PRECIOUS CARGOES.
The richest cargo in the world is a cargo of TIME, and the locomotive
was made to draw it. Yesterday I saw a man who tugged his household
goods and gods from East to West in thirty days. To be sure, the roads
had three dimensions, length, breadth and--_thickness_;--who ever knew
a migrant to flit in pleasant weather?--but he drove early and late,
and tired out the family dog and took him aboard--the dog that had
developed his muscles in digging out woodchucks and shaking pole-cats
to pieces in the Catskills. He has made that journey since in thirty
hours, and his account between the old time and the new stands 1:24--a
pretty formidable balance when the commodity is a thing so precious as
time.
Take that piece of animated nature called the commercial traveler, who
slings his little knapsack under his left shoulder-blade and says, "the
world is mine oyster!" He is as much a product of the locomotive as a
puff of steam. He is a wholesale store in a pair of boots. The great
house in New York, Chicago, Cincinnati, is trundled about the world by
sample, and he girds up his loins and keeps it company. The engine has
made him possible. He is about as wonderful as the Arabian Genius that
came out of the little bottle and clouded all the land. Let us say he
travels fifteen thousand miles a year; that he keeps upon the track ten
years without breaking his neck; that he begins his commercial raids
at the age of twenty-two, unships his little knapsack, buys out the
wholesale house he "represented," and retires from the road at
thirty-two, thus making a beginning so noble that it fairly laps over
upon the ending.
Now, could you set back his almanac for him about a generation, a
couple of hundred years would be little enough to accomplish the work,
and he must bequeath the unfinished business to his great-grandson--a
legacy from his dead and gone ancestor. Here he is now, with the work
done, all the silver on his dining-table, and not a thread of it in
his hair! Those witches and wizards of locomotives have drawn a cargo
of more than two centuries about the world for him, upon which _he_
could draw at will, and his draft was honored every time. They have
made his days "long in the land," no matter what he thought of his
father; made a young Methuselah of him, two hundred and fifty years
old if a day, and the grasshopper not a grain heavier.
The modern cars have taken aboard what was little thought of in the
early history of locomotives--_breathing_ material. Ventilation
has by no means attained perfection, but remember the low, narrow
boxes, almost as close as mortality's "long home," that they used to
call coaches, in which people made sardines of themselves, and caught
colds and influenzas and asthmas and catarrhs and other musical
instruments, and you will not feel like being very querulous over the
discomforts of modern locomotion. That ancient fashion--it was the best
the stupid old world knew--of boxing a man up in cars full of nitrogen,
was an abomination to chemistry and comfort. A stove in the center, a
sort of altar for the rendering of unseemly offerings that Sir Walter
Raleigh is said to be answerable for, used to form a torrid zone about
eight feet broad, subdued into a pair of temperates, and eked out at
the ends with a couple of frigids, and there you have the climate of
the old railroads. Then, what with those who broke fast on bolognas and
the blessed vegetable that used to keep the girls of Weathersfield
a-crying, you had all the odors of Cologne _except_ cologne.
Did you ever watch a kitten under a receiver when the air-pump began to
rob her of her breathing material?--the signs of distress, the furry
sides working like a busy bellows, the bewildered looking about for
help? If it was a talented kitten, perhaps she discovered the fatal
orifice in the brazen floor whence her life was escaping, and clapped
her paw upon it, as cats have done before now, and so stopped the
robbery and won respect and saved her life. This time the victim is not
a cat but a king, to-wit, one of the American sovereigns, secured in an
old-time car, with nothing aboard to make breath of. It is curious to
see how he degenerates by a series of melancholy transitions into a
miserable vegetable. You put him into the car brisk and bright as
nature will let him be. The sixth hour he grows irritable; the tenth,
dull. His fancy leaves him in the fifteenth. He begins to think how far
it is to dinner, and how much he will eat, for he is just passing
through the brute region, on his way from humanity down to vegetation,
where his epitaph might be, "gone to grass." The eighteenth hour he is
surly; the twentieth, dumb. The twenty-fourth "does" for him and the
metamorphosis is complete, the necromantic experiment is over. He
cannot remember who wrote Milton's "Paradise Lost." He forgets the name
of the principal character in Hamlet. He runs up a few rounds of the
multiplication table just to see if they are all there. He ceases to
think at all, looks steadily out of the window and sees nothing. He
ceases to count anything in the census. He is not so much as
Nebuchadnezzar. He is grass.
But "all things have become new." What speed in the engine; what
priceless cargoes of time and oxygen upon the train; how fast and long
we live in a little while! Let us be glad. Uneasy people sometimes wish
they had been born in the days of Alexander, or Moses, or Methuselah,
or somebody who looms up gigantically in the mists of history. It is
better to live in the days of the Steam-engine. It has conquered more
worlds than Alexander, traversed vaster wildernesses than the
Israelite, and reclaimed them as it went; and behold, by the power of
the Engine we live to be hundreds of years old, and never give it a
thought!
Studying life on the railroad train and looking into a kaleidoscope are
somewhat alike. You cannot exhaust the figures in the one, and almost
every turn of the wheels brings up a new and curious combination in the
other. And so I find myself wondering why I omitted this, forgot that,
and ever thought I could possibly be content with the few chance
glimpses at thirty miles an hour that are here recorded.
The Engineer has rung the bell, the Conductor has pulled the cord, the
Passenger Train has gone. There is nothing now to be done except to
ship by a dull freight train a little heavy
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BAGGAGE
CHAPTER I.
MY STARRY DAYS.
There are some stars to which, in my boyhood, I was wont to lay special
claim. Perhaps everybody is. I never thought of their being out of the
jurisdiction of the State of New York, where I first began to "see
stars," not meaning those early experiments upon the glare ice of
Leonard's Pond, when my heels went up like Mercury's, and my head went
down like the flintlock of an old Queen's arm. One large ripe star used
to tremble just over the edge of Clinton's Woods--I loved to fancy it
would lodge sometime, and I would go a-nutting for worlds as I did for
beech-nuts--a star with such a warm and human sort of light, so like an
earthly fire-side somewhere, with the door open, that it always
inspired a home feeling, and I counted it as much among the belongings
of that particular landscape as the daisies in the pasture, and not
more than a breath or two farther off.
I have heard since that it has charmed no end of poets to write verses
to it that never were sent; that it is called Venus, when it deserves
an honest womanly name--Mary or Rachel, Ruth or Eve. Is it not strange
that we christen a great beautiful world as we would not dare name
anybody's daughter, unless her mother had an extra pair of feet in
daily use, or her father were content to be called "Towzer"--at least
now that the turbaned "aunty," who opened her mouth like a piano and
laughed clear across the plantation, has been "amended" and counted in
among the souls to be saved.
If the heathen began the nomenclature of the skies, pray let it be
ended by Christians. There are no Alexanders about, to be crying for
new worlds. They are glittering into the field of view every night or
two, and the business of naming goes on after the fashion of dead and
dusty idolaters. Had Adam made such work "calling names" when the Lord
bade him, he would have been sent down on his knees there in Eden to
weed onions unto tears and repentance. Let our star-finders give
them a hint--those keen fellows who shall, by-and-by, roll that date
of theirs, _Anno Domini 3,000_, over and over like a school of
dolphins--that _we_, at least, have abandoned Latin and Greek gods;
that our poultry are quite safe for all anybody in America, be he fool
or philosopher, ordering a cock served up to Æsculapius.
But if ever anything thoroughly belonged to the owner, the heavenly
Dipper--that magnificent utensil knobbed at the angles and riveted
along the handle with seven stars--belonged to me. I should have
clutched it long ago if, like the dagger of Shakespeare's man, it had
only hung "the handle toward my hand;" as much household ware as its
humble cousin forty times removed, that hung by a little chain beside
the well. From that celestial dipper--or so I thought--the dews were
poured out gently on the summer world. It was the only thing about the
house perfectly safe from thieves and rust; for was it not of a truth a
treasure laid up in heaven? And how sadly right I was; for there, only
last night, blazed the Dipper as if it were fire-new, while the home of
my boyhood has faded out like a dream and vanished away.
There was yet another trinket of domesticated heaven, if I may say so.
No matter what name the Chaldeans called it by, to me it will always be
the star in the well. A gray sweep swayed up above that well like an
acute accent; and in its round liquid disc, that gave me glance for
glance, I used to see sometimes the double of a star straight from the
top of heaven. It was plainer than any pearl that "ever lay under
Oman's green water." They that drank at that well in the old days, long
ago sat down by the river of crystal in the Kingdom of Life, but its
dark disc, like a strange unwinking eye, still watches the zenith from
its depths, and sometimes a star is let down into it till it kindles as
if lighted by a thought.
That handful of household stars is a part of my heritage. No matter how
dim the night, how disastered the sky, I close my eyes and they yet
rise strangely beautiful and shine across the cloudy world even as they
always shone since their illustrious kindred began to sing together.
The prayer of the athletic savage was "for light." But our terrestrial
day is only a veil thick-woven of sunbeam warp and woof. The dewy hand
of Night withdraws it, and lo! the heavens are all abroad! Let Ajax
mend his prayer, and let the burden be for calm unclouded night.
But there is another constellation not less precious than my sidereal
possessions--a cluster of day-stars as resplendent as if they were
called Arcturus every one. They shine with a warm and genial
ray--undimmed, thank God! by any care or cloud. Time is not, as most
men think, a natural product. It is only fragments of duration
fashioned into shape. The whirling worlds of God are so much burnished
machinery for making times and seasons. They ripple the everlasting
current of white and dumb duration. It swells in ages, undulates in
years; and all along the ceaseless solemn flow, sparkle like syllables
of song the days of all our lives. The tumbling planets end their work,
and man's begins. Whoever stamps the image and superscription of a
worthy deed, a sterling truth, a splendid fact, upon a day, has
hallowed and brightened it evermore. The day a man is born who rallies
the sluggish race and puts it on its honor for all time, stands out
from the rank and file of the dull almanac and halts you like a
sentinel. The day a man is dead who gave some _other_ day a might
and meaning it never had before, is strewn with immortelles and borne
abreast with marching ages.
Take a twenty-fifth of January, one hundred and eleven years
ago--standing there in its place as plain as yesterday, illuminated all
over, like an old saint's legend, with Scottish song that comes to a
man like the beat of his heart,--and tell me if you think it worth
while for anybody to be born on that recurring day with any hope of
wresting it from "Robert Burns, Poet"? True, the Ettrick Shepherd saw
the light on a twenty-fifth, but the best we can do for him is to let
his "Skylark" warble up to the top of the wintry morning if it can.
The Man of Mount Vernon endowed February, that cheapest of the months,
with a twenty-second it never owned before; took what had been a blank
white leaf between a brace of nights, so bent back upon it the radiant
truth of all his life, that, independent of the sun, it shines right
on--the radiant truth that the man of truest symmetry is the man of
truest power.
And what more can any one do for that seventh of February than he did
to be born in it, whom Dombey shall lead gently by the hand far down
another age, for whom Little Nell shall plead with a forgetful world,
and who left us the voice of Tiny Tim for a perpetual benediction--"God
bless us, Every one!"
THE OLD-TIME FOURTH.
