XI

And so Brum passed at last over the shining, wonderful sea, feeling

only the wind on his forehead and the salt in his nostrils. It was a

beautiful day at the dawn of spring; the far-stretching sea sparkled

with molten diamonds, and Zillah felt that the highest God's blessing

rested like a blue sky over this strange pilgrimage. She was dressed

with great taste, and few would have divined the ignorance under her

silks.

"Mother, can you see France yet?" Brum asked very soon.

"No, my lamb."

"Mother, can you see France yet?" he persisted later.

"I see white cliffs," she said at last.

"Ah! that's only the white cliffs of Old England. Look the other way."

"I _am_ looking the other way. I see white cliffs coming to meet us."

"Has France got white cliffs, too?" cried Brum, disappointed.

On the journey to Paris he wearied her to describe France. In vain she

tried: her untrained vision and poor vocabulary could give him no new

elements to weave into a mental picture. There were trees and

sometimes houses and churches. And again trees. What kind of trees?

Green! Brum was in despair. France was, then, only like England; white

cliffs without, trees and houses within. He demanded the Seine at

least.

"Yes, I see a great water," his mother admitted at last.

"That's it! It rises in the Cote d'Or, flows N.N.W. then W., and N.W.

into the English Channel. It is more than twice as long as the Thames.

Perhaps you'll see the tributaries flowing into it--the little

rivers, the Oise, the Marne, the Yonne."

"No wonder the angels envy me him!" thought Zillah proudly.

They halted at Paris, putting up for the night, by the advice of a

friendly fellow-traveller, at a hotel by the Gare de Lyon, where, to

Zillah's joy and amazement, everybody spoke English to her and

accepted her English gold--a pleasant experience which was destined to

be renewed at each stage, and which increased her hope of a happy

issue.

"How loud Paris sounds!" said Brum, as they drove across it. He had to

construct it from its noises, for in answer to his feverish

interrogations his mother could only explain that some streets were

lined with trees and some foolish unrespectable people sat out in the

cold air, drinking at little tables.

"Oh, how jolly!" said Brum. "But can't you see Notre Dame?"

"What's that?"

"A splendid cathedral, mother--very old. Do look for two towers. We

must go there the first thing to-morrow."

"The first thing to-morrow we take the train. The quicker we get to

the doctor, the better."

"Oh, but we can't leave Paris without seeing Notre Dame, and the

gargoyles, and perhaps Quasimodo, and all that Victor Hugo describes.

I wonder if we shall see a devil-fish in Italy," he added

irrelevantly.

"You'll see the devil if you go to such places," said Zillah, who,

besides shirking the labor of description, was anxious not to provoke

unnecessarily the God of Israel.

"But I've often been to St. Paul's with the boys," said Brum.

"Have you?" She was vaguely alarmed.

"Yes, it's lovely--the stained windows and the organ. Yes, and the

Abbey's glorious, too; it almost makes me cry. I always liked to hear

the music with my eyes shut," he added, with forced cheeriness, "and

now that'll be all right."

"But your father wouldn't like it," said Zillah feebly.

"Father wouldn't like me to read the _Pilgrim's Progress_," retorted

Brum. "He doesn't understand these things. There's no harm in our

going to Notre Dame."

"No, no; it'll be much better to save all these places for the way

back, when you'll be able to see for yourself."

Too late it struck her she had missed an opportunity of breaking to

Brum the real object of the expedition.

"But the Seine, anyhow!" he persisted. "We can go there to-night."

"But what can you see at night?" cried Zillah, unthinkingly.

"Oh, mother! how beautiful it used to be to look over London Bridge at

night when we came back from the Crystal Palace!"

In the end Zillah accepted the compromise, and after their dinner of

fish and vegetables--for which Brum had scant appetite--they were

confided by the hotel porter to a bulbous-nosed cabman, who had

instructions to restore them to the hotel. Zillah thought wistfully of

her warm parlour in Dalston, with the firelight reflected in the glass

cases of the wax flowers.

The cab stopped on a quay.

"Well?" said Brum breathlessly.

"Little fool!" said Zillah good-humouredly. "There is nothing but

water--the same water as in London."

"But there are lights, aren't there?"

"Yes, there are lights," she admitted cheerfully.

"Where is the moon?"

"Where she always is--in the sky."

"Doesn't she make a silver path on the water?" he said, with a sob in

his voice.

"What are you crying at? The mother didn't mean to make you cry."

She strained him contritely to her bosom, and kissed away his tears.

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