WHY HAROLD DID NOT GO TO VASSAR.
The cottage in the lane, as its name implied, was not very pretentious,
and all its rooms were small and low, and mostly upon the ground floor,
except the one which Jerrie had occupied since she had grown too large
for the crib by Mrs. Crawford's bed. In this room, in which there was
but one window, and where the roof slanted down on both sides, Jerrie
kept all her possessions--her playthings and her books, and the trunk
and carpet-bag which had been found when she was found. Here she had cut
off her hair and slept on the floor, to see how it would seem, and here
she had enacted many a play, in which the scenes and characters were all
of the past. For the cold in winter she did not care at all, and when in
summer the nights were close and hot, she drew her little bed to the
open window and fell asleep while thinking how warm she was. That she
ought to have a better room had never occurred to her, and never had she
found a word of fault or repined at her humble surroundings, so
different from those of her girl friends. Only, as she grew taller, she
had sometimes laughingly said that if the kept on she should not much
longer be able to stand upright in her den, as she called it.
'I hit my head now everywhere except in the middle,' she once said. 'I
wonder if we can't some time manage to raise the roof.'
The words were spoken thoughtlessly, and almost immediately forgotten by
Jerrie: but Harold treasured them up, and began at once to devise ways
and means to raise the roof and give Jerrie a room more worthy of her.
This was just after he had left college, and there was hanging over him
his debt to Arthur and the support of his grandmother. The first did not
particularly disturb him, for he knew that Arthur would wait any length
of time, while the latter seemed but a trifle to a strong, robust young
man. Mrs. Crawford was naturally very economical, and could make one
dollar go further than most people could two; so that very little
sufficed for their daily wants when Jerrie was away.
'I must earn money somehow,' Harold thought, 'and must seek work where I
can do the best, even if it is from Peterkin.'
So, swallowing his pride, he went to Peterkin's office and asked for
work. Once before, when a boy of eighteen, and sorely pressed, he had
done the same thing, and met with a rebuff from the foreman, who said to
him gruffly:
'No, sir; we don't want no more boys; leastwise, gentlemen boys. We've
had enough of 'em. Try t'other furnace. Mr. Warner is allus takin' all
kinds of trash, out of pity, and if he says "No," go to his wife; she'll
get you in.'
But the Warner factory, where Harold had once worked, was full of boys,
whom the kind-hearted employer, or his wife, or both, had taken in, and
there was no place for Harold. So he waited awhile until Jerrie needed a
new dress and his grandmother a bonnet, and then he tried Peterkin
again, and this time with success.
'Yes, take him,' Peterkin said to his foreman, 'take him, and put him to
the emery wheel; that's the place for such upstarts; that'll take the
starch out of him double quick. He's a bad egg, he is, and proud as
Lucifer. I don't suppose he'd touch my Bill or my Ann'Lizy with a
ten-foot pole. Put him to the wheel. Bad egg! bad egg!'
For some moat unaccountable reason, old Peterkin had a bitter prejudice
against the boy, on whose account he had once been turned from the Tracy
house; and though he had forgiven the Tracys, and would now have voted
for Frank for Congressman if he had the chance, he still cherished his
animosity against Harold, designating him as an upstart and a bad egg,
who was to be put to the wheel. So Harold was 'put to the wheel' until
he got a bit of steel in his eye, and his hands were blistered. But he
did not mind the latter so much, because Jerrie cried over them at night
and kissed them in the morning, and bathed them in cosmoline, and called
Peterkin a mean old thing, and offered to go herself to the wheel.
But to this Harold only laughed. He could stand it, he said, and a
dollar a day was not to be sneezed at. He could wear gloves and save his
hands.
But the appearance of gloves was the signal for a general hooting and
jeering from the boys of his own age who were employed there, and who
had from the first looked askance at Harold because they knew how
greatly he was their superior, and fancied an affront in everything he
did and every word he said, it was spoken so differently from their own
dialect.
'I can't stand it,' Harold said to Jerrie, after a week's trial with the
gloves. 'I'd rather sweep the streets than be jeered at as I am. I don't
mind the work. I am getting used to it, but the boys are awful. Why,
they call me 'sissy,' and 'Miss Hastings,' and all that.'
