Chapter Fourteen

Slower and slower her paddle dipped, lower and lower hung her head,

faster and faster flowed her tears. The instinctive recoil, the

passionate resentment had gone. In the bitterness of her spirit

she knew not what she thought except that she would give her soul

to see him again, to feel the touch of his lips once more. For she

could not make herself believe that this would ever come to pass.

He had gone like a phantom, like a dream, and the mists of life had

closed about him, showing no sign. He had vanished, and at once

she seemed to know that the episode was finished.

The canoe whispered against the soft clay bottom. She had arrived,

though how the crossing had been made she could not have told.

Slowly and sorrowfully she disembarked. Languidly she drew the

light craft beyond the stream's eager fingers. Then, her forces at

an end, she huddled down on the ground and gave herself up to

sorrow.

The life of the forest went on as though she were not there. A big

owl far off said hurriedly his _whoo-whoo-whoo_, as though he had

the message to deliver and wanted to finish the task. A smaller

owl near at hand cried _ko-ko-ko-oh_ with the intonation of a tin

horn. Across the river a lynx screamed, and was answered at once

by the ululations of wolves. On the island the _giddes_ howled

defiance. Then from above, clear, spiritual, floated the whistle

of shore birds arriving from the south. Close by sounded a rustle

of leaves, a sharp squeak; a tragedy had been consummated, and the

fierce little mink stared malevolently across the body of his

victim at the motionless figure on the beach.

Virginia, drowned in grief, knew of none of these things. She was

seeing again the clear brown face of the stranger, his curly brown

hair, his steel eyes, and the swing of his graceful figure. Now he

fronted the wondering _voyageurs_, one foot raised against the bow

of the _brigade_ canoe; now he stood straight and tall against the

light of the sitting-room door; now he emptied the vials of his

wrath and contempt on Archibald Crane's reverend head; now he

passed in the darkness, singing gayly the _chanson de canot_. But

more fondly she saw him as he swept his hat to the ground on

discovering her by the guns, as he bent his impassioned eyes on her

in the dim lamplight of their first interview, as he tossed his hat

aloft in the air when he had understood that she would be in

Quebec. She hugged the visions to her, and wept over them softly,

for she was now sure she would never see him again.

And she heard his voice, now laughing, now scornful, now mocking,

now indignant, now rich and solemn with feeling. He flouted the

people, he turned the shafts of his irony on her father, he scathed

the minister, he laughed at Louis Placide awakened from his sleep,

he sang, he told her of the land of desolation, he pleaded. She

could hear him calling her name--although he had never spoken

it--in low, tender tones, "Virginia! Virginia!" over and over again

softly, as though his soul were crying through his lips.

Then somehow, in a manner not to be comprehended, it was borne in

on her consciousness that he was indeed near her, and that he was

indeed calling her name. And at once she made him out, standing

dripping on the beach. A moment later she was in his arms.

"Ah!" he cried, in gladness; "you are here!"

He crushed her hungrily to him, unmindful of his wet clothes,

kissing her eyes, her cheeks, her lips, her chin, even the fragrant

corner of her throat exposed by the collar of her gown. She did

not struggle.

"Oh!" she murmured, "my dear, my dear! Why did you come back? Why

did you come?"

"Why did I come?" he repeated, passionately. "Why did I come? Can

you ask that? How could I help but come? You must have known I

would come. Surely you must have known! Didn't you hear me

calling you when you paddled away? I came to get the right. I

came to get your promise, your kisses, to hear you say the word, to

get you! I thought you understood. It was all so clear to me. I

thought you knew. That was why I was so glad to go, so eager to

get away that I could not even realize I was parting from you--so I

could the sooner reach Quebec--reach you! Don't you see how I

felt? All this present was merely something to get over, to pass

by, to put behind us until I got to Quebec in August--and you. I

looked forward so eagerly to that, I was so anxious to get away, I

was desirous of hastening on to the time when things could be

_sure_! Don't you understand?"

"Yes, I think I do," replied the girl, softly.

"And I thought of course you knew, I should not have kissed you

otherwise."

"How could I know?" she sighed. "You said nothing, and, oh! I

_wanted_ so to hear!"

And singularly enough he said nothing now, but they stood facing

each other hand in hand, while the great vibrant life they were now

touching so closely filled their hearts and eyes, and left them

faint. So they stood for hours or for seconds, they could not

tell, spirit-hushed, ecstatic. The girl realized that they must

part.

"You must go," she whispered brokenly, at last. "I do not want you

to, but you must."

She smiled up at him with trembling lips that whispered to her soul

that she must be brave.

"Now go," she nerved herself to say, releasing her hands.

"Tell me," he commanded.

"What?" she asked.

"What I most want to hear."

"I can tell you many things," said she, soberly, "but I do not know

which of them you want to hear. Ah, Ned. I can tell you that you

have come into a girl's life to make her very happy and very much

afraid. And that is a solemn thing; is it not?"

"Yes," said he.

"And I can tell you that this can never be undone. That is a

solemn thing, too, is it not?"

"Yes," said he.

"And that, according as you treat her, this girl will believe or

not believe in the goodness of all men or the badness of all men.

Ah, Ned, a woman's heart is fragile, and mine is in your keeping."

Her face was raised bravely and steadily to his. In the starlight

it shone white and pathetic. And her eyes were two liquid wells of

darkness in the shadow, and her half-parted lips were wistful and

childlike.

The man caught both her hands, again looking down on her. Then he

answered her, solemnly and humbly.

"Virginia," said he, "I am setting out on a perilous Journey. As I

deal with you, may God deal with me."

"Ah, that is as I like you," she breathed.

"Good-by," said he.

She raised her lips of her own accord, and he kissed them

reverently.

"Good-by," she murmured.

He turned away with an effort and ran down the beach to the canoe.

"Good-by, good-by," she murmured, under her breath. "Ah, good-by!

I love you! Oh, I do love you!"

Then suddenly from the bushes leaped dark figures. The still night

was broken by the sound of a violent scuffle--blows--a fall. She

heard Ned Trent's voice calling to her from the _melee_.

"Go back at once!" he commanded, clearly and steadily. "You can do

no good. I order you to go home before they search the woods."

But she crouched in dazed terror, her pupils wide to the dim light.

She saw them bind him, and stand waiting; she saw a canoe glide out

of the darkness; she saw the occupants of the canoe disembark; she

saw them exhibit her little rifle, and heard them explain in Cree,

that they had followed the man swimming. Then she knew that the

cause was lost, and fled as swiftly as she could through the forest.

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