CHAPTER XVIII

VALOR

"The Silver Arrow is to be yours, Jeanette. The club has decided

without a single dissenting voice."

Martha Putnam was speaking.

Jeanette smiled, flushed and shook her head.

"Thank you, no, I must decline an honor I never gained."

The girls were out of doors. They were not in the vicinity of the big

house, nor of the old lodge which was now a burned-out pile of charred

logs. They were hovering about the front porch of the ranch house where

the men who were employed on the Rainbow Ranch formerly had lived.

On the day after the fire the men at the ranch house had offered to

vacate their own quarters and allow the members of the Colter family to

move in until they could make more satisfactory arrangements.

Gladly Mr. Colter accepted. There were tents in which the ranchmen

could make their temporary quarters until the coming of cold weather.

By that time they would have found a new house or moved back into one

of their own. Mrs. Colter desired that the old lodge be restored, but

the question had not yet been finally settled.

No one of them appeared especially depressed by the disaster, although

coming at a particularly trying time when the family finances were low

and the large house rented until Christmas. Still, no one had been

injured. At first Mrs. Perry insisted the entire family live with her;

later she offered to surrender the lease on the house if Mr. Colter

wished it.

Neither of her kind offers had been accepted.

This afternoon, to assure their friends that they were neither

uncomfortable nor unhappy at the ranch house, Mrs. Colter was

entertaining the entire club of the Silver Arrow together with a few

older friends.

At this moment she and Mrs. Perry were standing outside the group of

younger people.

"But, Jeanette, you must not refuse," Lina protested. "You understood

that the honor was to be bestowed upon the individual member of the

club who accomplished the most courageous deed during the summer.

You helped make this decision and possess no power to change it. The

club was to ask the advice of a few older friends and then vote on

the question. We have followed the rules and there is no appeal. The

fact that you warned us that the lodge was on fire and then went back

a second time to help mother and Via _was_ a courageous act.

Jeanette dear, I don't think you need feel you have no right to the

arrow."

"Here, here!" Cecil Perry and Eric Lawton cried in chorus.

Their voices were followed by a clapping of hands.

"Then why does mother--Mrs. Colter, of course, I mean--not receive the

award? She returned first to search for Via and found her; they were

more than halfway down the stairs when I reached them."

"Jeanette, Mrs. Colter is not a member of the Club of the Silver Arrow

and you therefore have no rival," Eric Lawton, the president of the

club, announced with an admiring glance toward the older woman.

Jeanette Colter's face wore the obstinate expression with which her

friends were familiar.

"I have something to tell you, several things in fact. Then you will

understand why I have no right to the silver arrow and cannot permit

you to present it me."

Jeanette was wearing a white muslin gown Mrs. Perry had made from one

of her own, the greater number of Jeanette's clothes having perished

in the lodge fire. The dress was singularly becoming, although at this

moment her face was nearly as white as her gown. From her eyes the blue

seemed to have disappeared until they looked the shade of smoke-gray

clouds.

"I not only have no claim upon the silver badge of courage, I had no

right to the prize I received at the riding contest. I won unfairly.

Often I have puzzled over no one's seeing that I pulled my horse

directly in front of my stepmother in order to force her to lose the

race. She has always been aware of the fact and at first I feared she

might speak of it. Afterwards I began depending upon the knowledge that

she would never speak of it."

"Jeanette dear, do you think this is necessary?" she could hear her

stepmother's voice pleading.

Jeanette's chin looked squarer, her lips became firmer.

"Yes, I do think it is necessary. I don't want to create a scene, but

I do wish everybody to know the truth. Since I decided after the fire

to confess to father I have wanted all our friends to know. I wrote

a letter to the club and sent back the Swastika pin, but because of

their affection for father I believe no one has spoken of what I did. I

can no longer endure sailing under false colors. It is curious I have

changed, at first I dreaded anyone's hearing. A great experience does

change one sometimes, don't you think?

"So you see I not only have no right to the silver arrow, I am afraid I

have even lost the right to continue a member of the club. But I hope

you will learn to forgive me and permit me to do this."

The girl's voice softened and her lips trembled.

"Some day I may be able to prove I still know how to play fair."

