CHAPTER XII.

Earlier than usual on the morning of Thursday, the twenty-third of

July, Mr. Clare appeared at the door of his cottage, and stepped out

into the little strip of garden attached to his residence.

After he had taken a few turns backward and forward, alone, he was

joined by a spare, quiet, gray-haired man, whose personal appearance

was totally devoid of marked character of any kind; whose inexpressive

face and conventionally-quiet manner presented nothing that attracted

approval and nothing that inspired dislike. This was Mr. Pendril—this

was the man on whose lips hung the future of the orphans at

Combe-Raven.

“The time is getting on,” he said, looking toward the shrubbery, as he

joined Mr. Clare.

“My appointment with Miss Garth is for eleven o’clock: it only wants

ten minutes of the hour.”

“Are you to see her alone?” asked Mr. Clare.

“I left Miss Garth to decide—after warning her, first of all, that the

circumstances I am compelled to disclose are of a very serious nature.”

“And _has_ she decided?”

“She writes me word that she mentioned my appointment, and repeated the

warning I had given her to both the daughters. The elder of the two

shrinks—and who can wonder at it?—from any discussion connected with

the future which requires her presence so soon as the day after the

funeral. The younger one appears to have expressed no opinion on the

subject. As I understand it, she suffers herself to be passively guided

by her sister’s example. My interview, therefore, will take place with

Miss Garth alone—and it is a very great relief to me to know it.”

He spoke the last words with more emphasis and energy than seemed

habitual to him. Mr. Clare stopped, and looked at his guest

attentively.

“You are almost as old as I am, sir,” he said. “Has all your long

experience as a lawyer not hardened you yet?”

“I never knew how little it had hardened me,” replied Mr. Pendril,

quietly, “until I returned from London yesterday to attend the funeral.

I was not warned that the daughters had resolved on following their

parents to the grave. I think their presence made the closing scene of

this dreadful calamity doubly painful, and doubly touching. You saw how

the great concourse of people were moved by it—and _they_ were in

ignorance of the truth; _they_ knew nothing of the cruel necessity

which takes me to the house this morning. The sense of that

necessity—and the sight of those poor girls at the time when I felt my

hard duty toward them most painfully—shook me, as a man of my years and

my way of life is not often shaken by any distress in the present or

any suspense in the future. I have not recovered it this morning: I

hardly feel sure of myself yet.”

“A man’s composure—when he is a man like you—comes with the necessity

for it,” said Mr. Clare. “You must have had duties to perform as trying

in their way as the duty that lies before you this morning.”

Mr. Pendril shook his head. “Many duties as serious; many stories more

romantic. No duty so trying, no story so hopeless, as this.”

With those words they parted. Mr. Pendril left the garden for the

shrubbery path which led to Combe-Raven. Mr. Clare returned to the

cottage.

On reaching the passage, he looked through the open door of his little

parlor and saw Frank sitting there in idle wretchedness, with his head

resting wearily on his hand.

“I have had an answer from your employers in London,” said Mr. Clare.

“In consideration of what has happened, they will allow the offer they

made you to stand over for another month.”

Frank changed color, and rose nervously from his chair.

“Are my prospects altered?” he asked. “Are Mr. Vanstone’s plans for me

not to be carried out? He told Magdalen his will had provided for her.

She repeated his words to me; she said I ought to know all that his

goodness and generosity had done for both of us. How can his death make

a change? Has anything happened?”

“Wait till Mr. Pendril comes back from Combe-Raven,” said his father.

“Question him—don’t question me.”

The ready tears rose in Frank’s eyes.

“You won’t be hard on me?” he pleaded, faintly. “You won’t expect me to

go back to London without seeing Magdalen first?”

Mr. Clare looked thoughtfully at his son, and considered a little

before he replied.

“You may dry your eyes,” he said. “You shall see Magdalen before you go

back.”

He left the room, after making that reply, and withdrew to his study.

