XLI.

After a silent and solitary dinner, Ray went to see Mrs. Denton and

Peace in their new lodging. It was the upper floor of a little house in

Greenwich Village, which was sublet to them by a machinist occupying the

lower floors; Ray vaguely recalled something in his face at his first

visit, and then recognized one of the attendants at Hughes’s Sunday

ministrations. He was disposed to fellowship Ray in Hughes’s doctrine,

and in the supposition of a community of interest in Hughes’s daughters.

They could not have been in better or kindlier keeping than that of the

machinist’s friendly wife, who must have fully shared his notion of

Ray’s relation to them. She always received him like one of the family,

and with an increasing intimacy and cordiality.

That evening when she opened the street door to him she said, “Go right

along up; I guess you’ll find them there all right,” and Ray mounted

obediently. Half-way up he met Mrs. Denton coming down, with her cat in

her arms. “Oh, well!” she said. “You’ll find Peace at home; I’ll be back

in a moment.”

He suspected that Mrs. Denton fostered the belief of the machinist and

his wife that there was a tacit if not an explicit understanding between

himself and Peace, and he thought that she would now very probably talk

the matter over with them. But he kept on up to the little apartment at

the top of the house, and tapped on the door standing wide open. The

girl was sitting at one of the windows, with her head and bust sharply

defined against the glassy clear evening light of the early summer. She

had her face turned toward the street, and remained as if she did not

hear him at first, so that there was a moment when it went through his

mind that he would go away. Then she looked round, and greeted him; and

he advanced into the room, and took the seat fronting her on the other

side of the window. There was a small, irregular square below, and above

the tops of its trees the swallows were weaving their swift flight and

twittering song; the street noises came up slightly muted through the

foliage; it was almost like a sylvan withdrawal from the city’s worst;

and they talked of the country, and how lovely it must be looking now.

He said: “Yes, I wonder we can ever leave it. This is the first

spring-time that I have ever been where I couldn’t feel my way with

Nature at every step she took. It’s like a great loss out of my life. I

think sometimes I am a fool to have staid here; I can never get it back.

I could have gone home, and been the richer by the experience of another

spring. Why didn’t I do it?”

“Perhaps you couldn’t have done your work there,” she suggested.

“Oh, my work! That is what people are always sacrificing the good of

life to--their work! Is it worth so much? If I couldn’t do my

newspaper-work there, I could do something else. I could write another

unsuccessful novel.”

“Is your novel a failure?” she asked.

“Don’t you know it is? It’s been out three weeks, and nobody seems to

know it. That’s my grief, now; it may one day be my consolation. I don’t

complain. Mr. Brandreth still keeps his heroic faith in it, and even old

Kane was trying to rise on the wings of favorable prophecy when I saw

him just before dinner. But I haven’t the least hope any more. I think I

could stand it better if I respected the book itself more. But to fail

in a bad cause--that’s bitter.” He stopped, knowing as well as if he had

put his prayer in words, that he had asked her to encourage him, and if

possible, flatter him.

“I’ve been reading it all through again, since it came out,” she said.

“Oh, have you?” he palpitated.

“And I have lent it to the people in the house here, and they have read

it. They are very intelligent in a kind of way”--

“Yes?”

“And they have been talking to me about it; they have been discussing

the characters in it. They like it because they say they can understand

just how every one felt. They like the hero, and Mrs. Simpson cried over

the last scene. She thinks you have managed the heroine’s character

beautifully. Mr. Simpson wondered whether you really believe in

hypnotism. They both said they felt as if they were living it.”

Ray listened with a curious mixture of pleasure and of pain. He knew

very well that it was not possible for such people as the Simpsons to

judge his story with as fine artistic perception as that old society

woman who thought he meant to make his characters cheap and ridiculous,

and in the light of this knowledge their praise galled him. But then

came the question whether they could not judge better of its truth and

reality. If he had made a book which appealed to the feeling and

knowledge of the great, simply-conditioned, sound-hearted,

common-schooled American mass whom the Simpsons represented, he had made

his fortune. He put aside that other question, which from time to time

presses upon every artist, whether he would rather please the few who

despise the judgment of the many, or the many who have no taste, but

somehow have in their keeping the touchstone by which a work of art

proves itself a human interest, and not merely a polite pleasure. Ray

could not make this choice. He said dreamily: “If Mr. Brandreth could

only find out how to reach all the Simpsons with it! I believe a

twenty-five-cent paper edition would be the thing after all. I wish you

could tell me just what Mr. and Mrs. Simpson said of the book; and if

you can remember what they disliked as well as what they liked in it.”

Peace laughed a little. “Oh, they disliked the wicked people. They

thought the hard old father of the heroine was terrible, and was justly

punished by his daughter’s death. At the same time they thought you

ought to have had her revive in time to seize the hero’s hand, when he

is going to shoot himself, and keep him from giving himself a mortal

wound. The cousin ought to get well, too; or else confess before he dies

that he intended to throw the hero over the cliff, so that it could be

made out a case of self-defence. Mr. Simpson says that could be done to

the satisfaction of any jury.”

Ray laughed too. “Yes. It would have been more popular if it had ended

well.”

“Perhaps not,” Peace suggested. “Isn’t it the great thing to make people

talk about a book? If it ended well they wouldn’t have half so much to

say as they will now about it.”

“Perhaps,” Ray assented with meek hopefulness. “But, Peace, what do

_you_ say about it? You’ve never told me that yet. Do you really despise

it so much?”

“I’ve never said that I despised it.”

“You’ve never said you didn’t, and by everything that you’ve done,

you’ve left me to think that you do. I know,” said the young man, “that

I’m bringing up associations and recollections that must be painful to

you; they’re painful and humiliating to me. But it seems to me that you

owe me that much.”

“I owe you much more than that,” said the girl. “Do you think that I

forget--can forget--anything--all that you’ve been to us?”

“Oh, don’t speak of it!” said Ray. “I didn’t mean that. And you needn’t

tell me now what you think of my book. But sometime you will, won’t

you?” He drew forward a little nearer to her, where they sat in the

light which had begun to wane. “Until then--until then--I want you to

let me be the best friend you have in the world--the best friend I can

be to any one.”

He stopped for some answer from her, and she said: “No one could be a

truer friend to us than you have been, from the very first. And we have

mixed you up so in our trouble!”

“Oh, no! But if it’s given me any sort of right to keep on coming to see

Mrs. Denton and you, just as I used?”

“Why not?” she returned.

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