CHAPTER XVIII

THE OPENING GUN

The month of November slid day by day into the limbo of the past. The

rains washed the land unceasingly. Gray veilings of mist and cloud

draped the mountain slopes. As drab a shade colored Stella Fyfe's daily

outlook. She was alone a great deal. Even when they were together, she

and her husband, words did not come easily between them. He was away a

great deal, seeking, she knew, the old panacea of work, hard,

unremitting work, to abate the ills of his spirit. She envied him that

outlet. Work for her there was none. The two Chinamen and Martha the

nurse left her no tasks. She could not read, for all their great store

of books and magazines; the printed page would lie idle in her lap, and

her gaze would wander off into vacancy, into that thought-world where

her spirit wandered in distress. The Abbeys were long gone; her brother

hard at his logging. There were no neighbors and no news. The savor was

gone out of everything. The only bright spot in her days was Jack

Junior, now toddling precociously on his sturdy legs, a dozen steps at a

time, crowing victoriously when he negotiated the passage from chair to

chair.

From the broad east windows of their house she saw all the traffic that

came and went on the upper reaches of Roaring Lake, Siwashes in dugouts

and fishing boats, hunters, prospectors. But more than any other she saw

the craft of her husband and Monohan, the powerful, black-hulled

_Panther_, the smaller, daintier _Waterbug_.

There was a big gasoline workboat, gray with a yellow funnel, that she

knew was Monohan's. And this craft bore past there often, inching its

downward way with swifters of logs, driving fast up-lake without a tow.

Monohan had abandoned work on the old Abbey-Monohan logging-grounds. The

camps and the bungalow lay deserted, given over to a solitary watchman.

The lake folk had chattered at this proceeding, and the chatter had come

to Stella's ears. He had put in two camps at the lake head, so she heard

indirectly: one on the lake shore, one on the Tyee River, a little above

the mouth. He had sixty men in each camp, and he was getting the name of

a driver. Three miles above his Tyee camp, she knew, lay the camp her

husband had put in during the early summer to cut a heavy limit of

cedar. Fyfe had only a small crew there.

She wondered a little why he spent so much time there, when he had

seventy-odd men working near home. But of course he had an able

lieutenant in Lefty Howe. And she could guess why Jack Fyfe kept away.

She was sorry for him--and for herself. But being sorry--a mere

semi-neutral state of mind--did not help matters, she told herself

gloomily.

Lefty Howe's wife was at the camp now, on one of her occasional visits.

Howe was going across the lake one afternoon to see a Siwash whom he had

engaged to catch and smoke a winter's supply of salmon for the camps.

Mrs. Howe told Stella, and on impulse Stella bundled Jack Junior into

warm clothing and went with them for the ride.

Halfway across the six-mile span she happened to look back, and a new

mark upon the western shore caught her eye. She found a glass and

leveled it on the spot. Two or three buildings, typical logging-camp

shacks of split cedar, rose back from the beach. Behind these again the

beginnings of a cut had eaten a hole in the forest,--a slashing

different from the ordinary logging slash, for it ran narrowly, straight

back through the timber; whereas the first thing a logger does is to cut

all the merchantable timber he can reach on his limit without moving his

donkey from the water. It was not more than two miles from their house.

"What new camp is that?" she asked Howe.

"Monohan's," he answered casually.

"I thought Jack owned all the shore timber to Medicine Point?" she said.

Howe shook his head.

"Uh-uh. Well, he does too, all but where that camp is. Monohan's got a

freak limit in there. It's half a mile wide and two miles straight back

from the beach. Lays between our holdin's like the ham in a sandwich.

Only," he added thoughtfully, "it's a blame thin piece uh ham. About the

poorest timber in a long stretch. I dunno why the Sam Hill he's cuttin'

it. But then he's doin' a lot uh things no practical logger would do."

Stella laid down the glasses. It was nothing to her, she told herself.

She had seen Monohan only once since the day Fyfe choked him, and then

only to exchange the barest civilities--and to feel her heart flutter at

the message his eyes telegraphed.

