CHAPTER XVIII

INTRIGUE

Osborn passed that first night at the best hotel in Liverpool. The

term "expenses" provided for the best, in reason, of everything; and a

good man at his job need not be afraid of making claims. Osborn was

going to be a very good man at his job and, somehow, without any undue

swelling of the head, he knew it. His chance had come, the big chance

which had laid poor Woodall low, and sent him up, up, rejoicing. When

they carried his rather goodlooking luggage--which he had bought new

for his honeymoon--into a palatial bedroom of the Liverpool hotel, he

experienced, only with a thousand degrees more conviction, that sense

of freedom from care which his wife was even then timidly grasping,

far away in London. He was provided for handsomely and agreeably for

three hundred and sixty-five days.

All his liabilities were provided for, too. No unexpected call could

come to him, no fingers delve into the purse that he might now keep

privately to himself. He was going out into a big world where life had

never taken him before, and he was going untrammeled; strong, young.

Osborn dressed for dinner that evening; he wore the links his

mother-in-law had given him as a wedding present, and a shirt

whose laundering had been paid for out of that omnipresent

thirty-two-and-sixpence, and the jacket cut by the tailor whom he had

never been able to afford since. He looked a very nice young man,

fresh, broad and spruce, but not too spruce; open-browed, clear-eyed

and keen. He was now at the zenith of his physical strength, in his

thirty-second year, untired and still eager. As he dressed, he looked

at himself in the glass as a man regards himself upon his wedding day.

He had remembered to find out about mails from Cook's and, before

going in to dinner, sat down in a great lounge and scribbled a note to

his wife; just this information, love, and a further injunction to

take care of herself; and no more. Like other husbands who had been

similarly placed domestically, he had no idea how this process of

taking care was to be accomplished by a harassed and busy woman, but

it was some satisfaction to express a verdant hope that it should be

done.

He went in, duty done, to an aldermanic dinner. He passed a very

successful evening. Actually, only on the eve of his mission, he sold

a Runaway car to a fat merchant prince who dined opposite to him; or

at least he went as near to the actual selling as it was possible to

go in the circumstances. He recommended him to their Liverpool agent,

wrote a personal letter, gave his card and received one in return, and

parted from his probable client with a feeling that the transaction

was going through.

He was off at daybreak next morning.

A stupendous piece of luck befell him on board. They were only two

days out when he found that a well-known theatrical management was

taking a play, with the entire London cast, to New York. It was only

on the second day, when, looking across the dining saloon, he saw a

raven head on the top of a rather full neck and high shoulders, and

met the gay and luring glance which he had met once before, to his

secret thrill, across the Royal Red, on the night when he dined there

with his wife to celebrate her birthday.

Osborn was a free man; he had broken routine and was out adventuring;

and he was goodlooking, he looked worth while. She was a rather stupid

actress, with no magnetism but her looks, and no possible chance of

ever in this world obtaining a bigger part than the minor one she at

present had inveigled from the manager; and she liked well-set-up

smart men, men who appeared as if they had money to burn. There were

no obstacles placed in Osborn's way.

He was highly elated when the end of a week found him calling her

familiarly "Roselle," when he could walk the deck with her after

breakfast, and join her party for bridge in the afternoons, and

withdraw to a warm corner of the saloon with her after dinner, there

to become better acquainted. He was at last, he said to himself,

loosening those domestic chains which had hobbled him, and was doing

more as other men did.

She gulled him into thinking her clever; all she said and did and

looked excited him; she was so different from the women whom men of

his class married and with whom only they became intimate; a fellow on

two hundred a year with a wife and family could not afford the society

of the stage. But a fellow with three hundred a year and any

commission his smartness could make, all just for mere pocket-money,

was in a different boat altogether. The sums he staked at bridge with

Roselle and her party on those winter afternoons in mid-Atlantic used

to keep the household at No. 30, Welham Mansions for a week. Sometimes

he won and sometimes he lost; but either seemed to him immaterial in

this new lightness of his heart.

He was to be in New York two months, and she was to be there three

months.

She used to say reckless things to him which stirred the blood. Thus:

"You and I, Osborn"--he knew, of course, that familiarity with

Christian names was a trait of the stage--"have met, and presently we

shall part; and what was the good of meeting if this dear little

friendship is just to be packed up with our luggage?"

"You can pack up mine, and I'll pack up yours," he said softly.

"That's a sweet way of putting it; you're one of those light-hearted

people who don't mind saying goodbyes."

"I say, Roselle, do you?"

