THE DAILY ROUND
[By way of contrast with the diary which was kept in Gallipoli by an
Australian soldier, and is given on page 180, and as an admirable
companion to that work, there is this diary of a young officer, kept
by him while serving on the Western Front. The diary is of the small,
leather-bound pocket variety, and it was kept by means of the little
pocket-pencil accompanying it, in small, yet clear and coherent
writing, despite shell fire, bombs and other warlike elements. The
extracts are made exactly as they were entered from day to day, and
they form a deeply interesting record of what is “the daily round,
the common task” of a very large number of junior officers who have
undergone precisely the same experiences with unfailing cheerfulness
and courage. The writer after serving in an Officers’ Training Corps,
was posted to a Service battalion of a famous old Line regiment.]
_Dec. 13th, 1915._
Marched to ----, seven miles. Water in places up to the knees. No
billets for B Co. on arrival.
_Dec. 14th._
Marched to ----, three miles.
_Dec. 15th._
Marched up to trenches, ----, eight miles. Awful condition. Big craters
in front, and three saps in our line.
_Dec. 16th._
Narrowest escape of self yet recorded. Shell burst in trench and killed
man one and a half yards away and blew your humble into the mud,
together with another C.O. and others. Two other men wounded. Felt a
bit shaky for some time.
_Dec. 17th._
Relieved for forty-eight hours and marched to ----, four miles. Good
billets. Delicious shave and wash, and two glorious nights in my valise.
_Dec. 18th._
Pass into ----, to see H.[3] No luck--on leave. He returned ten minutes
after I left for ----.
_Dec. 19th._
H. ran over to see me, and we had two full hours’ “jawing,” and _café
au lait_. Left for same trenches at 12.30. Had a warm reception with
artillery, and owing to some “show” in the vicinity had to stand-to
for hours. Raining hard and mud knee-deep--miserable, and thought and
thought of the happy home, and wondered and wondered! Went out on
patrol with one man at five next morning, but had to return post-haste,
as three of the enemy were on similar job and washed our intentions out.
_Dec. 20th._
Shelling all day, both sides. Few men hit.
_Dec. 21st._
At stand-to, 6 a.m. Much shelling. Very uncomfortable. At 7.30 an enemy
mine went up--a fearsome thing. The sensations were these--
I. A horrible rocking of the trench.
II. A tremendous dull roar.
III. A huge column of earth rising higher and higher into the sky.
Then came the falling matter, we lying in the bottom of the trench,
while everything imaginable fell around--earth--huge clods--sandbags
and timber. One big piece of wood landed with a thud a foot from
my head and spattered me with mud. Escape No. 2 since I joined.
Fortunately the mine was lifted just beyond our saps, and presumably
in the same place as the crater. No one was seriously hurt--only two
slightly knocked about. Of course an attack was expected, but none
came, and we stood-to till 8.30. Had an awful time from mine explosion
till we were relieved at 2.30 p.m. Marvellous how we all escaped. I
thought my number was up every minute, and my nerves were not of the
best and I was feeling a bit rocky. While relief was being carried
on we had an awful time: all kinds of shells, big and small, landing
everywhere. Very fortunate to get out with no casualties. Incoming
regiment had a few. At 11.15 p.m. I returned to trenches in order to
go out again on patrol. Was out for thirty minutes, took survey and
returned safely, covered with mud and pretty wet. Returned to ---- Farm,
where my platoon is billeted. It is a small fortress, built up with
sandbags from a big ruined brewery. Last night while asleep, about
3.30 a.m., a big shell burst just outside my cellar door, and again I
thought my number was up. Earth, etc., was shot into my abode, and the
doorway blocked up, not to mention bricks; but I was left intact.
[Illustration:
_To face p. 218._
A BRITISH SUBALTERN IN HIS TRENCH, WEARING HIS GAS-HELMET.]
_Dec. 22nd._
Shelling this ruined village ---- all the morning, and the trips to the
men at meal-times were very risky, the latter being in another keep 150
yards up the road. One had to dash for it every time. Shelling remained
hot, so had to remain at the mess till after tea, 4.30 p.m.
Gas attack from our trenches at 9 p.m. Quiet for ten minutes, then
fearful shindy. Stood-to in our redoubt, but had to get to cellars when
shelling started--and _such_ shelling: the worst I’ve ever experienced.