When she returned from the launch trip, Fyfe was home, and Charlie

Benton with him. She crossed the heavy rugs on the living room floor

noiselessly in her overshoes, carrying Jack Junior asleep in her arms.

And so in passing the door of Fyfe's den, she heard her brother say:

"But, good Lord, you don't suppose he'll be sap-head enough to try such

fool stunts as that? He couldn't make it stick, and he brings himself

within the law first crack; and the most he could do would be to annoy

you."

"You underestimate Monohan," Fyfe returned. "He'll play safe,

personally, so far as the law goes. He's foxy. I advise you to sell if

the offer comes again. If you make any more breaks at him, he'll figure

some way to get you. It isn't your fight, you know. You unfortunately

happen to be in the road."

"Damned if I do," Benton swore. "I'm all in the clear. There's no way he

can get me, and I'll tell him what I think of him again if he gives me

half a chance. I never liked him, anyhow. Why should I sell when I'm

just getting in real good shape to take that timber out myself? Why, I

can make a hundred thousand dollars in the next five years on that block

of timber. Besides, without being a sentimental sort of beggar, I don't

lose sight of the fact that you helped pull me out of a hole when I sure

needed a pull. And I don't like his high-handed style. No, if it comes

to a showdown, I'm with you, Jack, as far as I can go. What the hell

_can_ he do?"

"Nothing--that I can see." Fyfe laughed unpleasantly. "But he'll try. He

has dollars to our cents. He could throw everything he's got on Roaring

Lake into the discard and still have forty thousand a year fixed income.

Sabe? Money does more than talk in this country. I think I'll pull that

camp off the Tyee."

"Well, maybe," Benton said. "I'm not sure--"

Stella passed on. She wanted to hear, but it went against her grain to

eavesdrop. Her pause had been purely involuntary. When she became

conscious that she was eagerly drinking in each word, she hurried by.

Her mind was one urgent question mark while she laid the sleeping

youngster in his bed and removed her heavy clothes. What sort of

hostilities did Monohan threaten? Had he let a hopeless love turn to the

acid of hate for the man who nominally possessed her? Stella could

scarcely credit that. It was too much at variance with her idealistic

conception of the man. He would never have recourse to such littleness.

Still, the biting contempt in Fyfe's voice when he said to Benton: "You

underestimate Monohan. He'll play safe ... he's foxy." That stung her to

the quick. That was not said for her benefit; it was Fyfe's profound

conviction. Based on what? He did not form judgments on momentary

impulse. She recalled that only in the most indirect way had he ever

passed criticism on Monohan, and then it lay mostly in a tone, suggested

more than spoken. Yet he knew Monohan, had known him for years. They had

clashed long before she was a factor in their lives.

When she went into the big room, Benton and Fyfe were gone outdoors. She

glanced into Fyfe's den. It was empty, but a big blue-print unrolled on

the table where the two had been seated caught her eye. She bent over

it, drawn by the lettered squares along the wavy shore line and the

marked waters of creeks she knew.

She had never before possessed a comprehensive idea of the various

timber holdings along the west shore of Roaring Lake, since it had not

been a matter of particular interest to her. She was not sure why it now

became a matter of interest to her, unless it was an impression that

over these squares and oblongs which stood for thousands upon thousands

of merchantable logs there was already shaping a struggle, a clash of

iron wills and determined purposes directly involving, perhaps arising

because of her.

She studied the blue-print closely. Its five feet of length embraced all

the west shore of the lake, from the outflowing of Roaring River to the

incoming Tyee at the head. Each camp was lettered in with pencil. But

her attention focussed chiefly on the timber limits ranging north and

south from their home, and she noted two details: that while the limits

marked A-M Co. were impartially distributed from Cottonwood north, the

squares marked J.H. Fyfe lay in a solid block about Cougar Bay,--save

for that long tongue of a limit where she had that day noted the new

camp. That thrust like the haft of a spear into the heart of Fyfe's

timberland.

