This is accepted, I am told, even in shorthand, where the pupil acquires

the knowledge of a number of signs, only for the purpose of discarding

them when he is proficient enough to make an individual system. It is

also accepted in music, where only the advanced pianist or singer can

afford to play tricks with _tempo_. And I am sure it should be accepted

in acting.

Nowadays acting is less scientific (except in the matter of

voice-production) than it was when I was receiving hints, cautions, and

advice from my two dramatist friends, Charles Reade and Tom Taylor; and

the leading principles to which they attached importance have come to be

regarded as old-fashioned and superfluous. This attitude is

comparatively harmless in the interpretation of those modern plays in

which parts are made to fit the actors and personality is everything.

But those who have been led to believe that they can make their own

rules find their mistake when they come to tackle Shakespeare or any of

the standard dramatists in which the actors have to fit themselves to

the parts. Then, if ever, technique is avenged!

All my life the thing which has struck me as wanting on the stage is

_variety_. Some people are "tone-deaf," and they find it physically

impossible to observe the law of contrasts. But even a physical

deficiency can be overcome by that faculty for taking infinite pains

which may not be genius but is certainly a good substitute for it.

When it comes to pointing out an example, Henry Irving is the monument,

the great mark set up to show the genius of _will_. For years he worked

to overcome the dragging leg, which seemed to attract more attention

from some small-minded critics (sharp of eye, yet how dull of vision!)

than all the mental splendor of his impersonations. He toiled, and he

overcame this defect, just as he overcame his disregard of the vowels

and the self-consciousness which in the early stages of his career used

to hamper and incommode him. His _self_ was to him on a first night what

the shell is to a lobster on dry land. In "Hamlet," when we first acted

together after that long-ago Katherine and Petruchio period at the

Queen's, he used to discuss with me the secret of my freedom from

self-consciousness; and I suggested a more swift entrance on the stage

from the dressing-room. I told him that, in spite of the advantage in

ease which I had gained through having been on the stage when still a

mere child, I should be paralyzed with fright from over-acute

realization of the audience if I stood at the wing for ten minutes, as

he was in the habit of doing. He did not need me then, nor during the

run of our next play, "The Lady of Lyons"; but when it came to Shylock,

a quite new part to him, he tried the experiment, and, as he told me,

with great comfort to himself and success with the audience.

Only a great actor finds the difficulties of the actor's art infinite.

Even up to the last five years of his life, Henry Irving was striving,

striving. He never rested on old triumphs, never found a part in which

there was no more to do. Once when I was touring with him in America, at

the time when he was at the highest point of his fame, I watched him

one day in the train--always a delightful occupation, for his face

provided many pictures a minute--and being struck by a curious look,

half puzzled, half despairing, asked him what he was thinking about.

"I was thinking," he answered slowly, "how strange it is that I should

have made the reputation I have as an actor, with nothing to help

me--with no equipment. My legs, my voice--everything has been against

me. For an actor who can't walk, can't talk, and has no face to speak

of, I've done pretty well."

And I, looking at that splendid head, those wonderful hands, the whole

strange beauty of him, thought, "Ah, you little know!"

PORTIA

1875

The brilliant story of the Bancroft management of the old Prince of

Wales's Theater was more familiar twenty years back than it is now. I

think that few of the youngest playgoers who point out, on the first

nights of important productions, a remarkably striking figure of a man

with erect carriage, white hair, and flashing dark eyes--a man whose

eye-glass, manners, and clothes all suggest Thackeray and Major

Pendennis, in spite of his success in keeping abreast of everything

modern--few playgoers, I say, who point this man out as Sir Squire

Bancroft could give any adequate account of what he did for the English

theater in the 'seventies. Nor do the public who see an elegant little

lady starting for a drive from a certain house in Berkeley Square

realize that this is Marie Wilton, afterward Mrs. Bancroft, now Lady

Bancroft, the comedienne who created the heroines of Tom Robertson, and,

with her husband, brought what is called the cup-and-saucer drama to

absolute perfection.

We players know quite well and accept with philosophy the fact that when

we have done we are forgotten. We are sometimes told that we live too

much in the public eye and enjoy too much public favor and attention;

but at least we make up for it by leaving no trace of our short and

merry reign behind us when it is over!