The books lay ready to his hand as usual. He opened one of them and set

himself to read in the customary manner. But his attention wandered;

and his eyes strayed away, from time to time, to the empty chair

opposite—the chair in which his old friend and gossip had sat and

wrangled with him good-humoredly for many and many a year past. After a

struggle with himself he closed the book. “D—n the chair!” he said: “it

_will_ talk of him; and I must listen.” He reached down his pipe from

the wall and mechanically filled it with tobacco. His hand shook, his

eyes wandered back to the old place; and a heavy sigh came from him

unwillingly. That empty chair was the only earthly argument for which

he had no answer: his heart owned its defeat and moistened his eyes in

spite of him. “He has got the better of me at last,” said the rugged

old man. “There is one weak place left in me still—and _he_ has found

it.”

Meanwhile, Mr. Pendril entered the shrubbery, and followed the path

which led to the lonely garden and the desolate house. He was met at

the door by the man-servant, who was apparently waiting in expectation

of his arrival.

“I have an appointment with Miss Garth. Is she ready to see me?”

“Quite ready, sir.”

“Is she alone?”

“Yes, sir.”

“In the room which was Mr. Vanstone’s study?”

“In that room, sir.”

The servant opened the door and Mr. Pendril went in.

The governess stood alone at the study window. The morning was

oppressively hot, and she threw up the lower sash to admit more air

into the room, as Mr. Pendril entered it.

They bowed to each other with a formal politeness, which betrayed on

either side an uneasy sense of restraint. Mr. Pendril was one of the

many men who appear superficially to the worst advantage, under the

influence of strong mental agitation which it is necessary for them to

control. Miss Garth, on her side, had not forgotten the ungraciously

guarded terms in which the lawyer had replied to her letter; and the

natural anxiety which she had felt on the subject of the interview was

not relieved by any favorable opinion of the man who sought it. As they

confronted each other in the silence of the summer’s morning—both

dressed in black; Miss Garth’s hard features, gaunt and haggard with

grief; the lawyer’s cold, colorless face, void of all marked

expression, suggestive of a business embarrassment and of nothing

more—it would have been hard to find two persons less attractive

externally to any ordinary sympathies than the two who had now met

together, the one to tell, the other to hear, the secrets of the dead.

“I am sincerely sorry, Miss Garth, to intrude on you at such a time as

this. But circumstances, as I have already explained, leave me no other

choice.”

“Will you take a seat, Mr. Pendril? You wished to see me in this room,

I believe?”

“Only in this room, because Mr. Vanstone’s papers are kept here, and I

may find it necessary to refer to some of them.”

After that formal interchange of question and answer, they sat down on

either side of a table placed close under the window. One waited to

speak, the other waited to hear. There was a momentary silence. Mr.

Pendril broke it by referring to the young ladies, with the customary

expressions of sympathy. Miss Garth answered him with the same

ceremony, in the same conventional tone. There was a second pause of

silence. The humming of flies among the evergreen shrubs under the

window penetrated drowsily into the room; and the tramp of a

heavy-footed cart-horse, plodding along the high-road beyond the

garden, was as plainly audible in the stillness as if it had been

night.

The lawyer roused his flagging resolution, and spoke to the purpose

when he spoke next.

“You have some reason, Miss Garth,” he began, “to feel not quite

satisfied with my past conduct toward you, in one particular. During

Mrs. Vanstone’s fatal illness, you addressed a letter to me, making

certain inquiries; which, while she lived, it was impossible for me to

answer. Her deplorable death releases me from the restraint which I had

imposed on myself, and permits—or, more properly, obliges me to speak.

You shall know what serious reasons I had for waiting day and night in

the hope of obtaining that interview which unhappily never took place;

and in justice to Mr. Vanstone’s memory, your own eyes shall inform you

that he made his will.”

He rose; unlocked a little iron safe in the corner of the room; and

returned to the table with some folded sheets of paper, which he spread

open under Miss Garth’s eyes. When she had read the first words, “In

the name of God, Amen,” he turned the sheet, and pointed to the end of

the next page. She saw the well-known signature: “Andrew Vanstone.” She

saw the customary attestations of the two witnesses; and the date of

the document, reverting to a period of more than five years since.

Having thus convinced her of the formality of the will, the lawyer

interposed before she could question him, and addressed her in these

words:

“I must not deceive you,” he said. “I have my own reasons for producing

this document.”