"You have proved this already, Jeanette!" Cecil asserted. "I think your

confession braver than helping to rescue the people you care for. I

vote that you be awarded the silver arrow of courage."

Again Jeanette shook her head. This time she laughed with a note of

relief, as if a burden had been lifted.

"Sorry, Cecil, but the silver arrow is no longer the club's to bestow.

The other day father and I rode down into the ravine and sat there by

the edge of the enchanted lake for a long talk together. Again we saw

the same Indian boy whom Via and I had caught a glimpse of a short time

ago. As father was with me this time he did not run away, but continued

searching for something. By and by father grew interested and went

over and asked what he had lost. At first the boy appeared frightened

and declined to speak, afterwards he broke down and poured forth this

story. Suppose we sit down in a circle on the ground while I tell it

you. I have been awaiting this opportunity."

The circle was a large one. In order that every one might hear,

Jeanette established herself in the center of the circle, following the

ancient Indian custom.

"You remember the Indian legend Lina related to you. I shall not repeat

it in detail. You recall that long ago a young Indian lad, White Heart,

was presented with the silver arrow, not because he understood the arts

of war, but for wisdom and kindness, the arts of peace.

"We were under the impression that this was merely a legend, a myth,

and that no Indian tribe at the present time was in possession of the

famous arrow of silver. Well, in a way, no tribe is in possession of

it. The arrow fell at our feet and I was first to pick it up.

"The boy confided to father that he was the son of a chieftain whom

father happens to know personally. No one outside the tribe is supposed

to be informed, but from generation to generation a silver arrow has

passed from one chieftain to the next. This arrow he is to guard with

his honor and life. The silver arrow is supposed to show the greatness

of his tribe and the long line of his descent.

"The Indian lad we observed had stolen the arrow from his father. It is

said to bring one good fortune. He had concealed the silver arrow among

others he carried in his quiver, and one afternoon by mistake he fired

it into the canyon. From that day to this he has been seeking what he

had lost. If the arrow is not restored he fears his life will prove a

forfeit."

Possessing the dramatic gift, Jeanette made her voice low and appealing.

"I trust you will agree that the silver arrow is no longer ours to

keep. If it is true that the 'Club of the Silver Arrow' still wishes to

present the arrow to me after what I have confessed to you, then I ask

you to allow me to return it to the Indian boy. Some day he hopes to be

chief of his tribe."

By and by, when the club had agreed with her point of view Jeanette

slipped away and joined her stepmother and friend, Mrs. Perry.

She thrust an arm in each of theirs and the three of them began walking

slowly up and down.

"I presume you have given up all thought of going East to school this

autumn, Jeanette? I shall not stay on at Rainbow Castle many months

longer. I am sure Mr. and Mrs. Colter must wish to return to their own

home and are too considerate to ask me to leave. So I shall miss seeing

you."

Jeanette glanced toward her stepmother.

Jack smiled and nodded.

"Yes, I am going East to school; I have been intending to tell you, but

wanted to be sure. You must not think we are ungrateful to you, but

Jack, I mean my stepmother--we never have known what to call her--is to

pay my expenses. She and father and I have decided this is wisest."

Jeanette glanced at the older woman and a smile of understanding passed

between them.

"The truth is, Mrs. Perry, now I have learned to like my stepmother

better, I am not half so anxious to leave home. I know I shall be

dreadfully homesick, and yet I must not back down at this late date."

Mrs. Perry glanced from the one face to the other.

"Yes, I am glad for your sakes. I have realized that the night of

the fire burned the barrier that stood between you. But I am sorry,

Jeanette, I shall never have the same share in you. Still, you are to

allow me to look after you in the East and spend your holidays with me

whenever you are unable to return home.

"I wonder if any one has ever said you and Jeanette were alike?" Mrs.

Perry suddenly inquired, turning from the girl to the woman.

They laughed in unison.

"Poor Jeanette," Mrs. Colter murmured.

"Poor Jack," Jeanette protested.

Later, when the guests were saying farewell, Cecil Perry and Jeanette

had a moment together.

"I always suspected you believed I had not won the racing contest

fairly. Was this true, Cecil?"

He shook his head.

"No, Jeanette, why should you think it?"

"Because when one does not play fair the world looks upside down."

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