CHAPTER XXXI

"I ABSOLVE YOU"

When George reached the counting-rooms, he saw that Bodine was not in his

accustomed place. Surmising the truth at once, he hastened to his father's

room, and asked almost sternly:

"Where is Captain Bodine?"

"I neither know nor care," was the cool reply. "He is dismissed from my

service."

"You have acted unjustly, sir," his son began hotly, "you have punished

him for my--"

"George," interrupted his father gravely, "remember what you said about

angry words between us."

The young man paced the office excitedly for a few moments in silence and

then sat down.

"That's right," resumed his father quietly. "I am glad you are able to

attain self-control, for you now require the full possession of all your

faculties. Fortunately for both of us, this man, Bodine, has said more

than enough to end this folly forever," and he began to repeat the

conversation which had taken place.

At a certain point George started, and, looking at his father with a

shocked expression, asked, "Did you mean, sir, that you also would rather

see me buried than married to a good woman whom I love?"

"That is your way of putting it," replied Mr. Houghton, somewhat

disconcerted, for his son's tone and look smote him sorely. "You will

understand my feelings better when you have heard that rebel's final

words;" and he repeated them, ending with the sentences, "'Tell the boy

that my daughter says she will have nothing to do with him without my

consent. Now if there is even the trace of a gentleman in his anatomy he

will leave us alone.' In this final remark I certainly do agree with him

most emphatically," concluded the old man sternly. "Any human being,

possessing a particle of self-respect, would prefer death to the

humiliation and dishonor of seeking to force himself on such people."

"I suppose you are right, sir, but I cannot help having my own thoughts."

"Well, what are they?"

"That the girl has met in her home the same harsh, terrible opposition

that I have found in mine."

"Undoubtedly, thank heaven! Whether she needed it or not she has evidently

had the sense to take the wholesome medicine. The probabilities are,

however, that she has laughed at the idea of receiving attentions so

repugnant to her father and to me."

"No doubt," said George wearily. "Very well, there _is_ a trace of a

gentleman in my anatomy. I would like to leave town for a while."

"A very sensible wish, George," said his father kindly. "Go where you

please, and take all the money you need. When you have come to see this

affair in its true light come back to me. I will try to arrange my

business so that we can make a visit North together in the early autumn."

"Very well, sir," and there was apathy in his tones. After a moment he

added, "Please give me some work this morning."

"No, my boy. Go and make your preparations at once. Divert your thoughts

into new channels. Be a resolute man for a few days, and then your own

manhood will right you as a boat is righted when keeled over by a sudden

gust."

George was not long in forming the same plan which Clancy had adopted. He

would go to the mountains in the interior, fish, hunt and tramp till the

fever in his blood subsided. He told his father of his purpose.

"All right, George. I only wish I were young and strong enough to go with

you. It will not be long before you will see that I have had at heart only

what was best for you."

"I hope so, father; I truly do, for I have had a new, strange experience.

Even yet I can scarcely comprehend that you and Mr. Bodine could speak to

your children, and dictate to them in matters relating to their happiness

as you both have done. It savors more of feudal times than of this free

age."

"In all times, George, the hasty passions and inconsiderate desires of the

young, when permitted gratification, have led to a lifetime of

wretchedness. But we need not refer to this matter again. Bodine's final

words have settled it for all time."

"It would certainly seem so," said young Houghton. "Well, I will make my

preparations to start to-morrow."

His first step was to go direct to Mrs. Willoughby, and his dejected

expression revealed to the lady that her anticipations of strong

opposition were correct.

"I won't annoy you," she said, as George sat down and looked at her with

troubled eyes, "by that saying of complacently sagacious people, 'I told

you so.' You may tell me all if you wish."

"I do so wish, for I fear my way is blocked." And he related all that had

occurred. When he ended with Bodine's final words she said thoughtfully,

"Such language as that, combined with Ella's message, does seem to end the

affair."

"Well, I know this much," he replied ruefully, "I am a gentleman. No

matter what it costs me I must continue to be one."

"Yes, Mr. Houghton, you have acted like a gentleman, and, as you say, you

must continue to do so. Let me congratulate and thank you for keeping your

temper."

"I nearly lost it when I learned that my father had discharged Mr.

Bodine."

"I understand how you felt then. You were sorely tried as I feared. Have

you any reason to think that Ella feels in any such way as you do?"

"None at all. My best hope was, that with time and opportunity I could

awaken like regard. While not at all sanguine, I would have made every

effort in my power to win her respect and love. But now what can I do? If

I take another step I must forfeit my father's love and confidence, which

is far more to me than his money. I have at least brain and muscle enough

to earn a living for us both. I fear, however, that such a course would

kill the old gentleman. I could meet this problem by simply waiting if

Ella cared for me, but she and her father have made it impossible to

approach her again. She has said she would have nothing to do with me

without her father's consent, and he has said that he would rather bury

her than permit my attentions."

"Well, my friend, I see how it is, and I absolve you utterly. You can't go

forward under the circumstances."

"No, for she would now probably meet any effort on my part with contempt,

and agree with her father that a Northern man couldn't even appreciate

words that were like a kick."

"Well, then, go to the mountains and forget all about it. If Ella had set

her heart upon you as you have on her, and you both could be patiently

constant, the future might have possibilities; but if I were a man I would

make no further effort under the circumstances."

