CHAPTER III

A Recruiting Sergeant

It was Sunday morning. Along a sweet-scented lane, with shady limes

overhead and honeysuckle and wild roses growing in profusion on the

hedges at each side, walked Teddy's mother, holding her little son

tightly by the hand. The bells of the village church were ringing out for

the service, and groups of two and three were passing in at the old lych

gate. Mrs. John was talking in her sweet clear voice to her boy, and he,

letting his restless blue eyes rove to and fro, noting every bird on the

hedges and every flower in the path, kept bringing them back to his

mother's face with a dreamy upward gaze. 'I will try, mother, I really

will. I will keep my hands tight in my pockets, and my feet close

together; I will pretend I'm going to be shot by a file of soldiers, and

then I really think that will help me not to fidget. I promise you I'll

be good to-day.'

And having received this protestation from him, Mrs. John passed into

church with a relieved mind. Teddy's restless little body was a sore

trial to any one who sat next him in church, and many were the lectures

that had been bestowed on him by Sunday-school teacher and pastor,

besides the gentle admonitions of his mother.

As Teddy quietly perched himself on the seat beside his mother, he

murmured to himself, 'Twenty soldiers in front of me, twenty rifles

pointing--I shall stand like a rock--I'll set my teeth, and I

shan't even blink my eyes. Now I see the officer coming--he's going

to say, "Present!" I'm not moving a muscle. Five minutes more

they'll give me--'

His active brain here received a check. There on the opposite side,

facing him, was Nancy, seated between her mother and old Sol. She was

still in her sailor suit, and with her dark mischievous brown eyes fixed

steadily on him, Teddy could not remain unmoved beneath her gaze for

long. His little hands were working nervously in his coat pockets. Why

did she stare at him so? Well, he could stare back, and then blue eyes

and brown confronted each other for some moments with unblinking defiance

in their gaze. At last Teddy's patience gave way, and twisting up his

little features into a most grotesque grimace, he mounted a hassock to

give her the full benefit of it.

Instantly, out came a little red tongue at him, and at this daring piece

of audacity he gasped out loud, 'I hate you!' Then, as all eyes in the

surrounding pews were turned upon him, and his mother's shocked gaze met

his, Teddy crimsoned to the roots of his hair, and taking up a large

Prayer-book, he used it as a shield from his small antagonist during the

remainder of the service. As the congregation were leaving the church

later on, the rector made his way to young Mrs. Platt, who was lingering

talking to a neighbour. He was a grey-haired, gentle-faced man, with a

slow dreamy manner in speaking.

'Mrs. John, what has happened to make your little boy so forget himself

this morning?'

'Indeed, sir, I cannot say. I really thought he was going to be

good to-day.'

'I think he had better come to tea with me this afternoon, and we will

have a little talk together.'

Teddy looked up with awe in his blue eyes. He well knew that this was the

rector's usual practice when any delinquent was brought before his

notice, but it had never yet fallen to his lot to receive the invitation.

Mr. Upton had his own way of doing things, so people said, and he had

greater faith in reasoning with any culprits than scolding them, whether

they were grown men, or women, or children.

Teddy's restless ways in church had been a trial to him for a long time,

and he felt that this morning's action must receive a check. 'Thank

you, sir,' responded Mrs. John; 'he shall come to you after school is

over this afternoon.'

And Teddy, completely sobered, walked home beside his mother without

uttering a word.

At half-past four he stood on the rectory doorsteps looking into the cool

broad hall in front of him, which led out of a glass door at the opposite

end into a brilliant flower garden. Spotless white druggeting covered the

floor and stairs, and everything indoors denoted a careful housekeeper.

Mr. Upton was a widower, and was to a great extent ruled by two or three

old and faithful servants.

As the boy stood there the rector appeared, and led him into his study.

'We shall have half an hour before tea, to have a little conversation, my

boy. Sit down, and tell me what you have been learning at Sunday-school

this afternoon.'

