CHAPTER XV

TWO LITTLE BAKERS

Mara led Captain Bodine up to their little parlor and introduced him to

Mrs. Hunter, who received him most cordially, feeling that in him she

recognized a congenial spirit. He treated her with the respect and

old-time courtesy which she said was "so truly Southern." Their feelings

and beliefs touched closely at several points, yet they were very

different in their essential characteristics. Poor Mrs. Hunter had been

limited by nature and education. She could not help being narrow in all

her views; she was scarcely less able to dismiss her intense, bitter

prejudices. She was quite incapable of reasoning herself into her mental

position; it was simply the inevitable result of her circumstances, her

lot and her own temperament. Captain Bodine was a proud man, as proud

toward himself as toward others. The cause for which he and his kindred

had suffered and lost so much had been sacred, and therefore it ever would

be sacred. To change his views, to begin revising his opinions, would be

to stultify himself and to reflect dishonor on his comrades in arms who

had perished. In the very depths of his young, ardent spirit he had once

devoted himself to the South; he had listened reverently to prayers from

the pulpit that God would bless the Southern armies; he had never entered

into battle without petitions to Heaven, not that he might escape, but

that the "Northern invader" might be overcome; his uniform had been

stained with blood again and again as he held dying comrades in his arms

and spoke words of cheer. In his more limited way, he had the spirit of

"Stonewall" Jackson. It was impossible for a man with his nature and with

his memories to argue the whole matter over coolly and recognize

misleading errors. During his youth and early manhood his feelings had

been so intense as to be volcanic, and that feeling, like lava, had cooled

of into its present unchangeable forms and sombre hues. What was

bitterness and almost spite in Mrs. Hunter was a deep, abiding sorrow in

his heart, a great dream unfulfilled, a cause lofty because so idealized,

in support of which he often saw in fancy, when alone, spectral thousands

in gray, marching as he once had seen them in actual life. That all had

been in vain, was to him one of those mysterious providences to which he

could only bow his head in mournful resignation, in patient endurance. He

had no hate for the North, for he was broad enough in mind to recognize

that it saw the question from its own point of view, and, as a soldier, he

knew that its men had fought gallantly. But the North's side of the

question was not his side. He had been conquered in arms but not convinced

in spirit. While he had respect and even admiration for many of his old

foes, and malice toward none, he still felt that there was a bridgeless

chasm between them, and, by the instincts of his nature, he kept himself

aloof. If he could perform an act of kindness to a Northerner he would do

so unhesitatingly; then he would turn away with the impulse of an alien.

He had no ambitious schemes or hopes for the future; he had buried the

"lost cause" as he had buried his wife, with a grief that was too deep for

tears. He had come to value life only for Ella's sake, and he tried to do

his best from a soldier-like and Christian sense of duty, until he too

could join his old comrade in arms.

Mrs. Hunter could not comprehend such a man, and he gave to her but the

casual, respectful sympathy which he thought due to a gentlewoman who had

lost much like so many other thousands in the South. After a brief call he

hobbled away on his crutches, forgetting Mrs. Hunter and, indeed, almost

everything in the deep interest excited by Mara, the daughter of his old

friend. "Would to God," he muttered, "that Sidney Wallingford could have

lived and seen that girl look at him as she looked at me to-day."

Soon after Captain Bodine's departure, Mara pleaded fatigue and retired to

her room, promising to answer her aunt's many questions on the morrow. She

was very sad and discouraged with herself, and yet she had not the

despairing sense of the utter futility of her life which had oppressed her

when she started out in the early afternoon.

She had become so absorbed and interested by the incidents and experiences

of her visit as to be almost happy. Just as she had attained a condition

of mind which had not blessed her for months, she must meet Owen Clancy.

With a sort of inward rage and wonder, she asked herself: "Why did my

heart flutter so? Why did every nerve in my body tingle? He is nothing to

me and never can be, yet, when he passed, a spirit from heaven could

hardly have moved me more. What is his mysterious power which I cannot

eradicate? Oh, oh, was not my life hard enough before? Must I go on,

hiding this bitter secret? fighting this hopeless and seemingly endless

fight? Well, well, thank God for this day, after all. In Ella Bodine and

her father I have found friends who will occupy my thoughts and become

incentives which I did not possess before. Dear father, my own dear, dead,

soldier father, it would please you to have me do something for your old

friend."

The next morning was bright and sunny, and, after an early breakfast, Mara

was in the kitchen, with all the ingredients of the dainties she so

skilfully produced, spread out upon the tables. Ella had been asked to

come early; her father had escorted her to Mara's residence, and then gone

away on an errand of his own.

The young girl was greeted with a warmth which made her at home at once,

and proved the experiences of the previous afternoon were not the result

of mood or passing sentiment. There was a depth in Mara's eyes and a

firmness about her mouth and chin which did not indicate changing and

unreasoning "moods and tenses." In the clearer, calmer thought of the

morning all her kind purposes toward Captain Bodine and Ella had been

strengthened, and she also believed more fully that by interesting herself

in them she would find the best antidote for her own trouble.

