CHAPTER X: MARGARET WOOLER

The kindly, placid woman who will ever be remembered as Charlotte

Bronte's schoolmistress, had, it may be safely said, no history. She was

a good-hearted woman, who did her work and went to her rest with no

possible claim to a place in biography, save only that she assisted in

the education of two great women. For that reason her brief story is

worth setting forth here.

'I am afraid we cannot give you very much information about our aunt,

Miss Wooler,' writes one of her kindred. 'She was the eldest of a

large family, born June 10th, 1792. She was extremely intelligent

and highly educated, and throughout her long life, which lasted till

within a week of completing her ninety-third year, she took the

greatest interest in religious, political, and every charitable work,

being a life governor to many institutions. Part of her early life

was spent in the Isle of Wight with relations, where she was very

intimate with the Sewell family, one of whom was the author of _Amy

Herbert_. By her own family, she was ever looked up to with the

greatest respect, being always called "Sister" by her brothers and

sisters all her life. After she retired from her school at Roe Head,

and afterwards Dewsbury Moor, she used sometimes to make her home for

months together with my father and mother at Heckmondwike Vicarage;

then she would go away for a few months to the sea-side, either alone

or with one of her sisters. The last ten or twelve years of her life

were spent at Gomersall, along with two of her sisters and a niece.

The three sisters all died within a year, the youngest going first

and the eldest last. They are buried in Birstall Churchyard, close

to my parents and sister.

'Miss Bronte was her pupil when at Roe Head; the late Miss Taylor and

Miss E. Nussey were also her pupils at the same time. Afterwards

Miss Bronte stayed on as governess. My father prepared Miss Bronte

for confirmation when he was curate-in-charge at Mirfield Parish

Church. When Miss Bronte was married, Miss Wooler was one of the

guests. Mr. Bronte, not feeling well enough to go to Church that

morning, my aunt gave her away, as she had no other relative there to

do it.

'Miss Wooler kept up a warm friendship with her former pupil, up to

the time of her death.

'My aunt was a most loyal subject, and devotedly attached to the

Church. She made a point of reading the Bible steadily through every

year, and a chapter out of her Italian Testament each day, for she

used to say "she never liked to lose anything she had learnt." It

was always a pleasure, too, if she met with any one who could

converse with her in French.

'I fear these few items will not be of much use, but it is difficult

to record anything of one who led such a quiet and retiring, but

useful life.'

'My recollections of Miss Wooler,' writes Miss Nussey, 'are, that she

was short and stout, but graceful in her movements, very fluent in

conversation and with a very sweet voice. She had Charlotte and

myself to stay with her sometimes after we left school. We had

delightful sitting-up times with her when the pupils had gone to bed.

She would treat us so confidentially, relating her six years'

residence in the Isle of Wight with an uncle and aunt--Dr. More and

his wife. Dr. More was on the military staff, and the society of the

island had claims upon him. Mrs. More was a fine woman and very

benevolent. Personally, Miss Wooler was like a lady abbess. She

wore white, well-fitting dresses embroidered. Her long hair plaited,

formed a coronet, and long large ringlets fell from her head to

shoulders. She was not pretty or handsome, but her quiet dignity

made her presence imposing. She was nobly scrupulous and

conscientious--a woman of the greatest self-denial. Her income was

small. She lived on half of it, and gave the remainder to charitable

objects.'

It is clear that Charlotte was very fond of her schoolmistress, although

they had one serious difference during the brief period of her stay at

Dewsbury Moor with Anne. Anne was home-sick and ill, and Miss Wooler,

with her own robust constitution, found it difficult to understand Anne's

illness. Charlotte, in arms for her sister, spoke out with vehemence,

and both the sisters went home soon afterwards. {262} Here are a bundle

of letters addressed to Miss Wooler.

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _August_ 28_th_, 1848.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--Since you wish to hear from me while you are

from home, I will write without further delay. It often happens that

when we linger at first in answering a friend's letter, obstacles

occur to retard us to an inexcusably late period.

