Cope, on his own way to dinner, indulged in parallel imaginings. He saw

a larger room than his present, with more furniture and better; a

bookcase instead of a shelf; a closet, and hot and cold water in some

convenient alcove; a second table, with a percolator on it, at which

Arthur, who was a light sleeper and willingly an early riser, might

indulge his knack for coffee-making to the advantage of them both. And

Arthur had the same blessed facility with toast.

Then his thoughts made an excursion toward Randolph. Here was a man who

was in business in the city, and who was related, by marriage, to the

board of trustees. How soon might one feel sufficiently well acquainted

with him to ask his friendly offices in behalf of the new-comer,--the

man who might reasonably be expected the first week in January?

13

_COPE DINES AGAIN--AND STAYS AFTER_

Medora Phillips' social activities ran through several social strata

and her entertainments varied to correspond. Sometimes she contented

herself with mere boy-and-girl affairs, which were thrown together from

material gathered within her own household and from the humbler walks

of undergraduate life. Sometimes she entertained literary celebrities,

and invited the head professors and their wives to meet them. And two

or three times a season she gave real dinners to "society," summoning

to Ashburn avenue, from homes even more architectural than her own, the

banking and wholesale families whose incomes were derived from the

city, but who pillared both the university and the many houses of

worship in Churchton itself. And sometimes, when she passed over the

older generation of these families in favor of the younger, her courses

were more "liberal" than Churchton's earlier standards quite approved.

On such formal occasions her three young ladies were dispensed with.

They were encouraged to go to some sorority gathering or to some

fudge-party. On the occasion now meditated she had another young person

in mind. This was the granddaughter of one of the banking families; the

girl might come along with her father and mother. She was not very

pretty, not very entertaining; however, Mrs. Phillips needed one girl,

and if she were not very attractive, none the worse. The one girl was

for the one young man. The one young man was to be Bertram Cope. Our

fond lady meant to have him and to show him off, sure that her choicest

circle could not but find him as charming as she herself did. Most of

us, at one time or another, have thrust forward our preferences in the

same confident way.

Cope made less of an impression than his patroness had hoped for.

Somehow his lithe youthfulness, his fine hair and teeth and eyes, the

rich resonance of his voice counted for little--except, perhaps, with

the granddaughter. The middle-aged people about him were used to young

college men and indifferent to them. Cope himself felt that he was in a

new environment, and a loftier one. Several of these were important

people, with names familiar through the town and beyond. He employed a

caution that almost became inexpressiveness. He also found Mrs.

Phillips a shade more formal and stately than her wont. She herself, in

her furtive survey of the board, was disappointed to find that he was

not telling. "Perhaps it's that girl," she thought; "she may be even

duller than I supposed." But never mind; all would be made right later.

Some music had been arranged and there would be an accompanist who

would help him do himself full justice.

"They'll enjoy him," she thought confidently.

She had provided an immensity of flowers. There was an excess of light,

both from electric bulbs and from candles. And there was wine.

"I think I can have just one kind, for once," she had said to herself.

"I know several houses where they have two,--Churchton or not,--and at

least one where they sometimes have three. If this simple town thinks I

can put grape-juice and Apollinaris before such people as these...."

Besides, the interesting Cope might interestingly refuse!

As the many courses moved on, Cope smelt the flowers, which were too

many, and some of them too odoriferous; he blinked at the lights and

breathed the heavy thickening air; and he took--interestingly--a few

sips of burgundy,--for he was now in Rome, and no longer a successful

Protestant in some lesser town of the empire. He had had a hard, close

day of it, busy indoors with themes and with general reading; and he

recalled being glad that the dinner had begun with reasonable

promptitude,--for he had bothered with no lunch beyond a glass of milk

and a roll. To-night there had been everything,--even to an unnecessary

entree. He laid down a spoon on his plate, glad that the frozen

pudding--of whatever sort--was disposed of. Too much of everything

after too little. The people opposite were far away; their murmuring

had become a mumbling, and he wished it was all over. The granddaughter

at his elbow was less rewarding than ever, less justificatory of the

effortful small-talk which he had put forth with more and more labor,

and which he could scarcely put forth now at all. What was it he was

meaning to do later? To sing? Absurd! Impossible! His head ached; he

felt faint and dizzy....

