WRITTEN MAY 1ST, 1881.

‘The Effects of Cross and Self-Fertilisation’ was published in the

autumn of 1876; and the results there arrived at explain, as I believe,

the endless and wonderful contrivances for the transportal of pollen

from one plant to another of the same species. I now believe, however,

chiefly from the observations of Hermann Muller, that I ought to have

insisted more strongly than I did on the many adaptations for

self-fertilisation; though I was well aware of many such adaptations. A

much enlarged edition of my ‘Fertilisation of Orchids’ was published in

1877.

In this same year ‘The Different Forms of Flowers, etc.,’ appeared, and

in 1880 a second edition. This book consists chiefly of the several

papers on Heterostyled flowers originally published by the Linnean

Society, corrected, with much new matter added, together with

observations on some other cases in which the same plant bears two

kinds of flowers. As before remarked, no little discovery of mine ever

gave me so much pleasure as the making out the meaning of heterostyled

flowers. The results of crossing such flowers in an illegitimate

manner, I believe to be very important, as bearing on the sterility of

hybrids; although these results have been noticed by only a few

persons.

In 1879, I had a translation of Dr. Ernst Krause’s ‘Life of Erasmus

Darwin’ published, and I added a sketch of his character and habits

from material in my possession. Many persons have been much interested

by this little life, and I am surprised that only 800 or 900 copies

were sold.

In 1880 I published, with [my son] Frank’s assistance, our ‘Power of

Movement in Plants.’ This was a tough piece of work. The book bears

somewhat the same relation to my little book on ‘Climbing Plants,’

which ‘Cross-Fertilisation’ did to the ‘Fertilisation of Orchids;’ for

in accordance with the principle of evolution it was impossible to

account for climbing plants having been developed in so many widely

different groups unless all kinds of plants possess some slight power

of movement of an analogous kind. This I proved to be the case; and I

was further led to a rather wide generalisation, viz. that the great

and important classes of movements, excited by light, the attraction of

gravity, etc., are all modified forms of the fundamental movement of

circumnutation. It has always pleased me to exalt plants in the scale

of organised beings; and I therefore felt an especial pleasure in

showing how many and what admirably well adapted movements the tip of a

root possesses.

I have now (May 1, 1881) sent to the printers the MS. of a little book

on ‘The Formation of Vegetable Mould, through the Action of Worms.’

This is a subject of but small importance; and I know not whether it

will interest any readers (Between November 1881 and February 1884,

8500 copies have been sold.), but it has interested me. It is the

completion of a short paper read before the Geological Society more

than forty years ago, and has revived old geological thoughts.

I have now mentioned all the books which I have published, and these

have been the milestones in my life, so that little remains to be said.

I am not conscious of any change in my mind during the last thirty

years, excepting in one point presently to be mentioned; nor, indeed,

could any change have been expected unless one of general

deterioration. But my father lived to his eighty-third year with his

mind as lively as ever it was, and all his faculties undimmed; and I

hope that I may die before my mind fails to a sensible extent. I think

that I have become a little more skilful in guessing right explanations

and in devising experimental tests; but this may probably be the result

of mere practice, and of a larger store of knowledge. I have as much

difficulty as ever in expressing myself clearly and concisely; and this

difficulty has caused me a very great loss of time; but it has had the

compensating advantage of forcing me to think long and intently about

every sentence, and thus I have been led to see errors in reasoning and

in my own observations or those of others.

There seems to be a sort of fatality in my mind leading me to put at

first my statement or proposition in a wrong or awkward form. Formerly

I used to think about my sentences before writing them down; but for

several years I have found that it saves time to scribble in a vile

hand whole pages as quickly as I possibly can, contracting half the

words; and then correct deliberately. Sentences thus scribbled down are

often better ones than I could have written deliberately.

Having said thus much about my manner of writing, I will add that with

my large books I spend a good deal of time over the general arrangement

of the matter. I first make the rudest outline in two or three pages,

and then a larger one in several pages, a few words or one word

standing for a whole discussion or series of facts. Each one of these

headings is again enlarged and often transferred before I begin to

write in extenso. As in several of my books facts observed by others

have been very extensively used, and as I have always had several quite

distinct subjects in hand at the same time, I may mention that I keep

from thirty to forty large portfolios, in cabinets with labelled

shelves, into which I can at once put a detached reference or

memorandum. I have bought many books, and at their ends I make an index

of all the facts that concern my work; or, if the book is not my own,

write out a separate abstract, and of such abstracts I have a large

drawer full. Before beginning on any subject I look to all the short

indexes and make a general and classified index, and by taking the one

or more proper portfolios I have all the information collected during

my life ready for use.