"Saying good-bye to fellow-souls is always sad."

On the windy deck she used to wear a dark purple velvet hat slouched

down and pinned close against her darker hair. It showed up the

whiteness of her face, which even the saltwinds could not whip into

colour, under the coating of white cosmetic almost imperceptibly laid

on. Osborn loved that hat, as he loved the graceful tilt of her skirt

and the fragility of her blouses; and sometimes it occurred to him to

question why men's wives couldn't wear things like that. One sunny

afternoon they had, when, instead of playing bridge, they sat in a

sheltered corner on deck and talked.

"Where are you putting up in New York?" she asked that afternoon.

"At the Waldorf Astoria."

"Are you really?" she said, and she thought in her shallow mind that

he must be very well off indeed.

Osborn did not tell her that his firm sent him to an expensive hotel

for their own ends; it was pleasant to have her thinking what she did.

He asked if he might call upon her in New York; if she'd have supper

with him sometimes; come for a run in his two-seater which he was

taking over with him. They made a dozen plans which, after all, could

not hurt Marie, and the prospects of which were charming to a degree.

They landed just before Christmas.

Osborn had written his Christmas letters to his wife and children on

board, and his first errand on landing was to mail hastily-chosen

gifts to them. A box of sweets for the kids, a bottle of scent for

Marie, these seemed to suit the occasion quite well. He even

remembered a picture-postcard view of the Waldorf Astoria Hotel to

bear seasonable wishes to Grannie Amber. Then Roselle claimed him.

Osborn had a good deal of odd time to put at her disposal, and she

disposed of it with no uncertain hand. His way was not so uphill as he

had expected; within a week he was touching big commission, bigger

than he had dreamed of, with the prospects of plenty to follow. And

driving his electric-blue, silver-fitted Runaway two-seater about New

York, or over to Brooklyn, he placed Roselle in her inevitable fur

coat and slouched down purple velvet hat, as a splendid business

asset, beside him. At least he told his conscience that a smart woman

in a car is unparalleled advertisement for it and perhaps he was

right; but that was not the reason for her presence there.

When they said good-bye, under the wintry trees of the remotest part

of a great park, it hurt him. He set his hands suddenly on her

shoulders, and looked into her eyes; and then, it being almost dusk,

and no one very near, he slid an arm round her, and held her to him

for one swift instant. When she let him kiss her, with a yielding as

passionate as response, he was surprised at his own stupidity in not

tasting such sweets before.

"I've got to go," he said. "You've been a darling, to me. I'm crazy

about you; I suppose you know that?"

Her slow smile drove deep dimples into her white cheeks; she looked at

him warmly; and yet, had he not been too excited to note it, with an

acute appraisement. "We're to be here another month," she said, not

answering his query, "leave me your address; you have mine."

"Will you write?"

"Reams. And who knows? We may meet again some day."

"That's what I feel; that we haven't met just to part. You're

wonderful. You're the most wonderful woman I've ever met."

"And you--you've never told me anything about yourself, Osborn."

"There's nothing to tell."

He had Marie's last letter in his breast-pocket at that moment, and as

Roselle stirred against him he heard the slight crackling of the

paper. It dropped like a trickle of cold water into his excitement and

desire. He took Roselle's arm lightly in his hand, and turned about.

"I must take you to tea somewhere," he said; "where shall we go?"

In a shaded tea room, full of screens, rose-lights and china tinkling,

he sat looking at her. She _was_ wonderful; with the rather high

set of her shoulders, her white, full neck, the depth of her hair and

eyes, her short and tenderly kept hands, she was romance. You couldn't

imagine such a woman sinking into the household drudge whatever her

circumstances; she stood for all that was easy and pleasant, scented

and soft, in woman. Osborn felt, as many a man has done and will do

again, all memories, all fidelity slipping from him, in the lure of

the hour. Leaning forward, he said imperatively:

"I'll have to write every day. You'll answer me, won't you?"

"Of course I will, you exacting boy."

In a very low voice he went on:

"I want to have you all to myself till to-morrow--till I've got to

leave you. It would be heaven; but--"

Roselle Dates was of that talented community of stupid women who

understand and manipulate life through their super-instinct of sex

merely; who know how to take all and give nothing; suckers of life and

never feeders. She looked at him and sighed and smiled, and shook her

head, and touching his hand, whispered:

"But that's impossible. It isn't often a woman makes a friend like

you. Let it last a little longer, there's a dear boy."

"I'm sorry," said Osborn. "I suppose we're all beasts."

