CHAPTER XLI.

WHAT JERRIE FOUND UNDER THE FLOOR.

Meantime Jerrie had gone back to the wreck of the table, which she tried

to straighten up, handling it as carefully and as reverently as if it

had been her mother's coffin she was touching. One of the legs had been

broken off before, and she and Harold has fastened it on and turned it

to the side of the house where it would be more out of the way of harm,

and it was this leg which had succumbed first to the force of Peterkin's

fist, and as the entire pressure of the table was brought to bear upon

it in falling, it had been precipitated through a hole in the base

board, which had been there as long as she could remember the place, not

so large at first, but growing larger each year, as the decaying boards

crumbled or were eaten away by rats.

Jerrie called it a rat-hole, and had several times put a trap there to

catch the marauders, who sometimes scampered across her very feet, so

accustomed were they to her presence. But the rats would not go into the

trap, and then she pasted a newspaper over the hole, but this had been

torn, and hung in shreds, while the hole grew gradually larger.

Taking up the top of the table, Jerrie dragged it to the centre of the

room, and, putting three of the legs upon it, went to search for the

fourth, one end of which was just visible at the aperture in the wall.

As she stooped to take it out, a bit of the floor under her feet gave

way, making the opening so large that the table leg disappeared from

view entirely. Then Jerrie went down upon her knees, and, thrusting her

hand under the floor, felt for the missing leg, striking against stones,

and brushes, and bits of mortar, and finally touching something from

which she recoiled for an instant, it was so cold and slimy.

But she struck it again in her search, this time more squarely, and,

grasping it hard in her hand, brought it out to the light, while an

undefinable thrill, half of terror, half of joy, ran through her frame,

as she held it up and examined it carefully.

It was a small hand-bag of Russian leather, covered with mold and

stained with the damp of its long hiding-place, while a corner of it

showed that the rats had tested its properties, but, disliking either

the taste or the smell had left it in quiet. And there under the floor,

not two feet from where Jerrie had often played, it had lain ever since

the wintry night years before when on the table a strange woman had

struggled with death, and in her struggle the bag, which held so much

that was important to the child beside her, had probably fallen from her

rude bed into the hole just behind it, and which was then large enough

to receive it. Then the rats, attracted by this novel appearance in

their midst, had investigated and dragged it so far from the opening

that it could not been seen unless one went down upon the floor to look

for it.

This was the conviction that flashed upon Jerrie as she stood, with

widely dilated eyes and quivering nostrils, staring at the bag, without

the power at first to speak or move.

The music was gone now--Gretchen's voice and Arthur's--and there was

only in her ears a roaring sound like the rushing of distant waters

falling heavily, while the objects in the room swam around her, and she

experienced again that ringing sensation as if the top of her head were

leaving her. She was so sure that here at last was a message from the

dead--that she had the mystery of her babyhood in her grasp--and yet,

for full two minutes she hesitated and held back, until at last the

sweet, pale face which had haunted her so often seemed about to touch

her own with a caress which brought the hot tears to her eyes, and the

spell which had bound her hands and feet was broken.

The bag was clasped, but not locked, although there was a lock, and

Jerrie thought involuntarily of the little key lying with the other

articles on the dead woman's person. To unclasp the bag required a

little strength, for the steel was covered with rust; but it yielded at

last to Jerrie's strong fingers; and the bag came open, disclosing first

some square object carefully wrapped in a silk handkerchief which had

been white in its day, but which now was yellow and soiled by time. At

this, however, Jerrie scarcely looked, for her eye had fallen upon a

package of papers lying beneath it--papers folded with care, and

securely tied with a bit of faded blue ribbon.

Seating herself upon the bench where she had been sleeping when

Peterkin's voice aroused her, Jerrie untied the package, and then began

to read, first slowly, as if weighing every word and sentence, then

faster and faster, until at last it seemed that her burning eyes, from

which the hot tears were streaming like rain, fairly leaped from page to

page, taking in the contents at a glance, and comprehending everything.

When she had finished, she sat for a moment rigid as a corpse, and then,

with a loud, glad cry, which made the very rafters ring, and went

floating out upon the summer air, "Thank Heaven, I have found my

mother!" she fell upon her face, insensible to everything.

How long she lay thus she did not know, but when she came back to

consciousness the sunlight had changed its position in the room, and she

felt it was growing late.

Starting suddenly up, and wiping from her face a drop of blood which has

oozed from a cut in her forehead caused by her striking it against some

hard substance when she fell, she looked about her for a moment in a

bewildered kind of way, not realizing at first what had happened; and

even when she remembered, she was too much stunned and astonished to

take it all in as she would afterward when she was calmer and could

think more clearer.