'Teacher was telling us about the children of Israel in Egypt. I'm afraid

I don't remember very much what he said, for I was busy thinking about

coming to see you.'

Mr. Upton smiled, and drew the child on to talk; then, after he was

thoroughly at ease, he put a large Bible in front of him.

'I want you to read me a verse in the First Epistle of St. John, and the

third chapter. It is the fifteenth verse; can you find it?'

'Yes, sir,' and with an eager importance Teddy turned over the leaves.

'Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer,' he read solemnly.

'That will do. Now think it over for five minutes in silence, and then

tell me what your thoughts are about it.'

The boy hung his head in shame; he folded his arms and sat immovable

till the five minutes were over, then he said timidly, 'I wouldn't hate

a brother. I'd like to have one. Do you think it means the same when

it's a girl?'

'Precisely the same--a brother means any person in the world, man, woman,

or child.'

'Then I ought to be hung.'

There was much self-pity in Teddy's tone. Mr. Upton did not smile, he was

gazing abstractedly out of the window, and said slowly, 'The root of

murder is anger. The same motive that prompts a passionate statement,

prompts a passionate and perhaps fatal blow.'

There was silence; then in a more cheerful tone the rector turned to the

little culprit.

'And now tell me the whole story, and who it was that you spoke to

in church.'

Teddy was perfectly ready with his defence, and he poured into his

listener's ears such a voluble story that the rector was quite bewildered

when it came to an end. 'It's father's button I care about,' added the

boy, fingering his beloved object proudly, 'and she didn't believe me a

bit, and she put out her tongue as long as ever she could!'

'Tell me the story of the button; I have heard, but have forgotten

the details.'

Teddy's eyes sparkled, and his little head was raised erect again.

Slipping off his chair, he stood in front of the rector, and told the

oft-repeated tale with dramatic force and effect. Mr. Upton listened with

interest, but before he could offer any comment on it tea was announced,

and taking the child by the hand he marched him into the dining-room.

Hot tea-cakes, strawberry jam, and plum cake kept our little friend fully

occupied for some time. He wondered if all the naughty boys interviewed

by the rector had been treated to the same fare, and he began to think an

invitation to Sunday tea at the rectory highly desirable.

'And now,' said Mr. Upton, towards the end of the meal, 'I want some more

talk with you. Your father was a brave soldier; he died in saving the

colours. You want to grow up like him, do you not?'

'Yes, sir, indeed I do.'

'There is a little verse in God's Word that describes our Lord's

banner--His colours. Will you say it after me?--"His banner over me was

love."' Teddy repeated the verse slowly, and with interest.

'It is a wonderful banner,' pursued Mr. Upton thoughtfully, 'the enemy

confronted with it on every side. In the thick of the fight we can but

hoist our colours, "Love." God's love to man, when man is fighting from

his infancy against his Maker. What host would not march to meet the foe

with such a banner dyed red with the life-blood of their Captain, the Son

of God, the Saviour of the world?'

Teddy drew a long breath, and when the rector paused, he cried

enthusiastically, 'Please go on, sir. I like to hear it. Will God let me

hold up the banner for Him?'

'If you have enlisted in His service. Are you one of His soldiers?'

'I don't know.'

'God always wants each of us to present ourselves to Him, if we want to

enlist in His army. Have you done that? There must come a time in our

lives when we yield ourselves wholly and unreservedly to the one who is

our rightful owner. Why, my boy, do you believe that Jesus died upon the

cross to save you? Did He bear your sins for you there?'

'Yes,' said Teddy, fixing his blue eyes earnestly on the rector, 'I

really believe He did, for mother has often explained it to me.'

'Then how dare you stand aloof from His army? How is it that you have

never enlisted? Are you marching along in the enemy's ranks?'

Teddy's small hands were clenched, and his eyes lit up with a

great resolve.

'I'll enlist at once, sir. I'll be one of God's soldiers now.'

'How are you going to do it?'

'I don't know. Tell me, please.'