"We will leave you gentlemen to your cigars," he heard a distant voice

saying; and he was conscious for an instant that his hostess was

looking down the table at him with a face of startled concern....

"Don't try to lead him out," a deep voice said. "Lay him on the floor."

He felt himself lowered; some small rug was doubled and redoubled and

placed under his head; a large, firm hand was laid to his wrist; and

something--a napkin dipped in a glass of water and then folded?--was

put to his forehead.

"His pulse will come up in a minute," he heard the same deep voice say.

"If he had taken a step he would have fainted altogether."

"My poor, dear boy! Whatever in the world...!" Thus Medora Phillips.

"Better not be moved for a little," was the next pronouncement.

Cope lay there inert, but reasonably conscious of what was going on.

His eyes gave him no aid, but his ears were open. He heard the alarmed

voice of Medora Phillips directing the disconcerted maids, and the

rustle and flutter of the garments of other daughters of Eve, who had

found him interesting at last. They remarked appreciatively on his

pallor; and one of them said, next day, before forgetting him

altogether, that, with his handsome profile (she mentioned especially

his nose and chin) and with his colorlessness, he looked for a moment

like an ancient cameo.

He knew, now, that he was not going to faint, and that he was in better

case than he seemed. In the circumstances he found nothing more

original to say than: "I shall be all right in no time; just a touch of

dizziness...." He was glad his dress-coat could stand inspection, and

hoped nobody would notice that his shoes had been half-soled....

After a little while he was led away to a couch in the library. The

deep-voiced doctor was on one side of him and Medora Phillips on the

other. Soon he was left alone to recuperate in the dark,--alone, save

for one or two brief, fluttery appearances by Mrs. Phillips herself,

who allowed the coffee to be passed without any supervision on her own

part.

On the second of these visitations he found voice to say:

"I'm so sorry for this--and so ashamed. I can't think how it could have

happened."

He _was_ ashamed, of course. He had broken up an entertainment pretty

completely! Servants running about for him when they had enough to do

for the company at large! All the smooth conventions of dinner-giving

violently brushed the wrong way! He had fallen by the roadside, a young

fellow who had rather prided himself on his health and vigor. Pitiful!

He was glad to lie in the dark with his eyes shut tight, tight.

If he had been fifteen or twenty years older he might have taken it all

rather more lightly. Basil Randolph, now----But Randolph had not been

invited, though his sister and her husband were of the company. Yet had

it been Randolph, he would have smiled a wan smile and tried for a mild

joke, conscious that he had made an original and picturesque

contribution to the affair,--had broken the bland banality of routined

dinner-giving and had provided woman with a mighty fine chance to

"minister" and fuss: a thing she rather enjoyed doing, especially if a

hapless, helpless man had been delivered into her hands as a subject.

But there was no such consolation for poor abashed Cope. He had

disclosed himself, for some reason or other, a weakling; and he had

weakened at a conspicuously wrong time and in a conspicuously mistaken

place. He had hoped, over the cigars and coffee, to lay the foundation

of an acquaintance with the brother-in-law who was a trustee,--to set

up an identity in this influential person's mind as a possible help to

the future of Arthur Lemoyne. But the man now in the dining-room, or

the drawing-room, or wherever, might as well be in the next state.

There came a slight patter of rain on the bay-window near his head. He

began to wonder how he was to get home.

Meanwhile, in the drawing-room, among the ladies, Mrs. Phillips was

anxiously asking: "Was the room too warm? Could the wine have been too

much for him?" And out in the dining-room itself, one man said, "Heaven

knows just how they live;" and another, "Or what they eat, or don't

eat;" and a third, "Or just how hard these young beginners are driven."

"Ought he to go out to-night, Doctor?" asked Mrs. Phillips in a

whisper, appearing in the dining-room door.

"He might better stay if he can," replied the authority, who happened

to be at the nearer end of the table.

