XXVII.

On the second day after the alarm, Paul took the Indians back to Port

aux Pins, and dismissed them, after handing the ringleader to the proper

authorities; the others slunk away with their long black hair hanging

down below their white man's hats, their eagle profiles, in spite of

fierceness of outline, entirely unalarming. Paul then selected half a

dozen Irishmen, the least dilapidated he could find (the choice lay

between Indians and Irishmen), and brought them to Jupiter Light to take

the place of the crestfallen aborigines. He remained there a few days to

see that all went well; then he returned to Port aux Pins for a week's

stay. "Come a little way up the lake to meet me," he said to Eve, as he

bade her good-by; "I shall be along about four o'clock next Wednesday

afternoon."

His manner still remained a little despotic. But to women of strong will

despotism is attractive; when a despotism of love, it is enchanting.

Eve's feeling was, "Oh, to have at last found some one who is stronger

than I!"

Even now not for a moment did she bend her opinions, her decisions, to

his, of her own accord; each time it was simply that she was conquered;

after contesting the point as strongly as she could, how she gloried in

feeling herself overridden at last! She would look at Paul with

delighted eyes, and laugh in triumph. To have yielded because she loved

him, would have had a certain sweetness; but to be conquered unyielding,

that was a satisfaction whose intensity could go no further.

Since that walk in the darkness from the Indian quarters to Cicely's

lodge, when, suddenly, she had let her love have its way, she had

allowed herself to be carried along by chance events whithersoever they

pleased; she had defied conscience, she had accepted the bliss that hung

temptingly before her; she did not think, she only enjoyed. Once or

twice she had sent forth mentally this defiance,--"If you feel as I do,

_then_ you may judge me!" To whom was this said? To Fate? To the world

at large? In reality it was said to all women who in that summer of 1869

were young enough to love: "If you _can_ feel as I do, then you may

judge me." But it was only once or twice that this mood had come to her,

only once or twice that she thought of anything but Paul; his offered

hand taken, her acceptance of it was at least superb in its

completeness; there was no looking back, no fear, no regret; nothing

but the fulness of joy.

Still sweeter was it to feel that, deeply as she loved, she was loved as

deeply. Paul might be imperious, he might be negligent in explaining

things, and in other small ways; but there was nothing negligent in his

passion. His genius for directness, which puzzled Hollis in other

matters, showed itself also here; he had little to say--that was

possible--but no woman could have misunderstood the language of his eyes

or of the touch of his hand; or fail to be thrilled by it. The feeling

that possessed him went straight to its end, namely, Eve Bruce for his

wife; the same Eve whom he had not liked at all at first; to whom he had

found it difficult only a few weeks before to write a short letter. This

inconsistency did not trouble him; love had arrived, had descended upon

him in some way, he knew not how, had taken possession of him by force

and forever--he recognized that, and did not contest it. Women are only

women: this had been one of the settled convictions in the depths of his

mind, and it was a conviction not much changed even now; yet this same

Paul, with his mediæval creed, made a lover much more invincible than a

hundred, a thousand other men, who would have said, perhaps, that they

revered women more. "Revered?" Paul would have answered, "I don't revere

Eve, I _love_ her!"

Whatever name he gave it, she knew that she held the joy of his life in

her hands, that he would come to her for this--had already come; and

that it always would be so. This was happiness enough for her.

This happiness had existed but ten days. But these days had seemed like

months of joy, she had lived each moment so fully. "Sejed, Prince of

Ethiopia, vowed to have three days of uninterrupted happiness--" she

might have remembered the old fable and its ending. But she remembered

nothing, she scorned to remember; let the unhappy, the unloved, think of

the past; she would drink in all the sunshine of the present, she would

live, live!

"Row a little way up the lake to meet me," Paul had said. At half-past

three of the afternoon he had indicated, she went to the beach; one of

the Irishmen, under her direction, began to push down a canoe. The open

way in which she did this--in which she had done everything since that

night--was in itself an effectual disguise; no one thought it remarkable

that she should be going to meet Paul. As she was about to take her

place in the canoe, Hollis appeared.

"Going far? We don't know much about that Paddy," he said, in an

undertone.

"Only to meet Paul."

"If he's late, you may have to go a good way."

"He won't be late."

"Well, he may be," answered Hollis, patiently. "I guess I'll take you,

if you'll let me; and then, when we meet, I'll come back with his man in

the other canoe."

"Very well," Eve responded. She did not comment upon the terms of his

offer, she did not care what he thought. She took her place, and he

paddled westward.

It was a beautiful afternoon; a slight coolness, which made itself felt

through the sunshine, showed that the short Northern summer was

approaching its end. As she sat with her back to the prow, she was

obliged to turn her head to look for the other canoe; and this she did

many times. After one of these quests, she saw that Hollis's eyes were

upon her.

"Is there any change in me?" she asked, laughing.

"Rather!"

"What is it?"

But poor Hollis did not know how to say, "You are so much more

beautiful."

"It's my white dress," Eve suggested, in a somewhat troubled voice. "I

had it made in Port aux Pins. It's only piqué." She smoothed the folds

of the skirt for a moment, doubtfully.

"I guess white favors you," answered Hollis, with what he would have

called a festive wave of his hand.

Her mood had now changed. "It's no matter, I'm not afraid!" She was

speaking her thoughts aloud, sure that he would not understand. But he

did understand.

The other canoe came into sight after a while, shooting round a point;

Eve waved her handkerchief in answer to Paul's hail; the two boats met.

"Mr. Hollis knows that you are to take me back," said Eve, as eagerly as

a child.

Paul glanced at Hollis. But the other man bore the look bravely. "Proud

to be of service," he answered, waving his hand again, with two fingers

extended lightly. He changed places with Paul; Paul and Eve, in their

canoe, glided away.

It was at this moment that Cicely, who had been asleep, opened her eyes.

Her lodge was quiet; Mrs. Mile was reading near the window, her seat

carefully placed so that the light should fall over her left shoulder

upon the page.

Cicely gazed at her for some time; then she jumped from the couch with a

quick bound. "It's impossible to lie here another instant and see that

History of Windham! The next thing, you'll be proposing to read it aloud

to me; you look exactly like a woman who loves to read aloud." She began

to put on her shoes.

"You are going for a walk? I shall be glad to go too," answered Mrs.

Mile promptly, putting a marker in her book, and rising.

"No," responded Cicely; "I can't have those boots of yours pounding

along beside me to-day, Priscilla Jane. Impossible."

"Well, I do declare!" said Mrs. Mile, reduced in her surprise to the

language of her youth. "They can't pound much, Mrs. Morrison, in the

sand; and there's nothing but sand here."

"They grind it down!" answered Cicely. "You can call grandpa, if you

don't want me to go alone; but come with me to-day you shall not, you

clean, broad-faced, turn-out-your-toes, do-your-duty old relict of Abner

Whittredge Mile." She looked at Mrs. Mile consideringly as she said

this, bringing out each word in a soft, clear tone.

The judge was listlessly roving about the beach. Mrs. Mile gave him

Cicely's request. "She is saying very odd things to-day, sir," she

added, impersonally.

The judge, alarmed, hurried to the lodge; Mrs. Mile could not keep up

with him.

"Priscilla Jane is short-winded, isn't she?" remarked Cicely, at the

lodge door, as he joined her. "Whenever she comes uphill, she always

stops, and pretends to admire the view, while she pants, 'What a

beautiful scene! What a _privilege_ to see it!'"

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