There was silence. Mr. Upton met the child's earnest, upward gaze with

awe, as he realised how much hung on his words. He had a firm belief in

children being able to lead a consistent Christian life. He knew the

Master would accept a child's heart, and guide and keep the frail and

helpless steps on the way heavenward. And with a swift prayer for

guidance he spoke.

'You must tell God about it yourself, and don't be in a hurry. Kneel down

quietly by yourself somewhere, and first of all ask that the Holy Spirit

may guide you, that your sins may be blotted out, and your name written

in the Book of Life, for the sake of Jesus who died for you. Then tell

God you want Him to enlist you, and give yourself right up to Him for now

and for all eternity.'

Mr. Upton spoke slowly and emphatically; he knew he often preached above

the heads of his little hearers, and he strove to speak in simple

language now.

Teddy remained very silent; then he said, 'And if I enlist, shall I have

to be God's soldier for ever and ever, till I'm an old man of a hundred,

with white hair and no teeth?'

'Would you rather be one of the devil's soldiers?'

'No.'

'You are quite right to think it over. I would rather you did not decide

too hastily. Go home and think it out. And come and tell me when you

have decided.'

The boy's white brow was crumpled with anxious creases.

'I should like to be one of God's soldiers, but who shall I have to

fight? Any real enemies, or only make believe?'

'I will tell you about your enemies after you have enlisted. I can show

you one very real one that is your worst enemy.'

'Can you? A real live one?'

'A real live one.'

Teddy smiled contentedly.

'Now,' added Mr. Upton, 'I am going to send you home. If you enlist, the

first person you will have to hold up your banner to is that little girl

whom you said you hated. Before you go I want to pray for you. Kneel

down with me.'

The evening sunshine streamed in through the open window, and alighting

on the white hair of the minister and the boy's fair curls, as they knelt

together, bathed them in a golden glory. With closed eyes and folded

hands Teddy listened to Mr. Upton's prayer,--

'Loving Father, another lamb I bring to Thee. Guide him in his decision,

and if he enters Thy fold, use him and bless him through all eternity.

Grant that he may fight a good fight, and be crowned with glory

hereafter. For Jesus Christ's sake. Amen.'

An hour later, and Teddy was seated by his mother's side in the old

porch. His grandmother and uncle had gone to evening church, and Mrs.

John was left with her boy alone.

He had been telling her the substance of his conversation with the

rector, and now curled up on the low wooden seat, his small legs crossed

underneath him, he was gazing dreamily out into the sweet-scented garden.

The bees were droning, and the gnats humming amongst the tall hollyhocks

and crimson and white roses close by; the birds were already twittering

their last 'good-nights' to one another, and a soft, peaceful spell

seemed to be falling on all around.

'I feel,' he said presently, as he gazed up into the still blue sky, 'as

if God is waiting for me, mother.'

Mrs. John did not answer. He added quickly, 'When did you enlist,

mother; long, long ago?'

'Yes, darling, just before I married your father.'

'And when did father enlist? When he was a little boy like me?'

'Not till he was a grown man, sonny. He often used to say he wished he

had given his heart to God when he was younger.'

'I suppose God will take little soldiers? Do you think I shall be the

youngest He has?'

'No, darling; He has many brave little soldiers younger than you.'

Another long silence, then a deep-drawn sigh from Teddy.

'I feel I have very big thoughts to-night, mother, and I get so crowded

thinking. Will you read to me before I go to bed?'

Mrs. John pressed her lips on the curly head so near her.

'My boy, I am so glad for you to have these thoughts. Mother has often

prayed that you may be one of Christ's little soldiers and servants. Now

what shall I read?'

'Read me about the three men and the burning fiery furnace.'

And the young mother took her Bible in hand, and drawing her boy close to

her till his little head rested against her shoulder, read him the story

he wished.

Later on, as she tucked him up in bed, and was giving him a kiss, he

clasped his arms round her neck and whispered, 'I think I'm going to do

it quite by myself to-morrow.'

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