CHAPTER V. THE HILLSIDE.

THE pause which naturally followed the observation of the Elder was

broken abruptly by the Skipper.

"Hillo!" he cried, pointing with the glazed hat with which he had been

fanning himself. "Here away in the northeast. Going down the coast for

better fishing, I guess."

"An eagle, as I live!" exclaimed the Doctor, following with his cane the

direction of the Skipper's hat. "Just see how royally he wheels upward

and onward, his sail-broad wings stretched motionless, save an

occasional flap to keep up his impetus! Look! the circle in which he

moves grows narrower; he is a gray cloud in the sky, a point, a mere

speck or dust-mote. And now he is clean swallowed up in the distance.

The wise man of old did well to confess his ignorance of 'the way of an

eagle in the air.'"

"The eagle," said Elder Staples, "seems to have been a favorite

illustration of the sacred penman. 'They that wait upon the Lord shall

renew their strength; they shall mount upward as on the wings of an

eagle.'"

"What think you of this passage?" said the Doctor. "'As when a bird

hath flown through the air, there is no token of her way to be found;

but the light air, beaten with the stroke of her wings and parted by the

violent noise and motion thereof, is passed through, and therein

afterward no sign of her path can be found.'

"I don't remember the passage," said the Elder.

"I dare say not," quoth the Doctor. "You clergymen take it for granted

that no good thing can come home from the Nazareth of the Apocrypha.

But where will you find anything more beautiful and cheering than these

verses in connection with that which I just cited?--'The hope of the

ungodly is like dust that is blown away by the wind; like the thin foam

which is driven by the storm; like the smoke which is scattered here and

there by the whirlwind; it passeth away like the remembrance of a guest

that tarrieth but a day. But the righteous live forevermore; their

reward also is with the Lord, and the care of them with the Most High.

Therefore shall they receive a glorious kingdom and a beautiful crown

from the Lord's hand; for with his right hand shall He cover them, and

with his arm shall He protect them.'"

"That, if I mistake not, is from the Wisdom of Solomon," said the Elder.

"It is a striking passage; and there are many such in the uncanonical

books."

"Canonical or not," answered the Doctor, "it is God's truth, and stands

in no need of the endorsement of a set of well-meaning but purblind

bigots and pedants, who presumed to set metes and bounds to Divine

inspiration, and decide by vote what is God's truth and what is the

Devil's falsehood. But, speaking of eagles, I never see one of these

spiteful old sea-robbers without fancying that he may be the soul of a

mad Viking of the middle centuries. Depend upon it, that Italian

philosopher was not far out of the way in his ingenious speculations

upon the affinities and sympathies existing between certain men and

certain animals, and in fancying that he saw feline or canine traits and

similitudes in the countenances of his acquaintance."

"Swedenborg tells us," said I, "that lost human souls in the spiritual

world, as seen by the angels, frequently wear the outward shapes of the

lower animals,--for instance, the gross and sensual look like swine, and

the cruel and obscene like foul birds of prey, such as hawks and

vultures,--and that they are entirely unconscious of the metamorphosis,

imagining themselves marvellous proper men,' and are quite well

satisfied with their company and condition."

"Swedenborg," said the Elder, "was an insane man, or worse."

"Perhaps so," said the Doctor; "but there is a great deal of 'method in

his madness,' and plain common sense too. There is one grand and

beautiful idea underlying all his revelations or speculations about the

future life. It is this: that each spirit chooses its own society, and

naturally finds its fitting place and sphere of action,--following in

the new life, as in the present, the leading of its prevailing loves and

desires,--and that hence none are arbitrarily compelled to be good or

evil, happy or miserable. A great law of attraction and gravitation

governs the spiritual as well as the material universe; but, in obeying

it, the spirit retains in the new life whatever freedom of will it

possessed in its first stage of being. But I see the Elder shakes his

head, as much as to say, I am 'wise above what is written,' or, at any

rate, meddling with matters beyond my comprehension. Our young friend

here," he continued, turning to me, "has the appearance of a listener;

but I suspect he is busy with his own reveries, or enjoying the fresh

sights and sounds of this fine morning. I doubt whether our discourse

has edified him."

"Pardon me," said I; "I was, indeed, listening to another and older

oracle."

"Well, tell us what you hear," said the Doctor.

"A faint, low murmur, rising and falling on the wind. Now it comes

rolling in upon me, wave after wave of sweet, solemn music. There was a

grand organ swell; and now it dies away as into the infinite distance;

but I still hear it,--whether with ear or spirit I know not,--the very

ghost of sound."

