CHAPTER VII: ANNE BRONTE

It can scarcely be doubted that Anne Bronte's two novels, _Agnes Grey_

and _The Tenant of Wildfell Hall_, would have long since fallen into

oblivion but for the inevitable association with the romances of her two

greater sisters. While this may he taken for granted, it is impossible

not to feel, even at the distance of half a century, a sense of Anne's

personal charm. Gentleness is a word always associated with her by those

who knew her. When Mr. Nicholls saw what professed to be a portrait of

Anne in a magazine article, he wrote: 'What an awful caricature of the

dear, gentle Anne Bronte!' Mr. Nicholls has a portrait of Anne in his

possession, drawn by Charlotte, which he pronounces to be an admirable

likeness, and this does convey the impression of a sweet and gentle

nature.

Anne, as we have seen, was taken in long clothes from Thornton to

Haworth. Her godmother was a Miss Outhwaite, a fact I learn from an

inscription in Anne's _Book of Common Prayer_. '_Miss Outhwaite to her

goddaughter_, _Anne Bronte_, _July _13_th_, 1827.' Miss Outhwaite was

not forgetful of her goddaughter, for by her will she left Anne 200

pounds.

There is a sampler worked by Anne, bearing date January 23rd, 1830, and

there is a later book than the Prayer Book, with Anne's name in it, and,

as might be expected, it is a good-conduct prize. _Prize for good

conduct presented to Miss A. Bronte with Miss Wooler's kind love_, _Roe

Head_, _Dec._ 14_th_, 1836, is the inscription in a copy of Watt _On the

Improvement of the Mind_.

Apart from the correspondence we know little more than this--that Anne

was the least assertive of the three sisters, and that she was more

distinctly a general favourite. We have Charlotte's own word for it that

even the curates ventured upon 'sheep's eyes' at Anne. We know all too

little of her two experiences as governess, first at Blake Hall with Mrs.

Ingham, and later at Thorp Green with Mrs. Robinson. The painful episode

of Branwell's madness came to disturb her sojourn at the latter place,

but long afterwards her old pupils, the Misses Robinson, called to see

her at Haworth; and one of them, who became a Mrs. Clapham of Keighley,

always retained the most kindly memories of her gentle governess.

[Picture: Anne Bronte]

With the exception of these two uncomfortable episodes as governess, Anne

would seem to have had no experience of the larger world. Even before

Anne's death, Charlotte had visited Brussels, London, and Hathersage (in

Derbyshire). Anne never, I think, set foot out of her native county,

although she was the only one of her family to die away from home. Of

her correspondence I have only the two following letters:--

TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY

'HAWORTH, _October_ 4_th_, 1847.

'MY DEAR MISS NUSSEY,--Many thanks to you for your unexpected and

welcome epistle. Charlotte is well, and meditates writing to you.

Happily for all parties the east wind no longer prevails. During its

continuance she complained of its influence as usual. I too suffered

from it in some degree, as I always do, more or less; but this time,

it brought me no reinforcement of colds and coughs, which is what I

dread the most. Emily considers it a very uninteresting wind, but it

does not affect her nervous system. Charlotte agrees with me in

thinking the --- {183a} a very provoking affair. You are quite

mistaken about her parasol; she affirms she brought it back, and I

can bear witness to the fact, having seen it yesterday in her

possession. As for my book, I have no wish to see it again till I

see you along with it, and then it will be welcome enough for the

sake of the bearer. We are all here much as you left us. I have no

news to tell you, except that Mr. Nicholls begged a holiday and went

to Ireland three or four weeks ago, and is not expected back till

Saturday; but that, I dare say, is no news at all. We were all and

severally pleased and gratified for your kind and judiciously

selected presents, from papa down to Tabby, or down to myself,

perhaps I ought rather to say. The crab-cheese is excellent, and

likely to be very useful, but I don't intend to need it. It is not

choice but necessity has induced me to choose such a tiny sheet of

paper for my letter, having none more suitable at hand; but perhaps

it will contain as much as you need wish to read, and I to write, for

I find I have nothing more to say, except that your little Tabby must

be a charming little creature. That is all, for as Charlotte is

writing, or about to write to you herself, I need not send any

messages from her. Therefore accept my best love. I must not omit

the Major's {183b} compliments. And--Believe me to be your

affectionate friend,

'ANNE BRONTE.'

TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY

'HAWORTH, _January_ 4_th_, 1848.

'MY DEAR MISS NUSSEY,--I am not going to give you a "nice _long_

letter"--on the contrary, I mean to content myself with a shabby

little note, to be ingulfed in a letter of Charlotte's, which will,

of course, be infinitely more acceptable to you than any production

of mine, though I do not question your friendly regard for me, or the

indulgent welcome you would accord to a missive of mine, even without

a more agreeable companion to back it; but you must know there is a

lamentable deficiency in my organ of language, which makes me almost

as bad a hand at writing as talking, unless I have something

particular to say. I have now, however, to thank you and your friend

for your kind letter and her pretty watch-guards, which I am sure we

shall all of us value the more for being the work of her own hands.

