She slanted her palette and looked toward the skylight. Cope's own

glance swept non-committally the green burlap walls. Both of them were

seeing pictures of the wedding preparations. Hortense saw delivery-boys

at the front door, with things that must be held to the light or draped

over chairs. She saw George haling Amy to the furniture-shops and to

the dealers in wall-paper. She saw them in cosy shaded confab evening

after evening, in her aunt's library. It was a period of joy, of

self-absorption, of unsettlement, of longing, of irritation, of

exasperation--oh, would it never end! Cope saw a long string of gifts

and entertainments, a diamond engagement-ring, a lavishly-furnished

apartment ... How in the world could he himself have compassed all

this? And how blessed was he among men that he had not been obliged to

try!

Hortense went through some motions with her brush, yet seemed to be

looking beyond him rather than at him.

"There will be a bridal-trip of a week or so," she concluded; "and they

will be in their new home on the first of May."

"Very good," said Cope. He thought he was thinking to himself, but he

spoke aloud. "And that ends it." This last he really did say to himself.

He sank more comfortably into his chair, kept his face properly

immobile, and spoke no further word. Hortense brought back her gaze to

focus and worked on for a little time in silence. The light was good,

her palette was full, her brushes were well-chosen, her eyes were

intent on his face. It was a handsome face, displayed to the best

advantage. She might look as long as she liked, and a long look

preceded every stroke.

Presently she paused, opening her eyes wider and holding aloft her

brush. "There will be a bride's-maid," she said.

"The deuce!" he thought. "That didn't end it!" But he said nothing

aloud.

"Guess who!"

"Why, how should _I_----?"

"Guess!" she cried peremptorily, in a tone of bitter derision. "You

won't? Well, it's Carolyn--our poor, silly Carolyn! And what do you

suppose she has started in to do? She is writing an epitha--an

epithal----"

"----amium," contributed Cope. "An epithala-mium."

"Yes, an epithala-mium!" repeated Hortense, with an outburst of jarring

laughter. "Isn't she absurd! Isn't she ridiculous!"

"Is she? Why, it seems to me a delicate attention, a very sweet

thought." If Carolyn could make anything out of Amy--and of

George--why, let her do it.

"You _like_ her poetry!" cried Hortense in a high, strained voice. "You

enjoy her epithalamiums, and her--sonnets...."

Cope flushed and began to grow impatient. "She is a sweet girl," he

said; "and if she wishes to write verse she is quite within her rights."

"'Sweet'! There you go again! 'Sweet'--twice. She ought to know!"

"Perhaps she does know. Everybody else knows."

"And perhaps she doesn't!" cried Hortense. "Tell her! Tell her!"

Cope stared. "She is a sweet girl," he repeated; "and she has been

filling very discreetly a somewhat difficult position----"

He knew something of the suppressed bitterness which, in subordinate

places, was often the lot of the pen. He found himself preferring, just

here, "pen" to "typewriter": he would give Carolyn a touch of

idealization--though she had afflicted him with a heavy stroke of

embarrassment.

"'Difficult position'?" shrilled Hortense. "With Aunt Medora the very

soul of kindness? I like that! Well, if you want to rescue her from her

difficult position, do it. If you admire her--and love her--tell her

so! _She'll_ be grateful--just read those sonnets over again!"

Hortense dropped her palette and brushes and burst into outrageous

tears.

Cope sat bolt upright in that spacious chair. "Tell her? I have nothing

to tell her. I have nothing to tell anyone!"

His resonant words cut the air. They uttered decision. He did not mean

to make the same mistake twice.

Hortense drew across her eyes an apron redolent of turpentine and

stepped toward the throne.

"Nothing? Why this sudden refuge in silence?" she asked, almost

truculently, even if tremulously. "You usually find enough words--even

though they mean little."

"I'm afraid I do," he admitted cautiously.

"You have nothing to tell anyone? Nothing to tell--me?"

Cope rose. "Nothing to tell anyone," he repeated. "Nothing."

"Then let me tell you something." There was an angry thrill in her

voice. "For I am not so selfish and cold-hearted as you are. I have

seen nobody but you all these months. I have never tried harder to

please anybody. You have scarcely noticed me--you have never given me a

glance or a thought. You could interest yourself in that silly Amy and

in our foolish Carolyn; but for me--me--Nothing!"

