“At the start it was like playing at soldiers. The Uhlans were coming

on in little groups, their gloves spotless with pipeclay, wheeling to

right and to left, as if on parade. Bram! Bram! Down goes one of them.

The others perform a fantasia of retreat. We pursue. They dismount. I say

to my men: ‘Lie down!’ Not a bit of it! They kneel to take better aim.

‘Fire!’ A lieutenant is killed; there are six dead or wounded. Another

time, four Uhlans are trotting quietly along the road, as if on scouting

duty. ‘Fire!’ Ten shots: patrol gone! Yes, it was funny at first. One

might have imagined oneself at the summer manœuvres. But from the 10th to

the 25th, oh Lord! Nothing but artillery fire. It rained! It rained, I

tell you!”

“Did you kill any Boches yourself?” asks big Corporal Durupt, compared

in the 2nd to a buffalo’s head on a pikestaff. “In my section at Mesnil,

near Senones, I handed my rifle to the bugler, a record shot. In a

quarter of an hour, at two hundred yards, he brought down ten.”

“I did my share,” answers Foch. “But the shot of which I am proudest was

one which I fired at twelve hundred yards, just for a lark, at a Uhlan

patrol. There were three of them; I bowled one of them over. But I will

tell you about a shot of which my old comrade Kaiser was especially

proud. An Alsatian like myself. I always gave him his orders in German.

I don’t know if he’s still alive. I have not seen him since August 25th,

when we were under machine gun fire in Bertrichamps wood.

“In my section we had one odd sort of beast who was always in a blue

funk. I kept him by my side as I led my section. The captain says to

me: ‘Foch, see if you can’t stop this machine gun which is worrying

us.’ Off we go, and soon the bullets are flying thickly. I meet an old

territorial. He has his handkerchief pressed to a bleeding wound. I want

to dress it for him. ‘No, no,’ he says, ‘don’t bother about me. Go ahead

with your brave fellows!’ All at once my trembler falls down, crying out:

“‘Mon Dieu! mon Dieu!’

“‘Are you wounded?’

“‘No, a sprain!’

“‘Don’t you try to gammon me; up with you!’ He gets up; he can walk all

right. ‘You see,’ I tell him, ‘I beat God Himself. I’ve cured you in half

a tick.’ But now, at two hundred yards, I see the German section with the

machine gun. I fire, once, twice; I pick off two of them. Then, close at

hand, on the right, appears a bunch of Germans. The devil! I call Kaiser,

who is acting as my orderly. A Boche advances on him. ‘Look out!’ I cry.

The Boche shoulders his rifle and fires. Down goes Kaiser. The Boche

advances, but Kaiser is only shamming dead. Suddenly he rises on his

knee. Bram! Head over heels goes the other, and Kaiser hurls himself on

the Boche. ‘I’ve got him all right,’ he shouts, as pleased as Punch.

“The German squad retreats. My section sends them some parting shots. Two

wounded Germans come to us, and I dress their wounds. One of them wants

to kiss me, but I’m not having any.

“I say to my funker, ‘Get behind that little ridge. You will be close

to me.’ I have hardly spoken when he begins to bleat: ‘Wounded! I am

wounded! I’ve been shot in my behind. Let’s escape!’ Next minute, ‘Mon

Dieu! hit again! Let’s escape!’ Two bullets in his behind; oh dear! He

did not know what to do with himself; he had not enough hands to stop

the holes. He let go of one leg in order to seize the other. We who

looked on were screaming with laughter. I’ve never laughed so much in my

life. And all this was under fire! Girard was laughing with the rest.

Then, suddenly, ‘I am hit,’ he says; ‘lend a hand!’—‘You must wait a

moment, old boy; the fire is too hot.’ The blood was pouring from his

wound, making a lather like soapsuds. Two minutes later the bugle sounds

‘Cease firing.’ But they don’t want to cease firing. They simply will not

stop. I have to get up and shout at them, to brandish my arms. At length

they assemble around me. And here is my funker, who gets up quite easily,

notwithstanding the two bullets in his behind. The firing continued from

the German side, and the leaves were falling on us from the trees, for

the aim was too high. We were able to withdraw with our eight wounded.

“Ah, it was a fine time, but oh, how tired I was! Had it not been for ⸺

I should have gone through the war till the last shot was fired. I no

longer gave a thought to my wife or my children.”

