IV

They didn't look very much alike. There was a spareness about Paul--a

tall, lean, hungry-looking man, with large soft eyes that hid their

anger and a face that was lined with tiredness and resignation. A year

ago, when Dan had seen him last, he had looked a young 60, closer to

45; now he looked an old, old 61. How much of this was the cancer Dan

didn't know. The pathologist had said: "Not a very malignant tumor

right now, but you can never tell when it'll blow up. He'd better be

scheduled at the Center, if he's got a permit--"

But some of it was Paul, just Paul. The house was exactly as Dan had

expected it would be (though he had never been inside this house since

Paul had come to Starship Project fifteen years ago)--stuffy, severe,

rather gloomy, rooms packed with bookshelves, drawing boards, odds and

ends of papers and blueprints and inks, thick, ugly furniture from the

early 2000's, a cluttered, improvised, helter-skelter barn of a

testing-lab, with modern equipment that looked lost and alien

scattered among the mouldering junk of two centuries.

"Get your coat," said Dan. "It's cold outside. We're going back to

Washington."

"Have a drink." Paul waved him toward the sideboard. "Relax. Your

pilot needs a rest."

"Paul, I didn't come here to play games. The games are over now."

Paul poured a brandy with deliberation. Handed Dan one, sipped his

own. "Good brandy," he murmured. "Wish I could afford more of it."

"_Paul._ You're going with me."

The old man shrugged with a little tired smile. "I'll go with you if

you insist, of course. But I'm not going."

"Do you know what you're saying?"

"Perfectly."

"Paul, you don't just say 'Thanks, but I don't believe I'll have any'

when they give you a rejuvenation permit. _Nobody_ refuses

rejuvenation. Why, there are a million people out there begging for a

place on the list. It's _life_, Paul. You can't just turn it down--"

"This _is_ good brandy," said Paul. "Would you care to take a look at

my lab, by the way? Not too well equipped, but sometimes I can work

here better than--"

Dan swung on his brother viciously. "I will tell you what I'm going to

do," he grated, hitting each word hard, like knuckles rapping the

table. "I'm going to take you to the plane. If you won't come, my

pilot and I will drag you. When we get to Washington, we'll take you

to the Center. If you won't sign the necessary releases, I'll forge

them. I'll bribe two witnesses who will swear in the face of death by

torture that they saw you signing. I'll buy out the doctors that can

do the job, and if they won't do it, I'll sweat them down until they

_will_."

* * * * *

He slammed the glass down on the table, feeling his heart pounding in

his throat, feeling the pain creep up. "I've got lots of things on

lots of people, and I can get things done when I want them done.

People don't fool with me in Washington any more, because when they do

they get their fingers burned off at the knuckles. For Christ sake,

Paul, I knew you were stubborn but I didn't think you were

block-headed stupid!"

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