"Of course he can," she returned. Of course there was a room for him.

When the party finally reassembled in the drawing-room Cope had

disappeared. Mrs. Phillips could now enlarge on his attractiveness as a

singer, and could safely assure them--what she herself believed--that

they had lost a really charming experience. "If you could only have

heard him that Sunday!" she concluded.

Cope had said, of course, "I can get home perfectly well," and, "It's a

shame for me to be putting you out this way," and so on and on,--the

things you yourself would have said in the circumstances; but he said

them with no particular spirit, and was glad, as he walked uncertainly

up stairs, that he had not far to go.

Mrs. Phillips indeed "had a room for him." She had rooms a-plenty.

There was the chintz chamber on the third floor, where the Irish poet

(who seemed not to expect very much for himself) had been put; and

there was the larger, handsomer chamber on the second floor, where the

Hindoo philosopher (who had loomed up big and important through a vague

Oriental atmosphere) had been installed in state. It was a Louis Quinze

room, and the bed had a kind of silken canopy and a great deal too much

in the way of bolsters and lace coverings. It was thought that the

Hindoo, judging from the report of the maid next morning, had been

moved by some ascetic impulse to sleep not in the bed but on the floor

beside it. This was the room now destined for Cope; surely one flight

of stairs was enough. But there must be no further practice of

asceticism,--least of all by a man who was really ill; so Mrs.

Phillips, snatching a moment from her guests, herself saw the maid

remove the lace pillow-shams and coverlet, and turn down the sheets,

and set the thermos-bottle on the stand beside the reading lamp....

"Don't get up a moment earlier than you feel like doing," she said, at

the door. "Breakfast----"

"To-morrow is one of my busy days," replied Cope wanly. "Goldsmith,

Sheridan...."

"Well, we have other wage-workers in the house, you know. At

seven-thirty, then, if you must."

"Seven-thirty, if you please. Thank you."

By the time Mrs. Phillips had returned to her guests, the first of the

limousines was standing before the house; its wet top shone under an

electric globe. Her own car, meanwhile, obdurately reposed in its

garage. Presently a second limousine joined the first, and a third the

second; and in another quarter of an hour her guests were well on their

way to dispersal. She bade them all goodnight in the best of good humor.

"You've never before had quite such an evening as this, I'm sure!" she

said, with great gaiety.

"Isn't it wonderful how she took it all!" said one lady to another, on

the back seat of her car. "Anything like that would have thrown me off

completely."

The other lady laughed amusedly. She often found our Medora "great fun."

Meanwhile, Cope, up stairs, was sinking deeper and deeper into his big,

wide, overupholstered bed. And as his body sank, his spirit sank with

it. He felt poor, unimportant, ill at ease. In especial, he felt

greatly subordinated; he wished that he might have capitulated to a

man. Then the mystery of handsome houses and of handsome furnishings

came to harass him. Such things were everywhere: how were they got, how

were they kept? Should he himself ever----? But no; nothing ahead for

years, even in the most favorable of circumstances, save an assistant

professorship, with its inconceivably modest emoluments....

And Medora Phillips, in the stir of getting her guests out of the

house, had her first vision of him as sinking off to sleep. Somehow or

other his fine, straight yellow hair retained its backward sweep with

no impairment by reason of turnings and tossings; his clear profile

continued to keep itself disengaged from any depression in the pillows;

his slender hands were laid in quiet symmetry over the wide edge of the

down-turned coverlet. A decorous, unperturbed young old-master ... Van

Eyck ... Carpaccio....

Cope came down to breakfast a little pale, a little shamefaced; but he

felt pretty well revived and he made up in excess of speech and action

what he essentially lacked in spirit. Mrs. Phillips descended as early

as the three girls,--earlier, in fact, than Hortense, who entered

informally through the butler's pantry and apparently in full

possession of last night's facts. Carolyn inquired civilly after his

condition; Amy Leffingwell, with her blue eyes intent upon him,

expressed concern and sympathy; Hortense, with her lips closely shut in

a satirical smile, said nothing at all: a possible exhibition of

self-control which gave her aunt some measure of solicitude. It was not

always well when she talked, and it was not always well when she kept

silent. Mrs. Phillips pressed the toast upon him and recommended the

grape-fruit. He took both with satisfaction, and a second cup of

coffee. With that he felt he could easily walk to his class-room; and

the walk itself, in the fresh morning air, would brace him further for

his hours of routine with his students.