I HAVE A TABLE

_September 23, 1914._

The useful furniture of our casemate consists of the following articles:

a ewer, a dish, and a lamp. I say “the useful furniture,” for we have

also an imposing iron stove, some heavy bars of iron to barricade the

doors and windows, and two pieces of sheet iron about half an inch thick.

But there is no table. There was one at first, but they took it away

from us to furnish the chapel, where it serves as altar. As for chairs,

benches, stools, there is nothing of the sort. Consequently a man who

wishes to write, and who has never written except seated at a table, is

not likely to feel thoroughly at home in casemate 17.

First I made myself a study out in the open, in a corner of the east

court, on the steps of a little cement stairway in the slopes. I got some

fine headaches there, sitting for hours in the sun without noticing it.

But rainy weather having set in, it became necessary to seek shelter.

It is at this point that Dutrex intervenes in my prison life—Corporal

Dutrex, of martial and elegant figure, a strange compound of the

ingratiating characteristics of childhood and the energy of manhood. At

Bièvre, in Belgium, when the village of Messin was burning, and when

under the fire of machine guns our soldiers were effacing themselves in

the furrows, Dutrex, ammunition bag on shoulder and cigarette in mouth,

walked unconcernedly from one rifleman to another distributing packets of

cartridges.

Arriving here with the first convoy on August 27th, his knowledge of

German immediately led to his selection as interpreter to the commandant.

By degrees he has become Major von Stengel’s right-hand man. I noticed

the young fellow from the first. He is blond, with a long, fine

moustache, with hair cut en brosse, thin, very erect. I remember that

I felt a secret joy when I discovered that this simple corporal of the

⸺th occupied so important a position in the fort. It was pleasing that

the German authorities should see France through the medium of this

particular Frenchman. Too often have I had the misfortune to study the

deficiencies of the official hierarchy, and the unanticipated revenge now

taken by the natural hierarchy was agreeable to my reason.

To Dutrex, then, one wet and gloomy morning, in quest of shelter for

my pen, I explained my difficulties. He knew my _Ecoutes_, and we had

been friends from the first. At noon he handed me the key of the double

casemate, No. 55.

With the permission of the commandant he has established a store here.

From nine to ten daily, soap, slippers, brushes, blacking, string, and

other little necessaries, are sold at cost price.

In this heroic place, a real ice-house, with walls of formidable

thickness and screened windows, I spent a long afternoon. I fell ill

at once in consequence. That very evening when I returned to No. 17

I was shaking with fever. It cost me a week on the straw. But I bear

no grudge against No. 55. It secured me the exquisite luxury of a few

hours’ isolation. I shall always think kindly of its strong and cold

arches, of its chains for moving the garrison-guns, and of its sepulchral

atmosphere, faintly perfumed with haberdashery. But I shall not renew my

acquaintance with it, for I learn that the occupants of No. 70, who were

being eaten alive by lice, have been transferred to 55. I commiserate

them for having to make their choice between lice and rheumatism! As for

Dutrex, his soap and other wares have been removed to No. 72, where the

sun never enters.

I am now able to work in a warm and dry place, for yesterday, as honorary

minister without portfolio, I entered what is spoken of as “the French

governing body” of the fort.

Do you think these vain honours? Not at all, for they provide me with

a table. To have table and lamp of one’s own, with many hours all

to oneself for observation and reflection! In my view, free time is

preferable to money. “Time is money,” say the English. I would rather say

“Money is time.” It seems to me that the only object of working is to

secure leisure. The man within us is formed by leisure. Work produces

money, money produces leisure, and leisure produces more work—but this

last is noble, lofty, and disinterested work, the true work of humanity.

With me it is an article of faith that the true work of humanity is the

work of leisure. Thank goodness I have now a little leisure and solitude.

My solitude, a very precarious one, is a kitchen. You must not laugh.

Near the door of the huge room is the region of the cooking stoves,

encumbered, filled with iron and smoke, under the care of Bouquet, the

“chef,” a delicate and gentle lad from Quercy. But beyond this plutonic

zone you enter a spacious quadrilateral, which the cooks usually speak

of as the “salon.” Two large windows looking to the south flood the

place with light. It is fairly clean. The cemented floor is flushed down

with water after the vegetables have been prepared, after the serving

of each of the three meals, and, speaking generally, whenever there has

been much coming and going. At the further end of this kitchen, between

the two windows, there stands a table, a little deal table, _the_ table.

