CHAPTER XXVII

In the little room they used as parlour-kitchen and which to one of the

inhabitants at least was lovely, Fairfax found Molly sitting by the

window through which the spring light fell. The evening was warm. Molly

wore a print dress, and in her bodice he saw that she had thrust a spray

of pink geranium from the window-boxes that Antony had made and filled

for her. Nothing that had claim to beauty failed to touch his senses,

and he saw the charm of the picture in the pale spring light. He had

softly turned the door-handle, and as there was a hand-organ playing

without and Molly listening to the music, he entered without her hearing

him.

"Is it yourself?" she exclaimed, startled. "You're home early, Tony."

He told her that he had come to take her for a little walk, and as she

moved out of the light and came toward him, he thought he knew what

Rainsford had meant. She was thin and yet not thin. The roundness had

gone from her cheeks, and there was a mild sadness in her eyes.

Reproached and impatient, suffering as keenly as she, he was

nevertheless too kind of heart and nature not to feel the tragedy of her

life. He drew her to him and kissed her. She made no response, and

feeling her a dead weight he found that as he held her she had fainted

away. He laid her on the bed, loosened her dress, and bathed her icy

temples. Before she regained consciousness he saw her pallor, and that

she had greatly changed. He was very gentle and tender with her when she

came to herself; and, holding her, said--

"Molly, why didn't you tell me, dear? Why didn't you tell me?"

She had thought he would be angry with her.

He exclaimed, hurt: "Am I such a brute to you, Molly?"

Ah, no; not that. But two was all he could look out for.

He kneeled, supporting her. Oh, if he could only be glad of it, then she

would be happy. She'd not let it disturb him. It would be sure to be

beautiful and have his eyes and hair.

He listened, touched. There was a mystery, a beauty in her voice with

its rich cadence, her trembling breath, her fast beating pulse, her

excitement. Below in the street the organ played, "Gallagher's Daughter

Belle," then changed to--ah, how could he bear it!--"My Old Kentucky

Home." Tears sprang to his eyes. Motherhood was sacred to him. Was he to

have a son? Was he to be a father? He must make her happy, this modest,

undemanding girl whom he had made woman and a wife. He kissed her and

she clung to him, daring to whisper something of her adoration and her

gratitude.

When after supper he stood with her in the window and looked out over

the river where the anchored steamers were in port for over Sunday, and

the May sunset covered the crude brick buildings with a garment of

glory, he was astonished to find that the stone at his heart which had

lain there so long was rolled a little away. He picked up the geranium

which Molly had worn at her breast and which had fallen when she

fainted, and put it in his button-hole. It was crushed and sweet. Molly

whispered that he would kill her with goodness, and that "she was heart

happy."

"Are you, really?" he asked her eagerly. "Then we'll have old Rainsford

to supper, and you must tell him so!"

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