'In my last I forgot to answer a question you asked me, and was sorry

afterwards for the omission; I will begin, therefore, by replying to

it, though I fear what I can give will now come a little late. You

said Mrs. Chapham had some thoughts of sending her daughter to

school, and wished to know whether the Clergy Daughters' School at

Casterton was an eligible place.

'My personal knowledge of that institution is very much out of date,

being derived from the experience of twenty years ago; the

establishment was at that time in its infancy, and a sad rickety

infancy it was. Typhus fever decimated the school periodically, and

consumption and scrofula in every variety of form, which bad air and

water, and bad, insufficient diet can generate, preyed on the

ill-fated pupils. It would not then have been a fit place for any of

Mrs. Chapham's children. But, I understand, it is very much altered

for the better since those days. The school is removed from Cowan

Bridge (a situation as unhealthy as it was picturesque--low, damp,

beautiful with wood and water) to Casterton; the accommodation, the

diet, the discipline, the system of tuition, all are, I believe,

entirely altered and greatly improved. I was told that such pupils

as behaved well and remained at school till their educations were

finished were provided with situations as governesses if they wish to

adopt that vocation, and that much care was exercised in the

selection; it was added they were also furnished with an excellent

wardrobe on quitting Casterton.

'If I have the opportunity of reading _The Life of Dr. Arnold_, I

shall not fail to profit thereby; your recommendation makes me

desirous to see it. Do you remember once speaking with approbation

of a book called _Mrs. Leicester's School_, which you said you had

met with, and you wondered by whom it was written? I was reading the

other day a lately published collection of the _Letters of Charles

Lamb_, edited by Serjeant Talfourd, where I found it mentioned that

_Mrs. Leicester's School_ was the first production of Lamb and his

sister. These letters are themselves singularly interesting; they

have hitherto been suppressed in all previous collections of Lamb's

works and relics, on account of the frequent allusions they contain

to the unhappy malady of Miss Lamb, and a frightful incident which

darkened her earlier years. She was, it appears, a woman of the

sweetest disposition, and, in her normal state, of the highest and

clearest intellect, but afflicted with periodical insanity which came

on once a year, or oftener. To her parents she was a most tender and

dutiful daughter, nursing them in their old age, when one was

physically and the other mentally infirm, with unremitting care, and

at the same time toiling to add something by needlework to the

slender resources of the family. A succession of laborious days and

sleepless nights brought on a frenzy fit, in which she had the

miserable misfortune to kill her own mother. She was afterwards

placed in a madhouse, where she would have been detained for life,

had not her brother Charles promised to devote himself to her and

take her under his care--and for her sake renounce a project of

marriage he then entertained. An instance of abnegation of self

scarcely, I think, to be paralleled in the annals of the "coarser

sex." They passed their subsequent lives together--models of

fraternal affection, and would have been very happy but for the dread

visitation to which Mary Lamb continued liable all her life. I

thought it both a sad and edifying history. Your account of your

little niece's naive delight in beholding the morning sea for the

first time amused and pleased me; it proves she has some

sensations--a refreshing circumstance in a day and generation when

the natural phenomenon of children wholly destitute of all pretension

to the same is by no means an unusual occurrence.

'I have written a long letter as you requested me, but I fear you

will not find it very amusing. With love to your little

companion,--Believe me, my dear Miss Wooler, yours affectionately and

respectfully,

'C. BRONTE.

'Papa, I am most thankful to say, continues in very good health,

considering his age. My sisters likewise are pretty well.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _March_ 31_st_, 1848.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I had been wishing to hear from you for some

time before I received your last. There has been so much sickness

during the last winter, and the influenza especially has been so

severe and so generally prevalent, that the sight of suffering around

us has frequently suggested fears for absent friends. Ellen Nussey

told me, indeed, that neither you nor Miss C. Wooler had escaped the

influenza, but, since your letter contains no allusion to your own

health or hers, I trust you are completely recovered. I am most

thankful to say that papa has hitherto been exempted from any attack.

