CHAPTER XIII

Some one knocked at the door. Megan said, "Come in" several times

before it was opened. The young orderly with the salmon-pink silk

cord about his neck stood in the doorway. He said something she did

not understand, stood aside, and after a perceptible moment the

General came into the room. He walked over to her and, clicking his

heels together in the proper manner, bowed. He carried his cap under

his arm.

"Good morning," he said. "I hope you are better."

"Yes, much better."

He drew up another chair to the window and when he was seated took

out a gold cigarette case. He was smiling in a conventional manner

with little nods of the head as he offered her a cigarette.

"I have Turkish and Virginia tobacco."

It had occurred to her that this meeting might be to him as startling

in its novelty as to her. The assurance gave her more confidence.

She took a cigarette from him and the General snapped a gold briquet

(he was really most opulently provided), lighting first her cigarette

then his.

"Are you quite comfortable here?" he asked. "Do you like this room?"

"Yes, it is very nice. I have been enjoying the view of the garden.

And that painting on the wall, I admire that very much."

"Do you? I am glad, because I like it too." The General turned in

his chair to look at it. "It is by an artist of the early Ming

dynasty. It is not very old as things are old here in China. But I

always take it with me. It possesses a great variety and excellence

of brush stroke."

They smoked in silence, neither looking directly at the other. A

large ash fell on to Megan's lap.

"I will send you ash-trays," said the General. "You must excuse this

house. I use it now as my yamen, but it is not my house. It is the

pleasure house of a friend of mine."

"Is it in town?"

"No, it is on the lake. You will see by and by, it is a very

beautiful location."

There was another silence. The General looked so fixedly at the end

of his cigarette that Megan was able to look at him. He was smaller

than she realized, his gray uniform fitted dapperly over a shoulder

too plump, there was a smoothness about his skin and hair that was

unpleasant to her, and even his hands were faintly repellent by their

abnormal delicacy.

He said suddenly, as though he had been turning it over and had come

to a decision, "I want to assure you again that you are quite safe in

my house. I don't want you to feel that you are in an equivocal

position."

"Why insist so?" thought Megan. "I would have felt no concern over

my safety if he hadn't brought it up." She looked at him more

sharply and was disconcerted to realize she could be so affected by a

physical repugnance. She was quite unprepared both for the

repugnance and its effect.

"I feel," she said, "I am in a position requiring an explanation."

The General raised his eyebrows a little and his eyes appeared

absurdly prominent.

"But your position is very mysterious to me! I myself don't know why

I should find you in Chinese territory, early in the morning,

surrounded by an unfriendly crowd, from whom incidentally I saved

you."

"I know you saved me. I am grateful to you for that, but I had a

perfect right to be in Chinese territory. I had a safe-conduct pass

signed by you."

"By me!" The General's eyes began to show amusement and

astonishment. "By me! Then is it possible Doctor Strike was with

you?"

"Yes, we were together. He was struck on the head by a coolie with a

carrying-pole. I got him in a rickshaw and it went off with him. I

was left behind but it was not his fault, he was unconscious. We

also had with us five children and two women from St. Andrew's

Orphanage in Chapei. But Doctor Strike explained all this to you.

We were relying, as I said, on a safe-conduct pass signed by you."

"Ah, these safe-conduct passes!" The General waved them aside with

one hand. "You people expect too much of them. Do you suppose the

coolie who struck Doctor Strike knew of your pass, or would have

respected it if he had?"

Megan waited to see if he would express any concern over Doctor

Strike's fate, but that aspect of it did not seem to occur to him.

She said rather bitterly:

"I see now your safe-conduct was worthless. But I did not know at

the time. You see, I have lived all my life in a country where if a

situation comparable to this were possible, such a pass would be

effective. The whole training and temper of the people would make it

so."

The General looked at her, doubtful how to take this.

"Do you speak seriously?" he asked. "Where is this country you are

talking about that has no mob spirit, no race hatred, but only a

perfect respect for law and authority? I had supposed you were an

American."

Megan realized too late that she had been carried away, and

simultaneously that she must not be carried away again. It was she

and not he who had given way to a sense of antagonism.