Taking up the papers one by one, in the order in which she had found

them, she tied them again with the blue ribbon, and put them into the

bag.

'There was something more,' she whispered, trying to think what it was.

Then, as her eye fell upon the first package she had taken out, and

which was wrapped in a silk handkerchief, she took it up, and removing

the covering, started as suddenly as if a blow had been dealt her, for

there was the tortoise-shell box, with its blue satin lining, and its

diamonds, which seemed to her like so many sparks of fire flashing in

her eyes and dazzling her with their brilliancy.

Just such a box as this, and just such diamonds as these, Mrs. Frank

Tracy had lost years ago, and as Jerrie held them in her hand and turned

them to the light, till they showed all the hues of the rainbow, she

experienced a feeling of terror as if she were a thief and had been

convicted of the theft. Then, as she remembered what she had read, she

burst into a hysterical fit of laughing and crying together, and

whispered to herself:

'I believe I am going mad like him.'

After a time she arose, and with the bag on her arm and the diamonds in

her hand, she started for home, with only one thought in her mind:

'I must tell Harold, and ask him what to do.'

She had forgotten that he was to leave that afternoon on the

train--forgotten everything, except the one subject which affected her

so strongly, so that in one sense she might be said to be thinking of

nothing, when, as she was walking with her head bent down, she came

suddenly face to face with Harold, who, with his satchel in his hand,

was starting for the train due now in a few minutes.

'Jerrie,' he exclaimed, 'how late you are! I waited until the last

minute to say good-bye. Why, what ails you, and where have you been?' he

continued, as she raised her head and he saw the bruise on her forehead

and the strange pallor of her face.

'In the Tramp House,' the answered, in a voice which was not hers at

all, and made Harold look more curiously at her.

As he did so he saw peeping from a fold of the silk handkerchief the

corner of the tortoise-shell box which he remembered so well, and the

sight of which brought back all the shame and humiliation and pain of

that memorable morning when he had been suspected of taking it.

'What is it? What have you in your hand?' he asked.

Then Jerrie's face, so pale before, flushed scarlet, and her eyes had in

them a wild look which Harold construed into fear, as, without a word,

she laid the box in his hand, and then stood watching him is he opened

it.

Harold's face was whiter than Jerrie's had been, and his voice trembled

as he said, in a whisper:

'Mrs. Tracy's diamonds!'

'Yes, Mrs. Tracy's diamonds,' Jerrie replied, with a marked emphasis on

the _Mrs. Tracy_.

'How came you by them, and where did you find them,' Harold asked next,

shrinking a little from the glittering stones which seemed like fiery

eyes confronting him.

'I can't tell you now. Put them up quick. Don't let any one see them.

Somebody is coming,' Jerrie said, hurriedly, as her ear caught a sound

and her eye an object which Harold neither saw nor heard as he

mechanically thrust the box into his side pocket and then turned just as

Tom Tracy came up on horseback.

'Hallo, Jerrie! hallo, Hal!' he cried, dismounting quickly and throwing

the bridle-rein over his arm. 'And so you are off to that suit?' he

continued, addressing himself to Harold. 'By George, I wish I were a

witness. I'd swear the old man's head off; for, upon my soul, I believe

he is an old liar?' Then turning to Jerrie, he continued: 'Are you

better than you were this morning? Upon my word, you look worse. It's

that infernal watching last night that ails you. I told mother you ought

not to do it.'

Just then a whistle was heard in the distance; the train was at

Truesdale, four miles away.

'You will never catch it,' Tom said, as Harold snatched up his bag and

started to run, 'Here, jump on to Beaver, and leave him at the station.

I can go there for him.'

Harold knew it was impossible for him to make time against the train,

and, accepting Tom's offer, he vaulted into the saddle and galloped

rapidly away, reaching the station just in time to give his horse to the

care of a boy and to leap upon the train as it was moving away.

Meanwhile Tom walked on with Jerrie to the cottage, where he would have

stopped if she had not said to him:

'I would ask you to come in, but my head is aching so badly that I must

go straight to bed. Good-bye, Tom,' and she offered him her hand, a most

unusual thing for her to do on an ordinary occasion like this.

What ailed her, Tom wondered, that she spoke so kindly to him and looked

at him so curiously? Was she sorry for her decision, and did she wish to

revoke it?

'Then, by Jove, I'll give her a chance, for every time I see her I find

myself more and more in love,' Tom thought, as he left her and started

for the station after Beaver, whom he found hitched to a post and pawing

the ground impatiently.