My sister and myself have each had a visit from it, but Anne is the

only one with whom it stayed long or did much mischief; in her case

it was attended with distressing cough and fever; but she is now

better, though it has left her chest weak.

'I remember well wishing my lot had been cast in the troubled times

of the late war, and seeing in its exciting incidents a kind of

stimulating charm which it made my pulse beat fast only to think

of--I remember even, I think, being a little impatient that you would

not fully sympathise with my feelings on this subject, that you heard

my aspirations and speculations very tranquilly, and by no means

seemed to think the flaming sword could be any pleasant addition to

the joys of paradise. I have now outlived youth; and, though I dare

not say that I have outlived all its illusions, that the romance is

quite gone from life, the veil fallen from truth, and that I see both

in naked reality, yet, certainly, many things are not to me what they

were ten years ago; and amongst the rest, "the pomp and circumstance

of war" have quite lost in my eyes their factitious glitter. I have

still no doubt that the shock of moral earthquakes wakens a vivid

sense of life both in nations and individuals; that the fear of

dangers on a broad national scale diverts men's minds momentarily

from brooding over small private perils, and, for the time, gives

them something like largeness of views; but, as little doubt have I

that convulsive revolutions put back the world in all that is good,

check civilisation, bring the dregs of society to its surface--in

short, it appears to me that insurrections and battles are the acute

diseases of nations, and that their tendency is to exhaust by their

violence the vital energies of the countries where they occur. That

England may be spared the spasms, cramps, and frenzy-fits now

contorting the Continent and threatening Ireland, I earnestly pray!

'With the French and Irish I have no sympathy. With the Germans and

Italians I think the case is different--as different as the love of

freedom is from the lust of license.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _September_ 27_th_, 1850.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--When I tell you that I have already been to

the Lakes this season, and that it is scarcely more than a month

since I returned, you will understand that it is no longer within my

power to accept your kind invitation.

'I wish I could have gone to you. I wish your invitation had come

first; to speak the truth, it would have suited me better than the

one by which I profited. It would have been pleasant, soothing, in

many ways beneficial, to have spent two weeks with you in your

cottage-lodgings. But these reflections are vain. I have already

had my excursion, and there is an end of it. Sir J. K. Shuttleworth

is residing near Windermere, at a house called "The Briary," and it

was there I was staying for a little while in August. He very kindly

showed me the scenery--_as it can be seen from a carriage_--and I

discerned that the "Lake Country" is a glorious region, of which I

had only seen the similitude in dream--waking or sleeping. But, my

dear Miss Wooler, I only half enjoyed it, because I was only half at

my ease. Decidedly I find it does not agree with me to prosecute the

search of the picturesque in a carriage; a waggon, a spring-cart,

even a post-chaise might do, but the carriage upsets everything. I

longed to slip out unseen, and to run away by myself in amongst the

hills and dales. Erratic and vagrant instincts tormented me, and

these I was obliged to control, or rather, suppress, for fear of

growing in any degree enthusiastic, and thus drawing attention to the

"lioness," the authoress, the artist. Sir J. K. Shuttleworth is a

man of ability and intellect, but not a man in whose presence one

willingly unbends.

'You say you suspect I have found a large circle of acquaintance by

this time. No, I cannot say that I have. I doubt whether I possess

either the wish or the power to do so. A few friends I should like

to know well; if such knowledge brought proportionate regard I could

not help concentrating my feelings. Dissipation, I think, appears

synonymous with dilution. However, I have as yet scarcely been

tried. During the month I spent in London in the spring, I kept very

quiet, having the fear of "lionising" before my eyes. I only went

out once to dinner, and was once present at an evening party; and the

only visits I have paid have been to Sir J. K. Shuttleworth and my

publishers. From this system I should not like to depart. As far as

I can see, indiscriminate visiting tends only to a waste of time and

a vulgarising of character. Besides, it would be wrong to leave papa

often; he is now in his 75th year, the infirmities of age begin to

creep upon him. During the summer he has been much harassed by

chronic bronchitis, but, I am thankful to say, he is now somewhat

better. I think my own health has derived benefit from change and

exercise.