"What a regular nuisance I've made of myself!" he said, on leaving the

house.

"Oh, haven't you, just!" exclaimed Mrs. Phillips joyously. "Your name

as an entertainer will be all over town! I'm sure you gave some of

those poky people a real touch of novelty!"

Amy Leffingwell was in the front hall at the same time, with her

music-roll. They were going the same way, to substantially the same

place, to meet about the same hour in the day's schedule. They went

along the street together.

The morning air was brisk and cool after last night's shower. Like the

trees under which they passed, it gave the first decided intimation of

autumn. They set off at a lively pace toward the college towers and the

lake.

Cope was soon sailing along with his head high, his trim square

shoulders much in action, and his feet throwing themselves spiritedly

here and there. Amy, who was not very tall, kept up as well as she

could.

"This isn't too fast for you...?" she asked presently.

"No; but it may be a little too fast for you. Excuse me; I've never

learned to keep pace with a woman. But as for myself, I never felt

better in my life. Every yard toward the good old lake"--the wind was

coming down from the north in a great sweep--"makes me feel finer."

He slowed up appreciably.

"Oh, not for me!" she said in deprecation. "I like a brisk morning walk

as well as anybody. Did you sing at all?" she asked.

"Not a note. They put the soft pedal on me. They 'muted' me," he

amended, in deference to her own branch of the profession.

"We came in by the side door about half past nine. It was a dull

meeting. I listened for you. Somebody was playing."

Cope gave a sly smile.

"It must have been the poor disappointed woman who was to have

accompanied me. She had had a list of three or four of my things--to

run them over in her own album, I suppose. Think just how disappointed

she must have been to find that she had the whole field to herself!"

"Oh, musicians--even we poor, despised professionals--are not all like

that. If it had been arranged for me to accompany you with an

obbligato, I shouldn't have been pleased if opportunity had failed me."

"Your contribution would have been more important than hers. And your

substitution for my failure would have given added interest."

The talk, having reached the zone of arid compliment, tended to

languish. They had now reached Learning's side of the trolley-tracks,

and rills in the great morning flood of the scholastic life were

beginning to gather about them and to unite in a rolling stream which

flowed toward the campus.

Two or three streets on, the pair separated, she to her work, he to

his. For him the walk had been a nothing in particular--he would a

little have preferred taking it alone. For her it had been--despite the

low level of expressiveness reached on either side--a privilege which

had been curtailed much too soon.

Meanwhile, back in the house, Hortense was detailing the events of the

previous evening to Joe Foster; the general access of activity on the

morning after had made it desirable that she help with his breakfast.

She went at it with a will.

"Why," she said, as Foster sat at his coffee, boiled egg and toast, "he

keeled over like a baby."

"Hum!" said Foster darkly. It was as if a shaping ideal had dissipated.

Or as if a trace of weakness in one seemingly so young and strong was

not altogether unacceptable as a source of consolation.

However, Cope, at half past four that afternoon, was on the faculty

tennis-courts, with a racquet in his hand. But one set was enough. "I

seem to be a day ahead of my schedule," he said, pulling out and

strolling along homeward.

14

_COPE MAKES AN EVASION_

Two or three days later, Randolph put a book of essays in his pocket

and went round to spend an hour with Joseph Foster. Foster sat in his

wheeled chair in his own room. He was knitting. The past year or two

had brought knitting-needles into countenance for men, and he saw no

reason why he should not put a few hanks of yarn into shape useful for

himself. He might not have full command of his limbs nor of his eyes,

but he did have full command of his fingers. He had begun to knit socks

for his own use; and even a muffler, in the hope that on some occasion,

during the coming months, he might get outside.