I would not give much for the American who has nowhere in the year a
day domed like a tower and filled with a chime of bells. Now, the
FOURTH OF JULY is one of my days with stars in it, and bells withal,
that shine and ring and roar out of my childhood with an eloquence that
always sets the heart pounding with the concussion of the anvil and the
feet keeping step to the frolic of Yankee Doodle. It lights up the time
when you could stand upright under life's Eastern eaves; when day broke
in the thunder of a six-pounder, and the sun came up to the clangor of
the village bell, and the bare and barkless spar they had raised and
planted the night before, budded like Aaron's rod, and blossomed out
with the broad field of stars.
On comes the drum-major, now with "eyes to the front all," and now
facing the music with backward step, his arms swaying up and down, the
horizontal baton grasped firmly in his hands, as if he were working
the band with a _brake_, and playing streams of martial melody on
mankind. Then the snarl of the snare-drums, all careened for punishment
like refractory boys of the old-fashioned stripe, and the growl of the
big bass brother at their heels, and the fifes warbling up and down in
the grumble and roar, possessed and summoned up my soul--shall I say it
and give thanks?--possess and summon up my soul to-day. Then came the
flag with an eagle on it, and two spontoons beside it to pierce that
eagle's enemies. Then the patriots of the Revolution, who remembered
when there was no such thing as a Fourth of July with a big F; old
smoky fellows, two or three, with eagles in their eyes--old fellows
gnarled like the hemlock, but honored like the pine, that had smelled
powder at Bennington; and the orator of the day with an eagle in his
eye; and the clergyman who had prayed a short prayer and fired a long
gun at Yorktown or somewhere, with an eagle in _his_ eye.
Then, to the tune of "Bonaparte crossing the Rhine," out stepped the
white-legged infantry, with breasts and backs of blue, each with an
eagle sewed upon a bright tin plate, all garnished round with stars and
fastened to his hat, and that eagle's royal tail feathering out at the
top the while, to plume him up like Henry of Navarre.
Then came the riflemen in green frock-coats and caps befringed, and
horns slung at their sides, that once were tossed defiant upon a shaggy
head that might have answered back the bulls of Bashan, and had, for
anything you know, an eagle in _its_ eye; and on they went, their
rifles lightly borne to the order of "_Trail_--ARMS!" Ah, it was
"the hunters of Kentucky" all over again. It was the whole Boone
family in the flesh. It was an apparition of the dark and bloody
ground.
Then, with the warble of bugle and much clatter, clang and ring of
hoofs and spurs and scabbards, the old-fashioned troopers rode by with
eagles in _their_ eyes; their holsters, small packages of thunder
and lightning, at the saddle-bow; their shiny cylinders of portmanteaus
snugly strapped behind; the terrible frown of a bear-skin cap lowering
on every brow, its jaunty feather, tipped with emblematic blood,
springing out of the fur like the blossom of a magnified and glorified
bull-thistle--and the flare of the red-coats set the scene and your
heart on fire together!
Then came the citizens by twos, as the pairs went into the ark, and the
girls in white frocks with sashes and ribbons of blue, as if they had
just torn out of heaven and brought away with them some fragments of
azure for token; but there are no eagles any more in the line--only
white doves and angels unfallen. Then the mouth of the orator was
opened--a coop of rhetorical eagles, and they flew abroad and swooped
down upon our feelings and bore them aloft triumphant, and perched upon
our souls and made eyries in our lofty hearts, and we were better and
braver for it all. Then came the dinner in a "bower"--have you quite
forgotten the dining-hall of green branches?--with such dainty roasters
as the Gentle Elia would have wept over and then devoured, and toasts
that foamed over the tops of the goblets and set themselves aright in
the cups; and a flight of hurrahs went up with the eagles--and the day
was done.
Do you think I would exchange that dear absurd old day for "the pomp
and circumstance" of any later pageant? A Fourth-of-Julyism has somehow
become an object of contempt. People tell us, but not always in good
English, that speeches are idle, because they have heard that silence
is golden, and, like the green spectacles of Moses and the talk of the
rascal in the Vicar of Wakefield, should be labeled "_fudge_." As if
it was not an _idea_ clothed in a snug jacket of words, and not
a deed at all, that first gave the Fourth of July a meaning and a gift
to mankind! As if the elder Adams' recipe to pickle the day--I write
with no irreverence--to pickle the day in "villainous saltpetre" would
not be sure to keep it! As if the roar of artillery--thank God for the
blank cartridges of Independence!--were anything more than that
eloquent whisper uttered under the shadow of King's Mountain in the old
North State, "these colonies are, and of right ought to be, free,"
translated into the dialect of gunpowder! Shine on, starry day of my
boyhood! Thy thunders, thy eagles, and thy memories, be they blessed
forever!
THANKSGIVING.
I am sorry for the man--especially the woman--who has nowhere a day or
two touched with some tender grace; a day of which, travel fast and far
as he may, he is never out of sight; that warms his heart for him,
makes him gentler, purer, younger than before, more like a woman and
just as much of a man. Everywhere else in Christendom the year has
three hundred and sixty-five days, but in America it has a day of
grace, and as much a New England product as Joel Barlow or Indian corn:
for we count three hundred and sixty-five days and THANKSGIVING.
As everybody knows, the day was the most blessed of blunders. Those
single-minded, grand old fellows--old when they were young--that
drifted across the sea in the cup of a Flower like a parcel of bees,
bringing, some of them, their stings with them, and from whose rude
beginnings this broad continent now hums like a hive in June, had
garnered their corn, and tugged up their back-logs, and kicked the
light snow of "squaw winter" from their Spanish-leather boots, and hung
up their tall hats on the pegs behind the door, and picked their flints
for such game as red Indian and black bear, and spread open their
Bibles, and made ready for a sojourn before the fire; then came one of
the American savages they never shot at--to-wit: Indian Summer.
For past the yellow regiments of corn
There came an Indian maiden, autumn-born;
And June returned and held her by the hand,
And led Time's smiling Ruth through all the land.
So they made ready for a second planting right away, and declared it a
goodly land, where a very thin slice of autumn was sandwiched between
two summers, and decreed a Thanksgiving, and called the neighbors
together, and lifted up their voices and sang some such quaint song
as--
"Ye monsters of the bubbling deep,
Your Maker's praises spout;
Up from your sands, ye codlings, peep,
And wag your tails about!"
and clasped each other's hands, and feasted abundantly, and took "a
cup of kindness," and grew so warm with what they had and what they
_would_ have, that when Euroclydon and all the rest of them did come,
and that right early, their gratitude never froze, but wintered it
through; and so Thanksgiving remains even until now.
Dear Starry Day, when three generations met together and--not to betray
confidences--"righteousness and peace kissed each other." What
friendships were brightened in thy fire-light! what wrongs were roasted
under thy fore-stick! Thy turnovers are imperishable as the Pleiades.
Thy chickens of the nankeen legs tucked up in a coverlet of crust, and,
brooded in the bake-kettle by its great coal-laden cover, how
comfortable they were! Out of the glowing cavern of the brick oven,
squatted in the wall beside the fireplace like an exaggerated cat, what
gusts of fragrance from thy turkeys, breasted like dead knights in
armor, "whose souls are with the saints, we trust;" what whiffs of
Indian pudding! what blended breezes of abundance! Thy doughnuts of
orthodox twist, and tinted like cedar wood, yet heap the bright tin
pans of memory. Thy mighty V's of mince pies yet slant to the angle of
perfect content, and fit and fill the mouth of recollection.
Surely heart and stomach are next-door neighbors, for now,
Thanksgiving, thy dear old faces smile a welcome home; thy dear old
faces, every one unchanged, undimmed, unsent away. Rouse the fire to a
hearty roar of greeting! Wheel out the great table laden like the palm
of Providence. Bring forth the empty chairs. Let us "ask a blessing!"
Let us give thanks!
CHRISTMAS.
Methuselah died pretty well along in his years of discretion, but a
world at his age would hardly have been out of its swaddling bands.
There is a star, less than two thousand years old, that lights a day
for us, the fairest, youngest of all the spangled multitude--the very
Benjamin of Heaven. The telescope of the astronomer never summoned it.
Numbered in the celestial census, I am sure it will not be there when
the constellations are rolled together as a scroll. It is immortal as
the candle of the Lord. It is the Star in the East that lights up
CHRISTMAS for us with a wonderful radiance.
If there is ever a time in all the year when the two worlds touch, I
think it is Christmas Eve. What less than a first small act of faith is
that hanging a million of empty stockings by a million pins at night,
and then tumbling the trundle-beds of Christendom with the delightful
and sleepless expectancy that they will find them all filled in the
morning? Let a man play Saturn and _eat_ his children and be done
with it; but let him not set a dog on their angels--a cur of a fact,
that should have been born with its nose in a muzzle, upon Santa Claus
or Kriss Kringle, and worry him out of the children's sweet kingdom of
dreams.
Whoever wants to make his children older than any wholesome grandfather
ought to be, has only to strip the world stark naked before their
faces; bare all its exquisite mystery that keeps one pair of burnished
interrogation-points for ever dancing in another pair of eyes, resolve
the thrones and paradises and angels they see in the plighted clouds,
into a heavy and delusive fog; and, by-and-by, for the quicksilverish
atoms of humanity that hunt out every grain of true gold in the rubbish
of life, full of marvel and fancy and poetry as any old ballad, he will
have a row of little desiccated, unspeculative, philosophical donkeys
all draped in wet blankets.
I visited, not long ago, the house where something happened to me when
I narrowly escaped being too young to be counted, but you can never
guess what was the first thing I looked for. It was not, as you might
think, the threshold worn smooth and beautiful by the touch of feet
that have played truant forever, nor the dear home-room with its
altar-place for beech and maple offerings, nor yet the nook of darkness
under the stairs where goblins and ogres held sweet counsel together by
night.
It was only the old chimney-top my eyes first sought, to whose rugged
edges and sooty mouthpiece a thousand boatswain winds had put their
lips and whistled up the storms for eighty years. It was the homeliest
structure that ever seemed beautiful to anybody. Shall I tell you why?
Down that chimney the angel descended with my first Christmas gift.
What was the ladder of Jacob to me then, has turned, at last, into a
rude unlettered monument to the dead past.
They whom I surprised with my "Merry Christmas," in the gray of the
morning, have gone away for the everlasting holidays. The children with
whom I joined hands and hearts are--_where_ are they? There are
fences in the graveyard tipped with funeral urns of black. There are
broken slabs of marble bearing names that have fallen out of human
speech. There are hard, grim men. There are meek and sad-eyed women,
full of care. _Has_ the sparkle of life utterly vanished from the
cup? Can the sleigh-bells' chime and the glittering nights and the
laugh of young girls and the measure of old songs charm no more?
Oh, Comrades! oh, Sweethearts! Let me give you a touch of the time when
happiness was the very cheapest thing in the round world: let me give
you "a merry Christmas" out of the loneliness!
But children are not out of fashion, and so the world is not bankrupt.
Herod--he deserves the compliment and he shall have it--Herod was
nothing less than devilish shrewd when he fancied he could quench
Christmas in the blood of the children; for if ever two things were
made for each other, a merry child and a merry Christmas are the two.
What the poor creatures did that were born and grown before the clock
of the Christian era struck "one" nobody can tell. We all _need_
such days--the young that they may never grow old; the old that they
may always be young. I think it might be written among the beatitudes:
"Blessed are they whose sons are all boys and whose daughters are
all girls."
It was when Cæsar Augustus decreed that "all the world" should be
enrolled--an edict never to be repeated on the planet until the coming
of the Seventh Angel--and everybody was on the move to report in his
native city--for in that country the leap from a howling wilderness
to a city was as easy as a panther's--if it didn't _howl_ it had a
_mayor_!