They came in dozens. Then we began, and the noise was hellish. They
fell all around us and some hit the shattered walls, making a hail of
bricks.
I felt a peculiar tightening round the heart when one of the big
variety buried itself under the cellar wall I was in and failed to
go off. It fairly seemed to lift the floor, and the sickening thud
was as bad as the fearful racking explosions. It was nothing short of
miraculous that our cellar got off scot-free.
All this time we could see through our loop-hole the explosions of the
shells on the trenches, 300 yards to the front, and by their light and
the light of the German searchlights and fires we could see the huge
clouds of gas on their death-dealing errand.
The Germans put huge fires on their parapets to lift the gas over their
heads.
It was an unforgettable scene, with their and our own star-lights
making night into day. It was indescribable pandemonium.
The shelling died down after a couple of hours, and we stood down and
tried to sleep; but it started again at 12.45 a.m. for an hour, and
again at 4.45 a.m.; and this practically meant stand-to all night.
One of the worst nights I’ve spent out here--in fact, the worst.
About 2 a.m. I got word that ----, one of our B Co. officers, was
killed while waiting to go out on patrol to ascertain the effects of
gas on enemy. He was a fine chap, and most popular, and even now it is
difficult to believe he is really gone. Another lucky escape for us (B
Co.) that we were not occupying the trenches. They were blown out of
all recognition and the casualties were awful, the lines being strewn
with dead and wounded and buried men.
The trench occupied the previous night by my platoon is absolutely
gone, and only six men are left in the platoon holding it at the time
of the “show.”
_Dec. 23rd._
Shelling continued all the morning--most uncomfortable, and we had many
narrow escapes, walls round us being blown to h--; but still our cellar
got off. We were relieved at 12.30, and, things being quieter, we got
off down the road at top speed.
What joy to see actually motor buses waiting for us three miles back,
which took us by way of ---- to ----, a small village where our few days’
rest and incidentally Christmas, will be spent. The change will be much
appreciated by yours truly. I have just had my first wash and shave for
four days, and feel cleaner than ever before in my life; and in a clean
change and new suit I wouldn’t call the King my aunt!
A delicious surprise was the sight of H. on the road, waiting for me as
our convoy of buses neared ----. We had a good chat, and I hope to see
him to-morrow again.
_Dec. 24th._
Morning with platoon, cleaning up, etc. Afternoon obtained pass to go
and see H. Had a glorious Christmas Eve, far beyond expectations. Good
tea, theatre, dinner, and two hours’ solo. Fine evening. Came back on
the carrier at 10.30.
_Dec. 25th._
Christmas Day in France.
Up at 6.30 and marched bathing party into ----. Left them and looked up
H. In bed; got him up and had breakfast with him and a walk round, and
marched my party back here ---- by 10.30. Wrote two letters and found
five waiting for me--long-delayed ones. This was a fine Christmas gift.
11 a.m. Went over to men’s sports till 12.30 lunch. Helped to pay out
from 2.30 p.m. till four. Tea and chat till dinner; chicken and plum
pudding. _Very good._ Talked till 10.30 and then to bed. Very quiet
evening, during which my thoughts were for the most part with the dear
old folks at home....
NEXT CHRISTMAS???
_Dec. 26th._
Quiet day. Morning, church parade and men cleaned up. Afternoon,
other officers out, so I was O.C. for the time being. Spent two hours
censoring eighty letters! Quiet evening. Dinner and chat; bed 10 p.m.
Heavy bombardment going on in distance.
_Dec. 27th._
Morning, getting ready to move.
Moved at 2 p.m. Raining.
Got into trenches at 4.30 p.m. In reserve, 1500 yards from enemy--and a
nice change for B Co.
At night I went on patrol with a man to find a way across country to A
Co., who were holding a line to our right front. Awful going, but got
there. Came back by road through ---- village and Danger Corner. Out two
and a half hours.
Slept as well as I could on a narrow board till 7.30 next morning.
_Dec. 28th._
Quiet day. Went out at night with C.O. Got lost, and were out three
hours. Good joke.
_Dec. 29th._
Quiet day. Went out in the morning on voyage of discovery round old
trenches. Went in to the left shoulder in mud and water. Another good
joke!
_Dec. 30th._
Quiet day. A few shells on the right; but we were left alone. At 5 p.m.
I went out with a party of seventy, carrying all kinds of things to the
front line. Out till 8 p.m. Quiet night.