'You ask after Ellen Nussey. When I saw Ellen, about two months ago,

she looked remarkably well. I sometimes hear small fragments of

gossip which amuse me. Somebody professes to have authority for

saying that "When Miss Bronte was in London she neglected to attend

divine service on the Sabbath, and in the week spent her time in

going about to balls, theatres, and operas." On the other hand, the

London quidnuncs make my seclusion a matter of wonder, and devise

twenty romantic fictions to account for it. Formerly I used to

listen to report with interest and a certain credulity; I am now

grown deaf and sceptical. Experience has taught me how absolutely

devoid of foundations her stories may be.

'With the sincere hope that your own health is better, and kind

remembrances to all old friends whenever you see them or write to

them (and whether or not their feeling to me has ceased to be

friendly, which I fear is the case in some instances),--I am, my dear

Miss Wooler, always yours, affectionately and respectfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _July_ 14_th_, 1851.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--My first feeling on receiving your note was

one of disappointment; but a little consideration sufficed to show me

that "all was for the best." In truth, it was a great piece of

extravagance on my part to ask you and Ellen together; it is much

better to divide such good things. To have your visit in _prospect_

will console me when hers is in _retrospect_. Not that I mean to

yield to the weakness of clinging dependently to the society of

friends, however dear, but still as an occasional treat I must value

and even seek such society as a necessary of life. Let me know,

then, whenever it suits your convenience to come to Haworth, and,

unless some change I cannot now foresee occurs, a ready and warm

welcome will await you. Should there be any cause rendering it

desirable to defer the visit, I will tell you frankly.

'The pleasures of society I cannot offer you, nor those of fine

scenery, but I place very much at your command the moors, some books,

a series of "curling-hair times," and an old pupil into the bargain.

Ellen may have told you that I have spent a month in London this

summer. When you come you shall ask what questions you like on that

point, and I will answer to the best of my stammering ability. Do

not press me much on the subject of the "Crystal Palace." I went

there five times, and certainly saw some interesting things, and the

_coup d'oeil_ is striking and bewildering enough, but I never was

able to get up any raptures on the subject, and each renewed visit

was made under coercion rather than my own free-will. It is an

excessively bustling place; and, after all, it's wonders appeal too

exclusively to the eye and rarely touch the heart or head. I make an

exception to the last assertion in favour of those who possess a

large range of scientific knowledge. Once I went with Sir David

Brewster, and perceived that he looked on objects with other eyes

than mine.

'Ellen I find is writing, and will therefore deliver her own messages

of regard. If papa were in the room he would, I know, desire his

respects; and you must take both respects and a good bundle of

something more cordial from yours very faithfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _September_ 22_nd_, 1851.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--Our visitor (a relative from Cornwall) having

left us, the coast is now clear, so that whenever you feel inclined

to come, papa and I will be truly glad to see you. I _do_ wish the

splendid weather we have had and are having may accompany you here.

I fear I have somewhat grudged the fine days, fearing a change before

you come.--Believe me, with papa's regards, yours respectfully and

affectionately,

'C. BRONTE.

'Come soon; if you can, on Wednesday.'

TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY

'_October_ 3_rd_, 1851.

'DEAR NELL,--Do not think I have forgotten you because I have not

written since your last. Every day I have had you more or less in my

thoughts, and wondered how your mother was getting on; let me have a

line of information as soon as possible. I have been busy, first

with a somewhat unexpected visitor, a cousin from Cornwall, who has

been spending a few days with us, and now with Miss Wooler, who came

on Monday. The former personage we can discuss any time when we

meet. Miss Wooler is and has been very pleasant. She is like good

wine: I think time improves her; and really whatever she may be in

person, in mind she is younger than when at Roe Head. Papa and she

get on extremely well. I have just heard papa walk into the

dining-room and pay her a round compliment on her good-sense. I

think so far she has been pretty comfortable and likes Haworth, but

as she only brought a small hand-basket of luggage with her she

cannot stay long.