Among those who came to Bethlehem on this errand were a man and his
wife from Nazareth, and, as the tavern was crowded, they went to the
barn, and there the Chief of Children was born, and cradled in a
manger.
And that was the first Christmas.
There were Angels without, who brought their glory with them, and they
stood and sang, "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to the
men of good will!"
And that was the first Christmas Carol.
A few Shepherds watching their flocks not far away came just as they
were, in their every-day clothes, and wondered and glorified, and were
glad.
And that was the first Christmas Party.
Some travelers from the East--and wise, as you may know, by the
cardinal point--were seeking the Christmas, but no one could tell them
anything, till a STAR journeyed on before, and halted, like Gibeon's
sun, over where the young child was--ah, always now as then, find
Christmas and a child is not far off--and they unfolded their
treasures, and gave him gold and frankincense and myrrh.
And that was the first Christmas Gift.
The shepherds are dead, the "wise men" are East, and the angels in
Heaven. But the star and the child and the manger are everywhere. Come,
let us have a frolic together! Even the turkey has a merry-thought in
its breast; and are we not better than a _flock_ of turkeys? Let
us advertise for a good digestion and a downy pillow, and a pleasant
dream and a Merry Christmas. Let us do it in these words:
WANTED--A debtor to be forgiven.
WANTED--A wrong to be forgotten.
WANTED--A heart to be lightened.
WANTED--A home to be brightened.
Wherever the Star halts, there shall be no lack of carols. Bid the
singers begin! And the same old manger chorus swells sweetly again--"On
earth peace to the men of good will!" Shine on, gentle Star! Merry
Christmas, Good Night!
CHAPTER II.
"No. 104,163."
"The great Mercantile Library Enterprise of San Francisco," so I read
in my evening paper, "will positively distribute its prizes on the 31st
of October. Tickets, five dollars in gold."
And then I turned to the glittering roll of fortunes. There they were,
heaped up in an auriferous pyramid curiously balanced on its apex. At
the bottom lay a poor little "$100 in gold," not worth minding, and up
swelled the shining structure,--$1,000--$5,000--$10,000--$25,000--
$50,000--until away at the top blazed clear across the column,
"$100,000 IN GOLD!"
All gold from the land of Gold, the unearthed Ophir of the Solomonic
time. Everything had a bilious tint. It was as if I was seeing creation
through an Oriental topaz. I felt for my ears, lest I had somehow
swapped with Midas for his transmuting touch. No railway conductor was
ever more clamorous for tickets than my heart was. Gold was 113 that
day, so I counted out $5.65, turned it into a Post-office order, and
transmitted it to the nearest agent. The ticket came, a strip of paper
tawny as the Tiber, a faint reflection of "great heaps of gold," as
Clarence said, but not to drown for, as Clarence _did_. It was
covered with "a strange device"--the ticket was--like the handkerchief
the Alpine traveler carried in his hand, who talked Latin and cried
"_Excelsior!_"
To think what splendid possibilities might lurk in that oblong piece of
paper was enough to take one's breath away! I said not a word to
Lucy--that's my wife--but folded it tenderly, as if it were a napkin
with ten talents in it, and laid it away with a gold half dollar and a
broken ring and a curl of hair and a stray pearl that had tumbled out
of an old brooch, and a bit of ribbon and a faint suspicion of dead and
gone fragrance--"all and singular" the contents of a little box that,
forty years ago, would have been a "till" in the upper right-hand
corner of a chest of drawers, and as nearly like an old-fashioned heart
as two things can be that are made to hold the same sort of little
trinkets of love and memory that everybody else foregoes and forgets.
The ticket lay there a month and I never said a word, but I began to
get my money back right away. I tripped up the rounds of the golden
ladder every day, and, strange to tell, I was totally unable to
_stop_ going up until I reached the top and stood with both feet
perched upon "$100,000 in gold." I tried to steady myself a little and
be persuaded that $25,000 would be comfortable. I did my best to
cultivate a sentiment of respect for $50,000, but the paltry sum sank
below the horizon, and like the Spaniard overwhelmed at sight of the
sea, who went down upon his knees on Gilboa or somewhere, I saw nothing
but the golden ocean of $100,000. And why not? Was not the one quite as
easy to get as the other? To be sure, in the glow of my story the
capital prize that stood upon its head as a pyramid, has been fashioned
into a ladder like Jacob's, with the angels of Imagination and Fancy
going up and down thereon, and at last all melted into a sea, has
inundated the whole landscape; but I tell you a man with a hundred
thousand dollars may defy rhetoric and mixed metaphors with impunity.
I thought I would make my will, and "give and bequeath to my
well-beloved wife Lucy" fifty thousand dollars. When I had counted this
out by itself, the heap of gold glittered so that it dazzled me out of
my discretion, and I asked Lucy, in a quiet way, whether if I had
$100,000 in gold and should will her fifty thousand free and clear, it
would be enough. She laughed and said she thought it would be liberal!
I then told her what I had done. Now, Lucy is pretty square-cornered
mentally, but she comes of a stock on the mother's side somewhat given
to dreaming. That mother of hers--she is seventy-six if she is a
day--will see as much beauty in the sky and breathe the fragrance of
the apple-blossoms with as fresh a pleasure as if the world were only
sixteen years old, and world and woman were born twins. She will sit
down any time upon a damp bank of crimson and gold cloud that flanks
the sunset, and never think of taking cold more than she did forty
years ago. She is always seeing faces in the fire, and laying plans
that will never be hatched, and altogether has a thousand luxuries that
the tax-gatherer can not possibly get into his schedule. Lucy betrays
her lineage. When I give her a "ten" sometimes, she will fold her arms,
swing slowly to and fro in the rocking-chair, and pay it all out over
and over, and get her money's worth in ever so many things useful and
beautiful, and the green-backed decimal will be snugly lying all the
while in that same box of momentous trifles. I think ten dollars go as
far with Lucy as twenty-five do with most people, and by the same sign
make her two and a half times as happy.
"Port"--that is the name of my boy--saw not a glimmer of gold for days
and days after Lucy had her saffronian vision. He toiled on like
Bunyan's fellow with the muck-rake at his calling, nor saw the angel,
golden even as a sunflower, that floated overhead. It seemed a pity to
wrong him out of his inheritance, and so I told him. I said, "Port, we
are a rich family," and showed him the strip of paper. He ticked off
the figures slowly, like a clock just running down, 1-0-4-1-6-3, and
said--nothing. I thought he lacked gratitude, and so I made a plunge
into the dark ages for something to punish him with, and came up with
the brand-new fact that ingratitude is a crime so base the ancients
never thought it worth while to make a law against it, as nobody,
probably, would ever be guilty of it. "Port" went out, and I at once
set about erasing the last cypher of the bequest I had made the boy, so
that what had read $10,000 became $1,000, and I devised all the rest
for the cultivation of gratitude in the human family.
Meanwhile the days grew shorter and shorter, like the strings of
David's harp, and October was about done, and the drawing was at hand.
But what mattered it all? We had entered into possession already. We
had invested one hundred thousand of the prize in the best of
securities, and we were receiving eight thousand dollars a year, for
you see it was $100,000 in gold, to-wit: $113,000 in greenbacks. We
owed no man anything. We had traveled all over the broad domain of
Columbus' magnificent "find." We had given two thousand dollars a year
to objects of benevolence. We had bought exquisite works of art, and
sent a dozen poor painters of good pictures abroad. We had imported
rare old English books and strewn them upon our tables and given them
to our neighbors. We presented an illustrated copy of "Paradise Lost"
to our wood-sawyer one day, a copy reinforced like his breeches, with
leather, and he was very grateful, and sat down upon it when he ate his
bread and cheese and said it was "good," and we were gratified. We
purchased a sober horse and a modest carriage, and propped up the line
fence and shingled the kitchen. In a word, the gaunt wolf I had been
trying for years to keep away from the door, had been brained at last
with a golden club, and his skin lay upon the carriage floor for a
foot-robe.
There was a legion of people we wanted to help--a great many of them
when we first began, and I told Lucy to get a quire of paper and make
a catalogue, but somehow or other they got fewer as we thought about
it, until she numbered every one upon her fingers that seemed to have
much hold upon our affections. Those I pensioned off in the most
liberal manner, and had quite a warm and genial feeling about my
heart, as if I had really been beneficent and _done_ something, when I
had only been benevolent and _wished_ something. We had two or three
wealthy neighbors who had gathered richness as damp logs gather moss,
and that was about all there was of it--aggregating golden egg after
golden egg, flattening themselves out like an incubating goose
ambitious to cover the whole nest, and calling the proceeding
"enterprise." I would set these mossy fellows an example that should
rebuke them to the tips of their ears. And so I gave twenty thousand
dollars for a public library to be free to all residents of the town
forever. We had made Christmas "merry" and New Year "happy" for many a
heart that would else have had neither one nor the other.
I am glad now to be able to state that there was only one man whom I
had the least desire to humble when I became an hundred thousand
strong, and he was an insurance agent--a retired doctor, who, growing
weary of saving lives with pills, had taken to insuring lives with
policies. He was always tormenting me "to insure." He looked me over
like an undertaker with a measure in his eye. He kept me constantly
reminded of the fact of death, as if it were inevitable. I hardly ever
saw him that I did not fancy him rushing around to my widow the next
day after I had won the wager, paying her the amount of insurance, and
thence away to the printing office with a card flickering in his hand,
inscribed with words and figures following, to-wit:
AGENT OF THE SO-AND-SO INSURANCE CO.:
I thank you for the prompt payment of the sum of $10,000, for which
amount you had insured my late husband's life.
Gratefully,
LUCY.
Late husband indeed! The pulses of a pound of cold putty are lively
compared with my circulation at the idea of that sort of "late"--too
late ever to be again "on time." Well, all I want of that doctor is
that he shall solicit me once more, when I will say, "Insure? Do I look
like a man who needs help for his perishing family? Examine my
will--Lucy, $50,000! 'Port,' $20,000! Accept an invitation to my Free
Library. Be silent and be happy. Good morning," and with this nightcap
for his importunity, I would pass graciously on like a great
harvest-moon when it gives the last touch to the ripening regiments of
corn.
And the thirty-first of October came at last, and the supreme hour for
the turn of the wheel away there in the city of the Golden Gate, but
what should I care? The capital prize had all been won, and invested,
and given away and expended. I had _rehearsed_ the fortune and it
had left no corroding care--that word "corroding," heart-gnawing it
_ought_ to mean; think of a lively rodent, say a squirrel, in a
beating heart!--had kindled no passion, scattered no Greek fire of
pride or envy anywhere. What _more_ need I desire, and yet I could
hardly help wondering if they knew I had purchased the ticket 104,163;
whether when--not if, for there is never an "if" in the land of dreams
and of Spain--when the capital prize should be declared off to me out
of the great wheel, they would not telegraph me at once from San
Francisco, for I certainly would pay the expense without a murmur. I
went to the door once or twice to see if the telegraph messenger might
not be coming, and I at once gave him one hundred dollars in gold. But
night distanced the telegram and reached me first. Possibly, though,
the agent in Chicago may write me by the evening mail, and I gave one
hundred dollars in gold to the man that licked the envelope, and one
hundred dollars in gold to the man who delivered the letter. But the
mail came and the letter did not. I was sorry for the loss the clerk in
the post-office had suffered, and made up my mind to make him librarian
of my Free Library at a salary of a thousand dollars a year.
