I said something about being anxious to return as soon as possible to

Rome; but the Centurion answered me with another shout, “Come, come; she’s

safe enough. I suppose you think every one gets out of jail as easily as

yourself.”

I found it was out of the question to disapprove of any of the schemes of

Sabinus; so, having saluted the hostess, and flung my purse to her

children, (who, by the way, still regarded me with looks of apprehension,)

I accompanied him with a good grace to the gate. I made inquiry before I

went forth concerning the old jailer likewise; but I could easily gather

from the expression of face with which his wife accompanied her indistinct

reply, that he had, long before that time, reached a state in which she

felt little desire to exhibit him. The Centurion whistled as he stepped

across the threshold, and there forthwith drew near a soldier, wearing the

Prætorian helmet, (now sufficiently familiar to my sight,) and leading in

his hand three horses. In the rear, I recognized, not without

satisfaction, the busy countenance of my friend Dromo, whose ass did not

appear quite so eager to join the party as its rider. A few sturdy thumps,

however, at last brought the Cretan close to us, who saluted me with great

appearance of joy, and then whispered into my ear, “Great Jove! we must

keep silence for the present. What a story I have to tell; and I suppose

there is one to hear likewise—but all in good season. We must not crack

nuts before monkeys. I have a letter for you,” he added, “from Sextus, and

another from Licinius.”

The Centurion sprung on his trusty war-horse, who seemed to rejoice in the

feeling of his weight; and we were soon in motion. I asked no questions

either about the course or distance, but rode by his side so silently,

that he bestowed on me many good-natured rebukes, for suffering a little

affair of love to distress me so greatly. “Cheer up now,” quoth he, “and

do not make me repent of carrying you to my father’s house, by shewing the

old man, who has had enough of troubles, such a countenance as must make

him think of Orcus, even although he did not know himself to be near its

gates. It is more than a year since I have seen him.”

This sort of speech he repeated so often, that I thought the best way

would be to tell him frankly the true history of the adventure, from whose

immediate consequences he had delivered me. I told him, therefore, every

thing about both Tisias and Athanasia, and, indeed, kept nothing from him

in the whole matter, except only what referred to the impression made on

my own mind by what I had read of the Christian book,—for, as to this

subject, it was one which I totally despaired of being able to make him in

any measure comprehend,—and besides, the state of my own mind was still so

uncertain in regard to it, and my information so imperfect, that I could

not trust myself with speaking of it to any one, until I should have had

leisure for more both of reading and of reflection.

He preserved silence for some minutes, and then said, “In truth, Caius,

you have distressed me. I thought it was merely some little frolic born of

an hour, to be forgotten in a day; but I cannot refuse you my sympathy.

Would I had more to offer!”—“Dear Sabinus,” said I, “I know not how to

thank you. You saw me but a few days ago the merriest young fellow that

ever trod the pavement of Rome—happy in the moments that passed, and full

of glad hopes for all that were to come; but now I feel myself quite

changed. Almost I wish I had never left my British fields; and yet I

should never have seen Athanasia.”—“Poor fellow!” quoth he, laying his

hand on the mane of my horse, “I perceive there is, indeed, no trifling in

your case. Compose yourself; whatever chances there may be in your favour

will never be bettered by despondence.” He paused a little, and

proceeded—“The worst of the whole is this new bitterness against these

Christians. Except during Nerva’s time, there was always some punishment

to be feared by them, in case of being detected; but there was a way of

managing things in almost every case, and people were well enough disposed

to grant immunities which were always attended with some good to the Fisk.

Nero and Domitian, to be sure, acted otherwise—but these were madmen; and

even they did so only by fits and starts. But now, when a prince like

Trajan has taken up the matter, it is no wonder that one should consider

it more seriously. One cannot help fancying he must have had some good

reason before he began—that is one thing; and having once begun, he is not

the man to drop it lightly—which is a more weighty consideration. Do you

think there is positively no chance of her giving up this dream, when she

finds what it has exposed her to?”

“No,” said I; “I am sure she will not, nor can I wish it would be

otherwise with her.”