_Dec. 31st._
A wet day. The road behind was shelled heavily all day, but fortunately
it was quiet while we were being relieved after dusk. Had the real Bank
Holiday feeling on getting to reserve line billets two miles away, and
enjoyed a splendid night in my valise. Had one drop of whisky at 9.30
p.m. to drink the health of the New Year; but sleep was by far the most
important thing, so to bed at 10 p.m., to dream of home and the dear
old past.
Woke during the night to hear the guns in the back garden booming
in the New Year, and shaking and rattling walls and windows. Dreams
shattered!
_Jan. 1st, 1916._
What luck for the New Year?
How fervent is the hope for a glimpse of the _end_ before many of the
new months have gone.
In the morning looked round the men and inspected several things,
followed by a little revolver practice. Had a sleep, or tried to, after
lunch; but attempt was futile, owing to thoughts.
Went out with party of fifty at 5 p.m. to the trenches, repairing
roads, filling up shell-holes, etc. Returned at 9 p.m., and to bed.
_Sunday, Jan. 2nd._
Church parade in top floor of rickety old barn at 11 a.m., followed by
an impromptu Communion Service, during which my thoughts wandered....
These services always touch me more than anything else I know of, and
unbidden thoughts rise and fill me with longings and yearnings that are
inclined to be unpatriotic, as well as bringing the familiar lump to
the throat which every one experiences out here at times, and a queer
feeling round the heart.
Afternoon, went to ---- in company with other officers in motor lorry,
to attend lecture on telescopic sights and sniping. Returned at 6
p.m., and joyfully found I had just missed a working party to the
trenches.
Tucked myself in my valise at 9.30.
_Jan. 3rd._
Platoons cleaning up. Inspected rifles, etc. Had my first lesson in
riding. Felt rather insecure at first, but found the “bump” after
an uncomfortable 100 yards jogging about, to the great delight and
amusement of my men; at which I joined in. Had a small gallop before
finish, and stuck on.
Afternoon, writing letters and reading, and out with working party to
the trenches at 4.30 p.m., mending shell-holes in roads, etc. Returned
at 9 p.m., and to bed.
_Jan. 4th._
Relieved and went to ---- for a four days’ rest, at 11.30 a.m. Spent
afternoon in reconnoitring old trenches in neighbourhood, to see
necessary repairs required, stores, etc. Quiet evening. Splendid
billet--bedroom to myself, feather bed and sheets, wash-stand; very
lucky for once. First bed since leaving Boseghem four weeks ago. Good
mess-room, fire and two arm-chairs. House kept by two middle-aged
women, very kind, do anything; also little niece, aged eight, who
speaks English well. She and I are good friends.
_Jan. 5th._
Out with working party to repair trenches from 9.30 a.m. till 1.30
p.m. Lunch and letter-writing. Went up to ---- later to execute several
shopping commissions. Had splendid crop first since ---- after
patiently waiting _one hour_. Oh! these French hairdressers! One snip
of the scissors every five minutes; one requires the patience of Job.
Went to pictures; pretty fair; and had dinner at the Lion d’Or. It
seemed very quiet and deserted compared to my last visit, when the
M.C.s were there. Back at 9 p.m., and to bed between the sheets.
_Jan. 6th._
Out with working party, as per yesterday, from 10 a.m. to 1.30 p.m.
Lunch 2 p.m. Inspection of B Co. by C.O. Me in command of company!
Two-thirty, paid out to the men. Awful long job.
_Jan. 7th._
Morning, 10 a.m. to 1.30 p.m., out with working party. H. called for
few minutes, 2 p.m. Lecture on arms and care of rifles, etc., 4 p.m.
Met H. at Lion d’Or in B. at 4.45 (splendid being able to do this).
Tea, long chat and theatre at six o’clock. Panto., _Alladin_. Really
tip-top, although men were disguised as girls. Plenty of fun and
laughter. Sent in an application to-day for post as observer in R.F.C.
Have great hopes. Life consists mainly of latter nowadays.
_Jan. 8th._
Working party repairing trenches 9.30 to 1.30. Lovely morning. Two
p.m., lecture in field on use of rifle--old as the hills (lecture);
but I suppose they must work on the motto, “Anything to keep the time
employed.”