M. Prudhomme would say: “This table, it is the heart of Fort Orff.” It

is here, in fact, that is established, in almost continuous sitting

(upon three deal stools), our ministerial council. Here we plan reforms.

Here we elaborate details of organization. Here is regulated the entire

internal life of the colony. It is here, finally, that by means of

various stratagems we learn the news from outside.

This table, or to be precise, the left side of this table, is now mine.

The deep mouth of the sink yawns just behind my stool on the floor level.

As I work, my left arm touches the window-sill, on which I place my

pipe, my mess-tin, my papers, and your photograph. Such is my kingdom.

Here I read, write, and dream. Here thrice daily when meals are served

I watch my brothers in captivity file by. Here I listen, and here I

observe. Notwithstanding the buzz of talk, the trampling of those at

work, and the smoke from the fire, I delight in this corner close to the

cooking stoves. Upon our scanty regimen I have become as chilly as a cat.

Besides, where else could I work?

Thus my life is divided between my “Fontainebleau of the slopes,” my

stool in kitchen No. 22, and casemate 17. For I continue to sleep on my

old heap of straw. It is nothing more than a derisory bed of dust, but I

am more comfortable there than I was the first night. I am glad to say

that my back is now covered with callus; my nose has become hardened;

even my ears during the night are less sensitive than they were at

first to the noises, now strident, now guttural, of the sleepers. At

the outset, suffering from insomnia, I passed hour after hour, sickened

by this frogs’ chorus. I longed to run away from it. I summoned sleep

with all my might. Smile if you like, but I feel my faith in the human

soul weaken when I contemplate a sleeping man whose mouth gapes and who

snores like a great hog. The horrible stench which tainted the damp

breeze at Moncourt, Lagarde, and Kerprich, rising from the putrefying

corpses of men and beasts, was to my mind less strongly insistent of the

animal relationships of man than is the slow, irregular rhythm, the dull

and undignified noise, of snoring. But one gets used to everything. I

have become accustomed to the snoring and to the yet more disagreeable

incidents of our too intimate association. I hardly notice the foul smell

of drains which permeates the passages of our ant-hill, and which made

me feel positively faint on the evening of our arrival. Man is so greedy

for happiness that he speedily becomes immunized against the toxin of his

daily troubles. Day by day I am less keenly conscious of my miseries.

At night, on my heap of dust, I often meditate upon this marvellous

characteristic of our nature. Towards eleven, passing into a condition of

gentle melancholy, I manage to get off to sleep between Sergeant Bertrand

on one side, dreaming love dreams, and my terrible and dear Guido on the

other—Guido, a prey to pessimism and insomnia, whose cigarette continues

to glow in the darkness.

WE KILL THEIR HOPES

_September 26, 1914._

Things are going badly with the Germans. Our guards may keep their mouths

as tightly shut as they please, and may deprive us of newspapers, but

despite our isolation we feel that things are going well for France.

There was a splendid sunrise. When I went out to greet you and the

dawn upon our acacia slope, the cold was dry and sharp. The air had an

agreeable aroma of fresh earth. It was a pleasure to let the eyes dwell

upon the play of morning light across the open country. The cord on the

flagstaff, now bearing no flag, shook in the wind and made a clicking

sound as it struck the wood. For a moment from underground there came the

sound of the bell rung at the elevation, a gentle, calm, and mysterious

sound. It was the hour when Richeris and Guido are accustomed to serve

mass for one another.

In the kitchen I found Corporal Durupt at breakfast. He stood with his

back to the fire, poised askew on his heron’s legs, looking, as usual,

as long and thin as a hop-pole. The co-minister of Dutrex had toasted

a slice of black bread sprinkled with aniseed (bread which he detests),

and, rocking to and fro a little, was moistening it in his bowl. Around

him the great iron cauldrons, which had been taken down from the stoves

ready for the distribution, were steaming like locomotive engines. He was

drinking his coffee with a thoughtful air, one which gave him a lofty,

conscientious, incorruptible aspect. When he saw me his large and trusty

eyes sparkled. I detected a mischievous twinkle behind his glasses.

Instantly he began: “I have _grand’chose_ to tell you.” He is an Alsatian

and has phrases peculiar to himself. In his vocabulary “grand’chose”

means something of extreme importance. And for Durupt there is but one

thing of real importance, and that is the extermination of Prussia.