“What reasons, sir?”

“You shall hear them. When you are in possession of the truth, these

pages may help to preserve your respect for Mr. Vanstone’s memory—”

Miss Garth started back in her chair.

“What do you mean?” she asked, with a stern straightforwardness.

He took no heed of the question; he went on as if she had not

interrupted him.

“I have a second reason,” he continued, “for showing you the will. If I

can prevail on you to read certain clauses in it, under my

superintendence, you will make your own discovery of the circumstances

which I am here to disclose—circumstances so painful that I hardly know

how to communicate them to you with my own lips.”

Miss Garth looked him steadfastly in the face.

“Circumstances, sir, which affect the dead parents, or the living

children?”

“Which affect the dead and the living both,” answered the lawyer.

“Circumstances, I grieve to say, which involve the future of Mr.

Vanstone’s unhappy daughters.”

“Wait,” said Miss Garth, “wait a little.” She pushed her gray hair back

from her temples, and struggled with the sickness of heart, the

dreadful faintness of terror, which would have overpowered a younger or

a less resolute woman. Her eyes, dim with watching, weary with grief,

searched the lawyer’s unfathomable face. “His unhappy daughters?” she

repeated to herself, vacantly. “He talks as if there was some worse

calamity than the calamity which has made them orphans.” She paused

once more; and rallied her sinking courage. “I will not make your hard

duty, sir, more painful to you than I can help,” she resumed. “Show me

the place in the will. Let me read it, and know the worst.”

Mr. Pendril turned back to the first page, and pointed to a certain

place in the cramped lines of writing. “Begin here,” he said.

She tried to begin; she tried to follow his finger, as she had followed

it already to the signatures and the dates. But her senses seemed to

share the confusion of her mind—the words mingled together, and the

lines swam before her eyes.

“I can’t follow you,” she said. “You must tell it, or read it to me.”

She pushed her chair back from the table, and tried to collect herself.

“Stop!” she exclaimed, as the lawyer, with visible hesitation and

reluctance, took the papers in his own hand. “One question, first. Does

his will provide for his children?”

“His will provided for them, when he made it.”

“When he made it!” (Something of her natural bluntness broke out in her

manner as she repeated the answer.) “Does it provide for them now?”

“It does not.”

She snatched the will from his hand, and threw it into a corner of the

room. “You mean well,” she said; “you wish to spare me—but you are

wasting your time, and my strength. If the will is useless, there let

it lie. Tell me the truth, Mr. Pendril—tell it plainly, tell it

instantly, in your own words!”

He felt that it would be useless cruelty to resist that appeal. There

was no merciful alternative but to answer it on the spot.

“I must refer you to the spring of the present year, Miss Garth. Do you

remember the fourth of March?”

Her attention wandered again; a thought seemed to have struck her at

the moment when he spoke. Instead of answering his inquiry, she put a

question of her own.

“Let me break the news to myself,” she said—“let me anticipate you, if

I can. His useless will, the terms in which you speak of his daughters,

the doubt you seem to feel of my continued respect for his memory, have

opened a new view to me. Mr. Vanstone has died a ruined man—is that

what you had to tell me?”

“Far from it. Mr. Vanstone has died, leaving a fortune of more than

eighty thousand pounds—a fortune invested in excellent securities. He

lived up to his income, but never beyond it; and all his debts added

together would not reach two hundred pounds. If he had died a ruined

man, I should have felt deeply for his children: but I should not have

hesitated to tell you the truth, as I am hesitating now. Let me repeat

a question which escaped you, I think, when I first put it. Carry your

mind back to the spring of this year. Do you remember the fourth of

March?”

Miss Garth shook her head. “My memory for dates is bad at the best of

times,” she said. “I am too confused to exert it at a moment’s notice.

Can you put your question in no other form?”

He put it in this form:

“Do you remember any domestic event in the spring of the present year

which appeared to affect Mr. Vanstone more seriously than usual?”

Miss Garth leaned forward in her chair, and looked eagerly at Mr.