'How are _you_? Write directly. With my love to your mother, etc.,

good-bye, dear Nell.--Yours faithfully,

'C. BRONTE.

TO MISS WOOLER

'_February_ 6_th_, 1852.

'Ellen Nussey, it seems, told you I spent a fortnight in London last

December; they wished me very much to stay a month, alleging that I

should in that time be able to secure a complete circle of

acquaintance, but I found a fortnight of such excitement quite

enough. The whole day was usually spent in sight-seeing, and often

the evening was spent in society; it was more than I could bear for a

length of time. On one occasion I met a party of my critics--seven

of them; some of them had been very bitter foes in print, but they

were prodigiously civil face to face. These gentlemen seemed

infinitely grander, more pompous, dashing, showy, than the few

authors I saw. Mr. Thackeray, for instance, is a man of quiet,

simple demeanour; he is however looked upon with some awe and even

distrust. His conversation is very peculiar, too perverse to be

pleasant. It was proposed to me to see Charles Dickens, Lady Morgan,

Mesdames Trollope, Gore, and some others, but I was aware these

introductions would bring a degree of notoriety I was not disposed to

encounter; I declined, therefore, with thanks.

'Nothing charmed me more during my stay in town than the pictures I

saw. One or two private collections of Turner's best water-colour

drawings were indeed a treat; his later oil-paintings are strange

things--things that baffle description.

'I twice saw Macready act--once in _Macbeth_ and once in _Othello_.

I astonished a dinner-party by honestly saying I did not like him.

It is the fashion to rave about his splendid acting. Anything more

false and artificial, less genuinely impressive than his whole style

I could scarcely have imagined. The fact is, the stage-system

altogether is hollow nonsense. They act farces well enough: the

actors comprehend their parts and do them justice. They comprehend

nothing about tragedy or Shakespeare, and it is a failure. I said

so; and by so saying produced a blank silence--a mute consternation.

I was, indeed, obliged to dissent on many occasions, and to offend by

dissenting. It seems now very much the custom to admire a certain

wordy, intricate, obscure style of poetry, such as Elizabeth Barrett

Browning writes. Some pieces were referred to about which Currer

Bell was expected to be very rapturous, and failing in this, he

disappointed.

'London people strike a provincial as being very much taken up with

little matters about which no one out of particular town-circles

cares much; they talk, too, of persons--literary men and women--whose

names are scarcely heard in the country, and in whom you cannot get

up an interest. I think I should scarcely like to live in London,

and were I obliged to live there, I should certainly go little into

company, especially I should eschew the literary coteries.

'You told me, my dear Miss Wooler, to write a long letter. I have

obeyed you.--Believe me now, yours affectionately and respectfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _March_ 12_th_, 1852.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--Your kind note holds out a strong temptation,

but one that _must be resisted_. From home I must not go unless

health or some cause equally imperative render a change necessary.

For nearly four months now (_i.e._ since I became ill) I have not put

pen to paper. My work has been lying untouched, and my faculties

have been rusting for want of exercise. Further relaxation is out of

the question, and I _will not permit myself to think of it_. My

publisher groans over my long delays; I am sometimes provoked to

check the expression of his impatience with short and crusty answers.

'Yet the pleasure I now deny myself I would fain regard as only

deferred. I heard something about your proposing to visit Scarbro'

in the course of the summer, and could I by the close of July or

August bring my task to a certain point, how glad should I be to join

you there for awhile!

'Ellen will probably go to the south about May to make a stay of two

or three months; she has formed a plan for my accompanying her and

taking lodgings on the Sussex Coast; but the scheme seems to me

impracticable for many reasons, and, moreover, my medical man doubts

the advisability of my going southward in summer, he says it might

prove very enervating, whereas Scarbro' or Burlington would brace and

strengthen. However, I dare not lay plans at this distance of time.