Along in the evening Lucy and I had a little discussion as to whether
we should not take the prize in gold, say double eagles, and put them
all to roost on the dining table, and call in a few friends to see the
golden aviary with its blessed birds of Paradise, and borrow the
neighbor's steelyards, as somebody did in the touching story of the
"Forty Thieves," or some other Arabian Night's entertainment, and
weigh the hundred thousand avoirdupois, and then send it back to
Chicago and have the dead metal return all in full leaf, green as
Vallombrosa, say an hundred 1,000-dollar bills, or a thousand
100-dollar bills, Lucy and I could hardly tell which.
The first of November dawned as brightly as November ever dawns, and
with it came the tidings that my "$100,000 in gold" had somehow, by
mistake no doubt, been drawn by somebody else, and that ticket 104,163
was worth--well--about a twist for a cigar-lighter! My imagination
slipped down the golden ladder that, like the Patriarch's, had an angel
at the top and a pillow of stone at the bottom--slipped down from its
high estate and made a Rachel of itself, "and would not be comforted."
I left the parlor, where I had been sitting for the last month because
I thought I could afford to, and went away disconsolate into the
kitchen, but "Willie," the mocking bird, was singing a pleasant song. I
returned to the parlor and Lucy, the heiress to the half of my fortune,
was laughing a pleasant laugh, and "Port," whom I had forgiven in a
codicil, and left $20,000, said he did not care a "Continental" for the
whole business, which, considering that Continental currency, toward
the last of it, was sold low, at about so much a peck, "dry measure,"
may be taken as a pretty forcible expression of his perfect
cheerfulness under the disaster.
But _was_ it a disaster? Had I not had the prize, and enjoyed it
and shared it and bequeathed it? My fortune had never tempted a thief.
It had neither put the prayer of the Lord nor of Agur out of fashion:
"Give us this day our daily bread!" "Give me neither poverty nor
riches!" So far as I have heard, "104,163" was the lucky number after
all, and I certainly believe nobody ever before received so much for so
little--$100,000 in imperishable gold for five dollars and sixty-five
cents, true coin of the realm of an imagination and a fancy both warmed
into a life curiously fresh and new by the touch of a hope, never to be
realized, of mere material wealth.
"One blast upon a bugle horn,"--if we may trust a man who was more
conscientious in the telling of fiction than most men are in relating
the truth,--was "worth a thousand men." Jericho came down at the blast
of a horn.
Fame's shall give breath, and all the land shall give heed. Gabriel's
shall sound, and the dead shall be intent. But cornucopia the golden
is the _exalted_ horn among the nations. They always see the
glittering millions lavished from the broader end that flares and
blossoms like a tulip, but it is strange they do not oftener discern
the diminished man coming out at the other and the lesser end of the
self-same horn. The wealth may make a ladder and rig it out with rounds
commanding loftier planes and broader views, but there must be a foot
bold enough to climb them, and a brain balanced enough to regard the
grander horizons and the growing lights undizzied and undazzled, and a
heart true enough to be touched and softened and kindled by it all into
the living belief that these words are worthy of all acceptation:
"Faith, Hope, Charity--these three, but the GREATEST of these
is Charity." A belief lodged in the head is _there_, but a belief
lodged in the heart is _every_where.
As for Lucy and I, our "castles in Spain" are all builded and peopled,
the lawns around them are Elysian, the sky above them is clear heaven,
sunshine plays forever around their purple towers. Let us make fast the
door against the wolf we thought we had killed with a bludgeon of gold,
and betake ourselves again with cheerfulness and content to our
possessions in Spain--ours forever and a day by the power of the charm
that lay hid in the ticket I purchased--and Lucy, "Port" and I do
earnestly wish that all the readers of this chapter from life, if they
do not draw the Capital Prize, may at least gain that next best
thing--the treasure wrapped up, like a rose in a bud, in Number
104,163.
CHAPTER III.
OUR OLD GRANDMOTHER.
"I find the marks of my shortest steps beside those of my beloved
mother, which were measured by my own," says Dumas, and so conjures up
one of the sweetest images in the world. He was revisiting the home of
his infancy; he was retracing the little paths around it in which he
had once walked; and strange flowers could not efface, and rank grass
could not conceal, and cruel ploughs could not obliterate, his
"shortest footsteps," and his mother's beside them, measured by his
own.
And who needs to be told whose footsteps they were that thus kept time
with the feeble pattering of childhood's little feet? It was no mother
beside whom Ascanius walked "with equal steps" in Virgil's line, but a
strong, stern man, who could have borne him and not been burdened;
folded him in his arms from all danger and not been wearied;
everything, indeed, he could have done for him, but just what he needed
most--could not sympathize with him--he could not be a child again. Ah,
a rare art is that,--for, indeed, it is an art, to set back the great
old clock of time and be a boy once more! Man's imagination can easily
see the child a man; but how hard it is for it to see the man a child;
and he who had learned to glide back into that rosy time when he did
not know that thorns were under the roses, or that clouds would ever
return after the rain; when he thought a tear could stain a cheek no
more than a drop of rain a flower; when he fancied that life had no
disguise, and hope no blight at all--has come as near as anybody can to
discovering the North-west passage to Paradise.
And it is, perhaps, for this reason that it is so much easier for a
mother to enter the kingdom of Heaven than it is for the rest of the
world. She fancies she is leading the children, when, after all, the
children are leading her, and they keep her, indeed, where the river is
narrowest, and the air is clearest; and the beckoning of the radiant
band is so plainly seen from the other side, that it is no wonder she
so often lets go her clasp upon the little finger she is holding, and
goes over to the neighbor's, and the children follow like lambs to the
fold; for we think it ought somewhere to be written: "Where the mother
is, there will the children be also."
But it was not of the mother, but of the dear old-fashioned
grandmother, whose thread of love spun "by hand" on life's little
wheel, and longer and stronger than they make it now, was wound around
and about the children she saw playing in the children's arms, in a
true love-knot that nothing but the shears of Atropos could sever; for
do we not recognize the lambs sometimes, when summer days are over and
autumn winds are blowing, as they come bleating from the yellow fields,
by the crimson thread we wound about their necks in April or May, and
so undo the gate and let the wanderers in?
Blessed be the children who have an old-fashioned grandmother. As they
hope for length of days let them love and honor her, for we can tell
them they will never find another.
There is a large old kitchen somewhere in the past, and an
old-fashioned fireplace therein, with its smooth old jambs of
stone--smooth with many knives that have been sharpened there--smooth
with many little fingers that have clung there. There are andirons,
too--the old andirons, with rings in the top, whereon many temples of
flame have been builded, with spires and turrets of crimson. There is a
broad, worn hearth, worn by feet that have been torn and bleeding by
the way, or been made "beautiful," and walked upon floors of tesselated
gold. There are tongs in the corner, wherewith we grasped a coal, and
"blowing for a little life," lighted our first candle; there is a
shovel, wherewith were drawn forth the glowing embers in which we saw
our first fancies and dreamed our first dreams--the shovel with which
we stirred the sleepy logs till the sparks rushed up the chimney as if
a forge were in blast below, and wished we had so many lambs, so many
marbles, or so many somethings that we coveted; and so it was we wished
our first wishes.
There is a chair--a low, rush-bottom chair; there is a little wheel in
the corner, a big wheel in the garret, a loom in the chamber. There are
chests full of linen and yarn, and quilts of rare pattern, and samples
in frames.
And everywhere and always the dear old wrinkled face of her whose firm,
elastic step mocks the feeble saunter of her children's children--the
old-fashioned grandmother of twenty years ago. She, the very Providence
of the old homestead--she who loved us all, and said she wished there
were more of us to love, and took all the school in the Hollow for
grand-children besides. A very expansive heart was hers, beneath that
woolen gown, or that more stately bombazine, or that sole heir-loom of
silken texture.
We can see her to-day, those mild blue eyes, with more of beauty in
them than time could touch or death do more than hide--those eyes that
held both smiles and tears within the faintest call of every one of us,
and soft reproof, that seemed not passion but regret. A white tress has
escaped from beneath her snowy cap; she has just restored a wandering
lamb to its mother; she lengthened the tether of a vine that was
straying over a window, as she came in, and plucked a four-leaved
clover for Ellen. She sits down by the little wheel--a tress is running
through her fingers from the distaff's disheveled head, when a small
voice cries "Grandma!" from the old red cradle, and "Grandma!" Tommy
shouts from the top of the stairs. Gently she lets go the thread, for
her patience is almost as beautiful as her charity, and she touches the
little bark in a moment, till the young voyager is in a dream again,
and then directs Tommy's unavailing attempts to harness the cat. The
tick of the clock runs faint and low, and she opens the mysterious door
and proceeds to wind it up. We are all on tip-toe, and we beg in a
breath to be lifted up one by one, and look in the hundredth time upon
the tin cases of the weights, and the poor lonely pendulum, which goes
to and fro by its little dim window, and never comes out in the world,
and our petitions are all granted, and we are lifted up, and we all
touch with a finger the wonderful weights, and the music of the little
wheel is resumed.
Was Mary to be married, or Jane to be wrapped in a shroud? So meekly
did she fold the white hands of the one upon her still bosom, that
there seemed to be a prayer in them there; and so sweetly did she
wreathe the white rose in the hair of the other, that one would not
have wondered had more roses budded for company.
How she stood between us and apprehended harm; how the rudest of us
softened beneath the gentle pressure of her faded and tremulous hand!
From her capacious pocket that hand was ever withdrawn closed, only to
be opened in our own, with the nuts she had gathered, the cherries she
had plucked, the little egg she had found, the "turn-over" she had
baked, the trinket she had purchased for us as the product of her
spinning, the blessing she had stored for us--the offspring of her
heart.
What treasures of story fell from those old lips; of good fairies and
evil, of the old times when she was a girl; and we wondered if
ever--but then she couldn't be handsomer or dearer--but that she ever
was "little." And then, when we begged her to sing! "Sing us one of the
old songs you used to sing mother, grandma."
"Children, I can't sing," she always said; and mother used to lay her
knitting softly down, and the kitten stopped playing with the yarn upon
the floor, and the clock ticked lower in the corner, and the fire died
down to a glow, like an old heart that is neither chilled nor dead, and
grandmother sang. To be sure it wouldn't do for the parlor and the
concert-room now-a-days; but then it was the old kitchen and the
old-fashioned grandmother, and the old ballad, in the dear old times,
and we can hardly see to write for the memory of them, though it is a
hand's breadth to the sunset.
Well, she sang. Her voice was feeble and wavering, like a fountain just
ready to fail, but then how sweet-toned it was; and it became deeper
and stronger, but it couldn't grow sweeter. What "joy of grief" it was
to sit there around the fire, all of us, except Jane, that clasped a
prayer to her bosom, and her we thought we saw, when the hall-door was
opened a moment by the wind; but then we were not afraid, for wasn't it
her old smile she wore?--to sit there around the fire, and weep over
the woes of the "Babes in the Wood," who lay down side by side in the
great solemn shadows; and how strangely glad we felt when the
robin-red-breast covered them with leaves, and last of all when the
angels took them out of the night into Day Everlasting.
We may think what we will of it now, but the song and the story heard
around the kitchen fire have colored the thoughts and lives of most of
us; have given us the germs of whatever poetry blesses our hearts;
whatever memory blooms in our yesterdays. Attribute whatever we may to
the school and the school-master, the rays which make that little day
we call life, radiate from the God-swept circle of the hearthstone.