He hates Germany with a hatred which has been a cult in the Durupt family

for generations. He went to school at Mülhausen. He took part with the

Alsatian boys in terrible fights with the German boys. Thus, in his case,

hatred of the Teuton was in the first instance a suggestion of childhood.

But this hatred has become envenomed by experience and mature reflection.

At an age when the heart begins to devote itself to the work of life, he

was subjected to the forcible, rough, relentless constraint imposed by

the foreign master. The daily experience of “Germanization” had filled

his kindly nature with gall against everything German.

“At Paris,” he says sometimes, “in the restaurants, in the post-offices,

wherever I could, I plagued the life out of all the Boches who came my

way!” On the banks of the Brusche, and especially at Saulxures, where

the two sides were firing at one another haphazard in the fog, he killed

furiously. Now, being a prisoner of war, and having neither rifle nor

bayonet, he devotes himself to the endeavour to sow discouragement among

the soldiers who guard us, considering that an army contaminated with

discouragement is ripe for defeat.

Durupt is a thoroughly upright man. His everyday judgments and his

ordinary actions recall the evangel of ’48 and the solid bourgeois

virtues. He belongs to that undistinguished élite which forms the real

backbone of every nation, the élite consisting of those who know how to

speak the truth and to live for truth. Above all, he belongs to that

France unknown to foreigners (although in it is concealed the secret

of our marvellous resurrections), to that moral France which lies ever

hidden beneath Gallic and frivolous France, producing, as times change, a

St. Louis, a Calvin, a Saint-Cyran, a Pascal, a Lamennais, or a Fallot,

men of a single colour, with consciences of iron, terrible to themselves,

obedient to the point of heroism, and often scrupulous to the point of

disease. Those I have named are generals of the army in which Durupt

serves as a private.

He has a great love and admiration for his brother, Jacques Durupt,

Goude’s antagonist at Brest in the last parliamentary elections, and,

during the heroic times of Marc Sangnier, leader of the Sillonist left

in association with Gacmaling and Archambault.

Durupt himself lived on the confines of the Sillonist movement. Like all

the readers of _Démocratie_ and _Nouvelle Journée_, he has the republic

and the Christian faith in his blood.

I esteem our “co-triumvir.” I find him a trifle too meticulous for my

taste. He shows little interest in the witty and graceful sides of life.

He has a tendency to emphasis, and is a little inclined to act the judge.

He is fond of giving an exemplary flavour to his actions, and at times

plumes himself somewhat when speaking of what he does. But his heart is

as clear as crystal, utterly void alike of hypocrisy and malice. His

whole life, at home and abroad, even in its most trifling details, is

upright, controlled, deliberate.

A certain sympathetic pleasure attended my gradual discovery in this

Catholic of the merits and defects characteristic of the Scottish

puritan and of the French radical. Moral, practical, ardently patriotic,

ingrained with the civic spirit, something of a preacher, without any

change in his modes of thought or his personal habits he might well

be regarded as a perfect disciple of Christophe Dieterlen, Fallot, or

Frommel, and even of Charles Wagner, Paul Doumergue, or Wilfred Monod,

the file-leaders in France of reformed Catholicism.

Everywhere, fortunately, men remain men. Protestants have the Catholic

spirit and Catholics have the Protestant spirit. Individual psychology

laughs at doctrinal oppositions. Throughout the entire human race,

temperaments and characters develop, underground, their indestructible

stratifications, regardless of the walls built on the surface by the

leaders of men, walls which these leaders, with their imperious will,

imagine to be durable.

Durupt devotes to the indulgence of his national hatred the whole of that

conscience which his Christianity (quasi-jansenist in type) has produced

in him. He hates as a duty. He injures as a duty. How can he injure the

Germans now that he is at their mercy? By demoralizing their men! Having

an excellent knowledge of German, he has made it his mission at Fort Orff

to prove by a + b to our successive relays of guards—Landwehr men on

their way to the frontier, or men wounded in the first onslaught and now

returning cured to the firing-line—that Germany is beaten in advance.

He arrived here on August 30th, three days after Dutrex, and the whole

of Germany in the fort, from the commissariat captain down to the last

_Gemeiner_ (the commandant, whose conduct towards us has throughout been

a model of courtesy, always excepted), set to work forthwith to din into

his ears, “Paris _kaput_”—literally translated, “Paris pulverized.”