Mrs. Crawford was in the garden when Jerrie entered the house, and thus

there was no one to see her as she hurried up stairs and hid the leather

bag away upon a shelf in her dressing-room. First, however, she took out

two of the papers and read them again, as if to make assurance doubly

sure; then she tried the little key to the lock, which it fitted

perfectly.

'There is no mistake,' she whispered; 'but I can't think about it now,

for this terrible pain in my head. I must wait till Harold comes home;

he will tell me what to do, and be so glad for me. Dear Harold; his days

of labor are over, and grandmother's, too. Those diamonds are a fortune

in themselves, and they are _mine_! my own! she said so! Oh, mother, I

have found you at last, but I can't make it real; my head is so strange.

What if I should be crazy?' and she started suddenly. 'What if that

dreadful taint should be in my blood, or what if I should die just as I

have found my mother! Oh, Heaven, don't let me die; don't let me lose my

reason, and I will try to do right; only show me what right is.'

She was praying now upon her knees with her throbbing head upon the side

of the bed, into which she finally crept with her clothes on, even to

her boots, for Jerrie was herself no longer. The fever with which for

days she had been threatened, and which had been induced by over-study

at Vassar, and the excitement which had followed her return home, could

be kept at bay no longer, and when Mrs. Crawford, who had seen her enter

the house, went up after a while to see why she did not come down to

tea, she found her sleeping heavily, with spots of crimson upon her

cheeks, while her hands, which moved incessantly, were burning with

fever. Occasionally she moaned and talked in her sleep of the Tramp

House, and rats, and Peterkin, who had struck the blow and knocked

something or somebody down, Mrs. Crawford could not tell what, unless it

were Jerrie herself, on whose forehead there was a bunch the size now of

a walnut.

'Jerrie, Jerrie,' Mrs. Crawford cried in alarm, as she tried to remove

the girl's clothes. 'What is it, Jerrie? What has happened? Who hurt

you? Who struck the blow?'

'Peterkin,' was the faint response, as for an instant Jerrie opened her

eyelids only to close them again and sink away into a heavier sleep or

stupefaction. It seemed the latter, and as Mrs. Crawford could not

herself go for a physician, and as no one came down the lane that

evening, she sat all night, by Jerrie's bed, bathing the feverish hands

and trying to lessen the lump on the forehead, which, in spite of all

her efforts, continued to swell until it seemed to her it was as large

as a hen's egg.

'Did Peterkin strike you, and what for?' she kept asking; but Jerrie

only moaned and muttered something she could not understand, except once

when she said, distinctly:

'Yes, Peterkin. Such a blow; it was like a blacksmith's hammer, and

knocked the table to pieces. I am glad he did it.'

What did she mean? Mrs. Crawford asked herself in vain, and when at last

the early summer morning broke, she was almost as crazy as Jerrie, who

was steadily growing worse, and who was saying the strangest things

about arrests and blows, and Peterkin, and Harold, and Mr. Arthur, whose

name she always mentioned with a sob and stretching out of her hands, as

to some invisible presence. Help must be had from some quarter; and for

two hours, which seemed to her years, Mrs. Crawford watched for the

coming of someone, until at last she saw Tom Tracy galloping up on

Beaver.

'Tom, Tom,' she screamed from the window, as she saw him dismounting at

the gate, 'don't get off, but ride for your life and fetch the doctor,

quick. Jerrie is very sick; has been crazy all night, and has a bunch on

her head as big as a bowl, where she says Peterkin struck her.

'Peterkin struck Jerrie! I'll kill him!' Tom said as he tore down the

lane and out upon the highway in quest of the physician, who was soon

found and at Jerrie's side, where Tom stood with him, gazing awe struck

upon the fever stricken girl, who was tossing and talking all the time,

and whose bright eyes unclosed once and fixed themselves on him, as he

spoke her name and laid his hand on one of hers.

'Oh, Tom, Tom,' she said, 'you told me you'd kill her. Will you kill

her? Will you kill her?' And a wild, hysterical laugh echoed through the

room, as she kept repeating the words, 'Will you kill her? Will you kill

her?' which conveyed no meaning to Tom, who had forgotten what he had

said he would do if a claimant to Tracy Park should appear in the shape

of a young lady.

Whatever Jerrie took up she repeated rapidly until something else came

into her mind, and when Mrs. Crawford, referring to the bunch on her

head, said to the physician, 'Peterkin struck the blow, she says,' she

began at once like a parrot. 'Peterkin struck the blow! Peterkin struck

the blow!' until another idea suggested itself, and she began to ring

changes on the sentence. 'In the rat-hole; in the Tramp House; in the

Tramp House; in the rat-hole,' talking so fast that sometimes it was

impossible to follow her.

