_KASBA FIGHTS A BITTER FIGHT._
Kasba sat on her narrow bed in a thoughtful and melancholy posture. Her
pretty oval chin rested in the palm of her hand, and she leaned forward
so that her elbow rested on her knee and upheld the forearm. She was
gazing at her reflection in a small hand-mirror, but without interest.
In fact her gaze was one of disparagement rather than of admiration, and
with a heavy sigh she let the glass fall into her lap and sat lost in
thought. The master was not in love with her and she knew, as if by
direct intuition, that he had no intention of becoming so. There was not
the least chance for her any longer, and she threw the glass behind her,
somewhat petulantly it must be admitted, and dropped her face into her
hands; for of what use was beauty if it did not win her the man she
loved? She had known him a long time, many years it seemed to her, and
had grown to love him. Love him! oh, how she loved him! Yet in all that
time he had not spoken one word of love to her. And now that she had
showed him her heart perhaps he despised her, or pitied her, which was
worse. At that she sprang to her feet. She was no longer the calm,
gentle-natured Kasba, but Kasba the Indian in whose veins ran the blood
of a great race. She was a strange mixture of humility and pride, this
Indian maid. As she stood there, her head raised proudly, her nostrils
quivering, her eyes flashing, her form rounded yet slight, her varying
color, her tender youth and singular grace of attitude would have
inspired an artist with the ideal of Indian beauty. Then her eyes filled
and she gulped down a sob. She was feeling very bitter and rebellious.
She felt that she had a grudge against Fate.
To every pure and innocent young girl, we are told, love is a condition
of mind, not a strain on the senses. But Kasba knew nothing of this. She
had not the conventional and sensitive delicacy of white girls. She was
well aware of life’s evil truths, and knew that Broom would have gone to
any lengths to have possessed her. Roy was not that kind of a man;
though in her secret heart she wished that he had been. Poor Kasba! She
was such a child. Physically she was quite grown up, but her mind was a
child’s mind. So confiding, so unprotected even by her own sense of
right, she would have gone to him and not been aware of the fall. Was he
not the _Master_? And was she not his, body and soul? Which goes to
prove that Kasba’s notions of love were very simple, rudimentary, and,
certes, in no way coy. How should they be?
If the good lady at Churchill could have known the girl’s state of mind
at that moment she would have been greatly startled and appalled and had
serious doubts as to whether her instruction, instead of the service she
had intended, had not unsettled the girl and done her a deadly injury.
It cannot be denied that it was shocking, but all that the girl felt was
very natural. How should it be otherwise? Her people had never been
married, that is to say in the white man’s way, until after the
missionary had come amongst them; still they had been happy, while she
had seen properly married white people who had not lived happily
together. She, who had seen but few white people, had seen that, so what
did it matter, married or unmarried, as long as they were together? So
argued the girl, but deep down in her heart there was the Churchill
lady’s teaching, which was confused, dim, uncertain, but clamoring to be
heard, and a guilty blush rushed to her cheek as she sat and covered her
eyes with her hands in very shame; for she was conscious of the
wickedness of what she felt and longed for, though she could not
understand it.
Suddenly she dropped her hands from her eyes and sat bolt upright,
staring at the wall opposite, and gave a little shuddering sigh. For all
at once she understood that Roy had turned away because he was
honorable, because he wished to be true to another, a girl of his own
race, whom he loved. The girl’s name was Lena. She knew that, for she
had once heard someone chaffing him about a girl of that name and he had
grown very red and confused. That was very long ago, but it all came
back to her now, and she hated the girl Lena with her whole heart and
soul. Why did he love that other girl? In striving to solve this riddle
she was struck by a new idea. “He cannot care for me,” she thought,
“because my skin is not white and I do not dress like the women of his
people,”—like the women did in the drawings she had seen in some papers
Roy had given her some time or other. Doubtless this other girl’s—this
Lena’s—dresses covered her whole body, as the women’s did in the
pictures. She looked down at her own scanty garment, which was
nevertheless very serviceable and becoming, though in sooth it might
have displayed the curves of her form to better perfection, which left a
considerable expanse of blue stroud legging exposed; the blood mounted
in a wave to her face and throat and she kicked out her legs
vexatiously, viewing them with offence; then drew them up beneath her as
if to hide them forever from sight. You could not see the women’s legs
in the drawings because their dresses covered them to the ankles. Also
they wore pretty hats instead of shawls, and boots instead of ugly
moccasins. Still they looked very uncomfortable. Then she remembered how
heartily she and the boy David had laughed over the pictures and
wondered how white women could run before dogs, or paddle a canoe, or
even make bannocks in such tight-fitting garments. As for herself, she
would be suffocated, she was sure she would. And David had declared that
he wouldn’t have one of them for his partner on a trip for anything, not
even if she promised him a new gun, which was saying much, and together
they had poked fun and laughed uproariously at the idea.
