CHAPTER III.

Grannie pottered about and got the tea. As she did so she shook her

old head, and once a dim moisture came to her eyes. Her hand ached so

painfully that if she had been less brave she would have sat down and

given herself up to the misery which it caused her. But Grannie had

never thought much of herself, and she was certainly not going to do so

to-day when her darling was in such trouble.

"Whatever I do, I mustn't let out that Ally failed in the

feather-stitching," she said to herself. "I'll unpick it to-night when

she is in bed. She has enough to bear without grieving her. I do hope

Jim will come in about supper time. I should think he was safe to. I

wonder if I could rub a little of that liniment onto my 'and myself.

It do burn so; to think that jest a little thing of this sort should

make me mis'rible. Talk of breed! I don't suppose I'm much, after

all, or I'd not fret about a trifle of this sort."

The tea was laid on the table--the coarse brown loaf, the pat of

butter, the huge jug of skim milk, and the teapot full of weak tea.

The children all came in hungry from school. Alison returned from her

bedroom with red eyes. She cut the bread into thick slices, put a

scrape of butter on each slice, and helped her brothers and sisters.

The meal was a homely one, but perfectly nourishing. The children all

looked fat and well cared for. Grannie took great pride in their rosy

faces, and in their plump, firm limbs. She and Alison between them

kept all the family together. She made plenty of money with her

beautiful needlework, and Alison put the eight shillings which she

brought home every Saturday night from the shop into the common fund.

She had her dinner at the shop, which was also a great help. Dave was

beginning to earn about half a crown a week, which kept him in shoes

and added a very tiny trifle to the general purse; but Harry was still

not only an expense, but an anxiety to the family. The three younger

children were, of course, all expense at present, but Grannie's

feather-stitching and lovely work and Alison's help kept the little

family well-off. As the old woman watched them all to-night, she

laughed softly under her breath at the stupid mistake the doctor had

made.

"Ef he had said anything but writers' cramp, I might 'a' been nervous,"

she said to herself, "but writers' cramp aint possible to anyone as

don't write. I don't place much store by doctors after that stoopid

mistake; no, that I don't."

Alison's face was very pale. She scarcely spoke during tea. The

children were surprised to see her at home both for dinner and tea, and

began to question her.

"Now, you shet up, you little curiosity boxes," said Grannie, in her

brisk, rather aggressive voice. "Ally is at home--well, because she

is."

"Oh, Grannie! what sort of answer is that?" cried Polly, the youngest

girl.

"It's the only one you'll get, Miss Pry," replied Grannie.

The other children laughed, and began to call Polly "Miss Pry," and

attention was completely diverted from Alison.

After the tea-things had been washed and the children had settled down

to their books and different occupations, there came a knock at the

door, and Hardy entered.

Alison was in her bedroom.

"Set down, Mr. Hardy," said Grannie, if her cheerful voice. "You've

come to see Ally, I suppose?"

"Yes, if I may," answered the young man, an anxious expression on his

face.

"To be sure you may; who more welcome? Children, run into my bedroom,

dears. I'll turn on the gas and you can study your books in there.

Run now, and be quick about it."

"It's so cold," said Polly.

"Tut, tut, not another word; scatter, all of you."

The children longed particularly to stay; they were very fond of Hardy,

who generally brought them sweets. Polly's quick eyes had seen a white

parcel sticking out of his pocket. It was horrid to have to go into

Grannie's bedroom. It was an icy-cold room; just, too, when the

kitchen was most enticing. They had to go, however, and Grannie shut

the door behind them.

"Poor things, it will be cold for them in there," said the young man.

"Tut, tut," answered Grannie again, "you don't want 'em to be brought

up soft and lazy and good for naught. Now then, Jim, set down and make

yourself at home."

"How is she?" asked Hardy, speaking in a low voice, and raising his

handsome eyes to the old lady's face.

Grannie's eyes blazed in reply.

"How do you expect her to be?" she answered. "Publicly shamed as she

were; I wonder you didn't take her part, Jim, that I do."

"I felt stunned," replied Hardy; "it was all so sudden. I tried to

push forward and to speak, but I was prevented. There was such an

excitement, and Mr. Shaw was in a towering passion--there's no doubt of

that. I'm sorry she has left, though."

"Well," said Grannie, "she's had the offer to take her place again if

she likes."

"Has she? Then he doesn't believe her to be guilty?"

"No; who would who knew her?"

"Who would, indeed?" answered the young man, a glow of pride and

pleasure o& his face.

"I'll tell her you are here in a minute," said Grannie, "and then I'll

leave you two the kitchen to yourselves. But before I go away I jest

want to say one thing--Alison won't go back."

"Won't?"

"No, nor would I let her. Alison will stay here till she's cleared.

You are in the shop, Jim, and it's your business to find the

thief--that is, ef you love my girl, wot I take it you do."

"With all my heart, that I do," he replied.

"Then your work's cut out for you. Now you may see her."

Grannie stepped across the kitchen. She opened Alison's door a quarter

of an inch.

"Jim's here, Ally," she said. "I've a job of work in my bedroom, and

the children are out of the way. You two can have the kitchen to

yourselves ef you want to talk."