Then she sings an old lullaby she sang to mother--_her_ mother sang to
her; but she does not sing it through, and falters ere 'tis done. She
rests her head upon her hands, and it is silent in the old kitchen.
Something glitters down between her fingers and the firelight, and it
looks like rain in the soft sunshine. The old grandmother is thinking
when she first heard the song, and of the voice that sang it, when a
light-haired and light-hearted girl she hung around that mother's
chair, nor saw the shadows of the years to come. O! the days that are
no more! What spell can we weave to bring them back again? What words
can we unsay, what deeds undo, to set back, just this once, the
ancient clock of time?
So all our little hands were forever clinging to her garments, and
staying her as if from dying, for long ago she had done living for
herself, and lived alone in us. But the old kitchen wants a presence
to-day, and the rush-bottomed chair is tenantless.
How she used to welcome us when we were grown, and came back once more
to the homestead.
We thought we were men and women, but we were children there. The
old-fashioned grandmother was blind in the eyes, but she saw with her
heart, as she always did. We threw our long shadows through the open
door, and she felt them as they fell over her form, and she looked
dimly up and saw tall shapes in the door-way, and she says, "Edward I
know, and Lucy's voice I can hear, but whose is that other? It must be
Jane's," for she had almost forgotten the folded hands. "Oh, no, not
Jane, for she--let me see--she is waiting for me, isn't she?" and the
old grandmother wandered and wept.
"It is another daughter, grandmother, that Edward has brought," says
some one, "for your blessing."
"Has she blue eyes, my son? Put her hand in mine, for she is my latest
born, the child of my old age. Shall I sing you a song, children?" Her
hand is in her pocket as of old; she is idly fumbling for a toy, a
welcome gift to the children that have come again.
"Come, children, sit around the fire. Shall I sing you a song, or tell
you a story? Stir the fire, for it is cold; the nights are growing
colder."
The clock in the corner struck nine, the bed-time of those old days.
The song of life was indeed sung, the story told, it was bed-time at
last. Good night to thee, grandmother! The old-fashioned grandmother
was no more, and we miss her forever. But we will set up a tablet in
the midst of the memory, in the midst of the heart, and write on it
only this:
SACRED TO THE MEMORY
OF THE
OLD-FASHIONED GRANDMOTHER.
GOD BLESS HER FOR EVER.
CHAPTER IV.
OUT-DOOR PREACHING.
The miracle of Spring is beginning.
Leafless, indeed, stand the great woods, and shivering in the cold
North wind. The joints of rheumatic oaks creak dismally, and there is a
moan in the maples. The skeleton orchards are gray and brown upon the
Southern slopes, but the sun is shining and the clock of Time ticks in
the heart of May. A January fire rolls and roars up the chimney's
capacious throat; the water-pail is nightly glazed with ice, but the
birds are abroad and their songs are in all the air. Not a wisp of hay
remains in the wide, deep bay of the barn, and the cows decline "to
give down," and the lambs are going where the good lambs go, though the
lilacs are budding and the willows have fringed the streams with green.
How full of the dear old music of Summer are wood, orchard and field.
Even the great empty barn, with its ribs of oak, is a-twitter with
swallows that dart in and out at the diamond doors in the gables, and
the mud-walled cottages that are built along the rafters. The robins
are singing the self-same song they sang a thousand years ago, and the
finches are untarnished and golden as ever. Down by the marsh the
bobo'-links are ringing their little bells, and swinging to and fro
upon the little bushes that sway in the wind. The brown thrushes have
built their nests in the fence-corners and the heaps of brush; a
Baltimore oriole flickered like a flake of fire through the garden,
this morning, and drifted away behind the barn; we frightened up a
whip-poor-will yesterday, from among the withered leases, and found a
blue-bird's nest with a single egg in a hollow stump in the pasture. A
little gray couple are busy building in the cleft of the bar-post, and
a small Trojan in speckled jacket is about to keep house on the loaded
end of the well-sweep that goes up forty times a day and comes down
with a bang. Why didn't the little idiot take up his quarters in the
bucket! A fortnight ago, John hung his jacket upon the fence, and
to-day he shook out from one of the pockets a nest, and two eggs as
blue as the sky.
There is singing everywhere: from the tuft of gray grass there comes a
small tune of two notes and a rest, then two more; from the second rail
of the fence a gush of melody; from the roof-ridge, a solo; from the
depths of the air, as of angel calling unto angel. The birds and the
buds make it May, and May it shall be.
Yesterday was Sunday, as clear and as cool as charity, and yesterday I
got into good company for once in a way, and went to church in the
woods. The gray temple that God built looked dull and empty as I
approached, but as I entered, the birds were singing an anthem and
Nature had begun to work a miracle.
Last winter we floundered to the January service, and the drifts, how
huge they were, and the white arms of the forest were stretched out in
silent benediction, stern and cold, like the blessing of old Puritans.
Now, the earth is strewn with withered leaves of a gone summer that
rustled articulately beneath the thoughtful foot, and said, as words
can never say it: "In the midst of life we are in death," and thus the
Sermon began.
And then the birds all around joined in to sing, and the wood-dove to
mourn with her mate, and so this passage of Scripture was read out:
"The winter is over and gone; the time of the singing of birds is come,
and the voice of the turtle is heard in the land."
And after that, two sparrows who were blown away last autumn by the
keen Northeaster, and that nobody thought to see again, sang a simple
song, the burden whereof was, "Not a sparrow falleth to the ground
without Him."
A delicate white flower, that had lifted away a counterpane of damp
gray leaves, stood up in its place at the foot of a great tree, and
what did we have then, but "Thou fool, that which thou sowest is not
quickened except it die. Behold, I show you a mystery! we shall not all
sleep, but we shall all be changed."
And the little stars of pink and white flowers that were clustered in a
constellation about the mossy rock, lifted up their voices and sang,
even as they did in Time's morning: "There is one glory of the sun, and
another glory of the moon, and another glory of the stars; for one star
differeth from another star in glory. So also is the resurrection of
the dead." And thus the doctrine was demonstrated, and a robin that
minute began to sing.
Then there went noiselessly over the dead leaves as they lay, and over
the preachers, and over them that prayed, a small shadow; and, looking
up, a white breath of cloud was drifting by, and it said as it went,
"Thus passeth human life," and the wind breathed a low sigh, and the
service went on.
And all the while the birds were busy as busy could be, carrying
timbers and tapestry and couches of down for the homes they were
building, and one sang as she wrought, "The better the day," and her
mate took it up with "The better the deed," and the Sabbath unbroken
shone on.
A few bees, brave as their fellows that dared the dead lion of old
Samson's time, went trumpeting along the neighboring fields, a feeble
charge against the living lion of the North. Walking along the grand
old aisles upon whose floor last summer's dead were lying, let us
recall the time before the first snow fell, and the relenting year
looked back and smiled, so sad and sweet a smile, even as our dead who
stand sometimes upon the holy threshold of a dream; when the last
breath of those dead leaves went heavenward like a prayer, and Indian
Summer charmed the drowsy earth and golden air. But there is no dying
now. The graves are opened! Lo, the violet comes; the lady-slippers
dance upon the air while wild Sweet Williams stand admiring by.
Grand sermons preached they all, of faith and hope and beauty yet to
be, and as you turned away, there in the field a passage from the
Sermon on the Mount, wrapped in green silk, was lying, and what was it
but, "Behold the lilies of the field, how they grow, they toil not,
neither do they spin, and yet Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed
like one of these."
So with fragments of sermons and snatches of songs strewn along the
way, you leave the temple of the Lord and bear away with you some of
the preachers and some of the singers and some of the beauties of the
great congregation in that mighty minster. You dismantle a fallen tree
of one of Nature's studies, a broad green mat of moss, a piece of
velvet from the very loom that wove the glory of morning, and bear it
home for Sunday Reading. Perusing it awhile, you wonder you could ever
have set foot on such a dainty piece of work, for there, written in
God's "fine hand," are maple groves and close-fed pastures for some
tiny herd; and little pines like filaments of feathers; and emerald
hills full-crowned with woods; and in small valleys, like dimples in a
baby's cheek, a mimic lily, as starlight in a tear; the least of Alps
with sand-grain cliffs; spears for atomies, tipped with a drop of red;
trees a full round inch in height, touched at the top with something
like a sunset; a clover-field broad as a linnet's wing, and tufts of
shrubs that might hide a hunted gnat from some small sportsman in those
mimic fields; a landscape done in little; a picture Nature painted on
Holidays and Sundays, and so hid death that, in some fallen tree, lay
like a Titan all abroad.
And this bright landscape fair as Eden land, unrolled upon a dinner
plate, was served up for Love-of-Beauty's feast, where Fancy sat as
guest, and Hope stood by. How earnest Nature is in all she does; how
finished, all her work from moss to mountain. The tint on girlhood's
lip is well laid on, indeed, but with no greater care than set these
rubies in the green fields of Moss-land.
And so that plate of moss "reads like a book." A month ago those pines
were not; nay, the small mountain where they grow was not embossed upon
the velvet, and here you look upon the _programme_ of what Earth
shall be--the finished miracle of Spring; what Earth shall be, despite
complaint and evil prophecy.
Take Nature at her word, even as the birds that trust her, and so toil
and sing though snows have drifted to the heart of May. Look not abroad
for token that the end is near. No telescope shall ever bring to view
time's brown October. But when the birds forget to build their summer
homes and bless the woods, and roses lose their flush and fragrance;
when on just such another scroll of mossy landscape as you are reading
now, no promises are made, then know that earnest Nature has wearied of
her work and seeks a Holiday at last.
CHAPTER V.
THE STORY OF THE BELL.
The Roman knight who rode, all accoutred as he was, into the gulf, and
the mouth of the hungry Forum closed upon him and was satisfied,
vanquished, in his own dying, that great Philistine, Oblivion, which,
sooner or later, will conquer us all.
But there is an old story that always charmed me more. In some strange
land and time they were about to cast a bell for a mighty tower; a
hollow, starless heaven of iron. It should toll for dead monarchs--"the
king is dead!"--and make glad clamor for the new prince--"long live the
king!" It should proclaim so great a passion or so grand a pride that
either would be worship, or, wanting these, forever hold its peace.
Now this bell was not to be digged out of the cold mountains; it was to
be made of something that had been warmed with a human touch or loved
with a human love. And so the people came like pilgrims to a shrine,
and cast their offerings into the furnace and went away. There were
links of chains that bondmen had worn bright, and fragments of swords
that had broken in heroes' hands. There were crosses and rings and
bracelets of fine gold; trinkets of silver and toys of poor red copper.
They even brought things that were licked up in an instant by the red
tongues of flame; good words they had written and flowers they had
cherished; perishable things that could never be heard in the rich tone
and volume of the bell.
And the fires panted like a strong man when he runs a race, and the
mingled gifts flowed down together and were lost in the sand, and the
dome of iron was drawn out like leviathan.
And by-and-by the bell was alone in its chamber, and its four windows
looked forth to the four quarters of heaven. For many a day it hung
dumb; the winds came and went, but they only set it a sighing; birds
came and went, and sang under its eaves, but it was an iron horizon of
dead melody still. All the meaner strifes and passions of men rippled
on below it. They out-groped the ants, and out-wrought the bees, and
out-watched the Chaldean shepherds, but the chamber of the bell was as
dumb as the pyramids.