“Well,” he resumed, “I enter into your feelings so far, my friend, even on

that point. I cannot imagine you to have been so deeply smitten with a

girl of a flighty unsteady character. But then this is not a case to be

judged of on common principles. It is no light thing to be exposed to such

examinations as are now set afoot for these people; and if she behaves

herself so resolutely as you seem to expect, what is the end of it? I

consider it highly probable—for there is no friendship in uncandid

speaking—that, in spite of all her friends can do, they will banish her at

the very least; scarcely dare I speak of it, but even worse than

banishment has heretofore befallen Romans—ay, Roman ladies too,—and these

as high in birth and place as Athanasia.”

“My dear Sabinus,” said I, “do not imagine that now for the first time all

these things are suggested to me. Imagine rather, how, unable for a moment

to expel them from my mind, I have spent these miserable hours. Her

friends, too, what must not be their alarm!”

“The thing was so done,” quoth the Centurion, “that I think it is

impossible it should have made much noise as yet. If there was in the

family no suspicion that the lady had any connection with these people,

they must be in perfect perplexity. I lay my life they take it for granted

she has had some private intrigue, and has gone off with her lover.”

“Alas!” said I, “when they hear the truth, it will be still worse than

this in their eyes. Yet it appears fit that no time should be lost in

making them acquainted with the real state of the case. O Sabinus, I

foresee that in all these things I shall have need of your counsel and

your help.”

“You shall have them both, my dear boy,” said he,—“you shall have them

both to the uttermost. But there is no question at all about the propriety

of telling the relations all you know. Licinius is probably well

acquainted with them. I am almost sorry for having prevented your

immediate return to the city; and yet one night will soon be over.”

“But Athanasia herself——”

“Ah! that indeed is a point of some difficulty. It was merely from having

remembered who the men were that rode off with you, that I was enabled to

learn so soon whither you yourself had been conveyed. But the party

consisted of a few men out of almost every one of our cohorts,—those, in

short, that were on duty, scattered up and down in different parts of the

city; and I may not find it very easy to discover who had the care of any

other individual.”

“But Athanasia——”

“True,” said he, “I had not thought of it. There was but one female

besides herself. That will furnish a clue. You may rely on it, I shall

easily find out the place to which they have taken her; but then where,

and at what distance that may be, Heaven only knows; for it seemed as if

every prisoner were to be carried to a separate place of confinement. At

all events, even if we knew where she is, we could do nothing at present.

Come, cheer up, now you have unburdened yourself of all this load. I shall

be ready to start as early as ever you please in the morning.”

By this time the moon was in full splendour, and nothing could be more

beautiful than the scenery of the native place of Sabinus, as we drew near

to its precincts. A little gentle stream, which kissed our path, did not

desert us as we entered the village, but murmured all through its humble

street. Street, indeed, I should not say; for there were dwelling-houses

on the one side only, the other being occupied with gardens, in the midst

of which I saw the Doric portico of a small temple. In front of this a

bridge crossed the stream, and there we were met by a troop of maidens,

who seemed to be moving toward the sacred place with some purpose of

devotion, for they were singing in alternate measures, and in their hands

they carried garlands. Some recognized Sabinus, and, without interrupting

their chant, saluted him with their laughing eyes. We halted our horses,

and saw them proceed all together into the hallowed enclosure, which they

did, not by means of the bridge, although they were close by it, but by

wading hand in hand through the stream below; whose pebbles, as it

appeared from the evenness of their motion, dared not to offer any

violence to the delicate feet that trod upon them. “Happy creatures,” said

I to the Centurion; “of a surety they think these moonbeams shine on

nothing but glad faces like their own. Alas! with what heart does poor

Athanasia at this moment contemplate this lovely heaven!”—“Nay, Valerius,”

quoth he, “if people were not to be contented with their own share of

sorrow, would the world, think ye, be worth living in? I hope Athanasia

herself will ere long sing again by the moonlight.—But stop, here is my

own old haunt, the abode of our village barber, and now I think of it,

perhaps it might be as well that you and Dromo should remain here for a

moment, till I ride on to the house, and let them know you are coming, for

the sudden sight of strange faces might alarm the old folks at this hour.”