Cope came down from the throne. If she had lavished her maiden thoughts

on him, by day or evening or at night, he had not known and could

hardly be supposed to know. Indeed, she had begun by treating him with

a cursory roughness; nor had he noticed any great softening later on.

"Listen," he said. Under the stress of embarrassment and alarm his cold

blue eyes grew colder and his delicate nostrils quivered with an effect

a little too like disdain. "I like you as well as another; no more, no

less. I am in no position to think of love and marriage, and I have no

inclination that way. I am willing to be friends with everybody, and

nothing more with anybody." The sentences came with the cruel

detachment of bullets; but, "Not again, not twice," was his uppermost

thought. Any bluntness, any ruggedness, rather than another month like

that of the past holiday season.

He took a step away and looked to one side, toward the couch where his

hat and coat were lying.

"Go, if you will," she said. "And go as soon as you like. You are a

contemptible, cold-hearted ingrate. You have grudged me every minute of

your company, everywhere--and every second you have given me here. If I

have been foolish it is over now, and there shall be nothing to record

my folly." She stepped to the easel and hurled the canvas to the floor,

where it lay with palette and brushes.

Cope stood with his hat in his hand and his coat over his arm. He

seemed to see the open volume of some "printed play." After all, there

was a type which, even under emotional stress, gave a measure of

instinctive heed to structure and cadence. Well, if there was relief

for her in words, he could stand to hear her speak for a moment or two

more, not longer.

"One word yet," she said in a panting voice. "Your Arthur Lemoyne. That

preposterous friendship cannot go on for long. You will tire of him; or

more likely he will tire of you. Something different, something better

will be needed,--and you will live to learn so. I should be glad if I

never saw either one of you again!"

She turned her stormy face away, and Cope slipped out with a blended

sense of mortification, pain and relief.

28

_COPE ABSENT FROM A WEDDING_

Cope went out on the square with his being a-tingle. If Hortense, on

another occasion, had thrown a dash of brine, on this occasion she had

rubbed in the salt itself. And he had struck a harsh blow in turn; the

flat of his mind was still stinging, as if half the shock of the blow

had remained behind. "But it was no time for half-measures," he

muttered to himself. "Not again; not twice!" he repeated.

Hortense remained for several days in a condition of sullen anger--she

was a cloud lit up by occasional unaccountable flashes of temper.

"Whatever in the world is the matter with her?" asked her aunt in more

directions than one. And Amy Leffingwell, blissfully busy over her

little trousseau and her selection of china-patterns, protested and

opened wide, inquiring blue eyes against the intrusion of such a spirit

at such a joyous time.

But Hortense, though better days intervened now and then, did not

improve essentially; and she contrived at the climacteric moment of

Amy's career to make herself felt--unduly felt--after all.

The wedding took place during the latter half of April, as demanded by

the enterprising wooer. Then there would be a rapid ten-day

wedding-journey, followed by a prompt, business-like occupancy of the

new apartment on the first of May exactly.

Pearson's parents prepared to welcome Amy handsomely; and her own

people--some of them--came on from Iowa to attend the ceremony. There

was her mother, who had been rather disconcerted by the sudden shift,

but who was satisfied with George Pearson the moment she saw him, and

who found him even more vivid and agreeable than Amy's photograph of

him had led her to expect. There was the aunt, who had lived a bare,

starved life, and who luxuriated, along with her sister, in the

splendor of the Louis Quinze chamber. And there was a friendly,

wide-awake brother of fourteen who was tucked away in the chintz room

up stairs, whence he issued to fraternize in the ball-room with Joe

Foster, whose exacerbated spirit he did much to soothe.

This young brother was alert, cheery, chatty. He was not at all put out

by Foster's wheeled chair and eyeshade, nor by the strange contortions

which Foster went through when, on occasion, he left the chair for a

couch or for some chair of ordinary type. He got behind the wheels, and

together they made the tour of the landscapes, marines, and

genre-pieces which covered the walls. The boy was sympathetic, without

being obtrusively so, and his comments on the paintings were confident

and unconventional. "So different from _ce cher_ Pelouse," said Foster,

with a grimace. He enjoyed immensely the fragmental half-hours given

him through those two days. His young companion was lavish in his

reports on life's vast vicissitudes at Fort Lodge, and was always ready

with comparisons between things as observed in his home town and in

Churchton itself. He came as a tonic breeze; and the evening after he

departed, Foster, left moping alone in the let-down which followed the

festivities, said to himself more than once, "If I had had a boy, I

should have wanted him just like Dick."

