III

We have dwelt on Catherine, the friend and guide of souls; but it is

Catherine the mystic, Catherine the friend of God, before whom the ages

bend in reverence. The final value of her letters lies in their

revelation, not of her dealings with other souls, but of God's dealings

with her own.

But in presence of the record of these deep experiences, silence is better

than words: is, indeed, for most of us the only possible attitude. The

letters that follow must speak for themselves. The clarity of mind which

Catherine always preserved, even in moments of highest exaltation, and her

loving eagerness to share her most sacred experiences with those dear to

her, have given her a power of expression that has produced pages of

unsurpassed interest and value, alike for the psychologist and for the

believer. Moreover--and this we well may note--her letters enable us to

apprehend with singularly happy intimacy, the natural character and

disposition of her whom these high things befell. In the very cadence of

their impetuous phrasing, in their swift dramatic changes, in their

marvellous blending of sweetness and virility, they show us the woman.

Some of them, especially those to her family and friends, are of almost

childlike simplicity and homely charm; others, among the most famous of

their kind, deal with mystical, or if we choose so to put it, with

supernatural experience: in all alike, we feel a heart akin to our own,

though larger and more tender.

The central fact in Catherine's nature was her rapt and absolute

perception of the Love of God, as the supreme reality in the universe.

This Love, as manifested in creation, in redemption, and in the sacrament

of the Altar, is the theme of her constant meditations. One little phrase,

charged with a lyric poignancy, sings itself again and again, enlightening

her more sober prose: "For nails would not have held God-and-Man fast to

the Cross, had love not held Him there." Her conceptions are positive, not

negative, and joyous adoration is the substance of her faith.

But the letters show us that this faith was not won nor kept without sharp

struggle. We have in them no presentation of a calm spirit, established on

tranquil heights of unchanging vision, above our "mortal moral strife."

Catherine is, as we can see, a woman of many moods--very sensitive, very

loving. She shows a touching dependence on those she loves, and an

inveterate habit of idealising them, which leads to frequent disillusion.

She is extremely eager and intense about little things as well as great;

hers is a truly feminine seriousness over the detail of living. She is

keenly and humanly interested in life on this earth, differing in this

respect from some canonized persons who seem always to be enduring it

_faute de mieux_. And, as happens to all sensitive people who refuse to

seclude themselves in dreams, life went hard with her. Hers was a frail

and suffering body, and a tossed and troubled spirit; wounded in the house

of her friends, beset by problem, shaken with doubt and fear by the

spectacle presented to her by the world and the Church of Christ. The

letters tell us how these, her sorrows and temptations, were not separated

from the life of faith, but a true portion of it: how she carried them

into the Divine Presence, and what high reassurance awaited her there.

Ordinary mortals are inclined to think that supernatural experience

removes the saints to a perplexing distance. In Catherine's case, however,

we become aware as we study the record that it brings her nearer us. For

these experiences, far from being independent of her outer life, are in

closest relation with it; even the highest and most mysterious, even those

in which the symbolism seems most remote from the modern mind, can be

translated by the psychologist without difficulty into modern terms. They

spring from the problems of her active life; they bring her renewed

strength and wisdom for her practical duties. An age, which like our own

places peculiar emphasis and value on the type of sanctity which promptly

expresses itself through the deed, should feel for Catherine Benincasa an

especial honour. She is one of the purest of Contemplatives; she knows,

what we to-day too often forget, that the task is impossible without the

vision. But it follows directly upon the vision, and this great mediaeval

mystic is one of the most efficient characters of her age.

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