

toward Burton. I know that he is not culpable, but still I should be

glad to have him pass out of our lives, if it were not for the probable

effect upon Lucy if she ever be restored to reason. However, I was not

displeased by his decision to return to his own house, the ‘Eyrie,’ until

his presence was required here.”

“Burton’s position, sir, has been a very trying one. I may say a very

dreadful one, and I think that he has acted in a very manly, courageous

manner, sir, and I think it our duty, as Christian men, to put aside even

our natural repugnance to the author of our misfortune and be lenient

toward one who has suffered as well as ourselves.”

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