Ella had been welcomed by Mrs. Hunter, and now, as she sat in the little

sun-lighted kitchen, there was neither past nor future to her. The present

scene, with its simple, homely details, was all absorbing.

It meant very much to the girl, for she saw how Mara was achieving

independence, and by work, too, which housekeeping for her father enabled

her to understand better than any other. Mara's pulses were also

quickened, for she understood the eager, intelligent glances of her

friend. For a few moments, Ella, as company, felt compelled to maintain

the quiet position of spectator; then overborne, she sprang up exclaiming:

"Oh, Mara, dear, do give me an apron and let me help you. I'd have such a

jolly forenoon!"

"Why, certainly, Ella, if it would give you pleasure."

The article was produced, and, with a sigh of deep content, the girl tied

it around a waist by no means waspish. Then off came the little cuffs, and

up the sleeves were rolled to the shoulder.

"Ella, what lovely arms you have! If I were a man I should be distracted

by such a pair of arms."

"Well," remarked the girl, looking at them complacently, "they'd be strong

enough to help a man that I cared sufficiently for to marry, but I haven't

seen that man yet, and I hope his lordship will keep his distance

indefinitely--till I have more time to bother with him and his

distractions."

"Is your time, then, so completely occupied?"

"It isn't occupied at all, and that's the plague of it. But I reckon it

soon will be," she added with an emphatic little nod. "Papa shall learn

that I can do something more for him than cook, and your example has fired

my ambition. I'll ransack this town till I find something to do that will

bring money. Dear old Mrs. Bodine! wasn't she perfectly enchanting

yesterday? Do you think I can be content to live in idleness on her

slender means? No, indeed. I'd buy a scrubbing-brush first. Oh, isn't this

fun?" and the flour was already up to her elbows.

"Oh, Ella, dear, I'd feel just as you do if I had a father to work for."

"Now, Mara, don't talk so, or I'll put my floury arms right about your

neck and spoil this dough with a flood of briny tears. See, the sun is

shining and there is work to be done. Let's be jolly, and we'll have our

little weep after sundown. Oh, Mara, dear, I wish I could make you as

light-hearted as I am. I used to think it was almost wicked for me to be

so light-hearted, but I don't think so any more, for I know I've kept papa

from going down into horrid depths of gloom. And then this irrepressible

spirit of fun helps me over ever so many hard places." She sprang back

into the middle of the room, and, striking a serio-comic attitude,

continued: "Here I am in no end of trouble--for me. There is a grief

preying on my vitals that would make a poet's hair stand on end should he

attempt to portray it. Were there a lover around the corner, sighing like

a furnace, I would say to him 'Avaunt! My heart is broken, and do you

think I can bother with you?' I am at odds with fate. I am in the most

deplorable position into which any human being can sink. I have _nothing

to do_. But here is a weapon by which one girl has conquered destiny," and

she brandished the roller with which she had been pressing out the dough,

"and I, too, shall find a sword which will cut all the pesky knots of this

snarled-up old world. Then when I have achieved complete and lofty victory

and independence, as you have, dear, I may say to the lover around the

corner, 'Step this way, sir. I must consider first whether you would be

agreeable to papa, and then whether you would be agreeable to me and

then'--Oh, what a little fool I am, and so many cookies to make. Please

don't send me home. I will work now like a beaver," and her round white

arms grew tense as she rolled with a vigor that would almost flatten

brickbats.

Mara stood at one side watching her with eyes that grew wonderfully

lustrous as was ever the case when she was pleased or excited. Then she

stole up behind Ella, and, putting her arm around her neck, looked into

her eyes as she asked, "Wouldn't you like to help me?"

"Of course I like to help you," said Ella, turning with surprise upon her

friend.

"Now, Ella, be frank with me. Say no if you feel no. Wouldn't you like to

help me all the time and earn money in this way?"

A slow deep flush overspread Ella's face as she stood for a moment with

downcast eyes as if oppressed with a sense of shame. Then she said humbly:

"Forgive me, Mara. I've been very thoughtless. I didn't think you would

take my ranting as an appeal to your generous heart. Believe me, Mara, I

was not hinting to you that I might share in the little you are earning so

bravely. As if you had not burdens enough already."

Mara never once removed her eyes from the girl's ingenuous face and

permitted her to reveal the unselfishness and sacred pride of her nature;

then she said gently and firmly: "No, Ella, I did not misunderstand you a

moment, and I want you to understand me. In one sense we have been

acquainted always, yet we have loved each other from personal knowledge

but a few short hours. We Southern girls need no apologies for our swift

intuitions, our quick, warm feelings. I had this on my mind as soon as

Mrs. Bodine told me about your being here, and I had quite set my heart

upon it as soon as I saw you. Ella, dear, I _need_ help; I have more than

I can do. There is business enough to support us both, and I had almost

concluded to ask Aim' Sheba to get me a helper. But what a delight it

would be to work with you!"

Ella's face had been brightening as if gathering all the sunshine in the

spring sky, and she was about to speak eagerly when Mara stopped her by a

gesture. "Wait," she said, "I did not say anything of this last evening

because I was not sure you would like the work. If you do not like it, you

must be frank to tell me so. If you do enter on it you must let me manage

all in business-like ways, for I fear that you, like Aun' Sheba, will be

inclined toward very loose accounts. You must be willing to take what I

feel that you should have, and there must be no generous insubordination.