For a whole fortnight this was the refrain. When the quartermaster, an

ill-natured beast, stupid and uncouth, came down to the kitchens, his

way of saying good-day was to laugh maliciously as he announced a new

_kaput_: Verdun _kaput_; Rheims _kaput_; Manonviller _kaput_! Even the

_Verpflegsoffizier_, Captain Friedrich Wilhelm Weidner, of the Prinz

Ludwig regiment, a Nuremberg merchant with a lofty air, very erect, much

mustachioed, with frank blue eyes, did not disdain, from time to time,

to unfold ostentatiously among the stoves, under the noses of Dutrex and

Durupt, copies of the _Nürnberger Zeitung_ and the _Münchener Neueste

Nachrichten_ with headlines screaming victory.

These were their happy days. The gateway leading to the open was black

on Sundays with a gaping crowd: townsfolk in their Sunday best, wearing

cocks’ feathers in their green felt hats; rich farmers’ wives trying

to look comfortable in hats; swarms of children, for the most part

bare-footed; peasants in ill-fitting ready-made clothes; pathetic village

dames, clad as in Dürer’s pictures, the head covered with a kerchief,

a black fichu over the shoulders, a wadded corsage to fill out their

figures. All these idlers, looking poverty stricken when compared with

those of like class in France, would spend hour after hour staring at

the “pantalons rouges,” occasionally shouting through the bars their

eternal “Paris _kaput_,” the cry which had been reiterated from Dieuze to

Strasburg, from Stuttgart to Ingolstadt, and with which our ears had been

ringing since our capture.

This foolish jubilation exasperated Durupt. He kept quiet about it for

some days. At length, however, having recovered his spirits, he threw

himself heart and soul into the task of keeping up our hopes.

“It is absolutely impossible that we can be beaten,” he would say to the

preachers of evil. “Agreed, their advance guards are at Rheims, Meaux,

and Compiègne. But does this mean that Paris has been taken? What about

the naval guns with which the Government has filled the forts? Make your

minds easy; they will lose much time and much blood before they will

plant their standard on the Place de la Concorde! Let us suppose the

worst. Let us suppose that Paris has fallen. Does that finish the matter?

Remember Chanzy’s plan. In his view, the strategic bastion of France is

not Paris but the Massif Central, the Auvergne and Cévennes mountains.

Let them make their way, then, to Clermont-Ferrand and Aurillac! Besides,

we are not fighting single-handed. The Russian waterspout is getting

ready, and will soon break over them; it will make short work of their

five poor army corps. Its waters will dash on to Berlin. The floods will

chase their navy out of the Kiel Canal, will force it into the North

Sea—where the English dreadnoughts are awaiting it, and will swallow it

at one gulp!”

The least enthusiastic among the prisoners were enraptured at these

speeches. Sometimes a voice would be heard saying, “Even so, we shall be

here till the spring!” To which Durupt would peremptorily reply: “All

Saints’ Day will find us at home! I know Germany as I know the palm of my

hand. The country is penniless. Moreover, it is not with France alone,

this time, that Germany has to do; she has to fight France, Belgium,

England, and Russia—that ocean of humanity. You must be mad, I tell you,

if you do not feel that Germany is going to be wiped out!”

In these surroundings, Durupt is the man with a duty, a mission. Though

he is a prisoner, every hour is fully occupied, each moment has its

allotted task. His life is governed by a single rule: “Every day in which

we fail to enlarge our own hopes and to spread discouragement among the

Germans is a day lost.” Consequently, the essential matter for him is to

secure news.

The instant he has finished his supervision of the distribution of our

meals and his work in casemate 16, off he goes on the hunt. He accosts

Max, the canteen-keeper, the mightiest beer-drinker on the Upper Danube,

a light-hearted soldier, florid, paunchy, so rough that he laughs when

he tells you that in the Vosges a French shrapnel has just taken off

his brother’s arm, and yet, though rough, a good fellow. It is from him

that Durupt learns the gossip in the _Wirtschaften_ of Hepperg, Lenting,

Kösching, Wegstätten, Oberhaumstadt—in a word, in all the village taverns

within reach of the fort, both on the hills and in the plain. Having

finished with Max, he proceeds to pump the guard.

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