You do not tell us how _you_ bear the present unfavourable weather.

We are all cut up by this cruel east wind. Most of us, i.e.

Charlotte, Emily, and I have had the influenza, or a bad cold

instead, twice over within the space of a few weeks. Papa has had it

once. Tabby has escaped it altogether. I have no news to tell you,

for we have been nowhere, seen no one, and done nothing (to speak of)

since you were here--and yet we contrive to be busy from morning till

night. Flossy is fatter than ever, but still active enough to relish

a sheep-hunt. I hope you and your circle have been more fortunate in

the matter of colds than we have.

'With kind regards to all,--I remain, dear Miss Nussey, yours ever

affectionately,

'ANNE BRONTE.'

_Agnes Grey_, as we have noted, was published by Newby, in one volume, in

1847. _The Tenant of Wildfell Hall_ was issued by the same publisher, in

three volumes, in 1848. It is not generally known that _The Tenant of

Wildfell Hall_ went into a second edition the same year; and I should

have pronounced it incredible, were not a copy of the later issue in my

possession, that Anne Bronte had actually written a preface to this

edition. The fact is entirely ignored in the correspondence. The

preface in question makes it quite clear, if any evidence of that were

necessary, that Anne had her brother in mind in writing the book. 'I

could not be understood to suppose,' she says, 'that the proceedings of

the unhappy scapegrace, with his few profligate companions I have here

introduced, are a specimen of the common practices of society: the case

is an extreme one, as I trusted none would fail to perceive; but I knew

that such characters do exist, and if I have warned one rash youth from

following in their steps, or prevented one thoughtless girl from falling

into the very natural error of my heroine, the book has not been written

in vain.' 'One word more and I have done,' she continues. 'Respecting

the author's identity, I would have it to be distinctly understood that

Acton Bell is neither Currer nor Ellis Bell, and, therefore, let not his

faults be attributed to them. As to whether the name is real or

fictitious, it cannot greatly signify to those who know him only by his

works.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_January_ 18_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--In sitting down to write to you I feel as if I were

doing a wrong and a selfish thing. I believe I ought to discontinue

my correspondence with you till times change, and the tide of

calamity which of late days has set so strongly in against us takes a

turn. But the fact is, sometimes I feel it absolutely necessary to

unburden my mind. To papa I must only speak cheeringly, to Anne only

encouragingly--to you I may give some hint of the dreary truth.

'Anne and I sit alone and in seclusion as you fancy us, but we do not

study. Anne cannot study now, she can scarcely read; she occupies

Emily's chair; she does not get well. A week ago we sent for a

medical man of skill and experience from Leeds to see her. He

examined her with the stethoscope. His report I forbear to dwell on

for the present--even skilful physicians have often been mistaken in

their conjectures.

'My first impulse was to hasten her away to a warmer climate, but

this was forbidden: she must not travel; she is not to stir from the

house this winter; the temperature of her room is to be kept

constantly equal.

'Had leave been given to try change of air and scene, I should hardly

have known how to act. I could not possibly leave papa; and when I

mentioned his accompanying us, the bare thought distressed him too

much to be dwelt upon. Papa is now upwards of seventy years of age;

his habits for nearly thirty years have been those of absolute

retirement; any change in them is most repugnant to him, and probably

could not, at this time especially when the hand of God is so heavy

upon his old age, be ventured upon without danger.

'When we lost Emily I thought we had drained the very dregs of our

cup of trial, but now when I hear Anne cough as Emily coughed, I

tremble lest there should be exquisite bitterness yet to taste.

However, I must not look forwards, nor must I look backwards. Too

often I feel like one crossing an abyss on a narrow plank--a glance

round might quite unnerve.

'So circumstanced, my dear sir, what claim have I on your friendship,

what right to the comfort of your letters? My literary character is

effaced for the time, and it is by that only you know me. Care of

papa and Anne is necessarily my chief present object in life, to the

exclusion of all that could give me interest with my publishers or

their connections. Should Anne get better, I think I could rally and

become Currer Bell once more, but if otherwise, I look no farther:

sufficient for the day is the evil thereof.

'Anne is very patient in her illness, as patient as Emily was

unflinching. I recall one sister and look at the other with a sort

of reverence as well as affection--under the test of suffering

neither has faltered.

'All the days of this winter have gone by darkly and heavily like a

funeral train. Since September, sickness has not quitted the house.

It is strange it did not use to be so, but I suspect now all this has

been coming on for years. Unused, any of us, to the possession of

robust health, we have not noticed the gradual approaches of decay;

we did not know its symptoms: the little cough, the small appetite,

the tendency to take cold at every variation of atmosphere have been

regarded as things of course. I see them in another light now.