As Randolph entered, Foster looked up from under his green shade with

an expression of perplexity. "Have I dropped a stitch here or not?" he

asked. "I wish you knew something about knitting; I don't like to call

Medora or one of the girls away up here to straighten me out. Look;

what do you think?"

"They count all right," said Randolph; and he sat down on the couch

opposite. "I've brought a book."

"I hope it's poetry!" said Foster, with a fierce promptness. "I hope

it's about Adonis, or Thammuz, whose mishap 'in Lebanon' set all the

Syrian females a-going. I could stand a lot more of that,--or perhaps I

couldn't!"

"Why, Joe, what's gone wrong?"

"I suppose you know that your young friend got up a great to-do for us

the other evening?"

"Yes; I've heard something about it." He looked at Foster's drawn face,

and heard with surprise the rasping note in his voice. "Was it as bad

as that?"

Foster drew his shade down farther over his eyes and clashed his

needles together.

"I remember how, when I was in Florence, we went out to a religious

festival one evening at some small hill-town near by. This was twenty

years ago, when I _could_ travel. There was a kind of grotto in the

church, under the high altar; and in the grotto was a full-sized figure

of a dead man, carved and painted--and covered with wounds; and round

that figure half the women and girls of the town were collected,

stroking, kissing ... Adonis all over again!"

"Oh, come, Joe; don't get morbid."

Foster lifted one shoulder.

"Well, the young fellow began by roaring through the house like a bull

of Bashan, and he ended by toppling over like a little wobbly calf."

He spoke like a man who had imagined a full measure of physical powers

and had envied them ... had been exasperated by the exuberant

presentation of them... had felt a series of contradictory emotions

when they had seemed to fail....

"It was only a moment of dizziness," said Randolph. "I imagine he was

fairly himself next day."

"Well, I've heard too much about it. Medora came up here and----"

"Need we go into that?"

"There were plenty more to help," Foster went on doggedly. "One dear

creature, who was old enough to be more cautious, spilt water down the

whole front of her dress----"

"I expect," said Randolph, "that the poor chap has been overworked; or

careless about his meals; or worried in his classes--for he may not be

fully settled in his new place; or some emotional strain may have set

itself up----"

"I vote for the emotional strain," said Foster bluntly.

"A guess in the dark," commented Randolph, and paused. He himself knew

little enough of Cope as a complex. He had met him but a few times, and

could not associate him with his unknown background. He knew next to

nothing of Cope's family, his connections, his intimates, his early

associations and experiences. Nor had he greatly bestirred himself to

learn. He had done little more than go to a library in the city and

turn over the leaves of the Freeford directory. This publication, like

most of those dealing with the smaller cities, gave separately the

names of all the members of a family; and repetitions of the same

address helped toward the arrangement of these individuals (disposed

alphabetically) into family groups. Freeford had no great number of

Copes, and several of them lived at 1636 Cedar Street. "Elm, Pine,

Locust, Cedar," had thought Randolph; "the regular set." And, "One of

the good streets," he surmised, "but rather far out. Cedar!" he

repeated, and thought of Lebanon and the Miltonic Adonis. Of these

various Copes, "Cope, David L., bookpr," might be the father,--unless

"Cope, Leverett C., mgr" were the right man. If the former, he was

employed by the Martin & Graves Furniture Company, and the Martins were

probably important people who lived far out--and handsomely, one might

guess--on a Prospect Avenue.... Then there was "Cope, Miss Rosalys M.,

schooltchr," same address as "David": she was likely his daughter.

"H'm!" Randolph had thought, "these pickings are scanty,--enough

anatomical reconstruction for to-day...." And now he was thinking, as

he sat opposite Foster, "If I had only picked up another bone or two, I

might really have put together the domestic organism. Yet why should I

trouble? It would all be plain, humdrum prose, no doubt. Glamour

doesn't spread indefinitely. And then--men's brothers...."

"Well," asked Foster sharply, "are you mooning? Medora sat in the same

place yesterday, and she talked for awhile too and then fell into a

moonstruck silence. What's it all about?"

Randolph came out of his reverie. "Oh, I was just hoping the poor boy

was back on his pins all right again."

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