At last there came a time when men grew grand for right and truth, and
stood shoulder to shoulder over all the land, and went down like
reapers to the harvest of death; looked into the graves of them that
slept, and believed there was something grander than living; glanced on
into the far future and discerned there was something bitterer than
dying, and so, standing between the quick and the dead, they quitted
themselves like men.
Then the bell woke in its chamber, and the great waves of its music
rolled gloriously out and broke along the blue walls of the world like
an anthem; and every tone in it was familiar as a household word to
somebody, and he heard it and knew it with a solemn joy. Poured into
that fiery furnace-heart together, the humblest gifts were blent in one
great wealth, and accents feeble as a sparrow's song grew eloquent and
strong; and lo, a people's stately soul heaved on the tenth wave of a
mighty voice!
We thank GOD in this our day for the furnace and the fire; for the
offerings of gold and the trinkets of silver; for the good deed and the
true word; for the great triumph and the little song.
CHAPTER VI.
"MY EYE!"
That sounds like slang, and I have quoted it lest somebody should
think it original; but then there is really no more slang in it, as I
apply it, than there is in Agur's prayer--the man who wanted what
could be spared precisely as well as not, and who proposed to make his
pantaloons without any pockets. The application changes the nature.
Thus, I spread mustard upon a piece of linen and clap it upon the nape
of a fellow's neck, and it is a blister. I veneer therewith a pink and
white slice of Israelitish abomination, and protect it with a thin
section of bread, and it is--oh, blessed transformation!--it is a
sandwich! So with the topmost phrase of this chapter; a boy without
any brim to his hat shouts it in the street, and it is slang; but I
take it to christen an essay as full of eyes as Juno's Argus,
and--_presto!_--it becomes a Christian name.
Perhaps there is nothing of which there is so many--if we except
blades of grass and grains of sand--as eyes. From the potato that
watches you _perdu_ from its native hill, to a peacock's tail, about
everything is gifted with an eye. There's the eye you put the thread
through, and the eye which you catch with a hook, my girl, when
you used to fasten your dress behind; and the eye of Day, and the
Daisy, my poet; and the "dry eye," which we have been told once or
twice that congregations were entirely out of. There's a violet in
the garden-border with an eye of blue. There's a fly on the
window-pane--six legs, and "eyes" enough in its head to carry any
question with an overwhelming affirmative. There's "Black-eyed Susan,"
in the play, that makes you hum "All in the Downs the fleet was
moored," and snuff salt water, and make a fool of yourself. I can
recall but three things at the moment so poor as not to be blessed
with at least two eyes: the needle, the Cyclops, and the man of one
idea!
Homer--one of him--says Juno was ox-eyed; and though, from all
accounts, Juno was rather a coarse creature, yet everybody has taken to
likening his love to somebody's "nigh" ox; and there is something
beautiful in the great lamp-like eyes of an amiable creature that comes
meekly under the yoke and never makes complaint. Like Darwin's
_other_ monkeys, we are all imitative animals; and how many of us
would ever have thought to look into a bullock's eyes at all if the
blind native of seven cities had not set the example, nobody can tell;
but then it is the Greek fashion to praise the women and the oxen in
the same breath.
"Ladies and gentlemen, here is one of the most _ve_racious animals
that swims in the sea. He follers ships if so be somebody may be
throwed overboard!"
The speaker was a rough man, with one arm and a grizzled lip. The
subject of his discourse lay in a tank of water, and watched him as he
talked. The thing was a sea-tiger, and resembled an exaggerated seal.
Its large, round, dark head was lifted out of the water; but that head
was illuminated by a pair of the most splendid eyes in the world. I can
not say there was any trace of _soul_ in them, albeit there might
be a tender memory of the soles of the copper-toed shoes of the last
little boy he had masticated and swallowed; but ah, those eyes!--they
were large and gentle and pensive. You wouldn't have been a bit
surprised had he burst out with one of Moore's melodies about
"No pearl ever lay under Oman's green water."
If the keeper was as "veracious" as he declared the tiger was, of a
truth those eyes were the most mendacious couple that ever kept
company. If there is no surviving relative to object, I should like to
call one of them Ananias and the other Sapphira. It was a case of love
at first sight. Such wistful, melting glances as that miserable beast
turned upon the ladies who shook their fans at him, and the little
children who "made eyes" at him in return, nobody but a captivating
woman could hope to rival.
The dingy plaster wall of a smoke-house is as utterly blank as your
last lottery ticket. Now fancy the dirty leather apron of some son of
Vulcan hung ignobly thereon, and then fancy, as you look at it, an
impossible eye breaking out all at once in an improbable place in that
wall and close to the apron--an eye small, twinkling, uncertain, and
you have the expression of an elephant's countenance. And yet we boys
and girls have all been led up to Columbus, Hannibal, Romeo, and the
rest of them, and bidden to mark the sagacious glitter of that sinister
crevice. The word "sagacity" is completely ruined for all human uses.
It belongs to the baggage-smashers of the brute creation; and whenever
you read of some "sagacious" statesman you immediately think of an
elephant. Without the intelligence of a horse or the affection of a
dog, and with no beauty either of mould or motion, the beast's eye
tells the story of what Cooper's Sachem calls "the hog with two tails."
The remembrance of an eye is the most tenacious of memories. You may
forget the fashion of face and figure, but if
"There's a light in the window for thee,"
the expression of an eye will sometimes be all that remains to you of a
dead friend. There it is that the soul comes the nearest to escaping.
There it is more nearly undressed and out of doors than it can possibly
be any where else without dying.
"Was Aaron Burr tall?" asked one woman of another who once saw that
recreant "child of many prayers" just for one moment at Albany.
"I don't know," was the reply; "but such a glance as he gave you! I
have always remembered him as the man with the living eyes." Ah, the
flash of the soul's artillery has photographic powers beyond the art of
the artist, and _its_ proofs, of all the printing in the world are
imperishable!
Do you remember the pretty pebbles you used to gather out of the beds
of the brooks--the notes of the sweet low tune they ran by? Dripping
from the water, they were red rubies and green garnets and golden opals
and blue sapphires--precious stones every one; but the glory and
glamour of the brooks once gone, they grew dim and dull and valueless.
It is so with human eyes. You can not always be sure of their color. A
pale, light eye may deepen and darken, when the soul is stirred behind
it, till you declare it black as midnight; and a brown eye may be
fairly bleached blue in the light and fire of passion. The elder
Booth's eyes were all colors in a night; and Charlotte Cushman's, as
Meg Merrilies, kindled into a broad white blaze, like a pine-knot fire.
A nose brought to an edge, and a couple of small black eyes, form, as
astrologers say, "an inauspicious conjunction." Such eyes are apt to
_snap_, a dreadful hemlock quality, to which a strabismus, so violent
that the vicious members seem trying to get at each other under the
bridge of the nose, is a blessing and a beauty. Let us not be
censorious. Let us wish the owners of all such eyes a great deal of
self-control, or a little of the grace of God.
But whatever you do, I pray you never call anybody's eyes "orbs,"
unless you are re-writing Milton's Paradise Lost. And don't call them
"organs." There was a country printer and editor whose wristbands would
have been always in mourning with his hands, if he had worn a shirt,
and who always had a stale copy of his paper sticking out of a
side-pocket, and smelling musty--for he used poor ink and poor ideas to
match--and he was forever talking of his "organ," wherever he was, and
quoting from his "organ," until people laughed about it, and said
"there was a complete outfit for some itinerant Italian with musical
proclivities. There was an 'organ,' and there was a monkey, and nothing
lacking but the man to grind it, and a piece of green baize!" If you
wish to know about a word, set the children to using it. Fancy little
Johnny's cry of "Oh, I've got something in my organs!" or a sound of
lamentation in Ramah--leastwise in the door-yard--with Jenny's wail
that her sun-bonnet keeps tumbling over her orbs! When children and
grown folks talk alike, and the boy speaks as if he were crazy, you may
be sure the man talks as if he were a fool.
I had a friend. He was murdered in Illinois. The man that killed him
was never so true to anybody as was this friend to me and mine. He was
buried without song or sermon. He has gone to a good place, if he has
gone _any_where. I am not certain, but I _hope_ so, for there was too
much genuine nobility about him to perish utterly away--to be snuffed
out like a candle, as if he had never been. His name was--PEDRO. His
eyes, dark in the shadow, russet in the sun, talked English all the
while. Wronged by word or blow, they pleaded for him with a touching
pathos. Caressed, they laughed and sparkled like living fountains.
Stretched upon the threshold in the genial sun, a large human content
worth praying for shone in his eyes. There was a great deal too much
meaning in them for a creature whose "spirit goeth downward," and
almost enough for a being with a soul to be saved. What gave those eyes
their eloquence? Did the mere machinery of a dog's life light them up
so wonderfully, wistfully, sorrowfully? There were love in them, and
hope and abiding trust and an honest heart. What lacked he to entitle
him to two names like a Christian, instead of one? He knew plenty of
people with whom he never could have exchanged qualities without
getting the worst of the bargain. But he did better than to be a
contemptible man, for he was a noble dog. His eyes look inquiringly,
wistfully, after me through the shadows of the years that are past.
They are the immortal part of him. They will last out a human memory.
Hereaway! PEDRO! Hereaway!
The kernel of the proverb, "Love me, love my dog," is that you are
getting pretty near a man when you have made friends with his dog. Now,
I hate "black and tans," the tantivying creatures, their mouths full of
needles, a bark as sharp as a razor, and the whole case of instruments
on all sides of you at once; but I insist that I love dogs. "Black and
tans" are _not_ dogs; they are cutlery.
And now, to come right home and make a personal matter of it, this
gossip would never have seen the light had I not suffered the temporary
loss of one eye, and that set me thinking. Our "body servants," the
most of them, came into the world as Noah's caravan went into the
ark--in _pairs_. Two hands, two feet, two ears, two eyes; and they
are matched spans, every one. The truth is, I never thought much about
having any eyes at all until one of them went under a cloud. None of us
do. A man never feels his ears, no matter how long they are, while they
_work_ well, unless he lays hold of them with his hands. With some
men, though, their ears are their "best hold." So with the eyes. When
the sight is keen and clear, we just take in day and its glories, and
the charm of color, and the witchery of shadow, we hardly know how. We
_feel_ them no more than we do the window-panes through which come
the sunset and the starlight. But let something go wrong, and you are
brought to a lively sense of possession in a twinkling. You begin to
discover how rich you were without knowing it, and what an incalculable
blessing you would lose if only one eye should be extinguished. I
breathed air one night, a while ago, that eight hundred friendly people
had just breathed for me; and I stood with my left shoulder to an open
window with a chill breeze through it, and my left eye fell to weeping
for the folly of the thing; and then impalpable crows began to build a
nest of most palpable sticks, and fairly filled the unfortunate eyrie
until it ceased to be a window, and became a--_rookery_! And the
eye was closed until the unseemly birds could be persuaded to build
elsewhere.
I think, if you touch a man's eye roughly, you come within one of
touching his soul; and I came to think at times that the crows were
foraging in my perceptive faculties for material wherewith to put my
eye out.
The first thing done was to pickle the offending member in strong
brine, as if it were an onion; but the miserable business of corvine
nidification went on. Had you thrust both those hard words into my eye
together, it couldn't have hurt me a bit worse than the crows did.
Having made pickles, it was thought best to put up a sardine or two.