The blow on her head alone could not have produced this state of things;

it was rather over-excitement, added to some great mental shock, the

nature of which he could not divine, the doctor said to Tom, who in his

wrath at Peterkin was ready to flay him alive, or at least to ride him

on a rail the instant he entered town.

It was a puzzling case, though not a dangerous one as yet, the physician

said. Jerrie's strong constitution could stand an attack much more

severe than this one; and prescribing perfect quiet, with strict orders

that she should see no more people than was necessary, he left,

promising to return in the afternoon, when he hoped to find her better.

Tom lingered a while after the doctor had left, and showed himself so

thoughtful and kind that Mrs. Crawford forgave him much which she had

harbored against him for his treatment of Harold.

All night Tom's dreams had been haunted with Jerrie's voice and Jerrie's

look as she gave him her hand and said, 'Good-bye, Tom,' and he had

ridden over early to see if the look and tone were still there, and if

they were, and he had a chance, he meant to renew his offer. But words

of love would have been sadly out of place to this restless, feverish

girl, whose incoherent babblings puzzled and bewildered him.

One fact, however, was distinct in his mind--Peterkin had struck her a

terrible blow in the Tramp House. Of that he was sure, though why he

should have done so he could not guess; and vowing vengeance upon the

man, he left the cottage at last and rode down to the Tramp House, where

he found the table in a state of ruin upon the door, three of the legs

upon it and the other one nowhere to be seen.

'He struck her with it and then threw it away, I'll bet,' he said to

himself, as he hunted for the missing leg; 'and it was some quarrel he

picked with her about Hal, who is going to swear against him. Jerrie

would never hear Hal abused, and I've no doubt she aggravated the wretch

until he forgot himself and dealt her that blow. I'll have him arrested

for assault and battery, as sure as I am born.'

Hurrying home, he told the story to his mother, who smiled incredulously

and said she did not believe it, bidding him say nothing of it to Maude,

who was not as well as usual that day. Then he told his father, who

started at once for the cottage, where Mrs. Crawford refused to let him

see Jerrie, saying that the doctor's orders were that she should be kept

perfectly quiet. But as they stood talking together near the open door,

Jerrie's voice was heard calling:

'Let Mr. Frank come up.'

So Frank went up, and, notwithstanding all he had heard from Tom, he was

surprised at Jerrie's flushed face and the unnatural expression of her

eyes, which turned so eagerly toward him as he came in.

'Oh, Mr. Tracy,' she said, as he sat down beside her and took one of her

burning hands in his, 'you have always been kind to me, haven't you?'

'Yes,' he replied, with a keen pang of remorse, and wondering if she

would call it kindness if she knew all that he did.

'And I think you like me some,' she continued: 'don't you?'

'Like you!' he repeated; 'yes, more than you can ever know. Why,

sometimes I think I like you almost as much as I do Maude.'

As if the mention of Maude had sent her thoughts backward in a very

different channel, she said abruptly, while she held his gaze steadily

with her bright eyes:

'You posted that letter?'

Frank knew perfectly well that she meant the letter which, together with

the photograph, and the Bible, and the lock of the baby's golden hair,

had lain for years in his private drawer--the letter whose

superscription he had studied so many times, and which had seldom been

absent from his thoughts an hour since that night when, from her perch

on the gate-post, Jerrie had startled him with the question she was

asking him now. But be affected ignorance and said, as indifferently as

he could, with those blue eyes upon him seeming to read his inmost

thoughts:

'What letter do you mean?'

'Why, the one Mr. Arthur wrote to Gretchen, or her friends, in

Wiesbaden, and gave me to post. You took it for me to the office, and I

sat on the gate so long in the darkness waiting for you to come and tell

me you had posted it sure.'

'Oh, yes, I remember it perfectly, and how you frightened me sitting up

there so high like a goblin,' Frank answered, falteringly, his face as

crimson now as Jerrie's, and his eyes dropping beneath her gaze.

'Gretchen's friends never got that letter,' Jerrie continued.

'No, they never got it,' Frank answered, mechanically.

'If they had,' Jerrie went on, 'they would have answered it, for she had

friends there.'

Frank looked up quickly and curiously at the girl talking so strangely

to him. What had she heard? What did she know? or was this only an

outburst of insanity? She certainly looked crazy as she lay there

talking to him. He was sure of it a moment after when, as if the nature

of her thoughts had changed suddenly, she said to him:

'Yes, you have been very kind to me, you and Maude--you and Maude--and I

shan't forget it. Tell her I shan't forget it.--I shan't forget it.'