I have never, even in Paris, seen anything more admirable than the

ensemble of the Bancroft productions. Every part in the domestic

comedies, the presentation of which, up to 1875, they had made their

policy, was played with such point and finish that the more rough,

uneven, and emotional acting of the present day has not produced

anything so good in the same line. The Prince of Wales's Theater was the

most fashionable in London, and there seemed no reason why the triumph

of Robertson should not go on for ever.

But that's the strange thing about theatrical success. However great, it

is limited in its force and duration, as we found out at the Lyceum

twenty years later. It was not only because the Bancrofts were ambitious

that they determined on a Shakespearean revival in 1875: they felt that

you can give the public too much even of a good thing, and thought that

a complete change might bring their theater new popularity as well as

new honor.

I, however, thought little of this at the time. After my return to the

stage in "The Wandering Heir" and my tour with Charles Reade, my

interest in the theater again declined. It has always been my fate or my

nature--perhaps they are really the same thing--to be very happy or

very miserable. At this time I was very miserable. I was worried to

death by domestic troubles and financial difficulties. The house in

which I first lived in London, after I left Hertfordshire, had been

dismantled of some of its most beautiful treasures by the brokers.

Pressure was being put on me by well-meaning friends to leave this house

and make a great change in my life. Everything was at its darkest when

Mrs. Bancroft came to call on me and offered me the part of Portia in

"The Merchant of Venice."

I had, of course, known her before, in the way that all people in the

theater seem to know each other, and I had seen her act; but on this

day, when she came to me as a kind of messenger of Fate, the harbinger

of the true dawn of my success, she should have had for me some special

and extraordinary significance. I could invest that interview now with

many dramatic features, but my memory, either because it is bad or

because it is good, corrects my imagination.

"May I come in?"

An ordinary remark, truly, to stick in one's head for thirty-odd years!

But it was made in such a _very_ pretty voice--one of the most silvery

voices I have ever heard from any woman except the late Queen Victoria,

whose voice was like a silver stream flowing over golden stones.

The smart little figure--Mrs. Bancroft was, above all things,

_petite_--dressed in black--elegant Parisian black--came into a room

which had been almost completely stripped of furniture. The floor was

covered with Japanese matting, and at one end was a cast of the Venus

of Milo, almost the same colossal size as the original.

Mrs. Bancroft's wonderful gray eyes, examined it curiously. The room,

the statue, and I myself must all have seemed very strange to her. I

wore a dress of some deep yellow woolen material which my little

daughter used to call the "frog dress," because it was speckled with

brown like a frog's skin. It was cut like a Viollet-le-Duc tabard, and

had not a trace of the fashion of the time. Mrs. Bancroft, however, did

not look at me less kindly because I wore aesthetic clothes and was

painfully thin. She explained that they were going to put on "The

Merchant of Venice" at the Prince of Wales's, that she was to rest for a

while for reasons connected with her health; that she and Mr. Bancroft

had thought of me for Portia.

Portia! It seemed too good to be true! I was a student when I was young.

I knew not only every word of the part, but every detail of that period

of Venetian splendor in which the action of the play takes place. I had

studied Vecellio. Now I am old, it is impossible for me to work like

that, but I never acknowledge that I get on as well without it.

Mrs. Bancroft told me that the production would be as beautiful as money

and thought could make it. The artistic side of the venture was to be in

the hands of Mr. Godwin, who had designed my dress for Titania at

Bristol.

"Well, what do you say?" said Mrs. Bancroft. "Will you put your shoulder

to the wheel with us?"

I answered incoherently and joyfully, that of all things I had been

wanting most to play in Shakespeare; that in Shakespeare I had always

felt I would play for half the salary; that--oh, I don't know what I

said! Probably it was all very foolish and unbusinesslike, but the

engagement was practically settled before Mrs. Bancroft left the house,

although I was charged not to say anything about it yet.

But theater secrets are generally _secrets de polichinelle_. When I went

to Charles Reade's house at Albert Gate on the following Sunday for one

of his regular Sunday parties, he came up to me at once with a knowing

look and said:

"So you've got an engagement."