For me so much must depend, first on papa's health (which throughout

the winter has been, I am thankful to say, really excellent), and

second, on the progress of work, a matter not wholly contingent on

wish or will, but lying in a great measure beyond the reach of effort

and out of the pale of calculation.

'I will not write more at present, as I wish to save this post. All

in the house would join in kind remembrances to you if they knew I

was writing. Tabby and Martha both frequently inquire after Miss

Wooler, and desire their respects when an opportunity offers of

presenting the same.--Believe me, yours always affectionately and

respectfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _September_ 2_nd_, 1852.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I have delayed answering your very kind letter

till I could speak decidedly respecting papa's health. For some

weeks after the attack there were frequent variations, and once a

threatening of a relapse, but I trust his convalescence may now be

regarded as confirmed. The acute inflammation of the eye, which

distressed papa so much as threatening loss of sight, but which I

suppose was merely symptomatic of the rush of blood to the brain, is

now quite subsided; the partial paralysis has also disappeared; the

appetite is better; weakness with occasional slight giddiness seem

now the only lingering traces of disease. I am assured that with

papa's excellent constitution, there is every prospect of his still

being spared to me for many years.

'For two things I have reason to be most thankful, viz., that the

mental faculties have remained quite untouched, and also that my own

health and strength have been found sufficient for the occasion.

Solitary as I certainly was at Filey, I yet derived great benefit

from the change.

'It would be pleasant at the sea-side this fine warm weather, and I

should dearly like to be there with you; to such a treat, however, I

do not now look forward at all. You will fully understand the

impossibility of my enjoying peace of mind during absence from papa

under present circumstances; his strength must be very much more

fully restored before I can think of leaving home.

'My dear Miss Wooler, in case you should go to Scarbro' this season,

may I request you to pay one visit to the churchyard and see if the

inscription on the stone has been altered as I directed. We have

heard nothing since on the subject, and I fear the alteration may

have been neglected.

'Ellen has made a long stay in the south, but I believe she will soon

return now, and I am looking forward to the pleasure of having her

company in the autumn.

'With kind regards to all old friends, and sincere love to

yourself,--I am, my dear Miss Wooler, yours affectionately and

respectfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _September_ 21_st_, 1852.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I was truly sorry to hear that when Ellen

called at the Parsonage you were suffering from influenza. I know

that an attack of this debilitating complaint is no trifle in your

case, as its effects linger with you long. It has been very

prevalent in this neighbourhood. I did not escape, but the sickness

and fever only lasted a few days and the cough was not severe. Papa,

I am thankful to say, continues pretty well; Ellen thinks him little,

if at all altered.

'And now for your kind present. The book will be precious to

me--chiefly, perhaps, for the sake of the giver, but also for its own

sake, for it is a good book; and I wish I may be enabled to read it

with some approach to the spirit you would desire. Its perusal came

recommended in such a manner as to obviate danger of neglect; its

place shall always be on my dressing-table.

'As to the other part of the present, it arrived under these

circumstances:

'For a month past an urgent necessity to buy and make some things for

winter-wear had been importuning my conscience; the _buying_ might be

soon effected, but the _making_ was a more serious consideration. At

this juncture Ellen arrives with a good-sized parcel, which, when

opened, discloses the things I required, perfectly made and of

capital useful fabric; adorned too--which seemly decoration it is but

too probable I might myself have foregone as an augmentation of

trouble not to be lightly incurred. I felt strong doubts as to my

right to profit by this sort of fairy gift, so unlooked for and so

curiously opportune; on reading the note accompanying the garments, I

am told that to accept will be to confer a favour(!) The doctrine is

too palatable to be rejected; I even waive all nice scrutiny of its

soundness--in short, I submit with as good a grace as may be.

'Ellen has only been my companion one little week. I would not have

her any longer, for I am disgusted with myself and my delays, and

consider it was a weak yielding to temptation in me to send for her

at all; but, in truth, my spirits were getting low--prostrate

sometimes, and she has done me inexpressible good. I wonder when I

shall see you at Haworth again. Both my father and the servants have

again and again insinuated a distinct wish that you should be

requested to come in the course of the summer and autumn, but I

always turned a deaf ear: "Not yet," was my thought, "I want first to

be free--work first, then pleasure."

