I promised—one day.

The moment I went out of her presence I ceased utterly to exist for

her—as utterly as I ceased to exist for Joey. With her curious

abstractedness she forgot me again immediately. I knew it as I left

her. Yet she seemed almost in physical contact with me while I was with

her.

The sky was all pallid again, yellowish. When I went out there was no

sun; the snow was blue and cold. I hurried away down the hill, musing

on Maggie. The road made a loop down the sharp face of the slope. As I

went crunching over the laborious snow I became aware of a figure

striding down the steep scarp to intercept me. It was a man with his

hands in front of him, half stuck in his breeches pockets, and his

shoulders square—a real farmer of the hills; Alfred, of course. He

waited for me by the stone fence.

“Excuse me,” he said as I came up.

I came to a halt in front of him and looked into his sullen blue eyes.

He had a certain odd haughtiness on his brows. But his blue eyes stared

insolently at me.

“Do you know anything about a letter—in French—that my wife opened—a

letter of mine—?”

“Yes,” said I. “She asked me to read it to her.”

He looked square at me. He did not know exactly how to feel.

“What was there in it?” he asked.

“Why?” I said. “Don’t you know?”

“She makes out she’s burnt it,” he said.

“Without showing it you?” I asked.

He nodded slightly. He seemed to be meditating as to what line of

action he should take. He wanted to know the contents of the letter: he

must know: and therefore he must ask me, for evidently his wife had

taunted him. At the same time, no doubt, he would like to wreak untold

vengeance on my unfortunate person. So he eyed me, and I eyed him, and

neither of us spoke. He did not want to repeat his request to me. And

yet I only looked at him, and considered.

Suddenly he threw back his head and glanced down the valley. Then he

changed his position—he was a horse-soldier. Then he looked at me

confidentially.

“She burnt the blasted thing before I saw it,” he said.

“Well,” I answered slowly, “she doesn’t know herself what was in it.”

He continued to watch me narrowly. I grinned to myself.

“I didn’t like to read her out what there was in it,” I continued.

He suddenly flushed so that the veins in his neck stood out, and he

stirred again uncomfortably.

“The Belgian girl said her baby had been born a week ago, and that they

were going to call it Alfred,” I told him.

He met my eyes. I was grinning. He began to grin, too.

“Good luck to her,” he said.

“Best of luck,” said I.

“And what did you tell _her_?” he asked.

“That the baby belonged to the old mother—that it was brother to your

girl, who was writing to you as a friend of the family.”

He stood smiling, with the long, subtle malice of a farmer.

“And did she take it in?” he asked.

“As much as she took anything else.”

He stood grinning fixedly. Then he broke into a short laugh.

“Good for _her_” he exclaimed cryptically.

And then he laughed aloud once more, evidently feeling he had won a big

move in his contest with his wife.

“What about the other woman?” I asked.

“Who?”

“Élise.”

“Oh”—he shifted uneasily—“she was all right—”

“You’ll be getting back to her,” I said.

He looked at me. Then he made a grimace with his mouth.

“Not me,” he said. “Back your life it’s a plant.”

“You don’t think the _cher petit bébé_ is a little Alfred?”

“It might be,” he said.

“Only might?”

“Yes—an’ there’s lots of mites in a pound of cheese.” He laughed

boisterously but uneasily.

“What did she say, exactly?” he asked.

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