I have said that in one respect my mind has changed during the last

twenty or thirty years. Up to the age of thirty, or beyond it, poetry

of many kinds, such as the works of Milton, Gray, Byron, Wordsworth,

Coleridge, and Shelley, gave me great pleasure, and even as a schoolboy

I took intense delight in Shakespeare, especially in the historical

plays. I have also said that formerly pictures gave me considerable,

and music very great delight. But now for many years I cannot endure to

read a line of poetry: I have tried lately to read Shakespeare, and

found it so intolerably dull that it nauseated me. I have also almost

lost my taste for pictures or music. Music generally sets me thinking

too energetically on what I have been at work on, instead of giving me

pleasure. I retain some taste for fine scenery, but it does not cause

me the exquisite delight which it formerly did. On the other hand,

novels which are works of the imagination, though not of a very high

order, have been for years a wonderful relief and pleasure to me, and I

often bless all novelists. A surprising number have been read aloud to

me, and I like all if moderately good, and if they do not end

unhappily—against which a law ought to be passed. A novel, according to

my taste, does not come into the first class unless it contains some

person whom one can thoroughly love, and if a pretty woman all the

better.

This curious and lamentable loss of the higher aesthetic tastes is all

the odder, as books on history, biographies, and travels (independently

of any scientific facts which they may contain), and essays on all

sorts of subjects interest me as much as ever they did. My mind seems

to have become a kind of machine for grinding general laws out of large

collections of facts, but why this should have caused the atrophy of

that part of the brain alone, on which the higher tastes depend, I

cannot conceive. A man with a mind more highly organised or better

constituted than mine, would not, I suppose, have thus suffered; and if

I had to live my life again, I would have made a rule to read some

poetry and listen to some music at least once every week; for perhaps

the parts of my brain now atrophied would thus have been kept active

through use. The loss of these tastes is a loss of happiness, and may

possibly be injurious to the intellect, and more probably to the moral

character, by enfeebling the emotional part of our nature.

My books have sold largely in England, have been translated into many

languages, and passed through several editions in foreign countries. I

have heard it said that the success of a work abroad is the best test

of its enduring value. I doubt whether this is at all trustworthy; but

judged by this standard my name ought to last for a few years.

Therefore it may be worth while to try to analyse the mental qualities

and the conditions on which my success has depended; though I am aware

that no man can do this correctly.

I have no great quickness of apprehension or wit which is so remarkable

in some clever men, for instance, Huxley. I am therefore a poor critic:

a paper or book, when first read, generally excites my admiration, and

it is only after considerable reflection that I perceive the weak

points. My power to follow a long and purely abstract train of thought

is very limited; and therefore I could never have succeeded with

metaphysics or mathematics. My memory is extensive, yet hazy: it

suffices to make me cautious by vaguely telling me that I have observed

or read something opposed to the conclusion which I am drawing, or on

the other hand in favour of it; and after a time I can generally

recollect where to search for my authority. So poor in one sense is my

memory, that I have never been able to remember for more than a few

days a single date or a line of poetry.

Some of my critics have said, “Oh, he is a good observer, but he has no

power of reasoning!” I do not think that this can be true, for the

‘Origin of Species’ is one long argument from the beginning to the end,

and it has convinced not a few able men. No one could have written it

without having some power of reasoning. I have a fair share of

invention, and of common sense or judgment, such as every fairly

successful lawyer or doctor must have, but not, I believe, in any

higher degree.

On the favourable side of the balance, I think that I am superior to

the common run of men in noticing things which easily escape attention,

and in observing them carefully. My industry has been nearly as great

as it could have been in the observation and collection of facts. What

is far more important, my love of natural science has been steady and

ardent.