'I venture to send by Ellen a book which may amuse an hour: a Scotch

tale by a minister's wife. It seems to me well told, and may serve

to remind you of characters and manners you have seen in Scotland.

When you have time to write a line, I shall feel anxious to hear how

you are. With kind regards to all old friends, and truest affection

to yourself; in which Ellen joins me,--I am, my dear Miss Wooler,

yours gratefully and respectfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _October_ 8_th_, 1852.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I wished much to write to you immediately on

my return home, but I found several little matters demanding

attention, and have been kept busy till now.

'I reached home about five o'clock in the afternoon, and the anxiety

which is inseparable from a return after absence was pleasantly

relieved by finding papa well and cheerful. He inquired after you

with interest. I gave him your kind regards, and he specially

charged me whenever I wrote to present his in return, and to say also

that he hoped to see you at Haworth at the earliest date which shall

be convenient to you.

'The week I spent at Hornsea was a happy and pleasant week. Thank

you, my dear Miss Wooler, for the true kindness which gave it its

chief charm. I shall think of you often, especially when I walk out,

and during the long evenings. I believe the weather has at length

taken a turn: to-day is beautifully fine. I wish I were at Hornsea

and just now preparing to go out with you to walk on the sands or

along the lake.

I would not have you to fatigue yourself with writing to me when you

are not inclined, but yet I should be glad to hear from you some day

ere long. When you _do_ write, tell me how you liked _The Experience

of Life_, and whether you have read _Esmond_, and what you think of

it.--Believe me always yours, with true affection and respect,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'BROOKROYD, _December_ 7_th_, 1852.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--Since you were so kind as to take some

interest in my small tribulation of Saturday, I write a line to tell

you that on Sunday morning a letter came which put me out of pain and

obviated the necessity of an impromptu journey to London.

'The _money transaction_, of course, remains the same, and perhaps is

not quite equitable; but when an author finds that his work is

cordially approved, he can pardon the rest--indeed, my chief regret

now lies in the conviction that papa will be disappointed: he

expected me to earn 500 pounds, nor did I myself anticipate that a

lower sum would be offered; however, 250 pounds is not to be

despised. {275}

'Your sudden departure from Brookroyd left a legacy of consternation

to the bereaved breakfast-table. Ellen was not easily to be soothed,

though I diligently represented to her that you had quitted Haworth

with the same inexorable haste. I am commissioned to tell you,

first, that she has decided not to go to Yarmouth till after

Christmas, her mother's health having within the last few days

betrayed some symptoms not unlike those which preceded her former

illness; and though it is to be hoped that those may pass without any

untoward result, yet they naturally increase Ellen's reluctance to

leave home for the present.

'Secondly, I am to say, that when the present you left came to be

examined, the costliness and beauty of it inspired some concern.

Ellen thinks you are too kind, as I also think every morning, for I

am now benefiting by your kind gift.

'With sincere regards to all at the Parsonage,--I am, my dear Miss

Wooler, yours respectfully and affectionately,

'C. BRONTE.

'_P.S._--I shall direct that _Esmond_ (Mr. Thackeray's work) shall be

sent on to you as soon as the Hunsworth party have read it. It has

already reached a second edition.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _January_ 20_th_, 1853.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--Your last kind note would not have remained so

long unanswered if I had been in better health. While Ellen was with

me, I seemed to revive wonderfully, but began to grow worse again the

day she left; and this falling off proved symptomatic of a relapse.

My doctor called the next day; he said the headache from which I was

suffering arose from inertness in the liver.

'Thank God, I now feel better; and very grateful am I for the

improvement--grateful no less for my dear father's sake than for my

own.