_Sunday, Jan. 9th._
Marched to trenches (same place as Dec. 15). Beautiful day and
everything quiet--not a day for war at all. On nearing the line the
noise of guns and bursting shells broke on our ears, increasing in
sound as we drew nearer, until we got as per usual in amongst them.
Had to go in single file at intervals up the infernal road. No one hit.
Got in the same old corner, and found to our relief the trenches had
been built up again passably well after the bombardment of the night of
Dec. 22.
_Jan. 10th and 11th._
Contrary to expectations had two quiet days--of course, the usual few
shells, but no great quantity. My platoon occupied the trench on left
of company, instead of, as last time, close up on the right, 1000 yards
from enemy.
Relieved at 8 p.m. on 11th, and we came back to the old keep
(---- Farm). Everything very quiet all night, and enjoyed a good sleep
on a stretcher in one of the cellars, despite the attentions of rats in
plenty.
_Jan. 12th._
Quiet walk up to Headquarters for breakfast and back. Enemy began
shelling roadway close by, and everything else within reach, at 11.20;
still going on at time of writing, 12.45. When shall I be able to go up
for lunch?
Got there intact.
_Jan. 13th._
Quiet day. Went back to front line at 7 p.m. for a further forty-eight
hours. Quiet night.
_Jan. 14th._
Found in the morning that in addition to the usual bombs, grenades
and shells we had a trench mortar opposite us, which kept lobbing big
black objects over all day, burying men and knocking our trenches to
pieces. There was not much else they could use on us now; but we gave
them back two for every one we received, and at 2 p.m. we commenced a
big “strafe” with rifle-grenades, bombs and mortars. It was good to see
them bursting, and altogether we expended over 800 (!) in an hour.
We got all manner of things back, from a bullet to a 6-inch. The latter
were falling 100 yards from the rear of our breastworks, and we could
actually see them falling the last fifty feet or so.
All quiet by 4 p.m. Quiet night--far different to our expectations.
_Jan. 15th._
Each side shelling all day unceasingly, with the usual quota of bombs.
We were relieved at 7.30 p.m., and came back in safety to ----, after
six more days of LIFE?
Very weary, and thankful for quiet and my valise.
_Sunday, Jan. 16th._
Marched to a small village--seven miles, and found we had comfortable
billets, and a mattress for the writer. Moving again to ----, nine miles
from here, to-morrow. HURRAH! We are (or should be) “out” for sixteen
days.
_Jan. 17th._
Marched to ---- on the famous cobble-stones of France the whole way.
Poor feet! On arriving was delighted to find I had a cosy room with
feather bed and a good mess 200 yards down the road. Spent the evening
trying to get level with correspondence. Hope we shall stay here all
the time. Shall spend most of my spare moments writing--one of my chief
pleasures when out, especially now I’ve got a respectable pen!
_Jan. 18th._
Slack day. Enjoyed the luxury of a “mess” and a fire. Spent a lot of
time writing.
_Jan. 19th._
My second birthday in the Army....
To-day’s events, musketry and rifle drill, and shooting on a temporary
range in afternoon. Lovely day--like spring.
_Jan. 20th to 28th._
Detailed for course of bombing instruction; and between these dates I
learn much concerning these nefarious love-tokens.
_Jan. 28th to Feb. 14th._
Our period of “Rest.” (Time spent out of the trenches is so miscalled
in the Army!) It was extended for reasons known only to those in lofty
positions, and we spent the time in performing all the evolutions of
an infantry battalion in training, drill, manœuvres, etc. Of course,
all this is very necessary after the sometimes enforced inactivity
of the trenches, and helps to pull out the kinks; but it gets rather
monotonous, and when we heard that we were off to the line again every
one was glad.
_Feb. 15th._
Said good-bye to our friends of the village and headed once more for
the Land of Thrills. It took us three days, doing it in easy stages.
_Feb. 18th._
Found ourselves in cellars in a much-ruined village just behind the
line, viz. ----. There were exciting events last night, before our
arrival, a few enemy mines having gone “up,” and as soon as we arrived
we had to begin fatiguing, connecting up the craters with the front
line.
(At this point the diary abruptly finishes; but the writer was
kept busy from day to day in the routine manner, doing his turn in
each line, with the usual “hate” progressing, but nothing of great
importance happening. Long exposure to the severe weather sent him
into hospital, thence home, invalided. The very day after he reported
“nothing of great importance happening” many of his comrades fell in a
gallant and desperate assault on the Hohenzollern Redoubt.)