He had scarcely said so, when the tonsor himself, hearing, I suppose, the

sound of our horses’ feet, ran out with his razor and basin in his hand,

to see what might be the matter. “Ah, good Virro,” quoth the Centurion,

“with joy do I once more behold your face. Well, the girls still sing, and

Virro still shaves; so every thing, without question, goes well.”—“The

Centurion himself!” replies the barber; “so Venus smile upon me, it is

Kæso Sabinus, who I began to think would never come back again.—Here, boy,

bring out a cup of the best. Alight, I pray you—well, at least, you shall

kiss the rim of the goblet.”—“I will,” said he, “I promise you, my good

friend, and that in a minute or two; but I must first salute my father;

and, in the meantime, I leave with you in pledge, good Virro, my excellent

friend here, and the most knowing Cretan that ever landed at

Brundusium.—Dismount, Valerius, I shall be with you again ere Virro can

half smoothen the chin of Dromo, which even this morning shewed no small

need of trimming.”—“Well, well,” said the tonsor, “eagles will have their

own way. Be speedy.”

The Centurion had set the spur to his charger; and we, in obedience to his

command, submitted ourselves to the guidance of the oily-faced little

barber. A stripling was already holding two horses at the door, but

another came out and took care of our animals, and we entered, exchanging

courteous salutations, the tonsorial penetralia.

They were occupied by as various and talkative a company, as the

imagination of Lucilius ever assembled in such a place. In the middle of

the room, which was spacious, though low-roofed, hung a huge shield of

brass, with a dozen mouths of flame blazing around the edge of its

circumference, close beside which sat a man with a napkin tucked about his

neck, the one side of whose visage, still besmeared with a thick coat of

lather, testified that the curiosity of Virro had induced him to abandon a

yet uncompleted job. The half-trimmed physiognomy, however, displayed no

sign of impatience, and the barber himself seemed not to think any apology

necessary, for he resumed his operations with an air of great

cheerfulness, saying, “Neighbours all, here is Kæso Sabinus, that is now

the Centurion, come once more to gladden the old village with his merry

face, and that, I promise you, is prettily tanned since we knew him

first.”

This piece of news appeared not a little to interest several of those who

were sitting under the tonsor’s roof. “Ha!” said one, “the noble

Centurion! Well, has he brought home a wife with him at last? for the talk

was, that he had been seen at the Amphitheatre, paying great court to one

of the richest ladies in Rome.”

“A wife?” says Virro, “no, no, centurions and barbers can do without

wives. But if he is to have one, I shall be happy to hear she is rich; for

centurions, after all, sometimes carry most of their silver upon their

helmets, as we do most of our brass on our basins.”—“Indeed,” said I, “I

never heard of it before.”

“If it please you, friend,” said another of them, “is this the same

Sabinus that has lately been in Britain?”—“Britain,” quoth an ancient

dame; “I never heard that name before—Britain! I know it not—I know not

where he hath been, but they told me it was over the sea, perhaps in

Palestine.”—“Tut, dame,” interrupted the barber, (who was now busy on

Dromo,) “you think every one goes to Palestine, because your own boy

carried a spear with Titus; but you know they ruined the city, and killed

all the Jews and Christians, and there is no occasion for sending

Centurions thither now.”—“Killed all the Jews and Christians, said you?”

quoth another. “I think the old dame has the better of you as to that

point at least, Virro. Not Trajan himself will ever be able to kill them

all; the superstition spreads like a pestilence. It was but last night

that a hundred of them were taken together in one place, eating human

flesh.”—“Human flesh!” quoth the barber. “Oh, ye gods, why do ye endure

such barbarians!”

“Human flesh!” echoed Dromo, springing from his seat, and I looked at him,

and saw that the barber in his horror had made in truth a deep incision

upon the cheek of the poor man. The blood, oozing from the cut, had

already traced a river of crimson upon the snowy surface of his

well-soaped chin. It was this that had deranged the philosophic composure

and customary phlegm of my Cretan; and no wonder; but the enthusiastic

tonsor took no notice of what had occurred.—“Great Jove,” he proceeded,

and he pointed to the roof with his razor as he spake—“Great Jove! I

adjure thee! are all thy lightnings spent; is there never a thunderbolt

remaining?”