'Most fully can I sympathise with you in the anxiety you express

about your friend. The thought of his leaving England and going out

alone to a strange country, with all his natural sensitiveness and

retiring diffidence, is indeed painful; still, my dear Miss Wooler,

should he actually go to America, I can but then suggest to you the

same source of comfort and support you have suggested to me, and of

which indeed I know you never lose sight--namely, reliance on

Providence. "God tempers the wind to the shorn lamb," and He will

doubtless care for a good, though afflicted man, amidst whatever

difficulties he may be thrown. When you write again, I should be

glad to know whether your anxiety on this subject is relieved. I was

truly glad to learn through Ellen that Ilkley still continued to

agree with your health. Earnestly trusting that the New Year may

prove to you a happy and tranquil time,--I am, my dear Miss Wooler,

sincerely and affectionately yours,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'_January_ 27_th_, 1853.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I received your letter here in London where I

have been staying about three weeks, and shall probably remain a few

days longer. _Villette_ is to be published to-morrow. Its

appearance has been purposely delayed hitherto, to avoid discourteous

clashing with Mrs. Gaskell's new work. Your name was one of the

first on the list of presentees, and directed to the Parsonage, where

I shall also send this letter, as you mention that you are to leave

Halifax at the close of this week. I will bear in mind what you say

about Mrs. Morgan; and should I ever have an opportunity of serving

her, will not omit to do so. I only wish my chance of being useful

were greater. Schools seem to be considered almost obsolete in

London. Ladies' colleges, with professors for every branch of

instruction, are superseding the old-fashioned seminary. How the

system will work I can't tell. I think the college classes might be

very useful for finishing the education of ladies intended to go out

as governesses, but what progress little girls will make in them

seems to me another question.

'My dear Miss Wooler, I read attentively all you say about Miss

Martineau; the sincerity and constancy of your solicitude touches me

very much. I should grieve to neglect or oppose your advice, and yet

I do not feel that it would be right to give Miss Martineau up

entirely. There is in her nature much that is very noble. Hundreds

have forsaken her, more, I fear, in the apprehension that their fair

names may suffer if seen in connection with hers, than from any pure

convictions, such as you suggest, of harm consequent on her fatal

tenets. With these fair-weather friends I cannot bear to rank. And

for her sin, is it not one of those which God and not man must judge?

'To speak the truth, my dear Miss Wooler, I believe if you were in my

place, and knew Miss Martineau as I do--if you had shared with me the

proofs of her rough but genuine kindliness, and had seen how she

secretly suffers from abandonment, you would be the last to give her

up; you would separate the sinner from the sin, and feel as if the

right lay rather in quietly adhering to her in her strait, while that

adherence is unfashionable and unpopular, than in turning on her your

back when the world sets the example. I believe she is one of those

whom opposition and desertion make obstinate in error, while patience

and tolerance touch her deeply and keenly, and incline her to ask of

her own heart whether the course she has been pursuing may not

possibly be a faulty course. However, I have time to think of this

subject, and I shall think of it seriously.

'As to what I have seen in London during my present visit, I hope one

day to tell you all about it by our fireside at home. When you write

again will you name a time when it would suit you to come and see me;

everybody in the house would be glad of your presence; your last

visit is pleasantly remembered by all.

'With kindest regards,--I am always, affectionately and respectfully

yours,

'C. BRONTE.'

A note to Miss Nussey written after Charlotte's death indicates a fairly

shrewd view on the part of Miss Wooler as regards the popularity of her

friend.

TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY

'MY DEAR MISS ELLEN,--The third edition of Charlotte's Life has at

length ventured out. Our curate tells me he is assured it is quite

inferior to the former ones. So you see Mrs. Gaskell displayed

worldly wisdom in going out of her way to furnish gossip for the

discerning public. Did I mention to you that Mrs. Gibson knows two

or three young ladies in Hull who finished their education at Mme.

Heger's pension? Mrs. G. said they read _Villette_ with keen

interest--of course they would. I had a nice walk with a Suffolk

lady, who was evidently delighted to meet with one who had personally

known our dear C. B., and would not soon have wearied of a

conversation in which she was the topic.--Love to yourself and

sisters, from--Your affectionate,

'M. WOOLER.'

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