'If you answer this, write to me as you would to a person in an

average state of tranquillity and happiness. I want to keep myself

as firm and calm as I can. While papa and Anne want me, I hope, I

pray, never to fail them. Were I to see you I should endeavour to

converse on ordinary topics, and I should wish to write on the

same--besides, it will be less harassing to yourself to address me as

usual.

'May God long preserve to you the domestic treasures you value; and

when bereavement at last comes, may He give you strength to bear

it.--Yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_February_ 1_st_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--Anne seems so tranquil this morning, so free from pain

and fever, and looks and speaks so like herself in health, that I too

feel relieved, and I take advantage of the respite to write to you,

hoping that my letter may reflect something of the comparative peace

I feel.

'Whether my hopes are quite fallacious or not, I do not know; but

sometimes I fancy that the remedies prescribed by Mr. Teale, and

approved--as I was glad to learn--by Dr. Forbes, are working a good

result. Consumption, I am aware, is a flattering malady, but

certainly Anne's illness has of late assumed a less alarming

character than it had in the beginning: the hectic is allayed; the

cough gives a more frequent reprieve. Could I but believe she would

live two years--a year longer, I should be thankful: I dreaded the

terrors of the swift messenger which snatched Emily from us, as it

seemed, in a few days.

'The parcel came yesterday. You and Mr. Smith do nothing by halves.

Neither of you care for being thanked, so I will keep my gratitude in

my own mind. The choice of books is perfect. Papa is at this moment

reading Macaulay's _History_, which he had wished to see. Anne is

engaged with one of Frederika Bremer's tales.

'I wish I could send a parcel in return; I had hoped to have had one

by this time ready to despatch. When I saw you and Mr. Smith in

London, I little thought of all that was to come between July and

Spring: how my thoughts were to be caught away from imagination,

enlisted and absorbed in realities the most cruel.

'I will tell you what I want to do; it is to show you the first

volume of my MS., which I have copied. In reading Mary Barton (a

clever though painful tale) I was a little dismayed to find myself in

some measure anticipated both in subject and incident. I should like

to have your opinion on this point, and to know whether the

resemblance appears as considerable to a stranger as it does to

myself. I should wish also to have the benefit of such general

strictures and advice as you choose to give. Shall I therefore send

the MS. when I return the first batch of books?

'But remember, if I show it to you it is on two conditions: the

first, that you give me a faithful opinion--I do not promise to be

swayed by it, but I should like to have it; the second, that you show

it and speak of it to _none_ but Mr. Smith. I have always a great

horror of premature announcements--they may do harm and can never do

good. Mr. Smith must be so kind as not to mention it yet in his

quarterly circulars. All human affairs are so uncertain, and my

position especially is at present so peculiar, that I cannot count on

the time, and would rather that no allusion should be made to a work

of which great part is yet to create.

'There are two volumes in the first parcel which, having seen, I

cannot bring myself to part with, and must beg Mr. Smith's permission

to retain: Mr. Thackeray's _Journey from Cornhill_, _etc_. and _The

testimony to the Truth_. That last is indeed a book after my own

heart. I _do_ like the mind it discloses--it is of a fine and high

order. Alexander Harris may be a clown by birth, but he is a

nobleman by nature. When I could read no other book, I read his and

derived comfort from it. No matter whether or not I can agree in all

his views, it is the principles, the feelings, the heart of the man I

admire.

'Write soon and tell me whether you think it advisable that I should

send the MS.--Yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'HAWORTH, _February_ 4_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--I send the parcel up without delay, according to your

request. The manuscript has all its errors upon it, not having been

read through since copying. I have kept _Madeline_, along with the

two other books I mentioned; I shall consider it the gift of Miss

Kavanagh, and shall value it both for its literary excellence and for

the modest merit of the giver. We already possess Tennyson's _Poems_

and _Our Street_. Emerson's _Essays_ I read with much interest, and

often with admiration, but they are of mixed gold and clay--deep and

invigorating truth, dreary and depressing fallacy seem to me combined

therein. In George Borrow's works I found a wild fascination, a

vivid graphic power of description, a fresh originality, an athletic

simplicity (so to speak), which give them a stamp of their own.

After reading his _Bible in Spain_ I felt as if I had actually

travelled at his side, and seen the "wild Sil" rush from its mountain

cradle; wandered in the hilly wilderness of the Sierras; encountered

and conversed with Manehegan, Castillian, Andalusian, Arragonese,

and, above all, with the savage Gitanos.

'Your mention of Mr. Taylor suggests to me that possibly you and Mr.