Dick's mother and aunt stood up as well as they could against the

bustling, emphatic geniality of Medora Phillips; and they were able,

after a little, to adjust themselves to the prosperity of the Pearsons.

These, they came to feel, were essentially of the same origin and

traditions as themselves: just plain people who, however, had settled

on the edge of the Big Town to make money and had made it. Pearson the

elder was hardly more prepotent than Mr. Lusk, the banker at home.

George himself was a dashing go-ahead: if he turned into a tired

business-man his wife would know how to divert him.

Medora Phillips provided rice. Also she satisfied herself as to where,

if the newer taste were not too delicate, she could put her hand on an

old shoe. She was happy to have married off Amy; she would be still

happier once Amy got away. More room would be left for other young

people. By "other young people" she meant, of course, certain young

men. By "certain young men" she thought she meant Cope and Lemoyne. Of

course she meant Cope only.

"If Carolyn keeps amiable and if Hortense contrives to regain her

good-nature, we may have some pleasant days yet," she mused.

But Hortense did not regain her good-nature; she did not even maintain

her self-control. In the end, the ceremony was too much for her. George

and Amy had plighted their troth in a floral bower, which ordinarily

was a bay window, before a minister of a denomination which did not

countenance robes nor a ritual lifted beyond the chances of wayward

improvisation; and after a brief reception the new couple prepared for

the motor-car dash which was to take them to a late train. In the big

wide hallway, after Amy had kissed Carolyn and thanked her for her poem

and was preparing for the shower of rice which she had every reason to

think she must face, there was a burst of hysterical laughter from

somewhere behind, and Hortense Dunton, to the sufficing words, "O

Bertram, Bertram!" emitted with sufficing clearness, fainted away.

Her words, if not heard by all the company, were heard by a few to whom

they mattered; and while Hortense, immediately after the departure of

the happy pair, was being revived and led away, they left occasion for

thought. Carolyn Thorpe cast a startled glance. The aunt from Iowa, who

knew that Bertrams did not grow on every bush, and whose senses the

function had preternaturally sharpened for any address from Romance,

seized and shook her sister's arm; and, later on, in a Louis Quinze

_causeuse_, up stairs, they agreed that if young Cope really had had

another claimant on his attention, it was all the better that their Amy

had ended by taking George. And Medora Phillips, in the front hall

itself----

Well, to Medora Phillips, in the front hall, much was revealed as in a

lightning-flash, and the revelation was far from agreeable. What

advantage in Amy's departure if Hortense continued to cumber the

ground? Hortense must go off somewhere, for a sojourn of a month or

more, to recover her health and spirits and to let the house recover

its accustomed tone of cheer.

Medora forced these considerations to the back of her mind and saw most

of her guests out of the house. Toward the end of it all she found

herself relaxing in the library, with Basil Randolph in the opposite

chair. Randolph himself had figured in the ceremony. This had been a

crude imitation of a time-hallowed form and had allowed for an

extemporaneous prayer and for a brief address to the young couple; but

it had retained the familiar inquiry, "Who giveth--?" "Who _can_ give?"

asked Medora of Amy. Poor Joe was rather out of the question, and

Brother Dick was four or five years too young. Was there, then, anyone

really available except that kind Mr. Randolph? So Basil Randolph,

after remembering Amy with a rich and handsome present, had taken on a

paternal air, had stepped forward at the right moment, and was now

recovering from his novel experience.

The two, as they sat there, said little, though they looked at each

other with half-veiled, questioning glances. Medora, indeed, improvised

a little stretch of silent dialogue, and it made him take his share.

She felt dislocated, almost defeated. Hortense's performance had set

her to thinking of Bertram Cope, and she figured the same topic as

uppermost in the mind of Basil Randolph.

"Well, you have about beaten me," she said.

"How so?" she made him ask, with an affectation of simplicity.

"You know well enough," she returned. "You have played off the whole

University against my poor house, and you have won. Your influence with

the president, your brother on the board of trustees ... If Bertram

Cope has any gratitude in his composition...."

"Oh, well," she let him say, "I don't feel that I did much; and I'm not

sure I'm glad for what I did do."

