I was frightened in my innermost soul.

“_You are not the man for me._”

I looked at her, and slowly withdrew my arm which was still about her

waist; then I left the room, and she—she did not call me back.

* * * * *

A sleepless night; I made countless decisions, only to toss them aside

again. In the morning I wrote her a letter in which I declared our

relationship dissolved. My hand trembled when I put on the seal, and I

burned my fingers.

As I went upstairs to hand it to the maid, my knees threatened to give

way.

The door opened, and Wanda thrust forth her head full of

curling-papers.

“I haven’t had my hair dressed yet,” she said, smiling. “What have you

there?”

“A letter—”

“For me?”

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