"Ah, yes," said the Doctor; "I understand it is the voice of the pines

yonder,--a sort of morning song of praise to the Giver of life and Maker

of beauty. My ear is dull now, and I cannot hear it; but I know it is

sounding on as it did when I first climbed up here in the bright June

mornings of boyhood, and it will sound on just the same when the

deafness of the grave shall settle upon my failing senses. Did it never

occur to you that this deafness and blindness to accustomed beauty and

harmony is one of the saddest thoughts connected with the great change

which awaits us? Have you not felt at times that our ordinary

conceptions of heaven itself, derived from the vague hints and Oriental

imagery of the Scriptures, are sadly inadequate to our human wants and

hopes? How gladly would we forego the golden streets and gates of

pearl, the thrones, temples, and harps, for the sunset lights of our

native valleys; the woodpaths, whose moss carpets are woven with violets

and wild flowers; the songs of birds, the low of cattle, the hum of bees

in the apple-blossom,--the sweet, familiar voices of human life and

nature! In the place of strange splendors and unknown music, should we

not welcome rather whatever reminded us of the common sights and sounds

of our old home?"

"You touch a sad chord, Doctor," said I. "Would that we could feel

assured of the eternity of all we love!"

"And have I not an assurance of it at this very moment?" returned the

Doctor. "My outward ear fails me; yet I seem to hear as formerly the

sound of the wind in the pines. I close my eyes; and the picture of my

home is still before me. I see the green hill slope and meadows; the

white shaft of the village steeple springing up from the midst of maples

and elms; the river all afire with sunshine; the broad, dark belt of

woodland; and, away beyond, all the blue level of the ocean. And now,

by a single effort of will, I can call before me a winter picture of the

same scene. It is morning as now; but how different! All night has the

white meteor fallen, in broad flake or minutest crystal, the sport and

plaything of winds that have wrought it into a thousand shapes of wild

beauty. Hill and valley, tree and fence, woodshed and well-sweep, barn

and pigsty, fishing-smacks frozen tip at the wharf, ribbed monsters of

dismantled hulks scattered along the river-side,--all lie transfigured

in the white glory and sunshine. The eye, wherever it turns, aches with

the cold brilliance, unrelieved save where. The blue smoke of morning

fires curls lazily up from the Parian roofs, or where the main channel

of the river, as yet unfrozen, shows its long winding line of dark water

glistening like a snake in the sun. Thus you perceive that the spirit

sees and hears without the aid of bodily organs; and why may it not be

so hereafter? Grant but memory to us, and we can lose nothing by death.

The scenes now passing before us will live in eternal reproduction,

created anew at will. We assuredly shall not love heaven the less that

it is separated by no impassable gulf from this fair and goodly earth,

and that the pleasant pictures of time linger like sunset clouds along

the horizon of eternity. When I was younger, I used to be greatly

troubled by the insecure tenure by which my senses held the beauty and

harmony of the outward world. When I looked at the moonlight on the

water, or the cloud-shadows on the hills, or the sunset sky, with the

tall, black tree-boles and waving foliage relieved against it, or when I

heard a mellow gush of music from the brown-breasted fife-bird in the

summer woods, or the merry quaver of the bobolink in the corn land, the

thought of an eternal loss of these familiar sights and sounds would

sometimes thrill through me with a sharp and bitter pain. I have reason

to thank God that this fear no longer troubles me. Nothing that is

really valuable and necessary for us can ever be lost. The present will

live hereafter; memory will bridge over the gulf between the two worlds;

for only on the condition of their intimate union can we preserve our

identity and personal consciousness. Blot out the memory of this world,

and what would heaven or hell be to us? Nothing whatever. Death would

be simple annihilation of our actual selves, and the substitution

therefor of a new creation, in which we should have no more interest

than in an inhabitant of Jupiter or the fixed stars."

The Elder, who had listened silently thus far, not without an occasional

and apparently involuntary manifestation of dissent, here interposed.

"Pardon me, my dear friend," said he; "but I must needs say that I look

upon speculations of this kind, however ingenious or plausible, as

unprofitable, and well-nigh presumptuous. For myself, I only know that

I am a weak, sinful man, accountable to and cared for by a just and

merciful God. What He has in reserve for me hereafter I know not, nor

have I any warrant to pry into His secrets. I do not know what it is to

pass from one life to another; but I humbly hope that, when I am sinking

in the dark waters, I may hear His voice of compassion and

encouragement, 'It is I; be not afraid.'"

"Amen," said the Skipper, solemnly.

"I dare say the Parson is right, in the main," said the Doctor. "Poor

creatures at the best, it is safer for us to trust, like children, in

the goodness of our Heavenly Father than to speculate too curiously in

respect to the things of a future life; and, notwithstanding all I have

said, I quite agree with good old Bishop Hall: 'It is enough for me to

rest in the hope that I shall one day see them; in the mean time, let me

be learnedly ignorant and incuriously devout, silently blessing the

power and wisdom of my infinite Creator, who knows how to honor himself

by all those unrevealed and glorious subordinations.'"

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