Now you have the exact truth."

Ella's lip was quivering and her eyes were filling with gathering tears.

With a little quaver in her voice she struggled hard to give a mirthful

conclusion to the affair. "I accept the position, ma'am," she faltered,

making a courtesy, then rushed into her friend's arms and sobbed: "Oh,

Mara, Mara, you have lifted such a burden from my heart! I have had many

troubles, but somehow it seemed that I couldn't bear this one, though I

tried hard to keep the pain to myself--papa and I being dependent. And

then to have the whole trouble banished by working with you in just the

kind of work I like! Oh, Mara, darling, how can I ever thank you enough?"

"Good Lawd, honey, hab you heerd on any ob you'se folks dyin'?" and Aun'

Sheba's awed face and ample form filled the doorway, with Vilet's

wondering little visage peeping around behind her.

Ella sprang away, and, turning her back on the newcomers, mopped her face

vigorously with her floury apron.

"No, Aun' Sheba," replied Mara, smiling through her tears, for Ella's

strong emotion had unsealed the fountain of her eyes, "I've only followed

your good advice and secured just the kind of help I need, the daughter of

my father's dear old friend, Captain Bodine. I reckon you remember him."

"Well, now, de Lawd be bressed!" ejaculated Aun' Sheba, sitting down with

her great basket at her feet. "'Member him? Reckon I does. I kin jes' see

de han'-som boy as he march away wid you'se fader. An' his little Missy is

you'se helper?" and she looked curiously at Ella, who was still seeking to

gain self-control.

The girl wheeled around with a face wonderfully stained and streaked with

flour and tears, and, ducking just such a courtesy as Vilet would have

made, said to Aun' Sheba, "Yes'm. I'm the new hand. I'm a baker by trade."

Aun' Sheba's appreciation of humor was instantaneous, and she sat back in

her chair, which shook and groaned under her merriment. "Can't fool dis

culled pusson," she began at last. "You tink we doesn't keep up wid de

times, but we does. I'se had a bery int'restin' season wid ole Hannah, who

lib wid Mis' Bodine, bress her heart! She's quality yere on arth an' she

gwine ter be quality in Hebin. I knows a heap 'bout you an' you'se pa. I

knowd him 'fore you did. I'se seed him in de gran' ole house in Meetin'

Street a dinin' agin an' agin wid Marse Wallingford an' my deah Misse

Mary, den a bride, an' de gran' ole Major Buggone. Oh, Missy Mara, ef you

could ony seen de ole major, you'd a seen a genywine So' Car'liny

gen'l'man ob wat dey call de ole school. Reckon dey habn't any betteh

schools now. An' young Marse Sidney, dat's you'se fader, Missy, and young

Marse Hugh, dat's you'se fader, Missy Ella, dey was han'som as picters an'

dey drink toasts ter Missy Mary an' compliment her an' she'd blush like a

red rose; an' wen dey all 'bout ter march away Missy Mary kiss Marse Hugh

jes as ef he her own broder. Lor, Lor, how it all come back ter me! Ef de

Lawd don' bress de pa'na'ship twix' you two gyurls den I des dun beat."

Regardless of flour the two little bakers stood before Aun' Sheba with

arms around each other while she indulged in reminiscences, then Ella,

dashing away the tears that were gathering again, said brusquely, "The new

hand will have to be boss if we go on this way. Aun' Sheba, we haven't got

a blessed thing ready to put in your basket."

"Many han's make light wuck," said the old woman sententiously. "I come

yere arly dis mawnin' to gib Missy Mara a lif' kase she's been lookin'

po'ly an' I hab her on my min' anxious-like. But now, wid a larfin',

sunshiny little ting like you aroun', Missy Ella, she'll soon be as peart

as a cricket. Vilet, chile, jes wait on me an' han' me tings, an' dese two

baskets'll be filled in de quickest jiffy you eber see."

And so it turned out. Aunt Sheba was a veteran in the field. Flour, sugar

and spices seemed to recognize her power and to come together as if she

conjured. The stove was fed like the furnace of Nebuchadnezzar, and the

girls' faces suggested peonies as the cake grew light and brown.

Mrs. Hunter, having finished her morning duties, entered at last and

looked with doubtful, troubled eyes upon the scene. Ella and Aun' Sheba's

mirthful talk ceased, while little Vilet regarded the tall, gray-haired

woman with awe.

"Well, times _have_ changed," said the lady, with a sort of groan. "Our

home has become little better than a bake-shop."

"Well, Missus," replied Aun' Sheba, with the graven-image expression that

she often assumed before Mrs. Hunter, "I'se know'd of homes dat hab become

wuss dan bake-shops. Neber in my bawn days hab I heerd on an active,

prosp'rous baker starbin'. Jes' you try dis cooky right fum de stove an'

see ef it doan melt in you'se mouf." And so Aun' Sheba stopped Mrs.

Hunter's lamentations and clinched her argument.

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