Alison's low reply was scarcely discernible. Grannie went into her

bedroom, clicking the door behind her. A moment or two later Hardy

heard Alison step lightly across her room. She came out of it, crossed

the kitchen, and approached his side. Her face was perfectly white,

her lips trembled with emotion. She still wore her shop dress, but

there was a disheveled sort of look about her which the young man had

never noticed before.

Her beautiful fair hair was rumpled and in disorder, her deep-blue eyes

looked pathetic owing to the tears she had shed. The young man's whole

heart went out to her at a great bound. How beautiful she was! How

unlike any other girl he had ever seen! How much he loved her in her

hour of trouble!

"Oh, Alison," he said, speaking the first words that came to his lips,

"I could die for you--there!"

Alison burst into tears. Jim put his arm round her; she did not

repulse him. He drew her close to him, and she laid her head on his

shoulder. He had never held her so close to him before; he had never

yet kissed her; now he kissed her soft hair as it brushed against his

cheek.

"There, there," he said, after a moment or two, during which she sobbed

in a sort of luxury of grief and happiness; "there, there, my darlin',

I am between you and all the troubles of this hard world."

"Oh, Jim, but I can't have it," she answered.

She remembered herself in a moment, withdrew her head from his

shoulder, pressed back his hands, which struggled to hold her, and

seated herself on a low stool at the opposite side of the little stove.

"It's all over, dear Jim," she said. "I do love you, I don't deny it;

but I must say 'no' to-night."

"But why," said Hardy, "why should a nasty, spiteful bit of

misadventure like what happened to-day divide you and me? There is no

sense in it, Alison."

"Sense or no, we can't be engaged," replied Alison. "I won't have it;

I love you too well. I'll never marry anybody while it's held over me

that I'm a thief."

"But, darlin', you are no more a thief than I am; you are jest the most

beautiful and the best girl in all the world. I'll never marry anybody

ef I don't marry you, Ally. Oh, I think it is cruel of you to turn me

away jest because you happen to be the last person seen going to the

till."

"I'm sorry if I seem cruel, Jim," she replied, "but my mind is quite

made up. It's a week to-night since you asked me to be your wife. I

love yer, I don't pretend to deny it; I've loved yer for many a month,

and my heart leaped with joy when you said you loved me, and of course

I meant to say 'yes.' But now everything is changed; I'm young, only

seventeen, and whatever we do now means all our lives, Jim, yours and

mine. This morning I were so happy--yes, that I were; and I just

longed for to-night to come, and I was fit to fly when I went to the

shop, although there was a fog, and poor Grannie's hand was so painful

that she had to go to see the doctor at the hospital; but then came the

blow, and it changed everything, just everything."

"I can't see it," interrupted Jim; "I can't see your meaning; it has

not changed your love nor mine, and that's the only thing that seems to

me of much moment. You jest want me more than ever now, and I guess

that if you loved me before, you love me better now, so why don't you

say 'yes'?"

"I can't," she replied; "I have thought it all over. I was stunned at

first, but for the last hour or two everything has been very plain to

me. I am innocent, Jim. I no more took that note out of the till than

you did; but it's gone, and I'm suspected. I was accused of taking it,

before the whole shop. I'm branded, that's what I feel, and nothing

can take away the brand, and the pain, and the soreness, except being

cleared. If I were to say 'yes' to you to-night, Jim, and let you love

me, and kiss me, and by and by take me afore the parson, and make me

your lawful wife--I--I wouldn't be the sort of girl you really love.

The brand would be there, and the soreness, and the shame, and the

dreadful words would keep ringing in my ears, 'You are a thief, you are

a thief'--so I couldn't be a good wife to yer, Jim, for that sort of

thing would wear me out, and I'd be sort of changed; and well as you

love me now, it would come back to you that once the girl what was your

wife was called a thief, so I'll never say 'yes'--never, until I'm

cleared; and somehow I don't expect I ever will be cleared, for the one

that did me this mischief must be very clever, and deep, and cunning.

So it's 'good-by,' Jim dear, and you'd better think no more of me, for

I'll never go back to the shop, and I'll never wed you until I'm

cleared of this dark, dark deed that is put down to me."

"Then I will clear you; I vow it," said Hardy.

He rose to his feet; he looked very strong, and firm, and determined.

"You don't suppose that I'll lose you for the sake of a five-pound

note," he said. "I'll clear you. Grannie has put it on me, and now

you put it on me more than ever. It 'll be only a day or two most like

that we'll be parted, sweetheart. Only I wish you wouldn't stick to

this, Ally. Let me kiss you, and let me feel that you are my own dear

love, and I'll work harder than ever to prove that you are innocent as

the beautiful dawn that you are like. There was no one ever so

beautiful as you, like you."

Alison smiled very faintly while Jim was speaking to her, but when he

approached her and held out his arms, and tried to coax her to come

into them, she drew back.

"No," she said, "I'm a thief until I'm cleared, and you shan't kiss a

thief, Jim Hardy, that you shan't."

Her tears broke out afresh as she uttered these words; she flung

herself on the little settle, and sobbed very bitterly.

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