"I am sorry," she said hastily. "I am afraid I was too rhetorical.

Yes, I am an American."

He acknowledged her withdrawal with a nod, slight enough not to

attach undue importance to it.

"I have never been to America," he said gently, "but I have lived in

England for a time and in France and Germany. Are you also, like

Doctor Strike, a missionary?"

"No. But I came out to be married to one of the doctors at Changsha,

at Yale-in-China."

"Ah, yes. Well, I am glad you are not a missionary, even if you are

to become one."

"Why?" said Megan. "Do you dislike them?"

"No," said the General. "Only I have found few agreeable friends

among them."

"Doctor Strike however admires you greatly."

"I greatly admire Doctor Strike, though I must say I was rather

relieved when he decided to leave my province. He was too much like

an atom of radium locked in a desk drawer. Yes, I had been wondering

all along if you were not with Doctor Strike or in some way connected

with that orphanage. But what did you go with him for? I don't

understand it. For the excitement perhaps?"

Megan did not answer and he shook his head, smiling as if he found

her an impossible subject for analysis.

"When Doctor Strike asked me for the famous safe-conduct pass," he

continued, "I didn't want to give it to him because I felt sure he

would put too great a strain upon it. He found me, as perhaps he

told you, in a Shanghai hotel dining with some friends, and he urged

me at a time when I could not well refuse. You see, I was not

supposed to be in the European sections of Shanghai. At the time you

saw me I was going in under a false name as a prominent official of

the Northern government, a man who, unknown to the authorities, was

at that moment actually dead. When Doctor Strike found me I had

completed the negotiation I came for, but it would still have been

very unpleasant for me to have been obliged to explain my presence to

the foreign authorities. Of course as soon as the Doctor began to

urge me, I thought of the position I was in. But I am quite sure it

never occurred to the Doctor to make use of it to get his pass. No,

I am quite sure he never thought of it for a moment." The General

stopped to smile at this further aspect of the comedy.

Megan looked at him intently. "Yes," she said, with an insistence on

each word, "I am sure he was not only unwilling but even incapable of

betraying you."

The General's smile became inquiring; he looked at her a moment, then

let his gaze wander toward the ceiling as he did when he wished to

withdraw his attention from the more immediate considerations. He

grew deeply thoughtful and she had the satisfaction of seeing his

urbanity appear to be invaded by a sudden, sharp uncertainty. But he

dismissed that.

"When I spoke of the situation in which I could not very well

refuse," he went on to explain, "I meant that Doctor Strike was in a

fair way to spoil the gaiety of the party my friends were giving me.

He is the sort of man who would infallibly respect one's grief but be

incapable of respecting one's gaiety. That would have been

regrettable. I wanted very much to get rid of him. I wrote him the

pass on the back of a menu card. It was the only paper available

except a bill from the hotel and I chose it because it had a design

of Kuomintang flags at the top. Yes, my host is very Europeanized.

He not only believes that menus are desirable as stimulating the

appetite and perhaps falsifying the origins of certain dishes but he

believes in the sacredness of a flag. And I too at that moment,

perhaps under the influence of a beneficent champagne, believed that

if my safe-conduct pass were to have any efficacy, it would be due to

those flags!"

Megan did not answer. She could not decide whether he was trying to

offend her or if, unable in this novel situation to achieve the

proper balance and perhaps a little fearful lest she attempt to bully

him, he was only making futile alternate gestures of courtesy and

warning.

"My friends," he said, "knew I was leaving the city at a certain

hour; so, because of the extreme merriment of the party, they

themselves accompanied me to the station. When I got there I found

you being handled very roughly by the crowd around the gate. A

coolie was hitting you on the head with a carrying-pole. It must

have been the coolie you said struck Doctor Strike a moment before.

He was probably emboldened by his success in felling the Doctor. I

had my guard extricate you. And then I really had no idea what to do

with you. I have explained to you that for various reasons I had to

leave without involving myself in explanations with the foreign

authorities. I was already in Chinese territory, my train was

waiting, so I brought you along. As soon as I can make suitable

arrangements you shall return. In the meantime you must consider

yourself my guest."