Smith might wish him to share the little secret of the MS.--that

exclusion might seem invidious, that it might make your mutual

evening chat less pleasant. If so, admit him to the confidence by

all means. He is attached to the firm, and will no doubt keep its

secrets. I shall be glad of another censor, and if a severe one, so

much the better, provided he is also just. I court the keenest

criticism. Far rather would I never publish more, than publish

anything inferior to my first effort. Be honest, therefore, all

three of you. If you think this book promises less favourably than

_Jane Eyre_, say so; it is but trying again, _i.e._, if life and

health be spared.

'Anne continues a little better--the mild weather suits her. At

times I hear the renewal of hope's whisper, but I dare not listen too

fondly; she deceived me cruelly before. A sudden change to cold

would be the test. I dread such change, but must not anticipate.

Spring lies before us, and then summer--surely we may hope a little!

'Anne expresses a wish to see the notices of the poems. You had

better, therefore, send them. We shall expect to find painful

allusions to one now above blame and beyond praise; but these must be

borne. For ourselves, we are almost indifferent to censure. I read

the _Quarterly_ without a pang, except that I thought there were some

sentences disgraceful to the critic. He seems anxious to let it be

understood that he is a person well acquainted with the habits of the

upper classes. Be this as it may, I am afraid he is no gentleman;

and moreover, that no training could make him such. {190} Many a

poor man, born and bred to labour, would disdain that reviewer's cast

of feeling.--Yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_March_ 2_nd_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--My sister still continues better: she has less languor

and weakness; her spirits are improved. This change gives cause, I

think, both for gratitude and hope.

'I am glad that you and Mr. Smith like the commencement of my present

work. I wish it were _more than a commencement_; for how it will be

reunited after the long break, or how it can gather force of flow

when the current has been checked or rather drawn off so long, I know

not.

'I sincerely thank you both for the candid expression of your

objections. What you say with reference to the first chapter shall

be duly weighed. At present I feel reluctant to withdraw it,

because, as I formerly said of the Lowood part of _Jane Eyre_, _it is

true_. The curates and their ongoings are merely photographed from

the life. I should like you to explain to me more fully the ground

of your objections. Is it because you think this chapter will render

the work liable to severe handling by the press? Is it because

knowing as you now do the identity of "Currer Bell," this scene

strikes you as unfeminine? Is it because it is intrinsically

defective and inferior? I am afraid the two first reasons would not

weigh with me--the last would.

'Anne and I thought it very kind in you to preserve all the notices

of the Poems so carefully for us. Some of them, as you said, were

well worth reading. We were glad to find that our old friend the

_Critic_ has again a kind word for us. I was struck with one curious

fact, viz., that four of the notices are fac-similes of each other.

How does this happen? I suppose they copy.'

TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY

'_March_ 8_th_, 1849.

'DEAR ELLEN,--Anne's state has apparently varied very little during

the last fortnight or three weeks. I wish I could say she gains

either flesh, strength, or appetite; but there is no progress on

these points, nor I hope, as far as regards the two last at least,

any falling off; she is piteously thin. Her cough, and the pain in

her side continue the same.

'I write these few lines that you may not think my continued silence

strange; anything like frequent correspondence I cannot keep up, and

you must excuse me. I trust you and all at Brookroyd are happy and

well. Give my love to your mother and all the rest, and--Believe me,

yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_March_ 11_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--My sister has been something worse since I wrote last.

We have had nearly a week of frost, and the change has tried her, as

I feared it would do, though not so severely as former experience had

led me to apprehend. I am thankful to say she is now again a little

better. Her state of mind is usually placid, and her chief

sufferings consist in the harassing cough and a sense of languor.

'I ought to have acknowledged the safe arrival of the parcel before

now, but I put it off from day to day, fearing I should write a

sorrowful letter. A similar apprehension induces me to abridge this

note.

'Believe me, whether in happiness or the contrary, yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS LAETITIA WHEELWRIGHT

'HAWORTH, _March_ 15_th_, 1849.

'DEAR LAETITIA,--I have not quite forgotten you through the winter,

but I have remembered you only like some pleasant waking idea

struggling through a dreadful dream. You say my last letter was

dated September 14th. You ask how I have passed the time since.

What has happened to me? Why have I been silent?

'It is soon told.

'On the 24th of September my only brother, after being long in weak

health, and latterly consumptive--though we were far from

apprehending immediate danger--died, quite suddenly as it seemed to

us. He had been out two days before. The shock was great. Ere he

could be interred I fell ill. A low nervous fever left me very weak.

As I was slowly recovering, my sister Emily, whom you knew, was

seized with inflammation of the lungs; suppuration took place; two

agonising months of hopes and fears followed, and on the 19th of

December _she died_.