George went home with a heavy heart, and grimly entered upon the first

hard battle of his life.

Ella tried to be her old mirthful self when she came down to breakfast

that morning, and succeeded fairly well. In spite of her father's bitter

words and opposition he had told her a truth that was like the sun in the

sky. George Houghton loved her, and he had revealed his love in no

underhand way. She was proud of him; she exulted over him, and, in the

delicious pain of her own awakening heart, she forgot nearly everything

except the fact that he loved her.

Bodine was perplexed by her manner and not wholly reassured. When she had

kissed him good-by for the day, he said, "Cousin Sophy, perhaps our fears

last night had little foundation. Ella does not seem cast down this

morning."

The old lady shook her head and only remarked, "I hope it is not as

serious as I feared."

"Why do you fear so greatly?"

"Suppose Ella does care for him more than we could wish, the fact you told

her last night that this young fellow loves her, or thinks he does, would

be very exhilarating. Oh, I know a woman's heart. We're all alike."

"Curse him!" muttered the captain.

"No, no, no, pray for your enemies. That's commanded, but not that we

should marry our daughters to them. Dear Cousin Hugh, we must keep our

comon-sense in this matter. This is probably Ella's first little love

affair, and girls as well as boys often have two or three before they

settle down. Ella will soon get over it, if we ignore the whole affair as

far as possible. You have much to be thankful for, since neither of the

young people is sly and underhanded. Never fear. That old Houghton will

set his boy down more decidedly than you have Ella, and also send him out

of town probably. This cloud will sink below the horizon before we are

many months older. Perhaps Ella will mope a little for a time, but we must

not notice it, and must make it as cheerful for her as possible.

Charleston men are beginning to call on her, and she'll soon discover that

there are others in the world besides George Houghton."

But the veteran halted to his work sore-hearted and angry. Strong-willed

and decided as Mr. Houghton himself, he could not endure the truth that

his daughter had looked with favor on one so intensely disagreeable to

him. He, too, felt that such an alliance would stultify his life and all

his past, that it would bring him into contempt with those whose respect

he most valued. Young Houghton's coolness and resolute purpose to ignore

his opposition, together with the fact that Ella was not indifferent,

troubled him, and led to the determination to take the strongest measures

within his power to prevent further complications. This resolve accounted

for his visit to Mr. Houghton's office and the words he uttered there. His

employer, however, had aroused his anger to the last degree, and he

returned home in a rage.

Mrs. Bodine listened quietly to his recital of what had occurred, and then

said, with her irrepressible little laugh, "Well, it was Greek meeting

Greek. You both fired regular broadsiders. Cool off, Cousin Hugh. Don't

you see that all things are working for the best? Your rupture with old

Houghton will only secure you greater favor with our people, and Ella be

cured all the sooner of any weakness toward that old curmudgeon's son."

"I should hope so," said her father most emphatically.

"Don't you be harsh to Ella. We can laugh her out of this fancy much

better than scold or threaten her out of it."

"I shall not do either," said Bodine gravely. "I shall tell her the facts

and then trust to her love, loyalty and good sense. It has been no

laughing matter to me."

Ella's cheerfulness and happiness grew apace all the morning. "To think

that I should have brought that great Vandal to my feet so soon!" she

thought, smiling to herself. "Dear me! Why can't people let bygones be

bygones? Now if I could see him, naturally what a chase I could lead him!

If he thinks I'll put my two hands together and say, 'Please, sir, don't

exert yourself. The weather is too warm for that. Behold thine handmaid,'

he will be so mistaken that he will make some poor dinners. I'd be bound

to keep him sighing like a furnace for a time. Well, well, I fear we both

will have to do a lot of sighing, but time and patience see many changes.

As Aun' Sheba says, he's on ''bation,' and, if he holds out, our stern

fathers may eventually see that the best way to be happy themselves is to

make us happy. He thinks I'm a very frigid representative of the Southern

people. Wouldn't he dance a jig if he knew? Well, speed thee on, old

Father Time, and touch softly obdurate hearts." Thus with the hopefulness

of youth she looked forward.

Mara regarded her with misgivings, but asked no questions. She also was

sadly preoccupied with her own thoughts.

"Aun' Sheba," Ella said, as the old woman entered, "I rather like this

''bation' scheme of yours. I think of putting myself on ''bation.'"

"Oh, you go long, honey. Doan you make light ob serus tings."

"I'm doing nothing of the kind, Aun' Sheba. I've too much respect for

you."

"Oh, well, honey, sich as you gits 'ligion jes as you did de measles. It's

kin ob bawn an' baptize inter yez wen you doan know it. But I'se got to

hab a po'ful conwiction ob sin fust, an' dats de trouble wid me. I says to

myself, 'Aun' Sheba, you'se a wile sinner. Why doan you cry an' groan, an'

hab a big conwiction? Den you feel mo' shuah;' but de conwiction won' come

no how. Sted ob groanin' I gits sleepy."

"Well, I think I've got a conviction, Aun' Sheba, and I'm not a bit

sleepy."

"I don't know what you dribin at. Bettah be keerful how you talk, honey."

"I think so too, Ella."

"Oh, Mara! you take such 'lugubrious' views, as I heard some one say.

There, Aun' Sheba! I'll sober down some day."

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