This pure love has, however, been much aided by the ambition to be

esteemed by my fellow naturalists. From my early youth I have had the

strongest desire to understand or explain whatever I observed,—that is,

to group all facts under some general laws. These causes combined have

given me the patience to reflect or ponder for any number of years over

any unexplained problem. As far as I can judge, I am not apt to follow

blindly the lead of other men. I have steadily endeavoured to keep my

mind free so as to give up any hypothesis, however much beloved (and I

cannot resist forming one on every subject), as soon as facts are shown

to be opposed to it. Indeed, I have had no choice but to act in this

manner, for with the exception of the Coral Reefs, I cannot remember a

single first-formed hypothesis which had not after a time to be given

up or greatly modified. This has naturally led me to distrust greatly

deductive reasoning in the mixed sciences. On the other hand, I am not

very sceptical,—a frame of mind which I believe to be injurious to the

progress of science. A good deal of scepticism in a scientific man is

advisable to avoid much loss of time, but I have met with not a few

men, who, I feel sure, have often thus been deterred from experiment or

observations, which would have proved directly or indirectly

serviceable.

In illustration, I will give the oddest case which I have known. A

gentleman (who, as I afterwards heard, is a good local botanist) wrote

to me from the Eastern counties that the seed or beans of the common

field-bean had this year everywhere grown on the wrong side of the pod.

I wrote back, asking for further information, as I did not understand

what was meant; but I did not receive any answer for a very long time.

I then saw in two newspapers, one published in Kent and the other in

Yorkshire, paragraphs stating that it was a most remarkable fact that

“the beans this year had all grown on the wrong side.” So I thought

there must be some foundation for so general a statement. Accordingly,

I went to my gardener, an old Kentish man, and asked him whether he had

heard anything about it, and he answered, “Oh, no, sir, it must be a

mistake, for the beans grow on the wrong side only on leap-year, and

this is not leap-year.” I then asked him how they grew in common years

and how on leap-years, but soon found that he knew absolutely nothing

of how they grew at any time, but he stuck to his belief.

After a time I heard from my first informant, who, with many apologies,

said that he should not have written to me had he not heard the

statement from several intelligent farmers; but that he had since

spoken again to every one of them, and not one knew in the least what

he had himself meant. So that here a belief—if indeed a statement with

no definite idea attached to it can be called a belief—had spread over

almost the whole of England without any vestige of evidence.

I have known in the course of my life only three intentionally

falsified statements, and one of these may have been a hoax (and there

have been several scientific hoaxes) which, however, took in an

American Agricultural Journal. It related to the formation in Holland

of a new breed of oxen by the crossing of distinct species of Bos (some

of which I happen to know are sterile together), and the author had the

impudence to state that he had corresponded with me, and that I had

been deeply impressed with the importance of his result. The article

was sent to me by the editor of an English Agricultural Journal, asking

for my opinion before republishing it.

A second case was an account of several varieties, raised by the author

from several species of Primula, which had spontaneously yielded a full

complement of seed, although the parent plants had been carefully

protected from the access of insects. This account was published before

I had discovered the meaning of heterostylism, and the whole statement

must have been fraudulent, or there was neglect in excluding insects so

gross as to be scarcely credible.

The third case was more curious: Mr. Huth published in his book on

‘Consanguineous Marriage’ some long extracts from a Belgian author, who

stated that he had interbred rabbits in the closest manner for very

many generations, without the least injurious effects. The account was

published in a most respectable Journal, that of the Royal Society of

Belgium; but I could not avoid feeling doubts—I hardly know why, except

that there were no accidents of any kind, and my experience in breeding

animals made me think this very improbable.

So with much hesitation I wrote to Professor Van Beneden, asking him

whether the author was a trustworthy man. I soon heard in answer that

the Society had been greatly shocked by discovering that the whole

account was a fraud. (The falseness of the published statements on

which Mr. Huth relied has been pointed out by himself in a slip

inserted in all the copies of his book which then remained unsold.) The

writer had been publicly challenged in the Journal to say where he had

resided and kept his large stock of rabbits while carrying on his

experiments, which must have consumed several years, and no answer

could be extracted from him.

My habits are methodical, and this has been of not a little use for my

particular line of work. Lastly, I have had ample leisure from not

having to earn my own bread. Even ill-health, though it has annihilated

several years of my life, has saved me from the distractions of society

and amusement.

Therefore my success as a man of science, whatever this may have

amounted to, has been determined, as far as I can judge, by complex and

diversified mental qualities and conditions. Of these, the most

important have been—the love of science—unbounded patience in long

reflecting over any subject—industry in observing and collecting

facts—and a fair share of invention as well as of common sense. With

such moderate abilities as I possess, it is truly surprising that I

should have influenced to a considerable extent the belief of

scientific men on some important points.

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