She sighed again. "Every inch of life is snared, for women. In a

profession like mine you watch each step. My goodness, you do! Or

you'd fall into one of the traps."

"Isn't it ever worth while falling in?"

She refused to answer. Becoming suddenly capricious with the caprice

that is the armour of her kind, she wished to be taken home. After he

had left her, he walked the streets moodily for an hour before going

in himself.

He had to pack for an early start next morning. In a bedroom where a

prince might have slept, he threw himself into an easychair and

brooded. Roselle became more than ever desirable, as he imagined her,

sitting in that shaded tea room, her fur coat opened and thrown back

to show the fragile corsage underneath. She was romance; the fairy

tale, which he had read and mislaid, found again. Putting his hand up,

he pulled out his wife's letter, and read it again cursorily before

casting it into the wastepaper basket.

How dull it was! What a lack of sparkle and spontaneity it showed!

Something seemed to happen to women after marriage, making them

prosaic; growing little nagging consciences in them; egging them on to

a perpetual striving with things that were damned tiresome. And the

letter that he would write back would be just as constrained; there

would be no joy in the writing of it as there would be writing the

letters that would be sent to Roselle.

* * * * *

"MY DEAR OSBORN" (Marie wrote), "Thank you for your letter. You are

very good to write so regularly every mail. We are so glad to know

what a successful trip you are having. We are all very well; and

mother gave the children a tree for Christmas, and we hung your box

of sweets and my scent on it. They couldn't think how you had

managed to put them there! Thank you so much for the scent. I am

having the dining-room carpet cleaned. The children send their love

and so do I.--Your affectionate wife,

"MARIE."

"P.S.--Baby has cut another tooth."

"My God!" said Osborn resignedly, as he tore the letter across.

"Marriage is a big mistake. To tie oneself up for life at

twenty-seven...!"

* * * * *

Osborn was in Chicago, prospering exceedingly, when Roselle's second

letter came.

She was in the same city!

He hurried to her without a moment's loss. She was staying at a

boarding-house full of noisy young business people, among whom she was

a sensation. She received Osborn in a great smudged parlour decorated

with much gilt and lace curtains.

"Aren't you surprised?"

"I was never so glad."

"I expect you were. I expect you've been as glad ever so many times."

She looked at him shrewdly. "I didn't tell you in New York," she said,

letting her hand remain in his. They were alone in the horrible room.

"But my contract was for the passage out and three months playing with

Sautree; not for the passage home. You see, I wanted to get out here

somehow and see what I could do. It does one good to have been in the

States."

"And now--"

"I'm at a loose end."

She saw the quick flush on his face and the light in his eyes, and

playfully put against his lips two fingers, which he kissed.

"Only temporarily of course. I'm going round the hotels to-day--I

shall get plenty of entertaining to do. When I'm tired of this, I

shall move on."

"Why not let our moving on coincide?"

It was what, vaguely, in her mind, Roselle meant to do. She wanted

experience; but to gain it comfortably would need a certain amount of

financing; and she thought she had tested the fairly satisfactory

depth of his pockets, although he had told her nothing.

"I don't know," she reserved. "What are your movements and dates?"

He told her eagerly.

"I've always longed to tour Canada," she cried.

"Then tour it on your own. Only can't we be travelling companions?

I'll see to your tickets and luggage and so on."

"And I shan't have any hotel expenses," she added, lighting a

cigarette; "I shall work them off and see a profit."

Osborn's year now took on for him the aspect of the most magnificent

adventure sated married man ever had.

"Fancy us two trotting about the good old earth together!"

"Don't tell your friends," she laughed.

"Trust me."

"But I don't. I don't trust any of you."

"You are a tease. Roselle, it's so tophole to see you again; let me

kiss you good morning."

She took the cigarette from her mouth to return his kiss; she was

bright-eyed and hilarious. She knew that he was a fool as men were,

unless they were brutes; and you had to make the fools whipping-boys

for the brutes. As he kissed her, she knew that she was going to use

him; to take all and give nothing.

"You're the dearest boy. And how's the car?"

"She's first-rate. Want her this morning?"

"You might run me around in her; job-hunting."

Into the spring sun they drove; she had the inevitable fur coat and

the hat he loved, and she looked beautiful. By the time he ranked the

car outside one of Chicago's best restaurants for lunch, she had what

she called a pocketful of contracts, to sing at this restaurant and

that; to dance for her supper and half a guinea at a ruinous night

club, for she could do everything a little. But her greatest asset was

her beauty.

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