'She was scarcely cold in her grave when Anne, my youngest and last

sister, who has been delicate all her life, exhibited symptoms that

struck us with acute alarm. We sent for the first advice that could

be procured. She was examined with the stethoscope, and the dreadful

fact was announced that her lungs too were affected, and that

tubercular consumption had already made considerable progress. A

system of treatment was prescribed, which has since been ratified by

the opinion of Dr. Forbes, whom your papa will, I dare say, know. I

hope it has somewhat delayed disease. She is now a patient invalid,

and I am her nurse. God has hitherto supported me in some sort

through all these bitter calamities, and my father, I am thankful to

say, has been wonderfully sustained; but there have been hours, days,

weeks of inexpressible anguish to undergo, and the cloud of impending

distress still lowers dark and sullen above us. I cannot write much.

I can only pray Providence to preserve you and yours from such

affliction as He has seen good to accumulate on me and mine.

'With best regards to your dear mamma and all your circle,--Believe

me, yours faithfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _March_ 24_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I have delayed answering your letter in the

faint hope that I might be able to reply favourably to your inquiries

after my sister's health. This, however, is not permitted me to do.

Her decline is gradual and fluctuating, but its nature is not

doubtful. The symptoms of cough, pain in the side and chest, wasting

of flesh, strength, and appetite, after the sad experience we have

had, cannot but be regarded by us as equivocal.

'In spirit she is resigned; at heart she is, I believe, a true

Christian. She looks beyond this life, and regards her home and rest

as elsewhere than on earth. May God support her and all of us

through the trial of lingering sickness, and aid her in the last hour

when the struggle which separates soul from body must be gone

through!

'We saw Emily torn from the midst of us when our hearts clung to her

with intense attachment, and when, loving each other as we did--well,

it seemed as if (might we but have been spared to each other) we

could have found complete happiness in our mutual society and

affection. She was scarcely buried when Anne's health failed, and we

were warned that consumption had found another victim in her, and

that it would be vain to reckon on her life.

'These things would be too much if Reason, unsupported by Religion,

were condemned to bear them alone. I have cause to be most thankful

for the strength which has hitherto been vouchsafed both to my father

and myself. God, I think, is specially merciful to old age; and for

my own part, trials which in prospective would have seemed to me

quite intolerable, when they actually came, I endured without

prostration. Yet, I must confess, that in the time which has elapsed

since Emily's death, there have been moments of solitary, deep, inert

affliction, far harder to bear than those which immediately followed

our loss. The crisis of bereavement has an acute pang which goads to

exertion, the desolate after-feeling sometimes paralyses.

'I have learned that we are not to find solace in our own strength:

we must seek it in God's omnipotence. Fortitude is good, but

fortitude itself must be shaken under us to teach us how weak we are.

'With best wishes to yourself and all dear to you, and sincere thanks

for the interest you so kindly continue to take in me and my

sister,--Believe me, my dear Miss Wooler, yours faithfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_April_ 16_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--Your kind advice on the subject of Homoeopathy

deserves and has our best thanks. We find ourselves, however, urged

from more than one quarter to try different systems and medicines,

and I fear we have already given offence by not listening to all.

The fact is, were we in every instance compliant, my dear sister

would be harassed by continual changes. Cod-liver oil and carbonate

of iron were first strongly recommended. Anne took them as long as

she could, but at last she was obliged to give them up: the oil

yielded her no nutriment, it did not arrest the progress of

emaciation, and as it kept her always sick, she was prevented from

taking food of any sort. Hydropathy was then strongly advised. She

is now trying Gobold's Vegetable Balsam; she thinks it does her some

good; and as it is the first medicine which has had that effect, she

would wish to persevere with it for a time. She is also looking

hopefully forward to deriving benefit from change of air. We have

obtained Mr. Teale's permission to go to the seaside in the course of

six or eight weeks. At first I felt torn between two duties--that of

staying with papa and going with Anne; but as it is papa's own most

kindly expressed wish that I should adopt the latter plan, and as,

besides, he is now, thank God! in tolerable health, I hope to be

spared the pain of resigning the care of my sister to other hands,

however friendly. We wish to keep together as long as we can. I

hope, too, to derive from the change some renewal of physical

strength and mental composure (in neither of which points am I what I

ought or wish to be) to make me a better and more cheery nurse.

'I fear I must have seemed to you hard in my observations about _The

Emigrant Family_. The fact was, I compared Alexander Harris with

himself only. It is not equal to the _Testimony to the Truth_, but,

tried by the standard of other and very popular books too, it is very

clever and original. Both subject and the manner of treating it are

unhackneyed: he gives new views of new scenes and furnishes

interesting information on interesting topics. Considering the

increasing necessity for and tendency to emigration, I should think

it has a fair chance of securing the success it merits.

'I took up Leigh Hunt's book _The Town_ with the impression that it

would be interesting only to Londoners, and I was surprised, ere I

had read many pages, to find myself enchained by his pleasant,

graceful, easy style, varied knowledge, just views, and kindly

spirit. There is something peculiarly anti-melancholic in Leigh

Hunt's writings, and yet they are never boisterous. They resemble

sunshine, being at once bright and tranquil.

