CHAPTER XX

OMMONY CAPITULATES.

Dawa Tsering would say no more about his adventure among the women, but

it was plain enough that he had been made ridiculous. He was fortunate

not to have been caught and manhandled; he realized it.

“If it had not been for some Tibetans,” he grumbled, and then lapsed

into moody silence, sharpening his knife on the edge of the entrance to

Ommony’s cave.

They were left entirely alone, watching birds that moved like specks on

the infinite blue through the opening overhead, until night fell and the

gloom within the shaft grew solid. Sound died with the light, and one

lantern that a man set over the entrance to the Lama’s cave made hardly

any difference.

They brought food again, with some bones for the dog, and a candle to

stick on the floor of the cave; but nothing else happened until the

Lama’s sonorous voice called through the darkness and Ommony followed

him down the tunnel into the vast cavern he had crossed that morning. It

was already thronged with people seated on mats or on the bare floor,

who filled the place with whispers; a shuffling of feet like the sound

of wind and running water came from the entrance, where hundreds more

were coming down the long tunnel.

Such light as there was, came from little smoky lamps set on ledges in

the rock walls. A bell rang when the Lama appeared and the orchestra,

almost invisible in shadow, burst into tune such as Stravinsky never

dreamed of, filling the cavern with din that made the hair

rise—restless yearning noise, accentuated by the hoarse _radongs_.

Across one end of the cavern a strong stage had been erected and a very

rough curtain. The Lama led the way behind it, where the stage was

already set and the make-up man was busy with the last of the actors.

Tibetans pounced on Ommony and dressed him for his part by candle-light,

but in the improvised wings, where the girls waited, whispering and

laughing, there were batteries of acetylene lights all ready to be

turned on, in charge of a man who looked like a Parsee. Where the

footlights should have been there were mirrors arranged to throw the

light back in the actors’ faces. Everything was make-shift; yet

everything appeared to have been done by men who knew precisely what was

wanted and who had worked without confusion to provide it.

Just before the play began the Lama went before the curtain and the

music ceased. There was no light where he stood; to the audience he must

have resembled a shadow dimly outlined on the dark cloth.

He told a story interspersed with proverbs, and the only sound from the

enormous audience was in the pauses, when they caught their breath. The

moment his make-up was complete Ommony stood at the edge of the curtain,

where he could hear and look out at the thousands of eyes, on which the

faint light from the lamps shone like starlight on still water.

“. . . So they spoke to the god who had come among them. And the god

said, ‘Ye have a government; what more do ye want?’ Whereto they

answered. ‘But the government is bad, nor is it of our choosing.’ And

the god said, ‘Is the weather of your choosing?’ And they said, ‘Nay.’

Whereat the god laughed pleasantly, for he was one who knew the cause

and the effect of things. ‘As for the weather,’ he said, ‘ye make the

most of that. When it is hot ye wear lighter garments; and when it is

cold ye light fires. When it rains ye stay indoors, and when it is dry

ye sally forth. If a man complains about the weather, ye say he is a

malcontent who should know that all sorts of weather are of benefit to

some folk, and that all communities in turn receive their share of heat

and cold and drought and moisture. Is that not so?’ the god asked; and

they answered, ‘Yea.’

“So the god asked them another question. ‘If ye so adapt yourselves to

what ye say is not of your contriving, how is it that ye say the

government can not be borne? Can ye say that the rain and the snow and

the heat are good, but the government is not good?’ And the god laughed

loud at them saying, ‘Out of mischief and destruction no improvement

comes. Like comes from like. Improvement is the product of improvement,

not of violence. Ye have the government ye earn, exactly as the earth

receives the weather it deserves. For the weather, which comes and goes,

came and went before your time. Indeed, and also there were governments

before your time. The weather has altered the hills and the plains. The

governments altered your fathers and will alter you, and your sons after

you.’