"I'm not to say anything about it."

"It's in Shakespeare!"

"I'm not to tell."

"But I know. I've been thinking it out. It's 'The Merchant of Venice.'"

"Nothing is settled yet. It's on the cards."

"I know! I know!" said wise old Charles. "Well, you'll never have such a

good part as Philippa Chester!"

"No, Nelly, never!" said Mrs. Seymour, who happened to overhear this.

"They call Philippa a Rosalind part. Rosalind! Rosalind is not to be

compared with it!"

Between Mrs. Seymour and Charles Reade existed a friendship of that rare

sort about which it is easy for people who are not at all rare,

unfortunately, to say ill-natured things. Charles Reade worshiped Laura

Seymour, and she understood him and sympathized with his work and his

whims. She died before he did, and he never got over it. The great

success of one of his last plays, "Drink," an adaptation from the

French, in which Charles Warner is still thrilling audiences to this

day, meant nothing to him because she was not alive to share it. The "In

Memoriam" which he had inscribed over her grave is characteristic of the

man, the woman, and their friendship:

HERE LIES THE GREAT HEART OF

LAURA SEYMOUR

I liked Mrs. Seymour so much that I was hurt when I found that she had

instructed Charles Reade to tell Nelly Terry "not to paint her face" in

the daytime, and I was young enough to enjoy revenging myself in my own

way. We used to play childish games at Charles Reade's house sometimes,

and with "Follow my leader" came my opportunity. I asked for a basin of

water and a towel and scrubbed my face with a significant thoroughness.

The rules of the game meant that everyone had to follow my example! When

I had dried my face I powdered it, and then darkened my eyebrows. I

wished to be quite frank about the harmless little bit of artifice which

Mrs. Seymour had exaggerated into a crime. She was now hoist with her

own petard, for, being heavily made up, she could not and would not

follow the leader. After this Charles Reade acquitted me of the use of

"pigments red," but he still kept up a campaign against "Chalky," as he

humorously christened my powder-puff. "Don't be pig-headed, love," he

wrote to me once; "it is because Chalky does not improve you that I

forbid it. Trust unprejudiced and friendly eyes and drop it altogether."

Although Mrs. Seymour was naturally prejudiced where Charles Reade's

work was concerned, she only spoke the truth, pardonably exaggerated,

about the part of Philippa Chester. I know no part which is a patch on

it for effectiveness; yet there is little in it of the stuff which

endures. The play itself was too unbusiness like ever to become a

classic.

Not for years afterwards did I find out that I was not the "first

choice" for Portia. The Bancrofts had tried the Kendals first, with the

idea of making a double engagement; but the negotiations failed. Perhaps

the rivalry between Mrs. Kendal and me might have become of more

significance had she appeared as Portia at the Prince of Wales's and

preferred Shakespeare to domestic comedy. In after years she played

Rosalind--I never did, alas!--and quite recently acted with me in "The

Merry Wives of Windsor"; but the best of her fame will always be

associated with such plays as "The Squire," "The Ironmaster," "Lady

Clancarty," and many more plays of that type. When she played with me in

Shakespeare she laughingly challenged me to come and play with her in a

modern piece, a domestic play, and I said, "Done!" but it has not been

done yet, although in Mrs. Clifford's "The Likeness of the Night" there

was a good medium for the experiment. I found Mrs. Kendal wonderful to

act with. No other English actress has such extraordinary skill. Of

course, people have said we are jealous of each other. "Ellen Terry Acts

with Lifelong Enemy," proclaimed an American newspaper in five-inch

type, when we played together as Mistress Page and Mistress Ford in Mr.

Tree's Coronation production of "The Merry Wives of Windsor." But the

enmity did not seem to worry us as much as the newspaper men over the

Atlantic had represented.

It was during this engagement in 1902 that a young actor who was

watching us coming in at the stage-door at His Majesty's one day is

reported to have said: "Look at Mr. Tree between his two 'stars'!"

"You mean Ancient Lights!" answered the witty actress to whom the remark

was made.

However, "e'en in our ashes burn our wonted fires," or, to descend from

the sublime to the ridiculous, and from the poetry of Gray to the

pantomime gag of Drury Lane and Herbert Campbell, "Better to be a good

old has-been than a never-was-er!"