'I like Carlyle better and better. His style I do not like, nor do I

always concur in his opinions, nor quite fall in with his hero

worship; but there is a manly love of truth, an honest recognition

and fearless vindication of intrinsic greatness, of intellectual and

moral worth, considered apart from birth, rank, or wealth, which

commands my sincere admiration. Carlyle would never do for a

contributor to the _Quarterly_. I have not read his _French

Revolution_.

'I congratulate you on the approaching publication of Mr. Ruskin's

new work. If the _Seven Lamps of Architecture_ resemble their

predecessor, _Modern Painters_, they will be no lamps at all, but a

new constellation--seven bright stars, for whose rising the reading

world ought to be anxiously agaze.

'Do not ask me to mention what books I should like to read. Half the

pleasure of receiving a parcel from Cornhill consists in having its

contents chosen for us. We like to discover, too, by the leaves cut

here and there, that the ground has been travelled before us. I may

however say, with reference to works of fiction, that I should much

like to see one of Godwin's works, never having hitherto had that

pleasure--_Caleb Williams_ or _Fleetwood_, or which you thought best

worth reading.

'But it is yet much too soon to talk of sending more books; our

present stock is scarcely half exhausted. You will perhaps think I

am a slow reader, but remember, Currer Bell is a country housewife,

and has sundry little matters connected with the needle and kitchen

to attend to which take up half his day, especially now when, alas!

there is but one pair of hands where once there were three. I did

not mean to touch that chord, its sound is too sad.

'I try to write now and then. The effort was a hard one at first.

It renewed the terrible loss of last December strangely. Worse than

useless did it seem to attempt to write what there no longer lived an

"Ellis Bell" to read; the whole book, with every hope founded on it,

faded to vanity and vexation of spirit.

'One inducement to persevere and do my best I still have, however,

and I am thankful for it: I should like to please my kind friends at

Cornhill. To that end I wish my powers would come back; and if it

would please Providence to restore my remaining sister, I think they

would.

'Do not forget to tell me how you are when you write again. I trust

your indisposition is quite gone by this time.--Believe me, yours

sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY

'_May_ 1_st_, 1849.

'DEAR ELLEN,--I returned Mary Taylor's letter to Hunsworth as soon as

I had read it. Thank God she was safe up to that time, but I do not

think the earthquake was then over. I shall long to hear tidings of

her again.

'Anne was worse during the warm weather we had about a week ago. She

grew weaker, and both the pain in her side and her cough were worse;

strange to say, since it is colder, she has appeared rather to revive

than sink. I still hope that if she gets over May she may last a

long time.

'We have engaged lodgings at Scarbro'. We stipulated for a

good-sized sitting-room and an airy double-bedded lodging room, with

a sea view, and if not deceived, have obtained these desiderata at

No. 2 Cliff. Anne says it is one of the best situations in the

place. It would not have done to have taken lodgings either in the

town or on the bleak steep coast, where Miss Wooler's house is

situated. If Anne is to get any good she must have every advantage.

Miss Outhwaite [her godmother] left her in her will a legacy of 200

pounds, and she cannot employ her money better than in obtaining what

may prolong existence, if it does not restore health. We hope to

leave home on the 23rd, and I think it will be advisable to rest at

York, and stay all night there. I hope this arrangement will suit

you. We reckon on your society, dear Ellen, as a real privilege and

pleasure. We shall take little luggage, and shall have to buy

bonnets and dresses and several other things either at York or

Scarbro'; which place do you think would be best? Oh, if it would

please God to strengthen and revive Anne, how happy we might be

together! His will, however, must be done, and if she is not to

recover, it remains to pray for strength and patience.

'C. B.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_May_ 8_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--I hasten to acknowledge the two kind letters for which

I am indebted to you. That fine spring weather of which you speak

did not bring such happiness to us in its sunshine as I trust it did

to you and thousands besides--the change proved trying to my sister.

For a week or ten days I did not know what to think, she became so

weak, and suffered so much from increased pain in the side, and

aggravated cough. The last few days have been much colder, yet,

strange to say, during their continuance she has appeared rather to

revive than sink. She not unfrequently shows the very same symptoms

which were apparent in Emily only a few days before she died--fever

in the evenings, sleepless nights, and a sort of lethargy in the

morning hours; this creates acute anxiety--then comes an improvement,

which reassures. In about three weeks, should the weather be genial

and her strength continue at all equal to the journey, we hope to go

to Scarboro'. It is not without misgiving that I contemplate a

departure from home under such circumstances; but since she herself

earnestly wishes the experiment to be tried, I think it ought not to

be neglected. We are in God's hands, and must trust the results to

Him. An old school-fellow of mine, a tried and faithful friend, has

volunteered to accompany us. I shall have the satisfaction of

leaving papa to the attentions of two servants equally tried and

faithful. One of them is indeed now old and infirm, and unfit to

stir much from her chair by the kitchen fireside; but the other is

young and active, and even she has lived with us seven years. I have

reason, therefore, you see, to be thankful amidst sorrow, especially

as papa still possesses every faculty unimpaired, and though not

robust, has good general health--a sort of chronic cough is his sole

complaint.