“Thus said the god. And they answered, ‘Aye. But what if we alter the

government?’ And the god said, ‘Ye can change the name by which ye call

it, and ye can slay those in authority, putting worse fools in their

place, but change its nature ye can not, ye being men, who are only

midway between one life and another. But as the hills are changed, some

giving birth to forests, some being worn down by the wind and rain, the

weather becomes modified accordingly. And it is even so with you. As ye,

each seeking in his own heart for more understanding, purge and modify

yourselves, your government will change as surely as the sun shall rise

to-morrow morning—for the better, if ye deserve it—for the worse if ye

give way to passion and abuse of one another. For a government,’ said

the god, ‘is nothing but a mirror of your minds—tyrannical for

tyrants—hypocritical for hypocrites—corrupt for those who are

indifferent—extravagant and wasteful for the selfish—strong and

honorable only toward honest men.’ And having spoken to them thus, the

god departed, some remembering his words and some forgetting them. To

those who remembered, life thereafter was not so difficult, because of

hope that brought tolerance so that they minded each his own business,

which is enough for any man to do. But to those who forgot, there was

trouble and confusion, which each created for himself, but for which

each blamed the government, which therefore persecuted him. Because a

government is only the reflection of men’s minds. May peace, which is

the fruit of wisdom, perfect you in all your ways.”

The _radongs_ roared, drowning the last echo of the sonorous

benediction. The orchestra crashed into the overture. The Lama stepped

behind the curtain with a glance to right and left to make sure every

one was in his place, sat down behind the well and signaled for the play

to begin.

As before, Dawa Tsering danced on first, but in no other respect was the

play quite the same as on the previous night. The Lama’s signals, made

at unexpected moments, changed things as if he were making music with

the actors for his instrument. _Sotto voce_ he prompted, and no one on

the stage dared to slacken his attention for a moment for fear of

missing a changed cue. He seemed to know how to adapt and modify the

play to fit the different environment and, in keeping with the solemn

gloom of the huge cavern, he subtly stressed the mystery. The acetylene

lights threw a weird, cameo-like paleness over everything; the Lama made

the most of that, instead of struggling to overcome it.

Toward the end of the last act the audience was spell-bound, for the

moment too interested to applaud; and the Lama took advantage of that,

too. He hurried in front of the curtain and stood with both hands

raised, the messenger of climax.

“Peace!” he boomed. “Peace is born within the womb of silence! Go in

silence. Break not the thread of peace! Ye have conceived it! Bring it

forth!”

The orchestra played softly, blending sounds as gentle as falling rain

with the burble of streams and the distant boom of waterfalls. There

were bird notes, and the sighing of wind through trees—half-melancholy,

yet majestic rhythm with an undernote of triumph brought out by the

muffled drums.

“And if they would not talk for a day or two, they might perhaps

remember!” said the Lama, pausing as he walked past Ommony, who was

being stripped of his _saddhu’s_ costume. “There is virtue in silence.”

“Listen, O Captain of Conundrums!” said Ommony, trying to speak with

emphasized respect but failing, because a Tibetan was rubbing his face

with a towel to remove grease-paint. “I can see I was too hasty to

suspect you of wrong-doing. I capitulate. From now on, I’m your friend

for all I’m worth.” It was the most emotional speech he had made in

twenty years, but emotion gripped him; he could not help himself.

The Lama smiled, his wrinkles multiplying the shrewd kindness of the

bright old eyes.

“For all you are worth? If you knew, my son, how _much_ that is, you

might be less extravagant. Jump not from one emotion to another, lest

you lose self-mastery!” He passed on, beckoning to Samding.

There was the same swift, exactly detailed rush to pack up and depart;

the same apparent flight for no apparent motive—this time in covered

bullock-carts that creaked through dimly lighted streets, until they

came to a pitched camp on the outskirts of town, where camels and horses

waited. Thereafter, cloaked beyond recognition, everybody except the

Lama rode horseback, he sitting on a camel at the head of the procession

looking like an old enormous vampire, his head drooped forward on his

breast.

The girls rode surrounded by hooded men, who let no other men except

Samding come near them. Ommony tried to draw abreast to see whether they

sat their horses skilfully or not, but two Tibetans rode him off and,

saying nothing, held his rein until the girls had a lead of a hundred

yards. After that they kept two horses’ lengths ahead of him, and even

drove Diana back when Ommony Bent her forward just to see what would

happen.

There was only a thin new moon, and the road ran for most of the

distance between huge peepul trees that rendered the whole caravan

invisible. Two hours after midnight they reached a village, where a

change was made back to bullock-carts, which conveyed them to a town

that they entered shortly after daylight and now, for the first time, no

precautions were taken to prevent Ommony from learning where he was. The

Lama had taken him at his word.