So Harold left the employ of Peterkin, greatly to the chagrin of that
functionary, who had found him the most faithful boy he had ever had.
But this was years ago, and matters had changed somewhat since then.
Harold was a man now--a graduate from Harvard, with an air and dignity
about him which commanded respect even from Peterkin, who was sitting
upon his high stool when Harold came in with his application. Billy, who
was Harold's fast friend, was now in the business with his father, and
as he chanced to be present, the thing was soon arranged, and Harold
received into the office at a salary of twelve dollars per week, which
was soon increased to fifteen and twenty, and at last, as the autumn
advanced and Harold began to talk of taking the same school in town
which he had once before taught, he was offered $1,500 a year, if he
would remain, as foreman of the office, where his services were
invaluable. But Harold had chosen the law for his profession, and as
teaching school was more congenial to him than writing in the office,
and would give him more time for reading law, he declined the salary and
took the school, which he kept for two successive winters, going between
times into the office whenever his services were needed, which was very
often, as they knew his worth, and Billy was always glad to have him
there.
In this way he managed to lay aside quite a little sum of money, besides
paying his interest to Arthur, and when Maude came home from Europe in
March he felt himself warranted in beginning _to raise the roof_. He was
naturally a mechanic, and would have made a splendid carpenter; he was
also something of an architect, and sketched upon paper the changes he
proposed making. The roof was to be raised over Jerrie's room; there was
to be a pretty bay-window at the south, commanding a view of the
Collingwood grounds and the river. There was to be another window on a
side, but whether to the east or the west he could not quite decide.
There was to be a dressing-room and large closet, while the main room
was to be carried up in the centre, after the fashion of a church, and
to be ceiled with narrow strips of wood painted alternately with a pale
blue and gray. He showed the sketch to his grandmother, who approved it,
just as she approved everything he did, but suggested that he submit it
to Maude Tracy, who she heard, had become an artist and had a studio; so
he took the plan to Maude, explaining it to her, and saying it was to be
a surprise to Jerrie, when she came home for good in the summer. Maude
was interested and enthusiastic at once, and entered heart and soul into
the matter, making some suggestions which Harold adopted, and deciding
for him where the extra window was to be placed.
'Put it to the east,' she said, 'for Jerrie is always looking toward the
rising sun, because, she says her old home is that way. And, besides,
she can see the Tramp House she is so fond of. For my part, I think it a
poky place, and never like to pass it after dark, lest I should see the
dark woman standing in the door, with the candle in her hand, crying for
help. Where was Jerry then, I wonder! In the carpet-bag, asleep,
perhaps. Wouldn't that make a very effective picture! The storm, the
open door, the frantic woman in it, with the candle held high over her
head, and Jerrie clutching her dress behind, with her great blue eyes
staring out in the darkness. That is the way I have always seen it since
you told me about it, and the light you saw. I mean to paint the
picture, and hang it in the new room as another surprise to Jerrie.'
'Oh, don't!' Harold said, with a shudder. 'Jerrie would not like it. It
almost killed her when she first knew of the cry which Mr. Arthur heard,
and the light I saw that night. She insisted upon knowing everything
there was to know; and when I told her all the color left her face, and
for a moment she sat rigid as a stone, with a look I shall never forget,
and then she cried as I never saw anybody cry before. This was three
years ago, and she has never spoken to me of it since.'
Harold's voice trembled as he talked, while Maude cried outright. The
idea of the picture was given up, and she went back to the subject of
the new room in which she seemed quite as much interested as Harold
himself. When the roof was raised, and the floor laid, and the
frame-work of the bay-window up, she went nearly every day to the
cottage to watch the progress of the work, and to keep Harold's one
hired man up to the mark, if he showed the least sign of lagging.
'She is wus than a slave-driver,' the man said to Harold one day. 'Why,
if ever I stop to take a chair, or rest my bones a bit, she's after me
in a jiffy, and asks if I don't think I can get so much done in an hour
if I work as tight as I can clip it. I was never so druv in my life.'
And yet both the man and Harold liked to see the little lady there,
walking through the shavings, and holding high her dainty skirts as she
clambered over piles of boards and shingles, or perching herself on the
work bench, superintended them both, and twice by her intervention saved
a door from swinging the wrong way, and from being a little askew.