Megan thought for a moment before answering him. He had not said a

single unreasonable word. Except for the anxiety for her parents,

for which he was hardly responsible, she was glad to be here. She

had no thought that she was in any personal danger; on the contrary

it was she herself who was the disruptive element in the midst of a

long-established plan. The prospect of troubling all this false

security filled her with excitement and genuine pleasure, yet she was

at the same time on the verge of anger. Surely she was not really

disturbed by so trivial a thing as the nearness of a stridently alien

flesh; perhaps it was the pressure and the will to dominate of an

alien mind.

The General in his turn, she could feel it, was taking advantage of

her abstraction to scrutinize her more closely. She threw her

cigarette out the window and turned to him.

"I see I owe you a great deal," she said; "please forgive me for not

being more gracious about it. The truth is I am still a bit

bewildered."

"That is quite natural. It must be bewildering to you to wake up

unexpectedly in China."

"By the way, there is something I would like to ask you to do for me

that will put my mind very much at rest."

The General nodded.

"It is to send a telegram to Shanghai to my friends there so that

they can let my parents and the man I came here to marry know I am

safe."

"The parents and the bridegroom! But certainly I will send one at

once. In all probability they believe you dead. Now there will be

rejoicing, even though they will not be able to think so ill of us as

they might have liked."

"I feel sure," said Megan stiffly, "that in this case they will be

glad to be mistaken."

"No doubt at all. And I shall see about reassuring them at once."

He leaned toward her, his cigarette case held open, but Megan shook

her head.

"No more, thanks."

"As it turns out," said the General, tapping a cigarette on his

thumb-nail and slowly lighting it, "as it turns out I shall not be

able to arrange for your return immediately. An incident occurred at

Nanking, at the same time I brought you here, which has aroused so

much feeling, both among my people and among yours, that I do not yet

know what will come of it."

"What sort of incident?"

"In capturing the city of Nanking the troops of General Chen Chien

got a little out of hand. War, you know, does not bring out the best

qualities of tolerance and self-control; that is one reason why we

Chinese are so unfitted for it."

"But what was the incident?"

"A number of people were shot and some were killed, missionaries

largely, Doctor Williams of the Nanking College, some ladies, the

British Consul too, I believe."

"Shot by Chinese?"

"By troops, yes."

"But that is an outrage!" cried Megan, overwhelmed with anger. "We

are not at war with you!"

"No? Well, at any rate your gunboats, in retaliation, fired on the

unarmed, civilian population of Nanking, killing hundreds. But after

all, why should you and I talk about it?"

"I don't believe they fired on the civilian population, or if they

did, they must have been forced into it."

The General shrugged his shoulders.

"We will get nowhere by discussing this. It would only drag us both

into the vulgarity of open anger. I will send you some Shanghai

papers which have just come to me. You can read there all your own

point of view."

But if the General was not already angry, he was agitated. His hand

holding the cigarette shook nervously. This shaking hand made Megan

realize how near she herself had come to losing control, perhaps

irreparably. What about all the vast misery of China which had in no

wit changed? What about the word of God that was to illumine the

drowsy twilight of its spirit? Christianity had always spread to an

inevitable accompaniment of bloodshed, its own and, it must be

admitted, that of others. But the loss of life was not to be

considered in the saving of a soul. Life, blood, flesh, were

nothing; the spirit everything. Megan sat with clinched hands, and

while for several moments neither she nor the General had said a

word, she was as exhausted as though they had been engaged in a

mortal struggle.

"Yes, you are right," she said. "We won't talk about that. I want

as a matter of fact to see your point of view as far as I can. I

believe I can do it better when you don't argue with me."

The General smiled suddenly and taking out his handkerchief wiped his

forehead.

"Delightful," he murmured. "Do you know," he said, "for a moment you

quite terrified me. There is something about the European eye, I

can't explain the effect it has on me. It gets so--large." He

returned his handkerchief carefully to its pocket. "But I am glad

you are trying not to think too ill of us."