'I hope Mr. Smith will not risk a cheap edition of _Jane Eyre_ yet,

he had better wait awhile--the public will be sick of the name of

that one book. I can make no promise as to when another will be

ready--neither my time nor my efforts are my own. That absorption in

my employment to which I gave myself up without fear of doing wrong

when I wrote _Jane Eyre_, would now be alike impossible and blamable;

but I do what I can, and have made some little progress. We must all

be patient.

'Meantime, I should say, let the public forget at their ease, and let

us not be nervous about it. And as to the critics, if the Bells

possess real merit, I do not fear impartial justice being rendered

them one day. I have a very short mental as well as physical sight

in some matters, and am far less uneasy at the idea of public

impatience, misconstruction, censure, etc., than I am at the thought

of the anxiety of those two or three friends in Cornhill to whom I

owe much kindness, and whose expectations I would earnestly wish not

to disappoint. If they can make up their minds to wait tranquilly,

and put some confidence in my goodwill, if not my power, to get on as

well as may be, I shall not repine; but I verily believe that the

"nobler sex" find it more difficult to wait, to plod, to work out

their destiny inch by inch, than their sisters do. They are always

for walking so fast and taking such long steps, one cannot keep up

with them. One should never tell a gentleman that one has commenced

a task till it is nearly achieved. Currer Bell, even if he had no

let or hindrance, and if his path were quite smooth, could never

march with the tread of a Scott, a Bulwer, a Thackeray, or a Dickens.

I want you and Mr. Smith clearly to understand this. I have always

wished to guard you against exaggerated anticipations--calculate low

when you calculate on me. An honest man--and woman too--would always

rather rise above expectation than fall below it.

'Have I lectured enough? and am I understood?

'Give my sympathising respects to Mrs. Williams. I hope her little

daughter is by this time restored to perfect health. It pleased me

to see with what satisfaction you speak of your son. I was glad,

too, to hear of the progress and welfare of Miss Kavanagh. The

notices of Mr. Harris's works are encouraging and just--may they

contribute to his success!

'Should Mr. Thackeray again ask after Currer Bell, say the secret is

and will be well kept because it is not worth disclosure. This fact

his own sagacity will have already led him to divine. In the hope

that it may not be long ere I hear from you again,--Believe me, yours

sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO MISS WOOLER

'HAWORTH, _May_ 16_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,--I will lose no time in thanking you for your

letter and kind offer of assistance. We have, however, already

engaged lodgings. I am not myself acquainted with Scarbro', but Anne

knows it well, having been there three or four times. She had a

particular preference for the situation of some lodgings (No. 2

Cliff). We wrote about them, and finding them disengaged, took them.

Your information is, notwithstanding, valuable, should we find this

place in any way ineligible. It is a satisfaction to be provided

with directions for future use.

'Next Wednesday is the day fixed for our departure. Ellen Nussey

accompanies us (by Anne's expressed wish). I could not refuse her

society, but I dared not urge her to go, for I have little hope that

the excursion will be one of pleasure or benefit to those engaged in

it. Anne is extremely weak. She herself has a fixed impression that

the sea air will give her a chance of regaining strength; that

chance, therefore, we must have. Having resolved to try the

experiment, misgivings are useless; and yet, when I look at her,

misgivings will rise. She is more emaciated than Emily was at the

very last; her breath scarcely serves her to mount the stairs,

however slowly. She sleeps very little at night, and often passes

most of the forenoon in a semi-lethargic state. Still, she is up all

day, and even goes out a little when it is fine. Fresh air usually

acts as a stimulus, but its reviving power diminishes.

'With best wishes for your own health and welfare,--Believe me, my

dear Miss Wooler, yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'No. 2 CLIFF, SCARBORO', _May_ 27_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--The date above will inform you why I have not answered

your last letter more promptly. I have been busy with preparations

for departure and with the journey. I am thankful to say we reached

our destination safely, having rested one night at York. We found

assistance wherever we needed it; there was always an arm ready to do

for my sister what I was not quite strong enough to do: lift her in

and out of the carriages, carry her across the line, etc.

'It made her happy to see both York and its Minster, and Scarboro'

and its bay once more. There is yet no revival of bodily strength--I

fear indeed the slow ebb continues. People who see her tell me I

must not expect her to last long--but it is something to cheer her

mind.

'Our lodgings are pleasant. As Anne sits at the window she can look

down on the sea, which this morning is calm as glass. She says if

she could breathe more freely she would be comfortable at this

moment--but she cannot breathe freely.

