CHAPTER XIII

Radlett pounded upon the nickel bell on the smoking table, and ordered

two cigars. Stephen bit the end of his cigar hastily, while Radlett

produced a clipper from his pocket, and carefully cut the end of his.

These unconscious actions portrayed well the differences in their

characters. Drawing a match from the white earthenware holder, Baird

scratched it on the rough surface, and then held the light to Stephen’s

cigar.

“Mine is lighted, thank you, Baird,” said Loring, and through blue

circles of smoke he watched Radlett light his own cigar.

“I had almost forgotten what a stocky old brute Baird was,” he mused. “I

do not think, though, that I could ever forget that dear old face. Of all

the faces that I ever knew his is the homeliest, and the kindest! If he

poked that long jaw of his out at me, and looked at me with those honest

eyes, he might tell me that black was white, and I should fight the man

who said that it was not true.”

Radlett also utilized those first moments of silence brought about by

a good cigar, an old friend, and a comfortable chair, to make a few

observations of his own.

“In five years, Steve has changed a great deal,” he thought. “Five years

of failure, and drifting, such as I judge these to have been, leave

their mark on any man, definitely and indefinitely. Imagine Loring, the

fastidious, in those clothes five years ago! And then the old frank

manner has become a bit hesitant. He seems always on the defensive.

Poor old chap, he must have had some pretty hard blows. The old light

in his eyes is no longer there; but after all he has that same quality

of winning appeal, of humor and of latent strength, which nothing can

obliterate, which always has made and always will make every one who

knows him hope for the best, and pardon the worst.” At the conclusion of

his reflections, Baird’s eyes were damp.

Stephen smoked slowly, as one would sip a rare old wine. Then, taking the

cigar from his mouth, he held it before his eyes, twirling the label

slowly around, and looking at it appreciatively.

“It is eleven months since I smoked a good cigar, Baird; perhaps you

can guess how this one tastes to me,” said Loring softly, almost as if

talking to himself. Then he relapsed again into silence.

Radlett puffed vigorously on his cigar, then said: “Steve, it is your own

fault that you are not smoking good cigars all the time.”

“Perhaps it is,” answered Loring; “but the fact remains, and eleven

months is a long time out of one’s life to lose such happiness.”

“The last time that I heard of you, you were in Chicago,” remarked

Radlett. “Some one told me that you had a good position there. What

happened to you?”

“Fired,” was the laconic answer.

“Did you deserve to be?”

“Yes.”

One of the things that Loring’s friends held dearest in him was the fact

that he never shirked the truth in the matter of his delinquencies. His

own word on the matter was final. In the old days Loring’s deficiencies

had been among his most charming attributes. People had always spoken

hopefully of “When he buckles down.” Now the “When he will,” had become

“Now that he has not,” and his deficiencies were not so charming.

Radlett smoked on imperturbably. When he again spoke, his voice was thick

with smoke.

“What was your last position?”

“Hoist engineer, Quentin Mining Company.”

Again the query: “Why did you leave?”

“Fired,” repeated Stephen, flushing savagely. Then looking Radlett in the

eyes, he added: “I was drunk, and through my fault two men were killed.”

Leaning forward, Radlett laid his hand on Loring’s shoulder, and gripped

it tightly with his strong fingers.

“Steve, old man, I am sorry for you. I know what this must mean to you.

You were always the most kind-hearted fellow on earth, and I can see how

this has crushed and saddened you. I’m—I’m damned sorry—but, Steve, you

needed it. It will be the making of you, Steve. We have all been wanting

to help you, and we could not; you would not let us. You have lost almost

everything in the world,—your money, your position, your family. You

have lost prize after prize which you might have won; and all these

things have not held you. You still had that quality of drifting. You

used to think,—I remember well how we used to talk it over,—that love

would hold a man. It won’t. If you have tried it, you know”—Loring

breathed hard—“if you have not, then you have been spared one more blow.