There was the Abbey-Monohan cottage, the three limits her brother

controlled lying up against Fyfe's southern boundary. Up around the

mouth of the Tyee spread the vast checkerboard of Abbey-Monohan limits,

and beyond that, on the eastern bank of the river, a single

block,--Fyfe's cedar limit,--the camp he thought he would close down.

Why? Immediately the query shaped in her mind. Monohan was concentrating

his men and machinery at the lake head. Fyfe proposed to shut down a

camp but well-established; established because cedar was climbing in

price, an empty market clamoring for cedar logs. Why?

Was there aught of significance in that new camp of Monohan's so near

by; that sudden activity on ground that bisected her husband's property?

A freak limit of timber so poor that Lefty Howe said it could only be

logged at a loss.

She sighed and went out to give dinner orders to Sam Foo. If she could

only go to her husband and talk as they had been able to talk things

over at first. But there had grown up between them a deadly restraint.

She supposed that was inevitable. Both chafed under conditions they

could not change or would not for stubbornness and pride.

It made a deep impression on her, all these successive, disassociated

finger posts, pointing one and all to things under the surface, to

motives and potentialities she had not glimpsed before and could only

guess at now.

Fyfe and Benton came to dinner more or less preoccupied, an odd mood for

Charlie Benton. Afterwards they went into session behind the closed door

of Fyfe's den. An hour or so later Benton went home. While she listened

to the soft _chuff-a-chuff-a-chuff_ of the _Chickamin_ dying away in the

distance, Fyfe came in and slumped down in a chair before the fire where

a big fir stick crackled. He sat there silent, a half-smoked cigar

clamped in one corner of his mouth, the lines of his square jaw in

profile, determined, rigid. Stella eyed him covertly. There were times,

in those moods of concentration, when sheer brute power seemed his most

salient characteristic. Each bulging curve of his thick upper arm, his

neck rising like a pillar from massive shoulders, indicated his power.

Yet so well-proportioned was he that the size and strength of him was

masked by the symmetry of his body, just as the deliberate immobility of

his face screened the play of his feelings. Often Stella found herself

staring at him, fruitlessly wondering what manner of thought and feeling

that repression overlaid. Sometimes a tricksy, half-provoked desire to

break through the barricade of his stoicism tempted her. She told

herself that she ought to be thankful for his aloofness, his

acquiescence in things as they stood. Yet there were times when she

would almost have welcomed an outburst, a storm, anything rather than

that deadly chill, enduring day after day. He seldom spoke to her now

except of most matter-of-fact things. He played his part like a

gentleman before others, but alone with her he withdrew into his shell.

Stella was sitting back in the shadow, still studying him, measuring him

in spite of herself by the Monohan yardstick. There wasn't much basis

for comparison. It wasn't a question of comparison; the two men stood

apart, distinctive, in every attribute. The qualities in Fyfe that she

understood and appreciated, she beheld glorified in Monohan. Yet it was

not, after all, a question of qualities. It was something more subtle,

something of the heart which defied logical analysis.

Fyfe had never been able to set her pulse dancing. She had never craved

physical nearness to him, so that she ached with the poignancy of that

craving. She had been passively contented with him, that was all. And

Monohan had swept across her horizon like a flame. Why couldn't Jack

Fyfe have inspired in her that headlong sort of passion? She smiled

hopelessly. The tears were very close to her eyes. She loved Monohan;

Monohan loved her. Fyfe loved her in his deliberate, repressed fashion

and possessed her, according to the matrimonial design. And although now

his possession was a hollow mockery, he would never give her up--not to

Walter Monohan. She had that fatalistic conviction.

How would it end in the long run?

She leaned forward to speak. Words quivered on her lips. But as she

struggled to shape them to utterance, the blast of a boat whistle came

screaming up from the water, near and shrill and imperative.

Fyfe came out of his chair like a shot. He landed poised on his feet,

lips drawn apart, hands clenched. He held that pose for an instant, then

relaxed, his breath coming with a quick sigh.