But it was long before the "has-been" days that Mrs. Kendal decided not

to bring her consummately dexterous and humorous workmanship to the task

of playing Portia, and left the field open for me. My fires were only

just beginning to burn. Success I had had of a kind, and I had tasted

the delight of knowing that audiences liked me, and had liked them back

again. But never until I appeared as Portia at the Prince of Wales's had

I experienced that awe-struck feeling which comes, I suppose, to no

actress more than once in a lifetime--the feeling of the conqueror. In

homely parlance, I knew that I had "got them" at the moment when I spoke

the speech beginning, "You see me, Lord Bassanio, where I stand."

"What can this be?" I thought. "_Quite_ this thing has never come to me

before! _This is different!_ It has never been quite the same before."

It was never to be quite the same again.

Elation, triumph, being lifted on high by a single stroke of the mighty

wing of glory--call it by any name, think of it as you like--it was as

Portia that I had my first and last sense of it. And, while it made me

happy, it made me miserable because I foresaw, as plainly as my own

success, another's failure.

Charles Coghlan, an actor whose previous record was fine enough to

justify his engagement as Shylock, showed that night the fatal quality

of _indecision_.

A worse performance than his, carried through with decision and attack,

might have succeeded, but Coghlan's Shylock was not even bad. It was

_nothing_.

You could hardly hear a word he said. He spoke as though he had a sponge

in his mouth, and moved as if paralyzed. The perspiration poured down

his face; yet what he was doing no one could guess. It was a case of

moral cowardice rather than incompetency. At rehearsals no one had

entirely believed in him, and this, instead of stinging him into a

resolution to triumph, had made him take fright and run away.

People felt that they were witnessing a great play with a great part cut

out, and "The Merchant of Venice" ran for three weeks!

It was a pity, if only because a more gorgeous and complete little

spectacle had never been seen on the English stage. Veronese's "Marriage

in Cana" had inspired many of the stage pictures, and the expenditure in

carrying them out had been lavish.

In the casket scene I wore a dress like almond-blossom. I was very thin,

but Portia and all the ideal _young_ heroines of Shakespeare ought to

be thin. Fat is fatal to ideality!

I played the part more stiffly and more slowly at the Prince of Wales's

than I did in later years. I moved and spoke slowly. The clothes seemed

to demand it, and the setting of the play developed the Italian feeling

in it, and let the English Elizabethan side take care of itself. The

silver casket scene with the Prince of Aragon was preserved, and so was

the last act, which had hitherto been cut out in nearly all stage

versions.

I have tried five or six different ways of treating Portia, but the way

I think best is not the one which finds the heartiest response from my

audiences. Has there ever been a dramatist, I wonder, whose parts admit

of as many different interpretations as do Shakespeare's? There lies his

immortality as an acting force. For times change, and parts have to be

acted differently for different generations. Some parts are not

sufficiently universal for this to be possible, but every ten years an

actor can reconsider a Shakespeare part and find new life in it for his

new purpose and new audiences.

The aesthetic craze, with all its faults, was responsible for a great

deal of true enthusiasm for anything beautiful. It made people welcome

the Bancrofts' production of "The Merchant of Venice" with an

appreciation which took the practical form of an offer to keep the

performances going by subscription, as the general public was not

supporting them. Sir Frederick and Lady Pollock, James Spedding, Edwin

Arnold, Sir Frederick Leighton and others made the proposal to the

Bancrofts, but nothing came of it.

Short as the run of the play was, it was a wonderful time for me.

Everyone seemed to be in love with me! I had sweethearts by the dozen,

known and unknown. Most of the letters written to me I destroyed long

ago, but the feeling of sweetness and light with which some of them

filled me can never be destroyed. The task of reading and answering

letters has been a heavy one all my life, but it would be ungrateful to

complain of it. To some people expression is life itself. Half my

letters begin: "I cannot help writing to tell you," and I believe that

this is the simple truth. I, for one, should have been poorer, though my

eyes might have been stronger, if they _had_ been able to help it.

There turns up to-day, out of a long-neglected box, a charming note

about "The Merchant of Venice" from some unknown friend.