You never had, or could have had, religion; I don’t know what that might

have done for you.” Radlett was speaking fast now, and though he struck

hard, Loring never flinched.

“You always knew that you were hurting yourself by what you did; but that

did not check you,” went on Radlett. “You had, I remember, a creed of

ethics in which, so you said, you logically believed. You know how much

good that has done you.

“Steve, I am as sorry for you as if you were myself—yes, sorrier.” In the

intensity of their grasp, his fingers almost crushed Loring’s shoulder.

“I know what it seems to you, the feeling of guilt, and of remorse; but

you deserved it and you needed it. The one thing that could have stopped

your drifting was to find that your destiny and actions are inextricably

tangled with those of other men. Now that you have learned that by

drifting you may sink other ships, you won’t drift. I know you, Steve,

and I swear it. This has been your salvation.” Radlett stopped short, and

sank back into his chair.

Stephen sat looking sternly into the smoke. There were deep lines beneath

his eyes, showing dark against his pallor, for so great was the tumult

within him that even through his heavy tan his face showed white. When he

spoke it was as a man who opens his mouth, and does not know whether the

words that he speaks are loud or soft.

“You are right, Baird. I was wrong, and Baird, I’ve thrown over

everything in the world that I cared about. There was a girl, Baird; you

were right about that, too. She believed in me, even though she did not

care. I cared for her more than for anything that I have ever dreamed of

in the world. She was everything to me, Baird, and I promised her that I

would make good. I broke my word. It was the only thing that I had not

broken before. Well, my love for her did not check me.

“But since that—that—murder,” he spoke now from deep in his chest, “I

have gripped myself; I have found myself. I am going to work up again,

Baird. I can,—I am on the up grade. I am sure of it. It is a hard

struggle, but the fight of it makes it all the more worth while. It will

be hard, and it will take time; but I can do it.”

Radlett stared out of the window for a few moments, as though deeply

absorbed in watching a passing carriage. Letting his eyes travel back to

Loring, he asked: “Did you ever hear of the Kay mine? I think that it was

situated near where you were last working.”

Stephen nodded. He was relieved at the change from the tenseness of the

conversation, and a little ashamed of the emotion which he had shown.

“Yes,” he answered, “it was only fifteen or twenty miles from Quentin.

An English syndicate bought it some time ago. They brought out polo

ponies, dog-carts, and heaven knows what besides, to gladden their hearts

while in exile. I rode there only a few weeks ago, and looked over the

place. The mine has been shut down for a year. It is a wonder that they

were ever able to open it in the first place, with all the nonsense that

they had. A man whom I saw there told me that the English managers had

spent two days in arguing where to put the ‘baths in the houses of the

tenantry.’ I hear that the mine has just been sold again.”

Radlett grinned from ear to ear at the thought of the effect on the

community of a remark about the “tenantry.”

“Still,” went on Loring, “almost everybody says that it is a very rich

property, and would have paid well if it had only been worked properly.

The indications were very good for a big vein.”

Radlett beat a tattoo with his fingers on the arms of his chair.

“I have just bought the mine,” he said.

Stephen looked at him in surprise.

“I thought,” he said, “that you were only interested in railroads.”

“That is true; but this is a sort of ‘flyer.’ I had the chance to buy the

property very cheaply, and the expert whom I sent to look at it reported

it as good, if it were properly managed. I must get as manager a man whom

I can absolutely trust, as I shall have no time to supervise the work

personally. Stephen, will you take the position?”

Loring sat up straight in his chair.

“I am not the man for the place,” he said; “I know very little about

mining, and besides—”

“Leave out the ‘besides’,” answered Radlett. “That is over with. I would

trust you now as soon as any man living. As for the knowledge of mining,

you will not require any. There is a good mine foreman there who can

attend to that. What I want is a man to organize and run the plant, to

make it a paying producer. It needs a man who understands men, more than

a man who understands mining. The ore is there. The men to get the ore

will be there; but there must be a head for the whole system. You know,

better than I do, that a new mine means a new community to be governed.