Stella stared at him. Nerves! She knew the symptoms too well. Nerves at

terrible tension in that big, splendid body. A slight quiver seemed to

run over him. Then he was erect and calmly himself again, standing in a

listening attitude.

"That's the _Panther_?" he said. "Pulling in to the _Waterbug's_

landing. Did I startle you when I bounced up like a cougar, Stella?" he

asked, with a wry smile. "I guess I was half asleep. That whistle jolted

me."

Stella glanced out the shaded window.

"Some one's coming up from the float with a lantern," she said. "Is

there--is there likely to be anything wrong, Jack?"

"Anything wrong?" He shot a quick glance at her. Then casually: "Not

that I know of."

The bobbing lantern came up the path through the lawn. Footsteps

crunched on the gravel.

"I'll go see what he wants," Fyfe remarked, "Calked boots won't be good

for the porch floor."

She followed him.

"Stay in. It's cold." He stopped in the doorway.

"No. I'm coming," she persisted.

They met the lantern bearer at the foot of the steps.

"Well, Thorsen?" Fyfe shot at him. There was an unusual note of

sharpness in his voice, an irritated expectation.

Stella saw that it was the skipper of the _Panther_, a big and burly

Dane. He raised the lantern a little. The dim light on his face showed

it bruised and swollen. Fyfe grunted.

"Our boom is hung up," he said plaintively. "They've blocked the river.

I got licked for arguin' the point."

"How's it blocked?" Fyfe asked.

"Two swifters uh logs strung across the channel. They're drivin' piles

in front. An' three donkeys buntin' logs in behind."

"Swift work. There wasn't a sign of a move when I left this morning,"

Fyfe commented drily. "Well, take the _Panther_ around to the inner

landing. I'll be there."

"What's struck that feller Monohan?" the Dane sputtered angrily. "Has he

got any license to close the Tyee? He says he has--an' backs his

argument strong, believe me. Maybe you can handle him. I couldn't. Next

time I'll have a cant-hook handy. By jingo, you gimme my pick uh Lefty's

crew, Jack, an' I'll bring that cedar out."

"Take the _Panther_ 'round," Fyfe replied. "We'll see."

Thorsen turned back down the slope. In a minute the thrum of the boat's

exhaust arose as she got under way.

"Come on in. You'll get cold standing here," Fyfe said to Stella.

She followed him back into the living room. He sat on the arm of a big

leather chair, rolling the dead cigar thoughtfully between his lips,

little creases gathering between his eyes.

"I'm going up the lake," he said at last, getting up abruptly.

"What's the matter, Jack?" she asked. "Why, has trouble started up

there?"

"Part of the logging game," he answered indifferently. "Don't amount to

much."

"But Thorsen has been fighting. His face was terrible. And I've heard

you say he was one of the most peaceable men alive. Is it--is Monohan--"

"We won't discuss Monohan," Fyfe said curtly. "Anyway, there's no danger

of _him_ getting hurt."

He went into his den and came out with hat and coat on. At the door he

paused a moment.

"Don't worry," he said kindly. "Nothing's going to happen."

But she stood looking out the window after he left, uneasy with a

prescience of trouble. She watched with a feverish interest the stir

that presently arose about the bunkhouses. That summer a wide space had

been cleared between bungalow and camp. She could see moving lanterns,

and even now and then hear the voices of men calling to each other. Once

the _Panther's_ dazzling eye of a searchlight swung across the landing,

and its beam picked out a file of men carrying their blankets toward the

boat. Shortly after that the tender rounded the point. Close behind her

went the _Waterbug_, and both boats swarmed with men.

Stella looked and listened until there was but a faint thrum far up the

lake. Then she went to bed, but not to sleep. What ugly passions were

loosed at the lake head she did not know. But on the face of it she

could not avoid wondering if Monohan had deliberately set out to cross

and harass Jack Fyfe. Because of her? That was the question which had

hovered on her lips that evening, one she had not brought herself to

ask. Because of her, or because of some enmity that far preceded her?

She had thought him big enough to do as she had done, as Fyfe was

tacitly doing,--make the best of a grievous matter.