"Playing to such houses," he wrote, "is not an encouraging pursuit; but

to give to human beings the greatest pleasure that they are capable of

receiving must always be worth doing. You have given me that pleasure,

and I write to offer you my poor thanks. Portia has always been my

favorite heroine, and I saw her last night as sweet and lovely as I had

always hoped she might be. I hope that I shall see you again in other

Shakespearean characters, and that nothing will tempt you to withhold

your talents from their proper sphere."

The audiences may have been scanty, but they were wonderful.

O'Shaughnessy, Watts-Dunton, Oscar Wilde, Alfred Gilbert, and, I think

Swinburne were there. A poetic and artistic atmosphere pervaded the

front of the house as well as the stage itself.

TOM TAYLOR AND LAVENDER SWEEP

I have read in some of the biographies of me that have been published

from time to time, that I was chagrined at Coghlan's fiasco because it

brought my success as Portia so soon to an end. As a matter of fact, I

never thought about it. I was just sorry for clever Coghlan, who was

deeply hurt and took his defeat hardly and moodily. He wiped out the

public recollection of it to a great extent by his Evelyn in "Money,"

Sir Charles Pomander in "Masks and Faces," and Claude Melnotte in "The

Lady of Lyons," which he played with me at the Princess's Theater for

one night only in the August following the withdrawal of "The Merchant

of Venice."

I have been credited with great generosity for appearing in that single

performance of "The Lady of Lyons." It was said that I wanted to help

Coghlan reinstate himself, and so on. Very likely there was some such

feeling in the matter, but there was also a good part and good

remuneration! I remember that I played Lytton's proud heroine better

then than I did at the Lyceum five years later, and Coghlan was more

successful as Melnotte than Henry Irving. But I was never really _good_.

I tried in vain to have sympathy with a lady who was addressed as

"haughty cousin," yet whose very pride had so much inconsistency. How

could any woman fall in love with a cad like Melnotte? I used to ask

myself despairingly. The very fact that I tried to understand Pauline

was against me. There is only one way to play her, and to be bothered by

questions of sincerity and consistency means that you will miss that way

for a certainty!

I missed it, and fell between two stools. Finding that it was useless

to depend upon feeling, I groped after the definite rules which had

always governed the delivery of Pauline's fustian, and the fate that

commonly overtakes those who try to put old wine into new bottles

overtook me.

I knew for instance, exactly how the following speech ought to be done,

but I never could do it. It occurs in the fourth act, where Beauseant,

after Pauline has been disillusioned, thinks it will be an easy matter

to induce the proud beauty to fly with him:

"Go! (_White to the lips._) Sir, leave this house! It is humble;

but a husband's roof, however lowly, is, in the eyes of God and

man, the temple of a wife's honor. (_Tumultuous applause._) Know

that I would rather starve--aye, _starve_--with him who has

betrayed me than accept _your_ lawful hand, even were you the

prince whose name he bore. (_Hurrying on quickly to prevent

applause before the finish._) _Go!_"

It is easy to laugh at Lytton's rhetoric, but very few dramatists have

had a more complete mastery of theatrical situations, and that is a good

thing to be master of. Why the word "theatrical" should have come to be

used in a contemptuous sense I cannot understand. "Musical" is a word of

praise in music; why not "theatrical" in a theater? A play in any age

which holds the boards so continuously as "The Lady of Lyons" deserves

more consideration than the ridicule of those who think that the world

has moved on because our playwrights write more naturally than Lytton

did. The merit of the play lay, not in its bombast, but in its

situation.

Before Pauline I had played Clara Douglas in a revival of "Money," and I

found her far more interesting and possible. To act the _balance_ of the

girl was keen enjoyment; it foreshadowed some of that greater enjoyment

I was to have in after years when playing Hermione--another well-judged,

well-balanced mind, a woman who is not passion's slave, who never

answers on the spur of the moment, but from the depths of reason and

divine comprehension. I didn't agree with Clara Douglas's sentiments but

I saw her point of view, and that was everything.

Tom Taylor, like Charles Reade, never hesitated to speak plainly to me

about my acting, and, after the first night of "Money," wrote me a

letter full of hints and caution and advice:

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