“In the meantime,” quoth one of the bystanders, “they are in the hand not

of Jove, but of Trajan, and he, I think, cannot now be accused of treating

these wretches with too much lenity. You have all heard of that

Tisias?”—“We have,” cried another; “but what was a single individual to

this great assembly? what a sight will it be the day they are all

executed!”

“I think,” said the same person who had inquired whether our Centurion

were the Sabinus that had been in Britain,—“I think you are overrating the

numbers of that assembly. I heard of no more than a dozen.”

This stranger (for such he seemed) had probably taken that day a

considerable journey, for his tunic and boots were covered with dust. He

was attired in the plainest manner, but notwithstanding, there was

something about him which gave one the idea of rank superior to the

company in which he was seated; and his complexion was so dark that I

could not help thinking to myself,—I am not the only provincial in the

room; here is certainly some well-born African or Asiatic.

“You have not told me, however,” said he, after a pause, “whether or not

this be the Sabinus that was lately in Britain.”—“Sir,” said I, “it is the

same; I myself came in the same ship with him, but a few days ago. He is a

Centurion in the Prætorian Bands.”—“Yes,” replied the stranger, “I guessed

in truth, it must be the same; for I remember no other of that rank

bearing the same name.”—“If you are acquainted with him,” said I, “you may

have an opportunity of seeing him immediately, for I expect him here every

moment to conduct me to his father’s villa, which is hard by.”

“Well,” quoth the barber, who by this time had ended, without fresh

misadventure, the trimming of the Cretan—“well, I hope he will stay for a

moment when he does come, and then we shall be sure to hear the truth as

to this story about the Christian assembly. They may talk as they please,

but may Jove devote me, if I had Cæsar’s ring upon my finger for one

night, this should be the last of them.”—“And how, friend,” said the

stranger, “by what means, if I may ask you, should you propose so speedily

to do away with this fast-spreading abomination?”—“Look ye, sirs,” quoth

he, “I would place myself thus in my tribunal”—(he took his seat at a

little table, beside a goblet of wine, as he spake,) “I would seat myself

thus in the midst of a field, as Cato and the great Censors of old used to

do. I would cause Rome to be emptied—man, woman, and child should pass

before me; and every one that did not acknowledge the gods as he passed,

by all the gods! he should sprawl upon a tree in presence of all the

people. What avails watching, prying, spying, and surprising? I should

make shorter work of it, I trow.”

“You may say what you will,” said one who had not before spoken, “I cannot

bring myself to believe every thing I hear concerning their

superstition.”—“Ay, goldsmith,” quoth the barber, “you were always fond of

having an opinion of your own; and, pray, what is it that you have had

occasion to know about the Christians, more than the rest of us who hear

you? If you mean that you have seen some of them die bravely in the

Amphitheatre, why, that we have all heard of at least, and I think nobody

disputes it.”—“No, master barber,” replied he, “that is not what I was

thinking of. I have seen your common thief-knave, when he knew he could do

no better, brace you his nerves for the extremity, and die like a

Hercules. I would rather judge of a man by his living than his

dying.”—“True,” rejoins Virro; “and pray, what have you got to tell us

about the life, then, of the Christians?”—“Not much,” said he, “you shall

hear. My old mother (peace to her manes) was passing the Salarian one day

last year, and there came by a hot-headed spark, driving four abreast in a

chariot as fiercely as Nero in the Circus. He called out, that I believe,

but the dame was deaf, and whether he tried to pull up, I know not, but

the horses trod upon her as she fell. Another of the same sort came close

behind, and I have been told they were running a race; but however that

might be, on they both passed like a whirlwind, and my poor mother was

left by herself among the flying dust. But the gods had mercy on her; they

sent a kind heart to her aid. She was carried into one of the stateliest

villas on that side of Tiber, and tended for six weeks by a noble lady, as

if she had been not my mother, but her own; and this lady, friends—by Jove

I suspected it not for long after—this lady was a Christian; but I shall

not say how I found it out, nor would I mention the thing at all but among

honest men. But where were these you spoke of taken?—I should like to know

who they were.”

