FLAXIE A COMFORT.
The days went on, and still Preston's eyes were not "ready." Winter
came, then spring, and Milly paid another visit to Laurel Grove. She was
one of those quiet, happy little girls, who make hardly any more noise
than a sunbeam; but everybody likes to see a sunbeam, and everybody was
glad to see Milly.
She was even more welcome than usual at Laurel Grove just now, for by
this time Preston's eyes were "ready," and his father was about taking
him to New York.
There were four grown people left in the house, and five children beside
Milly; still it seemed lonesome, for everybody was thinking about
Preston, and wondering if the doctor would hurt him very much.
"He can't see _what_ the doctor is doing to him," said Flaxie to Milly;
"I shouldn't think God would let my brother be blind, my _good_ brother
Preston!"
"God knows what is best," replied Milly, meekly.
"Yes, but, oh dear, I feel so bad! Let's go out in the kitchen and see
what Dodo is doing."
Grandma, mamma, and Julia looked sadder than ever to hear Flaxie talk in
this way and run out of the parlor crying.
Dora stood by the kitchen-table ironing very cheerfully.
"Dodo," said Flaxie, "what shall we do to have a good time?"
"Such a funny child as you are, Miss Flaxie," said the girl, trying
another flatiron; "haven't you everything to your mind, and haven't you
always had ever since you were born?"
"No, indeed, Dodo," said Flaxie, mournfully, breaking off a corner from
a sheet of sponge-cake which stood cooling in the window; "_I_ don't
want my brother to be blind."
"Well, but you can't help it, though. So you'd better not go round the
house, moping in this way and worrying your mother," returned Dora,
making a quick plunge with her flatiron into the folds of a calico
dress.
Worrying her mother! Flaxie had not thought of that. She supposed she
was showing very kind and tender feelings when she cried about Preston.
"Let's go back to the parlor," said Milly; "perhaps Aunt Emily will feel
better if we talk and laugh and play with the baby."
"That's the nicest little thing I ever saw," thought Dora, gazing after
Milly; "she don't fret about her own feelings, but tries to make other
folks happy."
This was very true, but you mustn't suppose that Flaxie didn't also try
to make other people happy. She did whenever she could think of it. She
was really learning lessons in unselfishness every day; and how could
she help it when everybody in the house set her such a good example?
She and Milly went back to the parlor now, and talked to grandma about
their western cousins, Pollio and Posy Pitcher; and then they made
little Phil eat apples like a squirrel,--a very funny performance. After
that they told him to go into the middle of the room, make a bow, and
"speak his piece." That was funny too, and Ethel joined in on a high
key:
"Poor little fish, I know you wish
To live as well as I;
I will not hook you from the brook,
Or even wish to try.
"And you, old frog, behind the log,
I will not stop your song;
Your great round eyes may watch the flies,
I will not do you wrong."
Mrs. Gray and grandma did not know this exhibition was called for on
purpose to amuse them, but they laughed heartily, and felt the better
for it; and so did Flaxie and Milly. Wasn't it much better than sitting
in silence and thinking about Preston, when they couldn't help him at
all?
You may know it was a very sad day for the poor boy. When he found
himself in the "awful chair," his heart failed him and he sprang out of
it.
"No, no, he never could have his eyes cut with little daggers. Even if
they did give him ether, he couldn't; Papa must take him right home
again. It was of no use!"
It was pitiful to see Preston's struggles with himself, and the still
greater struggles of the father, who tried to hide his feelings for his
boy's sake.
"Wait till to-morrow," said Preston; "just wait, and I _will_!"
So they waited.
All the afternoon Preston's heart kept sinking down, down, like a
plummet let into the sea, and his father's heart sank with it, for a
child cannot feel a sorrow that does not touch his parent too.
But it chanced in the night, as Preston lay awake, that he fell to
thinking how his father loved him.
"He would do anything in this world for me. He'd take his eyes right out
and give them to me if he could."
And then Preston wondered if it were really true that God loved him
better yet?
Oh, yes, loved him so that he would never, never let anything really bad
happen to his little boy.
"So this isn't really bad," thought he, clapping his hands softly under
the coverlet; "it seems awful, but it isn't. God sent it, and I can bear
it--yes, for his sake and father's sake!"
"Surely what He wills is best,
Happy in His will I rest,"
repeated Preston, and went quietly to sleep "like closing flowers at
night."
Dr. Gray was joyfully surprised at his bright looks next morning.
"Smile up your face, Dr. Papa," said he, playfully. This was what Flaxie
used to say in her baby days, when they didn't call her Flaxie Frizzle,
but Pinky Pearly. "Smile up your face, Dr. Papa, and see what Preston
Gray can do."
The horror was over then for Dr. Gray; his son was going to behave like
a man.
He did not know when he saw Preston take his seat so calmly in that
"awful chair," that he was strong because he felt God's arms about him.
But when Preston left that chair, the trouble was not all over. He could
not bear any light yet, so he had to go home a few days afterwards with
a bandage over his eyes, and stay in a dark room for many weeks.
But didn't they make the room pleasant for him? Didn't they treat him
like a prince? Didn't Bert Abbott and the other boys go up and down on
that stair-carpet till they nearly wore it out?
Of course Julia was good to the young prisoner; you would have expected
that. Flaxie was good too. She seemed at this time to have forgotten all
her little fretful, troublesome ways, and was always willing to stay in
Preston's chamber, and tell him everything that happened in the house or
out of it; just how the pony looked and acted, and how he coughed a
little dot of a mouse out of his nose, supposed to have run up his
nostril when he was eating his "granary." Flaxie could be very
interesting when she chose, and Preston's face began to light up at the
sound of her little feet on the stairs.
She had never loved her brother so well as she did now that she had
become useful to him, and it made her very happy to hear Preston tell
his mother that "Flaxie grew better and better; she was almost as good
now as Julia."
Milly had gone home, but she came back again in June. You see that the
twin cousins were not very particular about taking turns in their
visits, but went and came just as their two mothers found it most
convenient.
By this time Preston could venture out of doors on a dark day or in the
evening; but I am sorry to say he was obliged to wear spectacles. This
amused the little ones, Phil and Ethel, but Flaxie was very sorry.
"I do pity those spectacles," said she to Milly in a low voice, as they
walked under the apple-trees with their arms around each other's waist.
"Oh, well," returned Milly brightly, "he won't have to wear them
always."
"Yes, he will. He said he was afraid the boys would laugh when they saw
him, but they didn't. Some of them cried though; I saw Bert Abbott
wiping his eyes."
After a while, the little girls, and indeed all Preston's friends,
became so accustomed to seeing him in glasses that they did not mind it
all. He could see perfectly well, and was as happy as ever; so it didn't
seem worth while to "pity his spectacles."
And now I must tell you one thing more about this dear boy, and then my
story will be done.