'My friend Ellen is with us. I find her presence a solace. She is a

calm, steady girl--not brilliant, but good and true. She suits and

has always suited me well. I like her, with her phlegm, repose,

sense, and sincerity, better than I should like the most talented

without these qualifications.

'If ever I see you again I should have pleasure in talking over with

you the topics you allude to in your last--or rather, in hearing

_you_ talk them over. We see these things through a glass darkly--or

at least I see them thus. So far from objecting to speculation on,

or discussion of, the subject, I should wish to hear what others have

to say. By _others_, I mean only the serious and reflective--levity

in such matters shocks as much as hypocrisy.

'Write to me. In this strange place your letters will come like the

visits of a friend. Fearing to lose the post, I will add no more at

present.--Believe me, yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_May_ 30_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--My poor sister is taken quietly home at last. She

died on Monday. With almost her last breath she said she was happy,

and thanked God that death was come, and come so gently. I did not

think it would be so soon.

'You will not expect me to add more at present.--Yours faithfully,

'C. BRONTE.'

TO W. S. WILLIAMS

'_June_ 25_th_, 1849.

'MY DEAR SIR,--I am now again at home, where I returned last

Thursday. I call it _home_ still--much as London would be called

London if an earthquake should shake its streets to ruins. But let

me not be ungrateful: Haworth parsonage is still a home for me, and

not quite a ruined or desolate home either. Papa is there, and two

most affectionate and faithful servants, and two old dogs, in their

way as faithful and affectionate--Emily's large house-dog which lay

at the side of her dying bed, and followed her funeral to the vault,

lying in the pew couched at our feet while the burial service was

being read--and Anne's little spaniel. The ecstasy of these poor

animals when I came in was something singular. At former returns

from brief absences they always welcomed me warmly--but not in that

strange, heart-touching way. I am certain they thought that, as I

was returned, my sisters were not far behind. But here my sisters

will come no more. Keeper may visit Emily's little bed-room--as he

still does day by day--and Flossy may look wistfully round for Anne,

they will never see them again--nor shall I--at least the human part

of me. I must not write so sadly, but how can I help thinking and

feeling sadly? In the daytime effort and occupation aid me, but when

evening darkens, something in my heart revolts against the burden of

solitude--the sense of loss and want grows almost too much for me. I

am not good or amiable in such moments, I am rebellious, and it is

only the thought of my dear father in the next room, or of the kind

servants in the kitchen, or some caress from the poor dogs, which

restores me to softer sentiments and more rational views. As to the

night--could I do without bed, I would never seek it. Waking, I

think, sleeping, I dream of them; and I cannot recall them as they

were in health, still they appear to me in sickness and suffering.

Still, my nights were worse after the first shock of Branwell's

death--they were terrible then; and the impressions experienced on

waking were at that time such as we do not put into language. Worse

seemed at hand than was yet endured--in truth, worse awaited us.

'All this bitterness must be tasted. Perhaps the palate will grow

used to the draught in time, and find its flavour less acrid. This

pain must be undergone; its poignancy, I trust, will be blunted one

day. Ellen would have come back with me but I would not let her. I

knew it would be better to face the desolation at once--later or

sooner the sharp pang must be experienced.

'Labour must be the cure, not sympathy. Labour is the only radical

cure for rooted sorrow. The society of a calm, serenely cheerful

companion--such as Ellen--soothes pain like a soft opiate, but I find

it does not probe or heal the wound; sharper, more severe means, are

necessary to make a remedy. Total change might do much; where that

cannot be obtained, work is the best substitute.

'I by no means ask Miss Kavanagh to write to me. Why should she

trouble herself to do it? What claim have I on her? She does not

know me--she cannot care for me except vaguely and on hearsay. I

have got used to your friendly sympathy, and it comforts me. I have

tried and trust the fidelity of one or two other friends, and I lean

upon it. The natural affection of my father and the attachment and

solicitude of our two servants are precious and consolatory to me,

but I do not look round for general pity; conventional condolence I

do not want, either from man or woman.

'The letter you inclosed in your last bore the signature H. S.

Mayers--the address, Sheepscombe, Stroud, Gloucestershire; can you

give me any information respecting the writer? It is my intention to

acknowledge it one day. I am truly glad to hear that your little

invalid is restored to health, and that the rest of your family

continue well. Mrs. Williams should spare herself for her husband's

and children's sake. Her life and health are too valuable to those

round her to be lavished--she should be careful of them.--Believe me,

yours sincerely,

'C. BRONTE.'

It is not necessary to tell over again the story of Anne's death. Miss

Ellen Nussey, who was an eye witness, has related it once for all in Mrs.

Gaskell's Memoir. The tomb at Scarborough hears the following

inscription:--

HERE LIE THE REMAINS OF

ANNE BRONTE

DAUGHTER OF THE REV. P. BRONTE

INCUMBENT OF HAWORTH, YORKSHIRE

_She Died_, _Aged_ 28, _May_ 28_th_, 1849

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