Poor Kasba! Had she known how little Roy really troubled his head about
her dress she might have saved herself all this vexation of spirit. In
saying this I do not for one moment wish to make our hero appear
superior to other men. He was a man, with all a man’s appreciation of
what was beautiful in women; but if truth forbids me to depict Roy
Thursby as a highly virtuous young man, justice forces me to declare
that the sight of this young girl’s legs had never caused him an
untoward thought, though they were certainly not objects of offence.
But Kasba did not know what was in Roy’s mind, and just then she would
have risked suffocation or any such horrible calamity to be able to
display herself before Roy for a few moments clothed after the fashion
of the women of his race. She snapped her pretty white teeth like a
little savage animal at the thought of the white girl, whom she envied
the possession of civilized garments. She sat for a long time cogitating
over the shocking immodesty of her costume. She could not have explained
her thoughts in these words, it is true; but this is really what vexed
her mind. Then her mood changed. A creature of many moods was this
Indian girl. Why should she be ashamed of wearing her clothing according
to the custom of her tribe? Then she was ashamed for ever having felt
ashamed. Suddenly she stopped this train of thought, also, and her face
clouded. Broom’s name had crossed her mind. Then she remembered
Sahanderry and her promise to him, and thoughts crowded in upon her till
her brain reeled. She was a wicked girl, a very wicked girl. How shocked
her dear father would be if he knew. And the man she loved who had
turned away that she might be an honest girl, what would he think? Yes,
she was very, very wicked. Filled with disgust and loathing of herself
she turned on her face and lay violently sobbing.
Presently she got up and lit a lamp. The fight was over; she had
conquered the evil thoughts that had so cruelly beset her, which was due
to her own nature, in which there was much good and hardly any evil. She
had determined to face the situation bravely, and do what was right,
according to her ideas of right, without any regard for her own feelings
and inclination.
Probably Kasba had never heard of Satan’s proclivity to provide
employment for idle hands, but she was seldom found idle, and chiding
herself now for the time she had wasted, in what she somewhat vaguely
called “her folly,” she began to make “cakes” (bannocks) against her
father’s return, for she was expecting him home hourly.
So engrossed was she in her work that she did not hear the door open,
nor was she aware that David, an orphan Indian boy whom Delgezie had
adopted, was in the house till a pair of cold arms caught her round the
neck, and a still colder face was pressed against her own. Kasba drew
the boy towards her and stroked his cold face with her warm hands.
“Well, dear,” she said with a welcoming smile, “you gave me quite a
start!”
“What were you thinking about, Kasba?” he asked. Then, “Oh, I’ve shot
three deer!” he cried with boyish enthusiasm, without waiting for a
reply. Kasba was glad of the boy’s abstraction and bent a tell-tale face
over the half-cooked cakes.
“But you must be hungry,” she said, handing the boy one newly-baked
which he took and began to devour ravenously. He threw himself on the
empty sugar case and the cake disappeared in big mouthfuls, while his
large dark eyes flashed about the room.
He was a healthy-looking boy, with a bright, happy face. The blood in
his cheeks shone through the dark skin, giving him a ruddy color
pleasant to look upon.
In a remarkably short space of time David finished his meal and his
wandering eyes came back to the girl by the stove. She was brewing a
kettle of tea.
“We will go for the deer to-morrow,” she said. “Why, you are getting
quite a hunter! Is it far?”
“Just this side of the ‘big hill.’” Then he paused and his brow grew
suddenly dark. “You’ve been crying!” he exclaimed, fiercely, springing
to his feet. Then catching Kasba by the arm, he gazed searchingly into
her face. “What is it?” he cried sharply. Dropping the girl’s arm he
stood with angry eyes and clenched fists. “Was it Ball-eye?” (white-man,
in this case meaning Broom) he asked.
The girl hesitated and dropped her eyes.
“It was Ball-eye,” he cried with conviction. “I can see by your face it
was.” Then waving his clenched hands in the air he danced about the room
in fiery anger. “Curse him!” he shouted. “If ever I catch him sneaking
round after you, I’ll—I’ll put a bullet in him, that’s what I’ll do.”