Flax seed was expressed and impressed in an oleaginous bag, whose
slippery contents wriggled about on the tremulous lid like a packet of
angle-worms. But the crows liked linseed and kept on. Things looked
serious, as far as I could see them with a solitary eye; but there was
a comfort: if I had half as many eyes, I had twice as many friends, and
they were tender-hearted women. I was a sort of Mungo Park, in a small
way, only I had a wife to look into my eye whenever I asked her, which
was every few minutes; and I wasn't in Africa, and I didn't lie under a
tree, and my female friends were not negroes, and they didn't sing,
"He has no mother to bring him milk,
No wife to grind his corn."
With these exceptions I was _precisely_ like Mungo Park. The ladies
were solicitous and helpful. One suggested bread and milk; it was
brought and set upon the top of the stove. Another, an alum curd; it
was made and set under the stove. A third, Thompson's Eye-water; it
was brought and thrown into the stove. A fourth, Pettit's Eye-salve;
it appeared and was set upon the table.
Sandwiches were pronounced good; and hand-breadths of mustard, tawnier
than the river Tiber, were spread behind my ears, and a careless crow
dropped a stick or two. It was getting too warm for them, but I could
not see why. In fact, I couldn't see much of anything. It grew warm; it
waxed hot. The skin rolled up like tattered bits of parchment, and the
sandwich lunch was over.
It was time to call the Doctor. He came. Shrewd, skillful, patient, he
mastered the situation. He saw the dishes of sea-water standing about,
and the bags of linseed, and the plasters of mustard, and the alum
curds, and the lotions, and the unguents, and he fell upon my eye, and
he opened it as a Baltimore boy opens an oyster. He got no help from
me; but he saw the crows. Looking about, he took a rapid inventory of
what there was in the room that had not already been put into my eye.
He gazed inquiringly at the bureau and a large rocking-chair. The sheet
of zinc on which the stove stood arrested his attention. "You haven't
used that, have you?" "No," said I; and he whipped out a little bottle,
said "_Zinc_," shook it, pried open my eye with an earnestness
that would not be denied, and poured the zinc square into it. Did you
ever lie on your back in the bottom of a shot-tower when they were
raining lead? If you never did, you don't want to. And then the Doctor
rolled my unfortunate optic about like a billiard ball, until the
liquid was swashed over the whole surface. I thought then, and I still
think, he meant to burn up the crows' nest, possibly the crows. That
eye was better; the birds dropped a few more sticks; but they hung
about the old place still.
It was then thought best to give the cellar the usual spring cleaning,
and feed the pig with the product. Rotten apples were recommended; and
a Russet, that needed to be sent to the cooper's, leaned lazily over to
one side on a little plate, ready for use.
A kind lady from Massachusetts, for whose interest I shall always be
grateful, said that hen and chickens were good--hen and chickens
smothered in cream. That puzzled me. It was too late for hens and too
early for chickens. But the lady set a dozen pairs of little nimble
feet flying about the neighborhood for the poultry; and one day she
came, bringing a handful of small, green plants, chuckle-headed and
cunning, and the secret of the fowls was out. They were "house-leeks."
The brood was put in a tumbler and placed upon the bureau.
But the mischief went on in the aviary. I think one of the crows was
setting, ready to lay or hatch, or something, while the other was
building a door-yard fence. It was the ninth day, when even puppies
pass the limit of total eclipse, and something must be done. Another
lady, also from the Bay State, proposed, as the cooking and baking had
been done, and the pig comforted, that we should feed the--_sheep_!
She named carrots. The girls down stairs were set to washing carrots,
and the procession of the golden vegetable began to move. First, a boy
with a carrot in his claw, like Jupiter's eagle with a thunderbolt in
his talon. Then a lady with a carrot on a tea-plate. Then a man with
an immense fellow on a platter. Then more carrots. Last, a grater, and
the business began. My patient, anxious wife sat up all night grating
carrots. It sounded, in the middle watches, like the rasp of a distant
saw-mill. Everything was the color of Ophir. For twenty-four hours,
once in eighteen minutes, did she apply that carrot; and the crows
began to grow uneasy. Their nest began to tumble to pieces. The
repeated and tremendous assaults proved too much for them. The eye
that had looked like an angry moon in a watery sky began to clear up,
and recover its blue-white porcelain look once more.
The bandage was whipped off; but the team didn't pull even. My right
eye had gone ahead in the business of seeing, and straightened the
traces till they twanged like fiddle-strings. The left eye was drooping
and languid. Things had a cloudy look. I saw two doctors, when only one
had come in. I had two wives, with a face apiece, growing on a single
stem, like a couple of cherries. My Massachusetts friends came in with
their doubles. But the worst of it was, I had four feet, like a
quadruped. Think of the expense! Imagine the boots! It was a worry. But
I began this article. The crows are taking flight--to return, I trust,
in the only English Poe's raven ever knew--"nevermore."
I am indebted to the Doctor and I always mean to be. There can be no
doubt that he made those crows uneasy. The zinc was worse than the
crows, and they could not abide peacefully in one place. He has gone
into the eye-business altogether, for he is a Surgeon in the Navy. He
is going to _sea_.
The brightest May sun breaks out of the cloud. It kindles the hills; it
touches up the woods, just ready to bud. A robin sings that same old
song by the window.
Thank GOD for Light. His resplendent creation--Light, that came into
being the moment He called it, like an instant and ready angel,
watching at His feet.
Thank GOD for eyes--the most delicate and exquisite of all our
servants. Let us be Persians, and worship the Sun. Let us be
Israelites, and pray with our faces toward the EAST.
CHAPTER VII.
THE OLD ROAD.
In almost every old neighborhood there is an old road, disused and half
forgotten, and we like to get away from the traveled thoroughfare, and
wander, in a summer's day, along its deserted route.
Our grandfathers had a species of indomitable directness in making
roads and making love that was wonderful to see. They did not believe
in the line of beauty; there was nothing curvilinear about them, either
in word or deed. They went by square and compass, and life and religion
were laid out like Solomon's Temple. And so, straight over the hill,
and right through the big timber, and plump into the swamp, and bounce
over the "corduroy," went the old road.
Its long bridges are broken and mossy now, and brown birds in white
waistcoats build nests beneath them, undisturbed by the small thunder
of the rumbling wheels.
Nobody goes that way, not even the boys bound out for school; for, ever
so many years ago, in a November day, they have heard, a stranger went
down by the old mill--you can see the rim of its dry gray wheel from
here--and was never heard of more.
Years after, among the hemlocks, human bones were found, and to this
day, on windy nights, groans come out of the gulf, and the troubled
ghost is thought to be walking still.
Over yonder are a broad-disked sunflower and a heap of stone. The
latter was once a hearth, for a house stood there, and after the
stranger disappeared the tenant grew suddenly rich, as the times went,
and showed gold with unknown words upon it, that none of the neighbors
could make out, and pretty soon he took all that he had and went West;
as some said to the "Genesee Country," and others to "the Ohio," which
was yet more like a dream than the Genesee.
After that, nobody would live in the house, and it grew ruinous, and
was haunted, and people saw a light there in dark nights, or thought
they did, and the children shunned it, except in the brightest of
mornings, when the sun was shining and the birds were singing, and the
cows went lowing, Indian file, to the pasture; and after awhile, the
old house tumbled down and crumbled away. Such stories thrive along old
roads, even as the Mayweed, and the thistles, that nobody ever cuts,
and on whose pink tops the yellow-birds rock up and down, like little
boats at anchor, till the Fall winds whistle away the golden birds and
the white down.
Even the brooks that used to tinkle across the track and under the
little bridges, have somehow run dry, or gone another way, and you will
see an old trough, dusty and bleached, by the roadside, the strip of
bark, that brought the water from the hills, broken and scattered, and
the earth worn hard and smooth with the tramping of many feet. Very
long ago, a tin cup used to hang there, tethered with a string, for the
sake of thirsty travelers. We like to stand by the deserted place,
where only a broken thread of ice-cold water trickles its way down to
the roadside, and fancy how eagerly, in the broad summer days, the
horses, panting through the heavy sand and up the rocky hills, thrust
their noses deep into the overflowing trough of crystal coolness,
while, now and then, the cautious drivers pulled up their heads with a
jerk, until they heard the long-drawn breath of inarticulate content.
We like to think that the dripping cup was borne to bearded lips that
were eloquent and true of old, and lips, maybe, of beauty, that are
dusty and dumb to-day; that bees from the shimmering fields came
bugling thither, and crept, with dainty feet, along the trough's damp
edge; that birds sat there, and drank and rendered their little thanks,
and rode away upon the billowy air; that now and then a squirrel, red
and sleek, with snowy throat, flashed chattering along the zigzag
rails, and flashed away again; or a gray rabbit, with little noiseless
leap and listening ears, took hurried draughts and squatted among the
alders till the panting dog had lapped the nectar of the wayside
spring.
There, where the Maple wears its crown, a lazy gate is swinging in the
wind, sole relic of a fence that straggled round a home, of which the
weedy, tangled hollow alone gives proof.
It may have been some Rachel dwelt therein, who met a second Jacob at
the spring, and Fancy listens for the words they said, not found in
"Ovid's Art of Love,"--the maid a matron, and the matron dead.
And then, strolling thoughtfully along, where the track grows dim, and
loses itself in the grass, we come to the beeches, whereto, we like to
think, glad children once made pilgrimage. That chafed and sturdy limb
has borne a weight more precious than its leaves. Upon the stout old
arm, swayed to and fro like canaries in a ring, swung clusters of
laughing girls and boys, and then beneath it, hand-in-hand, made bows
and courtesies to the passing traveler, while tattered hats of straw
and wool tossed here and there proclaimed the coming stage. Ah! there
_were_ days when, over the old road, ran the yellow, mud-stained
coach; laboring up its hills, and pitching along its log-ways, and
lurching in its deep-worn tracks, and rattling down its steeps, and
splashing through its brooks.
And there, in that roofless dwelling, whose clap-boards rattle in the
wind, behold "the stage house" of the elder time. Very grand people
used to get out of that stage sometimes, and quite as grand were the
dinners that the bustling landlady and her girls set forth. Then it was
that the blacksmith, in his dusty shop across the road, was wont to
lean upon his hammer, and discuss the merits of wheel-horse and leader.
You can see, even to this day, the burned and blackened ring in the
greensward where he used to "set the tire." Of the smithy and the man,
no other trace remains.
Children sometimes wander out to the old road, and wonder where it
leads, and whether to the end of the world; and we delight to join them
in conjecture; to think what stalwart men they were, that, ax in hand,
so bravely cut their way through the dim resounding woods, and rolled
their cabins up; to think what "beauty" and what "beast" in elder times
did pass along this road; what laughter echoed and what jests went
round; that canvas-covered wains in many a camp were scattered towards
the West, and red fires twinkled through the leafy tents; that soldiers
in some old campaign, and ponderous cannon went that way to battle, and
returned at last, but _fewer_ than they went. This was the route
of them, perhaps, who founded cities in the brave young West, its
future sinews and its coming men; of newly-wedded pairs bound for the
later Canaan; of murderers hastening from the hue and cry.
Across its beaten path the deer have trooped, the Indian noiseless
stole, the forest shadows fallen at high noon. Westward it went to some
great lake, they said, where fields all ready for the plow grew green
to the water's edge, where springs came early and golden autumns
lingered late.