Pendril across the table. “The journey to London!” she exclaimed. “I

distrusted the journey to London from the first! Yes! I remember Mr.

Vanstone receiving a letter—I remember his reading it, and looking so

altered from himself that he startled us all.”

“Did you notice any apparent understanding between Mr. and Mrs.

Vanstone on the subject of that letter?”

“Yes: I did. One of the girls—it was Magdalen—mentioned the post-mark;

some place in America. It all comes back to me, Mr. Pendril. Mrs.

Vanstone looked excited and anxious, the moment she heard the place

named. They went to London together the next day; they explained

nothing to their daughters, nothing to me. Mrs. Vanstone said the

journey was for family affairs. I suspected something wrong; I couldn’t

tell what. Mrs. Vanstone wrote to me from London, saying that her

object was to consult a physician on the state of her health, and not

to alarm her daughters by telling them. Something in the letter rather

hurt me at the time. I thought there might be some other motive that

she was keeping from me. Did I do her wrong?”

“You did her no wrong. There was a motive which she was keeping from

you. In revealing that motive, I reveal the painful secret which brings

me to this house. All that I could do to prepare you, I have done. Let

me now tell the truth in the plainest and fewest words. When Mr. and

Mrs. Vanstone left Combe-Raven, in the March of the present year—”

Before he could complete the sentence, a sudden movement of Miss

Garth’s interrupted him. She started violently, and looked round toward

the window. “Only the wind among the leaves,” she said, faintly. “My

nerves are so shaken, the least thing startles me. Speak out, for God’s

sake! When Mr. and Mrs. Vanstone left this house, tell me in plain

words, why did they go to London?”

In plain words, Mr. Pendril told her:

“They went to London to be married.”

With that answer he placed a slip of paper on the table. It was the

marriage certificate of the dead parents, and the date it bore was

March the twentieth, eighteen hundred and forty-six.

Miss Garth neither moved nor spoke. The certificate lay beneath her

unnoticed. She sat with her eyes rooted on the lawyer’s face; her mind

stunned, her senses helpless. He saw that all his efforts to break the

shock of the discovery had been efforts made in vain; he felt the vital

importance of rousing her, and firmly and distinctly repeated the fatal

words.

“They went to London to be married,” he said. “Try to rouse yourself:

try to realize the plain fact first: the explanation shall come

afterward. Miss Garth, I speak the miserable truth! In the spring of

this year they left home; they lived in London for a fortnight, in the

strictest retirement; they were married by license at the end of that

time. There is a copy of the certificate, which I myself obtained on

Monday last. Read the date of the marriage for yourself. It is Friday,

the twentieth of March—the March of this present year.”

As he pointed to the certificate, that faint breath of air among the

shrubs beneath the window, which had startled Miss Garth, stirred the

leaves once more. He heard it himself this time, and turned his face,

so as to let the breeze play upon it. No breeze came; no breath of air

that was strong enough for him to feel, floated into the room.

Miss Garth roused herself mechanically, and read the certificate. It

seemed to produce no distinct impression on her: she laid it on one

side in a lost, bewildered manner. “Twelve years,” she said, in low,

hopeless tones—“twelve quiet, happy years I lived with this family.

Mrs. Vanstone was my friend; my dear, valued friend—my sister, I might

almost say. I can’t believe it. Bear with me a little, sir, I can’t

believe it yet.”

“I shall help you to believe it when I tell you more,” said Mr.

Pendril—“you will understand me better when I take you back to the time

of Mr. Vanstone’s early life. I won’t ask for your attention just yet.

Let us wait a little, until you recover yourself.”

They waited a few minutes. The lawyer took some letters from his

pocket, referred to them attentively, and put them back again. “Can you

listen to me, now?” he asked, kindly. She bowed her head in answer. Mr.

Pendril considered with himself for a moment, “I must caution you on

one point,” he said. “If the aspect of Mr. Vanstone’s character which I

am now about to present to you seems in some respects at variance with

your later experience, bear in mind that, when you first knew him

twelve years since, he was a man of forty; and that, when I first knew

him, he was a lad of nineteen.”

His next words raised the veil, and showed the irrevocable Past.

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