But if he had allowed his passions to dictate reprisals, she trembled

for the outcome. Fyfe was not a man to sit quiet under either affront or

injury. He would fight with double rancor if Monohan were his adversary.

"If anything happens up there, I'll hate myself," she whispered, when

the ceaseless turning of her mind had become almost unendurable. "I was

a silly, weak fool to ever let Walter Monohan know I cared. And I'll

hate him too if he makes me a bone of contention. I elected to play the

game the only decent way there is to play it. So did he. Why can't he

abide by that?"

Noon of the next day saw the _Waterbug_ heave to a quarter mile abeam of

Cougar Point to let off a lone figure in her dinghy, and then bore on,

driving straight and fast for Roaring Springs. Stella flew to the

landing. Mother Howe came puffing at her heels.

"Land's sake, I been worried to death," the older woman breathed. "When

men git to quarrellin' about timber, you never can tell where they'll

stop, Mrs. Jack. I've knowed some wild times in the woods in the past."

The man in the dink was Lefty Howe. He pulled in beside the float. When

he stepped up on the planks, he limped perceptibly.

"Land alive, what happened yuh, Lefty?" his wife cried.

"Got a rap on the leg with a peevy," he said. "Nothin' much."

"Why did the _Waterbug_ go down the lake?" Stella asked breathlessly.

The man's face was serious. "What happened up there?"

"There was a fuss," he answered quietly. "Three or four of the boys got

beat up so they need patchin'. Jack's takin' 'em down to the hospital.

Damn that yeller-headed Monohan!" his voice lifted suddenly in

uncontrollable anger. "Billy Dale was killed this mornin', mother."

Stella felt herself grow sick. Death is a small matter when it strikes

afar, among strangers. When it comes to one's door! Billy Dale had

piloted the _Waterbug_ for a year, a chubby, round-faced boy of twenty,

a foster-son, of Mother Howe's before she had children of her own.

Stella had asked Jack to put him on the _Waterbug_ because he was such a

loyal, cheery sort of soul, and Billy had been a part of every

expedition they had taken around the lake. She could not think of him as

a rigid, lifeless lump of clay. Why, only the day before he had been

laughing and chattering aboard the cruiser, going up and down the cabin

floor on his hands and knees, Jack Junior perched triumphantly astride

his back.

"What happened?" she cried wildly. "Tell me, quick."

"It's quick told," Howe said grimly. "We were ready at daylight.

Monohan's got a hard crew, and they jumped us as soon as we started to

clear the channel. So we cleared them, first. It didn't take so long.

Three of our men was used bad, and there's plenty of sore heads on both

sides. But we did the job. After we got them on the run, we blowed up

their swifters an' piles with giant. Then we begun to put the cedar

through. Billy was on the bank when somebody shot him from across the

river. One mercy, he never knew what hit him. An' you'll never come so

close bein' a widow again, Mrs. Fyfe, an' not be. That bullet was meant

for Jack, I figure. He was sittin' down. Billy was standin' right behind

him watchin' the logs go through. Whoever he was, he shot high, that's

all. There, mother, don't cry. That don't help none. What's done's

done."

Stella turned and walked up to the house, stunned. She could not credit

bloodshed, death. Always in her life both had been things remote. And as

the real significance of Lefty Howe's story grew on her, she shuddered.

It lay at her door, equally with her and Monohan, even if neither of

their hands had sped the bullet,--an indirect responsibility but

gruesomely real to her.

God only knows to what length she might have gone in reaction. She was

quivering under that self-inflicted lash, bordering upon hysteria when

she reached the house. She could not shut out a too-vivid picture of

Billy Dale lying murdered on the Tyee's bank, of the accusing look with

which Fyfe must meet her. Rightly so, she held. She did not try to

shirk. She had followed the line of least resistance, lacked the dour

courage to pull herself up in the beginning, and it led to this. She

felt Billy Dale's blood wet on her soft hands. She walked into her own

house panting like a hunted animal.