Ommony laughed as he recognized the inevitable effect of that. He would

almost have preferred continued mistrust. He must now regard himself as

the Lama’s guest. Intensely curious still, immensely interested, as much

puzzled as ever, but satisfied that the Lama was, as he expressed it to

himself, “a pukka sportsman,” he had to make up his mind to learn

nothing that he might be called on to explain (for instance to McGregor)

later on.

“I hate this business of condemning a man on mere suspicion. The old

boy’s entitled to the benefit of doubt. From me, from now, he gets it.

I’m ashamed of having doubted him. Damn! I hate feeling ashamed!”

Obstinacy has its good side. Having made up his mind that the Lama was

entitled to respect, Ommony could no more have helped respecting and

protecting him than he would have dreamed of not protecting, for

instance, Benjamin in the old days when Benjamin was a fugitive from

rank injustice.

He began deliberately to shut his eyes to information. The advice of the

Chinese prince-poet, not to watch your neighbor too closely when he is

in your melon patch, about defined his attitude. And it is surprising

how much a man can avoid seeing, if he is determined not to expose

another’s secrets.

He laughed at himself. He could not resist the impulse to continue in

the Lama’s company, although it was likely enough that sooner or later

his presence in disguise might endanger the lives of the entire troupe.

He was perfectly aware that he had received no definite proof of the

Lama’s honesty, pretty nearly sure that his own change of attitude was

due to the same psychology that had won the applause of the crowd, and

finally excused himself (with a laugh at his own speciousness) on the

ground that he and Dawa Tsering and the dog were indispensable.

But when he had been shown into a small room at the rear of a temple

enclosure, that seemed to have been deserted by its Hindu owners and, by

some mysterious means, reserved for the Lama’s use, the Lama came to

him, accompanied as usual by Samding, and after looking at him for a

moment seemed to read his mind, and promptly blew the argument to

pieces.

“My son, I do not need you, or the dog or Dawa Tsering. All three are

good, but I am not the molder of your destiny. Is there another way you

would prefer to take?”

“I’ll go with you,” said Ommony, “if you’ll accept my word that I’m not

spying on you.”

The Lama looked amused. His wrinkles moved as if he had tucked away a

smile in their recesses.

“My son, to spy is one thing; to absorb enlightenment is something else.

A man might spy for all eternity and learn nothing but confusion. For

what purpose did you spy on me in the beginning?”

Ommony jumped into that opening. Here was frankness at last!

“I think you know without my telling. I began with the sole intention of

finding my way into the Ahbor Valley to look for traces of my sister and

her husband, who vanished in that direction twenty years ago. The piece

of jade fell into my hands, and you know how that led to my meeting you.

Then I heard a story about little European girls smuggled into the Ahbor

Valley. I have seen these girls you have in your company. Explain them.

Clear up the mystery.”

The Lama seemed to hesitate. “I could talk to you about the stare,” he

said presently. “Yet if you should meditate about them, and observe, you

would learn more than I could tell you. My son, have you meditated on

the subject of your sister?”

“On and off for twenty years,” said Ommony.

“And you now pursue the course your meditation has discovered? It

appears to me that is the proper thing to do.”

“You mean, if I follow you I’ll find out?”

“I am no fortune-teller. Electricity, my son, was in the world from the

beginning. How many million men observed its effects before one

discovered it? Gold was in the world from the beginning. How many men

pass where it lies hidden, until one digs and finds it? Wisdom was in

the universe from the beginning, but only those whose minds are open to

it can deduce the truth from what they see.”

“Do you _know_ what became of her?” Ommony asked abruptly. The tone of

his voice was belligerent, but the Lama ignored that. He answered with a

sort of masked look on his face as if he himself were still pondering

the outcome:

“If I were to tell you _all I know_, you would inevitably draw a wrong

conclusion. There are pitfalls on the way to knowledge. Suspicion and

pride are the worst; but a desire to learn too quickly is a grave

impediment.”

During about three breaths he seemed to be considering whether to say

more or not; but he leaned an arm on Samding’s shoulder and walked out

of the room without speaking again.

Sooner or later we must learn all knowledge. It is therefore

necessary to begin. And for a beginning much may be learned from

this: that men in pain and men in anger are diverted from either

sensation by a song—and very readily.

From the Book of the Sayings of Tsiang Samdup.

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