Mrs. Tracy was greatly opposed to Maude's going so often to the cottage,
wondering what pleasure she could find in seeing an old house repaired,
and predicting that she would make herself sick. But Maude was
headstrong and would have her way, especially as her father did not
object, but himself took her frequently to the cottage. Frank was almost
as much interested in the work as she was, and once offered his
services, as did Dick St. Claire and Billy Peterkin.
'That's splendid. We'll have a bee, and get a lot done,' Maude said; and
she pressed into the _bee_ her father and Dick, and Billy, and Fred
Raymond, and Tom, the latter of whom did nothing but find fault, saying
that the ceiling ought to have been of different woods, the floor
inlaid, and the tops of the windows cathedral glass.
'And I suppose you will find the money for all that elegance,' Maude
said, as she held one end of a board for Harold to nail. 'We are cutting
our garment according to the cloth, and if you don't like it you'd
better go away. We do not want any drones in the hive, do we, Hally?'
'She had taken to address him thus familiarly since they had commenced
their carpenter work together, and Harold smiled brightly upon her as
upon a child, as she stood on tip-toe at his side.
Tom went away, but he soon came back again; for there was for him a
peculiar fascination about this room for Jerrie, and sitting down upon a
saw-horse, he looked on, and whittled, and smoked, while Dick blistered
his hands, and Fred raised a blood-blister by striking his finger with
the hammer, and Billy ran a huge splinter under his thumb nail.
Then they all went away, and Harold was left alone, for his man had been
obliged to leave, and thus the finishing up devolved upon him. But he
was equal to it. The worst was over, and all that was now required was
hard and constant work if he would accomplish it in time to see Jerrie
graduated, as he greatly wished to do, provided he should have money
enough left for the trip when everything was paid for.
But whoever has repaired an old house needs not to be told that the cost
is always greater than was anticipated, and that there are a thousand
difficulties which beset the unwary workman and hinder his progress. And
Harold found it so. Still he worked bravely on, early and late, taking
no rest except for an hour or so in the afternoon, when he found it a
very pleasant change to walk through the leafy woods, so full of summer
life and beauty, to where Maude waited for him, with her sunny face and
bright smile, which always grew brighter at his coming. How could he
know what was in her mind?--he, who never dreamed it possible that she,
of all other girls, could fall in love with him--'that Hastings chap,
poor as poverty,' as he knew Tom sometimes called him.
That Maude liked him, he was sure; but he supposed it was mostly for the
amusement he afforded her, and for the sake of Jerrie, of whom she was
never tired of talking. Maude's friendship was very sweet to the young
man, who had so few means of enjoyment, and whose life was one of toil
and care. So he went blindly on toward the pitfall in the distance, and
began at last to look forward with a great deal of pleasure to the
readings or talks with Maude, even though he did not find her very
intellectual. She amused and rested him, and that was something to the
tired and overworked man.
The room was finished inside at last, and looked exceedingly cool and
pleasant in its dress of blue and gray, and its two rows of colored
glass in each window; for Harold had carried out Tom's suggestion in
that respect, and by going without a new hat and a pair of pants, which
he needed, had managed to get the glass, which he set himself; for, as
he said to Maude, who assisted him in the matching and arrangement, he
was a kind of jack-at-all-trades. Maude had also helped him to putty up
the nail-holes, and had tried her hand at the painting until it gave her
a sick-headache, and she was obliged to quit.
When Arthur first heard of the raised roof, he went down to see it, and
approving of everything which had thus far been done, insisted upon
furnishing the room himself. But Harold refused, saying decidedly that
it was his own surprise for Jerrie, and no one must help him. So Arthur
went away, and told Maude confidentially that the young man Hastings was
made of the right kind of stuff, that he liked his independence, and
that, although he should allow him to pay his debt, he should deposit
the money as fast as received to his credit in the savings bank, so that
he would eventually get it all.
'You are the darlingest uncle in the world!' Maude said, rubbing her
soft cheek against his, in that purring way many men like, which made
Arthur kiss her, and tell her she was a little simpleton, but rather
nice on the whole.