"You may regret it, of course. That other man is an uncertain quantity."

"Oh, come," he said; "you've had the inside track from the very start:

this house and everything in it...."

"You have a house of your own, now."

"Your dinners and entertainments...."

"You have your own dinner-table."

"Your limousine, your chauffeur,--running to the opera and heaven knows

where else...."

"Taxis can always be had. Yes," she went on, "you have held the

advantage over a poor woman cooped up in her own house. While I have

had to stick here, attending to my housekeeping, you have been

careering about everywhere,--you with a lot of partners and clerks in

your office, and no compulsion to look in more than two or three times

a week. Of _course_ you can run to theatres and clubs. I wonder they

don't dispense with you altogether!"

"There's the advantage of a business arranged to run itself--so far as

_I_ am concerned."

"Yes, you have had the world to range through: shows and restaurants;

the whole big city; strolls and excursions, and who knows what

beside...."

Thus Medora Phillips continued silently, and with no exact sense of

justice, to work up her grievance. Presently she surprised Randolph

with a positive frown. She had made a quick, darting return to Hortense.

"I shall send her away," she said aloud. The girl might join her studio

friend, who had stopped at Asheville on her way North, and stay with

her for a few weeks. Yes, Hortense might go and meet the spring--or

even the summer, if that must be. The spring here in town she herself

would take as it came. "I shall welcome a few free, easy breaths after

this past fortnight," she finished audibly.

Randolph squared himself with her mood as best he could. "You are tired

and nervous," he said with banality. "Get the last of us out and go to

bed. I'll lead the way, and will give these loiterers as marked an

example as possible."

Medora Phillips hushed down her house finally and went thoughtfully up

stairs to her room. Amy had gone off, and Hortense was sentenced to go.

There remained only Carolyn. Was there any threat in her and her

sonnets?

29

_COPE AGAIN IN THE COUNTRY_

Medora treated Hortense to a few cautious soundings, decided that

another locale was the thing to do her good, and sent her South

forthwith.

"It's a low latitude," she said to herself; "but it's a high altitude.

The season is late, but she won't suffer."

Hortense, who had been sullen and fractious, met her aunt half-way, and

agreed passively when Medora said:

"It will benefit you to see the spring come on in a new scene and in a

new fashion. You will find the mountains more interesting than the

dunes." So Hortense packed her things and joined her friend for a brief

sojourn in sight of the Great Smokies.

Thus, when Medora herself went forth to meet the spring among the

sand-hills, she had only Carolyn and the other members of her domestic

staff. Yet no simplest week-end without a guest or so, and she asked

Cope to accompany them.

"You need it," she told him bluntly; "--you need a change, however

slight and brief. You are positively thin. You make me wish that

thesises----"

"Theses," Cope corrected her, rather spiritlessly.

"----that theses, then, had never been invented. To speak familiarly,

you are almost 'peakèd.'"

Cope, with the first warm days, had gone back to the blue serge suit of

the past autumn, and he filled it even less well than before. And his

face was thin to correspond.

"Besides," she went on, "we need you. It will be a kind of camping-out

for a day or two--merely that. We must have your help to pitch the

tent, so to speak, and to pick up firewood, and to fry the bacon....

And this time," she added, "you shall not have that long tiresome trip

by train. There will be room in the car."

She did not attempt to make room for Lemoyne. She was glad to have no

need to do so; Lemoyne was deeply engrossed otherwise--"Annabella" and

her "antics" were almost ready for the public eye. The first of May

would see the performance, and the numerous rehearsals were exacting,

whether as regarded the effort demanded or the time. Every spare hour

was going into them, as well as many an hour that could hardly be

spared. Lemoyne, who had been cast originally for a minor female part,

now found himself transferred, through the failure of a principal, to a

more important one. For him, then, rehearsals were more exigent than

ever. He cut his Psychology once or twice, nor could he succeed, during

office hours, in keeping his mind on office-routine. His superiors

became impatient and then protestant. The annual spring dislocation of

ordered student life was indeed a regular feature of the year's last

term; yet to push indulgence as far as Arthur Lemoyne was pushing

it----!

Cope was concerned; then worried. "Arthur," he said, "be reasonable

about this. You've got real work to do, remember."

But Lemoyne's real work was in the musical comedy. "This is the biggest

chance I've ever had in my life," he declared, "and I don't want to

lose out on it."