Along that way, trampled beneath the driver's feet, the mail-bag went
and came, and now and then a letter from the West; a great brown sheet,
and traced with awkward pen and faded ink, yet how like a ballad ran
the homely missive: of green March fields, and February flowers; of
Nature's meadows waiting for the scythe; of clustering grapes that
mantled all the woods; of nearest neighbors but two miles apart; of
dreams of plenty and of peace. Blended therewith were memories of home
and words of love sent back, and a little sigh, half breathed, for
faces they never more should see.
What tidings went, sometimes, of fortunes won, and fame, by errant
sons; of girls whose graves were made where the sunbeams rest, "when
they promise a glorious morrow."
Thus slowly to and fro crept the sweet syllables of love, the
untranslated Gospel of the human heart; and, though long on the way,
they never grew chilly or old.
Ah, those letters on huge, buckram foolscap, crackling when you opened
them like a fire in the hemlocks, that used to be written when letters
were as honest as an open palm! Those old, half-naked letters, their
blue ribs showing through, ventured out at long and painful intervals,
were indited "after meeting," and were sure to contain religion, death
or a wedding. The old-time writer, though wicked as Captain Kyd on week
days, was bound to have religion enough in his letter to float it on
Sunday, and he was no hypocrite that did it, for it was the deliberate,
passionless transcript of his better self. Lay side by side an old
letter of 1840 and a new letter of 1874: the one right-angled, neat and
snug in its white or buff jacket, wearing a medallion as if it belonged
to the legion of honor, self-folding, self-sealing, self-paying, and
ready for the road. The other in its shirt-sleeves, broad, long, and
possibly five-cornered, written across its baggy back like a note at
the bank, "for here you see the owner's name,"--an "18-3/4" or a "25"
done in red ink in a corner, and sealed with a pat of shoe-maker's wax
or a little biscuit of dough. But as honest hearts were done up in
those rude letters as ever were set going, and the awkward pages were
more richly illuminated than an old Saint's Legend, with unadorned and
simple friendship.
But over on the new route they have strung the Telegraph, where the
rise of flour and the fall of foes are transmitted by the same flash,
and the price of barley and a priceless blessing go flickering along in
company. The houses on the old road--what few there are left--stand
with their backs to the railway and the telegraph; and the wheeled
World, as it goes thundering by, looks askance upon the back-kitchens
and pig-pens of the old-time.
But the houses on the new road are very new, and smell of paint; the
blinds are very green, and the people very grand. The East and the West
have kissed each other across the Continent, and every body and thing
between is brisk as a flea, and breathless as a king's trumpeter. Even
Consumption has whipped up its pale horse to a gallop, and dashed into
the steeple-chase of the Age.
And year after year the old road grows dimmer, and the grass gets green
across the track, and it is rechristened "the long pasture," and is
surrendered to the lowing herds and the singing birds. In the midst of
a region humming with life, it alone is silent, and almost awakens
human sympathy, so wandering and lost and desolate it is.
Sometimes, as you dust along the turnpike, you can see it as it comes
in sight round a clump of tangled trees, and "makes" as if it would
venture into the new thoroughfare and go somewhere, but it never does,
for, speedily sinking back into the hollow, it is lost among the
willows.
Like a very old memory in the heart is it, and all forget it but the
Year. Spring remembers it, and borders it with green and sprinkles it
with the gold coin of the dandelion and the little stars of the
Mayweed. Summer sends the bees thither to bugle among the
thistle-blows, and the ground-sparrows build in its margins, and the
faded ribbon of yellow sand grows bright in its glowing sun. The winds
waft the breath of the morning over its desolate way, and the rains
long ago beat out the old footprints it used to bear. Autumn sighs as
it follows it through the ravine and among the hemlocks, and the drifts
that Winter heaps are unbroken and stainless.
No bolder feet, old Road, ever left their impress on other pathways; no
truer hearts than hastened on thy rugged way, have ever turned
beautiful in the "better land." If there were ever those whose laugh
was music, then thy woods have heard it. The daughters of the West are
passing fair, but those young brows of old, whose white flashed white
again from thy singing streams, and eyes glanced back to eyes--no
brighter and no purer were ever bent above a classic wave.
Like thee, those brows are furrowed and those eyes are dim. Like thee,
Ambition's line fades from the eye of Time, and like the dusty
"runways" of thy brooks, soft pulses have grown dry and dumb.
CHAPTER VIII.
A BIRD HEAVEN.
Does any theological reason exist why there should not be in some
blessed planet or other a Bird Heaven, a realm where the green gates of
Spring are forever opening and the fruits of Summer are for ever
ripening, whose skies are full of the downiest of clouds and the
softest of songs?
Were I to be constituted the Peter of the gate of that Paradise, there
are very few birds to which free entrance should not be given, except
Cochin China, Shanghai, and Bramah Pootrah hens; the raven should be
admitted for the sake of the poet, and even the owl should have a
hollow tree all to itself, and a meadow of mice for its portion; but
for prowling cats and naughty boys, for snares and for fowlers, there
should be no salvation. No early frosts, no chilling rains, the
cherries all free, and great fields of grain for the pigeons. Birds,
everywhere birds! Not a bush but would have a song in it, all trees
would be "singing trees," and all nests sacred as so many little arks
of the Covenant.
Wicker baskets full of pearls with life in them, emeralds with song in
them, swinging from bending bough, hidden in the grass, rocking among
the rushes, like the little Moses of old, and everybody as loving as
Pharaoh's daughter; no serpent in _this_ Eden to charm; no sky
scarred with arrows, no plumage ruffled by storm--wouldn't it be a
_love_ of a place, that Bird Heaven?
Just a few people that should be forever saying over to themselves,
"not a sparrow falleth to the ground without Him," might live there,
and the eaves, the chimneys and the peak of the barn-rafters should be
full of the twitter of swallows, and the martin-box should never be
untenanted. The gate-post should have a cleft for a wren to dwell in;
the orchard be filled with the homes of the robin and goldfinch, and
the currant-bushes thickly peopled with sparrows; nightingales should
sing the night out, and the larks go heavenward to make song in the
morning. The plaint of the whip-poor-will should be there, and the
mourning of the wood-doves heard from the twilight of the groves.
Flotillas of white sea-fowl should float upon the smooth waters, and
the mote below the edge of the cloud at anchor far up in the noon,
should darken into shape, for an eagle should be there in the sunshine.
The old tree-trunks in the pasture should be the homestead of
blue-birds all the year long, and the lilacs, like the burning bush of
the mountain, should be a-blaze with the wings of red-robin and oriole,
and be not consumed.
Time would forget to go on, and would tarry with June in such a midst.
And the poet who so plaintively asked,
"Where are the birds that sang
An hundred years ago?"
would find them there, with the sweet old song that charmed an humbler
world. And, may be, we should learn the bird language then, and would
know what the robins were saying, and the chirping of sparrows be
turned to the choicest of English.
There in the meadow, all the days in the year, Robert o' Lincoln should
ring his chime of bells; there in the leafy cloisters, "Bob White"
should be incessantly called; there on the nodding thistle-blossoms,
the yellow-bird should ride as the summer wind went gently by.
And what would a June be without roses? And so the sod should be
enameled, and the woods should not be lonely for them. The timid
children of the Rainbow, that fled before the plowshare, should grow
bold again, and start up like young quails from their hiding, and
cluster round the door-stone, and swing themselves up to the roof by
green shrouds of their own, and swing themselves down the damp, mossy
sides of the spring, and be numbered with the household.
And here, to this Bird Heaven, one should come who all his earthly life
long was a loving child of Nature; who saw in the feather fallen from
the blue bird in its flight the tinting of the Hand that touched the
tented sky with azure; in the red bird's glowing wing, the
finger-prints of Him who wove a ribbon of the falling rain, and bound
therewith the cloudy brow of storm: Audubon should come and go at will.
The freedom of the planet should be his.
And the world adjoining, and lying in full sight, should be a Tophet
for the slayers of robins and sparrows; the men whom want of worth
makes "fellows"; who lurk about the woods, in the yet unraveled leaf,
and prowl in the orchards white with the sweet drift of apple-blossoms,
and murder the builders of the homes of song; the ruffians who, in
bright top-boots and game-bag cap-a-pie, return elated with two dead
blue-birds and a lark without a head, who break a thrush's wing, and
misname it "sport," and pass disguised as men. And in that Tophet they
should play Nimrod, with kicking muskets shooting empty air; the crows
should live with them, and Nero to fiddle for them, and a filer of saws
for orchestra; and so, like Alexander the coppersmith, they should be
rewarded "according to their works."
Who can imagine a birdless June, or could love a grove rich as
Vallombrosa in leafy beauty, that sheltered no bird, rustled with no
wings, along whose green corridors floated no little song?
With what elegance of form, grace of motion, brilliancy of coloring,
and sweetness of utterance do they fill the summer world. How like
carrier-doves are they, forever bringing messages of peace from the
bosom of Nature even to our own; and a wintry thing indeed is the
happiness that has no birds in it.
As he can not be altogether evil who cherishes a flower, makes friends
with the little violet until it pleads for him, so they who love birds
for their beauty and song have yet something in themselves that is
lovely.
And this lingering trace of an Eden-born nature gives to the denizens
of the air a commercial value beyond that of the provision market. Who
would think, _without_ thinking, that more than seventeen thousand
song birds are annually sold in New York? The linnets, finches and
thrushes of the Hartz Mountains, the canaries from Antwerp and
Brussels, the skylarks from English fields, and the painted sparrows
from Java are among the multitude. Seventy-five thousand dollars
expended in a single city every year for birds, not to be grilled or
fricasseed, but to be admired for their beauty or loved for their song!
Here are the figures for a single year of this graceful trade in the
city of New York:
12,500 Canaries $31,250
600 Gold Finches 600
75 Blackbirds 525
30 Nightingales 425
600 Linnets 600
100 Skylarks 400
700 Fancy Pigeons, imported 4,000
20 Gold and Silver Pheasants 200
650 Parrots 4,900
300 Birds of Paradise 900
150 Mocking Birds 2,250
600 Java Sparrows 900
250 White and Red Cardinals 575
80 Fire Birds 225
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17,000 $47,750
In 1873, ninety-five thousand canaries were sold in America--birds
enough to make a golden cloud and hide the sun at high noon. And how
kind it was of Chief Justice Chase to decide, in 1872, that in the
intent of the law imposing a tax upon imported animals, birds were
_not_ animals, and so the wings and the warblers enter the United
States duty free!
Who can help following those wicker cages with their little tenants,
as, borne here and there, they make "the winter of our discontent" a
summer; to some gloomy room with its one window and its narrow strip of
sky; to the chamber of the invalid and the garret of poverty. There,
under the dim sky-light, and there, by the one window, and there, by
the couch of languishing, the captives sit and sing--sing, though no
"sweet South" is blowing, and no soft sky is bending, and no green
branch is rustling; sit and sing while the fall rains beat upon the
panes; while the snows drift white upon the threshold; and then, when,
through the smoky air and the dull window, there comes a gush of
sunshine, what a burst of the old woodland melody there is, till the
listening heart is full of the sweet thoughts of summer, and so they
sing out sorrow's night, and "joy cometh in the morning."
It is with a sort of regret, shared perhaps by nobody else, that I end
these sketches. We always get into the _habit_ of things, and habit
comes to rest easily, like an old garment. I do not now remember much
of anything I was not a little sorry to part with, except a jumping
toothache. But the best thing I can do, after wishing my readers a
pleasant trip by the World on Wheels and a pleasant Station at last,
is to
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