And she had barely crossed the threshold when back in the rear Jack

Junior's baby voice rose in a shrill scream of pain.

* * * * *

Stella scarcely heard her husband and the doctor come in. For a weary

age she had been sitting in a low rocker, a pillow across her lap, and

on that the little, tortured body swaddled with cotton soaked in olive

oil, the only dressing she and Mrs. Howe could devise to ease the pain.

All those other things which had so racked her, the fight on the Tyee,

the shooting of Billy Dale, they had vanished somehow into thin air

before the dread fact that her baby was dying slowly before her

anguished eyes. She sat numbed with that deadly assurance, praying

without hope for help to come, hopeless that any medical skill would

avail when it did come. So many hours had been wasted while a man rowed

to Benton's camp, while the _Chickamin_ steamed to Roaring Springs,

while the _Waterbug_ came driving back. Five hours! And the skin, yes,

even shreds of flesh, had come away in patches with Jack Junior's

clothing when she took it off. She bent over him, fearful that every

feeble breath would be his last.

She looked up at the doctor. Fyfe was beside her, his calked boots

biting into the oak floor.

"See what you can do, doc," he said huskily. Then to Stella: "How did it

happen?"

"He toddled away from Martha," she whispered. "Sam Foo had set a pan of

boiling water on the kitchen floor. He fell into it. Oh, my poor little

darling."

They watched the doctor bare the terribly scalded body, examine it,

listen to the boy's breathing, count his pulse. In the end he re-dressed

the tiny body with stuff from the case with which a country physician

goes armed against all emergencies. He was very deliberate and

thoughtful. Stella looked her appeal when he finished.

"He's a sturdy little chap," he said, "and we'll do our best. A child

frequently survives terrific shock. It would be mistaken kindness for me

to make light of his condition simply to spare your feelings. He has an

even chance. I shall stay until morning. Now, I think it would be best

to lay him on a bed. You must relax, Mrs. Fyfe. I can see that the

strain is telling on you. You mustn't allow yourself to get in that

abnormal condition. The baby is not conscious of pain. He is not

suffering half so much in his body as you are in your mind, and you

mustn't do that. Be hopeful. We'll need your help. We should have a

nurse, but there was no time to get one."

They laid Jack Junior amid downy pillows on Stella's bed. The doctor

stood looking at him, then drew a chair beside the bed.

"Go and walk about a little, Mrs. Fyfe," he advised, "and have your

dinner. I'll want to watch the boy a while."

But Stella did not want to walk. She did not want to eat. She was

scarcely aware that her limbs were cramped and aching from her long

vigil in the chair. She was not conscious of herself and her problems,

any more. Every shift of her mind turned on her baby, the little mite

she had nursed at her breast, the one joy untinctured with bitterness

that was left her. The bare chance that those little feet might never

patter across the floor again, that little voice never wake her in the

morning crying "Mom-mom," drove her distracted.

She went out into the living room, walked to a window, stood there

drumming on the pane with nervous fingers. Dusk was falling outside; a

dusk was creeping over her. She shuddered.

Fyfe came up behind her, put his hands on her shoulders, and turned her

so that she faced him.

"I wish I could help, Stella," he whispered. "I wish I could make you

feel less forlorn. Poor little kiddies--both of you."

She shook off his hands, not because she rebelled against his touch,

against his sympathy, merely because she had come to that nervous state

where she scarce realized what she did.

"Oh," she choked, "I can't bear it. My baby, my little baby boy. The one

bright spot that's left, and he has to suffer like that. If he dies,

it's the end of everything for me."

Fyfe stared at her. The warm, pitying look on his face ebbed away,

hardened into his old, mask-like absence of expression.

"No," he said quietly, "it would only be the beginning. Lord God, but

this has been a day."

He whirled about with a quick gesture of his hands, a harsh, raspy laugh

that was very near a sob, and left her. Twenty minutes later, when

Stella was irresistibly drawn back to the bedroom, she found him sitting

sober and silent, looking at his son.

A little past midnight Jack Junior died.

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