So Cope rolled away to the dunes and left Lemoyne behind for one

Saturday night rehearsal the more.

Duneland gave him a tonic welcome. Under a breezy sky the far edge of

the lake stood out clear. Along its nearer edge the vivacious waves

tumbled noisily. The steady pines were welcoming the fresh early

foliage of such companions as dressed and undressed in accord with the

calendar; the wrecked trunks which had given up life and its leafy

pomps seemed somehow less sombre and stark; and in the threatened

woodlands behind the hills a multiplicity of small new greeneries

stirred the autumn's dead leaves and brightened up the thickets of

shrubbery. The arbutus had companioned the hepatica, and the squads of

the lupines were busily preparing their panoply of lavender-blue

racemes. Nature was breaking bounds. On the inland horizon rose the

vast bulk of the prison. As on other excursions, nobody tried too hard

to see it.

"It's all too lovely," exclaimed Medora Phillips. "And what is quite as

good," she was able to declare, "the house itself is all right." Winter

had not weakened its roof nor wrenched away its storm-windows; no

irresponsible wayfarer had used it for a lodging, nor had any casual

marauder entered to despoil. Medora directed the disposition of the

hamper of food with a relieved air and sent Cope down with Peter for an

armful or two of driftwood from the assertive shore.

"And you, Carolyn," she said, "see if the oil-stove will really go."

Down on the beach itself, where the past winter's waste was still

profusely spread, Cope rose to the greening hills, to the fresh sweep

of the wind, and to the sun-shot green and purple streakings over the

water. The wind, in particular, took its own way: dry light sand, blown

from higher shelvings, striped the dark wet edges of the shore; and

every bending blade of sandgrass drew a circle about itself with its

own revolving tip.

Cope let the robust and willing Peter pick up most of the firewood and

himself luxuriated in the spacious world round about him. Yes, a winter

had flown--or, at any rate, had passed--and here he was again. There

had been annoyances, but now he felt a wide and liberal relief. Here,

for example, was the special stretch of shore on which Amy Leffingwell

had praised his singing and had hinted her desire to accompany

him,--but never mind that. Farther on was the particular tract where

Hortense Dunton had pottered with her water-colors and had harried him

with the heroines of eighteenth century fiction,--but never mind that,

either. All those things were past, and he was free. Nobody remained

save Carolyn Thorpe, an unaggressive girl with whom one could really

trust oneself and with whom one could walk, if required, in comfort and

content. Cope threw up his head to the hills and threw out his chest to

the winds, and laid quick hands on a short length of weather-beaten

hemlock plank. "Afraid I'm not holding up my end," he said to Peter.

At the house again, he found that Carolyn had brought the oil-stove

back into service, and, with Helga, had cast the cloth over the table

and had set some necessary dishes on it. He fetched a pail or two of

water from the pump, and each time placed a fresh young half-grown

sassafras leaf on the surface. "The trade-mark of our bottling-works,"

he said facetiously; "to show that our products are pure." And Carolyn,

despite his facetiousness, felt more than ever that he might easily

become a poet. Medora viewed the floating leaves with indulgent

appreciation. "But don't let's cumber ourselves with many cares," she

suggested; "we are here to make the best of the afternoon. Let's out

and away,--the sooner the better."

The three soon set forth for a stroll through spring's reviving domain.

Cope walked between Medora and Carolyn, or ahead of them, impartially

sweeping away twigs and flowering branches from before their faces. The

young junipers were putting forth tender new tips; the bright leaves of

the sassafras shone forth against the pines. Above the newly-rounded

tops of the oaks and maples in the valley below them the Three Witches

rose gauntly; and off on their far hill the two companion pines--(how

had he named them? Romeo and Juliet? Pelleas and Melisande?)--still lay

their dark heads together in mysterious confidences under the

heightening glow of the late afternoon sun. Carolyn looked from them

back to Cope and gave him a shy smile.

He did not quite smile back. Carolyn was well enough, however. She was

suitably dressed for a walk. Her shoes were sensible, and so was her

hair. Amy had run to fluffiness. Hortense had often favored heavy waves

and emphatic bandeaux. But Carolyn's hair was drawn back plainly from

her forehead, and was gathered in a small, low-set knot. "Still, it's

no concern of mine," he reminded himself, and walked on ahead.

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