“They were taken,” said the stranger, “not far from the Appian Way, within

one of the old monuments there,—a monument, it is said, of the

Sempronii.”—“Of the Sempronii?” cried the goldsmith, “Phœbus Apollo shield

us!” and from that moment he became as silent as hitherto he had been

communicative.

The swarthy stranger, the silence yet continuing, arose from his seat,

laid a piece of money upon the table, and moved towards the door. The

barber also rose up, but he said to him, “Sit still, I pray you, my

friend;” at the same time beckoning with his finger to the goldsmith, who,

with a very dejected countenance, followed him into the street. What

passed between them there, we perceived not; but the artificer re-entered

not the chamber till some moments after we had heard the departing tread

of the stranger’s horses. When he did come in again, he had the appearance

of being in great confusion.

_CHAPTER IX._

Shortly after Sabinus reappeared, and bidding adieu to our tonsor, we

walked with him towards the paternal mansion,—and we soon reached it; for,

as I have already said, it was but a little way out from the village.

The dwelling was modest enough, having no external ornament but a single

portico, with a few statues ranged between its pillars. We entered by this

portico, and found the feeble old man sitting by himself in an apartment

immediately adjacent, wherein the beams of the moon, having partial

access, were mingled with the subdued light of a painted lamp suspended

from the ceiling. The father of my friend had all the appearance of

sinking apace; yet he received me with an air, not of cheerfulness, but of

kindness. The breeze found admission through the open pillars, and his

countenance exhibited in its wan and faint lines the pleasure with which

the coolness affected him. Beside him were placed baskets of roses,

gathered from the abundance of his gardens. The young Vernæ, who from time

to time brought in these flowers, came into the chamber with a decent

appearance of sobriety and concern; but they were never long gone before

we could hear them laughing again at their play.—“Poor children,” quoth

the old man; “why should they trouble themselves with thinking of the not

remote victim of Orcus?”—To which the Centurion replied, somewhat

softening that loud and cheerful tone with which he was accustomed to

address all persons—“Courage, my dear father, you must not speak so.

Cerberus, I perceive, has only been making an ineffectual snap at you, and

you will be growing younger after all this.”

At which the old man shook his head, without any external sign of emotion,

and replied, in a low monotonous voice,—“Younger in the wrong way, my boy;

for I become every day smaller in body, and feebler, and less able to do

any thing to help myself. Nor am I unconscious that I have seen my due

proportion of time. And yet, oh! fast sliding gentle brook, which I see

between these paternal trees—I am still loath to exchange thee for Styx,

and to lose the cheerful and sacred light of the sun and moon. I wish only

I were once more able to repair with thy stream to the banks of father

Tiber, that I might salute the good Emperor, who has been so kind to my

son, and who would treat even an old broken-down, and long-retired

soldier, like myself, with more favour than is to be expected from

Rhadamanthus. As clouds let down their drops, so the many-peopled earth

lets fall dismissed ghosts upon the Stygian shore.”

While he was saying things in the same strain, an ancient Egyptian, who

seemed to have the chief management of every thing, came into the chamber,

and after desiring some of the boys to bring forth refreshments, took his

place on a low stool by the foot of his master’s couch. “Come, Tarna,”

said the Centurion, “what has become of all your philosophy? Why do you

not inspire our friend with less of gloominess? Why is it that you do not

bring out for his use some of those old stories, with which, when I was

young, you were more willing to treat my ears than they were to attend?”

“Nay,” said the invalid, before the Egyptian could make any answer,—“I

liked well to listen to his Epicurean theories when I was able to walk

about the fields; but now I would rather have him be silent. Do not

trouble me any more, good Tarna, with any of your speeches. Allow me to

believe as all my fathers did, and to contemplate not only the sepulchre

in which their urns are placed, but the same dim regions in which many

dear shades expect the greeting of a descendant.”

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