Megan's cheeks still burned and her voice was still a little husky.

"Oh, we don't really think ill of you. Certainly not in America. On

the contrary we like to sentimentalize over your superiority to

ourselves. Haven't you noticed that attitude in England too?

Peace-loving exquisites, passionate over tea, philosophy and

calligraphy, that is how we like to think of you."

The General seized with relief this diversion into a wider field.

"And aren't we that?"

"I know nothing about your actual tastes. But as to peace, the

country never seems to have known it. And any one can see that your

philosophy has never brought you good government, justice, or an

equal distribution of happiness."

"Our poor philosophy! So you demand it give us good government,

justice, and an equal distribution of happiness? But you seem to

think it is a safe-conduct pass! Haven't you people rather a mania

for drastic remedies? I have observed that you are very prone to

attach yourself to one thing like religion, or democracy, or even

proper sanitation, and believe that it will cure all. Our philosophy

enables us to support life in the only way it can be supported, by an

endless series of compromises; successful compromises, perfectly

adjusted to our temperament. That is surely a great deal for a

philosophy, don't you think so? It is even a great deal for a

religion. But," he added, "you are right in supposing we are

peace-loving. In the real China we have always been predominantly

agriculturists. A farmer's life is bound down to his plot of earth.

He doesn't need to fight like the herder for new pasture grounds, or

the trader for new markets. So war is not the result of our deeper

necessities and certainly not of our inclinations. We fight because

the corruption of our officials forces us to. But even then we run

as often as we fight, which proves, as Bertrand Russell says, that we

are rational men, because what we fight for is not worth our death."

"It is arguable whether there are not some things worth dying for,

even if you have failed to discover them." Megan tried also to speak

lightly. "So I am right as to your being peace-loving. And as to

tea, is it true you drink only that?"

She remembered then that Doctor Strike had said he had found the

General very drunk, even the General had admitted his weakness, and

was sorry she had spoken, but the General said pleasantly:

"In our period of greatest civilization we drank wine, and those who

could afford it drank it to excess. Only savages and animals

practise sobriety, continence and moderation. Yes, our greatest poet

was drowned in an attempt to catch the moon in the river. I saw once

in a private collection in England--so much of our art has gone

abroad--a very charming painting of Yang Kwei Fei, who was a great

beauty of the Tang dynasty. She is holding a wine-cup and the legend

says, 'Yang Kwei Fei, drunk but still drinking.'"

"I wonder if you can be typical," said Megan. "What you say is very

confusing."

"I don't want to tire you with discussions, when you are just up."

The General got up and threw his cigarette out of the window. "But I

do not see why I should be typical. Fortunately for our

entertainment, men of the same race don't resemble each other, as

ants resemble ants, or tigers tigers. Though it might prove more

convenient in the matter of international relations if we did. Then

we could all behave toward each other without compunction, in the

simple brutality of the animal world."

He held out his hand to her and Megan shook it carefully as though

she were handling porcelain.

"I will send word to Shanghai at once," he said. "And by the way, I

don't yet know your name."

"My name is Megan Davis, Miss Davis. If you will send word to Mr.

Jackson, of the China Inland Mission, and ask him to notify my family

and friends I shall be very grateful."

"Will you please spell all that?" said the General, and he wrote it

down in a little note-book he carried in one pocket. When he had

closed it again he said very formally, in a high strange voice, as if

he were making an official proclamation:

"There is at present only one female in my household. If you have no

repugnance for her society she will be glad to visit you from time to

time. I myself am very busy with the political situation in my

province."

"Of course I have no repugnance," Megan exclaimed. "She has been

very kind and I think she is charming."

"Then she will come again whenever you wish. She speaks English

well."

He took out his handkerchief, wiped his forehead and smoothed his

hair before putting on his cap. His gesture was eloquent of relief

from a considerable strain. He gave her a slight salute and walked

over to the door.

"Good morning," he said, clicking his heels together.

"Good morning," said Megan.

The orderly with the salmon-pink cord, who had been waiting just

outside, opened the door for him and he went out.

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