It needs a man who will see that for every copper cent that goes into the

ground, two copper cents come out, a man who will see that the machinery

which is ordered arrives on time. It needs a man who will pick the right

subordinates and will give them pride in their work. It needs a man who

will get the labor, and keep it there. That is what I want you for,

Steve. You can do the work. Now will you?”

Two voices seemed to whisper in Loring. One was of pride, the other was

of pride in himself. The voice of pride whispered: “He is your friend,

and is offering this to you from charity.” The other voice, aggressive

and self-reliant, whispered: “You can do the work well. It needs a _man_,

and you are capable of doing it.”

“Baird,” he said brokenly, “I will. I can’t thank you; it is far too big

a chance to be acknowledged by mere thanks. But I will do my best for

you, and if I fail, it will be because I am not a big enough man, and not

because I have not tried.”

“The thanks will be from me to you, when the Kay is the biggest producer

in Pinal County,” responded Radlett. “If you do your best, it will be

the best that can be done. Don’t think that it is from friendship that

I offer you this. I always keep friendship and business apart, and I am

offering this to you because you are the man that I need.” Radlett took a

large leather covered note-book from his pocket.

“Here are the details of the proposition,” he said, and for almost an

hour he read aloud a list of figures and estimates. Loring listened,

keenly alert, and questioned and criticised with an insight which

surprised Radlett, who several times looked up in approval at some

suggestion. When he had finished, he closed the book, and said: “The

acting manager will start you on your work. The mine was opened last

week, but everything there is still at sixes and sevens. When do you

think that you can start north?”

“I will take the eleven o’clock train to-night,” answered Stephen,

decidedly, “only—”

“By the way,” said Baird, in a matter of fact manner, “you had better

draw your first month’s salary in advance. There will be a great many

things that you need to get.” He wrote a check and gave it to Loring.

“They will cash this for us at the office. I shall telegraph to-night

to the mine, telling them to expect you; also to the company in Tucson,

telling them to honor your drafts.”

Radlett rose and looked at his watch. “It is eight o’clock and I am as

hungry as a bear, and,” he added, with a twinkle in his eyes, “if you

can leave that house-party of yours, where the girls have such charming

umbrellas, we might dine together before you start.”

They entered the dining-room, where the orchestra was playing gaily,

and settled themselves at a table glowingly lighted with candles under

softened shades.

“Doesn’t this seem like old times, Steve?” said Radlett, while he carved

the big planked steak which they had ordered. Throughout the meal, time

and again the phrase: “Do you remember?” was repeated, recalling hosts

of memories, both sad and gay. The intimacy between Radlett and Loring

had been of such depth and woven with so many bonds that the years in

which they had been separated made no difference in their complete

companionship. They were not forced to fall back on the past on account

of lack of sympathy and mutual interest in the present, as is so often

the case; but rather they looked backward as one might open a much loved

book, the interest of which increases as the covers wear out, and in

which the delight is intensified when some congenial soul has shared its

moods, and its laughter. Through all the conversation, Radlett, with an

inborn tact unexpected in a man whose manner was so bluff, skilfully

recalled Stephen’s successes, and dwelt upon them in an endeavor to

raise that self-confidence in Loring which had been shaken to its core.

Stephen’s failures were recalled by Stephen himself, whose recollection

of them was undimmed though his perspective on them had changed. So

quickly did the time pass that it was with a start that they both heard

the clock in the hall outside strike ten, in a deliberate, impersonal

fashion. In answer to a question from Radlett, Loring shook his head.

“No, I have no preparations to make. If the city with no history is

happy, then certainly the person with no possessions to bother him should

be content.”

So they smoked in quiet companionship until it was time to leave for the

station. Baird saw Loring on board the train, and they parted after a

silent, firm handshake, which gave strength to one and conviction to the

other.

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