'And you'll not tell Jerrie a word about the room!' Maude charged him
again and again, while they were in New York selecting the dress.
'Not if I can help it,' was his reply, although, as the reader knows, he
came near letting it out twice, but _held on in time_, so that the
raised roof was still a secret from Jerrie when she reached the station
and was met by Maude and Harold.
The room, was all ready, and a most inviting looking room it was, with
its pretty carpet of blue and drab, and a delicate shading of pink in
it; its cottage furniture, simple, but suitable; its muslin curtains and
chintz covered lounge, and the willow chair and round table, which Maude
had insisted upon furnishing. She _would_ have some part in furnishing
the room, she said, and Harold allowed her to get the chair, which she
put by the window looking toward the Tramp House, and the round table,
which stood in the bay-window, with a Japanese bowl upon it filled with
the lilies Harold had gathered in the early morning. He had found it
impossible to go to Vassar there were so many last things to be done,
and so little money left in his purse with which to make the journey,
and as Maude had more confidence in her own taste for the arrangement
of furniture than in his, she too decided to remain at home and see it
through. The carpet was not put down until the morning of the day when
the young men started for Vassar, and it was the noise of the
tack-hammer which Tom had heard and likened to the shingling of a roof.
'There must be flowers everywhere, Jerrie is so fond of them,' Maude
said; and she brought great baskets full from the park gardens, and a
costly Dresden vase, which Arthur had left for Jerrie when he went away,
together with his card and his photograph, and a note in which he had
written as follows:
'MY DEAR CHILD:--Welcome, welcome home again. I wish I could see you
when your blue eyes first look upon the room I came so near telling
you about. Maude would have killed me if I had. You have no idea how
Harold has worked to get it done, and where he got the money is more
than I know. Pinched himself, in every way, of course. He is a noble
fellow, Jerrie. But you know that. I saw it in your face at Vassar,
and saw something else, too, which you may think is a secret. Will
talk with you about it when I come home. I am off to-morrow for
California. Would like to take you with me. Maybe I shall meet with
robbers in the Yosemite. I'd rather like to. God bless you!
'ARTHUR TRACY.'
'Uncle Arthur was very queer the day he went away,' Maude said to
Harold, as she put the note, and the photograph, and the card upon the
dressing-bureau. 'I heard him talking to Gretchen, and saying,
"Gretchen, Gretchen, Jerrie will be here by-and-by, to keep you company
while I am gone--little Jerrie, when I first knew her, but a great tall
Jerrie now, with the air of a duchess. Yes, Jerrie is coming, Gretchen."
How he loves her--Jerrie, I mean; and I do not wonder, do you?'
Harold's mouth was full of tacks and he did not reply, but went steadily
on with his work until everything was done.
'Isn't it lovely, and won't she be pleased!' Maude kept saying, as she
gave the room a last look and then started for home, charging Harold to
be on time at the train, and to try and not look so tired.
Harold _was_ very tired, for the constant strain of the last few weeks
had told upon him, and he felt that he could not have gone on much
longer, and that only for Maude's constant enthusiasm and sympathy he
should have broken down before the task was done. It was not easy work,
shingling roofs and nailing down floors, and painting ceilings, and
every bone in his body ached, and his hands were calloused like a piece
of leather, and his face looked tired and pale when he at last sat down
to rest awhile before changing his working suit for one scarcely better,
although clean and fresher, with no daubs of paint or patches upon it.
'They don't look first-rate, that's a fact,' he said to himself as he
surveyed his pants, and boots, and hat, and thought what a contrast he
should present to the elegant Tom and his other friends at the station.
'But Jerrie won't care a bit; she understands, or will, when she sees
her new room. How pretty it is!' he added, as he stopped to look in and
admire it.
A blind had swung open, letting in a flood of hot sunshine and as it was
desirable to keep the room as cool as possible, Harold went in to close
the shutter. But something was the matter with both fastening and hinge,
and he was fixing it when Maude drove up, telling him the train was
late.
'That's lucky,' he said, 'for this blind is all out of gear;' and it
took so much time to fix and rehang it that the whistle was heard among
the hills a mile away, just as he entered the victoria with Maude and
started for the station upon a run.