She repeated this rapidly, and was growing so wild and excited that

Frank thought it advisable to leave her. As he arose to go she looked up

pleadingly at him, and said:

'Kiss me, Mr. Tracy, please.'

Had he been struck by lightning, Frank could hardly have been more

astonished than he was at this singular request, and for a moment he

stared blankly at the girl who had made it, not because he was at all

averse to granting it, but because he doubted the propriety of the act,

even if she were crazy. But something in Jerrie's face, like Arthur's,

mastered him, and, stooping down, he kissed the parched lips through

which the breath came so hotly, wondering as he did so what Dolly would

say if she could see him, a white-haired man of forty-five, kissing a

young girl of nineteen, and that girl Jerrie Crawford.

'Thanks,' Jerrie said, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. 'I

think you have been chewing tobacco, haven't you? But I sha'nt forget

it; I sha'nt forget it. I shall do right. I shall do right. Tell Maude

so; tell Maude so.'

She was certainly growing worse, Frank thought, as he went down to

confer with Mrs. Crawford as to what ought to be done, and to offer his

services. He would remain there that afternoon, he said, and send a

servant over to be in the house during the night.

'She is very sick,' he said; 'but it does not seem as if her sickness

could be caused wholly by that bruise on her head. Do you think Peterkin

struck her?'

'She says so,' was Mrs. Crawford's reply, 'though why he should do it, I

cannot guess.'

Then she added that a servant would not be necessary, as Harold would be

home by seven.

'But he may not,' Frank replied. 'Squire Harrington came at two, and

reported that the suit was not called until so late that they would not

probably get through with the witnesses to-day, so Hal may not be here,

and I will send Rob anyway.'

On his way home Frank, too, looked in at the Tramp House, and saw the

broken-down table, and hunted for the missing leg, and with Tom

concluded that something unusual had taken place there, though he could

not guess what.

That evening, as Jerrie grew more and more restless and talkative, Mrs.

Crawford listened anxiously for the train, and when it came, waited and

watched for Harold, but watched in vain, for Harold did not come.

Several of her neighbors, however, did come; those who had gone to the

city out of curiosity to attend the lawsuit, and 'see old Peterkin

squirm and hear him swear;' and could she have looked into the houses in

the village that night, she would have heard some startling news, for

almost before the train rolled away from the platform, everybody at or

near the station had been told that Mrs. Tracy's diamonds, lost nine or

ten years ago, had been found in Harold Hastings' pocket, and that he

was under arrest.

Such news travels fast, and it reached the Park House just as the family

were finishing their late dinner.

'I told you so! I always thought he was guilty, or knew something about

them,' Mrs. Frank exclaimed, with a look of exultation on her face as

she turned to her husband. 'What do you think now of your fine young

man, who has been hanging around here after your daughter until she is

half-betwaddled after him?'

Frank's face was very grave as he answered, decidedly:

'I do not believe it. Harold Hastings never took your diamonds.'

'How came he by them, then?' she asked, in a loud, angry voice.

'I don't know,' her husband replied; 'there is some mistake; it will be

cleared in time. But keep it from Maude; I think the news would kill

her.'

Meantime Tom had sat with his brows knit together, as if intently

thinking; and when at last he spoke he said to his father:

'I shall go to Springfield on the ten o'clock train, and you'd better go

with me.'

To this Frank made no objections. If his wife's diamonds were really

found, he ought to be there to receive them; and, besides, he might say

a word in Harold's defence, if necessary. So ten o'clock found him and

Tom at the station, where also was Dick St. Claire, with several other

young men, pacing up and down the platform and excitedly discussing the

news, of which they did not believe a word.

'I almost feel as if they were hurting me when they touch Hal, he's such

a noble fellow,' Dick said to Mr. Tracy and Tom. 'We are all as mad as

can be, and so a lot of us fellows, who have always known him, are going

over to speak a good word for him, and go his bail if necessary. I don't

believe, though, they can do anything after all these years; but father

will know. He is there with him.'

And so the night train to Springfield carried fourteen men from

Shannondale, thirteen of whom were going to stand by Harold, while the

fourteenth hardly knew why he was going or what he believed. Arrived in

the city, their first inquiry was for Harold, who, instead of being in

the charge of an officer as they had feared, was quietly sleeping in his

room at the hotel, while Judge St. Claire had the diamonds in his

possession.

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