“David! David! Please don’t!” cried Kasba in great dismay, seizing him
round the neck. “You must not talk like that. You will get into
trouble.” With this she sank on the seat he had vacated and drew him
down beside her.
David’s anger died suddenly. He was now struggling manfully to keep back
the big tears which threatened to overwhelm him.
“Three deer! Why, David, you are getting quite a man!” said Kasba, with
a proud smile, changing the subject.
“Yes, and I have something very funny to tell you,” he said quickly,
forgetting his previous agitation in his excitement.
Kasba gave him a smile of encouragement, while he curled himself up
comfortably at her feet, gazing up into her face with bright, eager
eyes.
“And what is this very funny thing you have to tell me?” she asked, with
lively interest, playfully pinching his ear.
“Well,” he began seriously, “I was near the ‘big lake,’ you know.”
The girl nodded.
“I was watching a large buck deer. He was windward of me and came right
up close, quite unconscious of my presence.” He paused and the girl
nodded again comprehendingly. “Go on,” she said.
“Well,” continued the boy, “I raised my rifle and was about to fire when
I heard a slight noise at my back. I looked, and there on the edge of
the lake I saw three large wolves.”
The girl started and drew in her breath sharply. “Three?” she asked,
bending over and placing her hand on his.
“Yes, three,” repeated the boy. “They were watching the deer, too, and
acting so strangely that I lowered my rifle and waited to see what they
would do. Presently two of them crouched down while the other made off.
Keeping out of sight it slunk along till it got behind the deer, then
the buck ‘winded’ it and sprang away straight to where the two other
wolves were crouching.” The boy paused for breath.
“Yes, yes,” cried the girl, “go on, go on!” In her heated imagination
she saw it all: the majestic buck deer, the three fierce, gaunt wolves,
and the fearless boy.
David smiled again, pleased at the girl’s excitement. “Just as the buck
came up with the wolf at his heels they sprang from their ambush and
pulled him down.”
“And then—” prompted the girl, looking at him with her big, dark eyes.
“Well, then I fired two bullets at them. I think I wounded one. They
stood and snarled.”
The girl shuddered and pressed his hand tighter.
“Then I fired again. This time I killed a big grey fellow, the one which
had run after the deer, and the others made off.”
The girl drew a long, sharp breath, then, hugging him tightly around the
neck, kissed him.
David laughed and fought for breath. “Don’t you think the wolves were
very cunning?” he asked. “Have you ever heard anything like that
before?”
“They were very, very cunning,” declared the girl. “It was wonderful, I
have never heard the like.” Then, stroking his hair caressingly, she
added very seriously: “It was very brave of you to tackle three large
wolves, David, but it was dangerous, and I wish you would not go so far
from the Fort alone.”
The boy smiled derisively at these girlish fears.
“But I have my rifle!” he said bravely. Then with a swagger he added:
“But I must ‘ice’ my sled ready for the morning,” and filling a tin mug
with lukewarm water, and taking a piece of bearskin from off a shelf, he
went out.
With a sigh Kasba took down a pair of birchwood snowshoe frames from the
rack overhead and sat down to net them. The frames were her own
handiwork and well made; the wood had been cleverly pared down, the
cross-pieces and toes and heels beautifully fitted and turned—all done,
too, with only a small knife, called a “crooked knife,” and an awl.
But lest any of my readers should fall into the error committed by the
person who asked “whether snowshoes were warmer than shoes of ordinary
wear,” I will here more fully describe how these indispensable aids to
winter perambulations are made.
First four pieces of birch or juniper, as the case may be, are carefully
selected and cut into lengths varying from three to five feet or longer,
according to the size of the snowshoes desired. These pieces are then
whittled down to an inch in thickness, and each two fastened together at
either end, bent to the shape of an oblong oval, some ten inches across
its widest part, and turned up at the toe. Then the slender frames thus
made are strengthened at the forepart by two crossbars, and at the heel
by one bar. This completes them and they are hung up to dry. Later on
they are netted in criss-cross fashion, somewhat after the manner of a
tennis racket, with _babiche_, that is to say, narrow strips of
undressed deerskin, which are well wetted before using. The foot
netting, or in other words the netting on which the foot rests, is much
coarser than that used for the heel and toe of the snowshoe. Of course I
am describing a Chipewyan snowshoe. Snowshoes differ a little in shape
among other tribes of Indians, but the principle is the same.