CHAPTER FOURTEEN

Fanny Brandeis' blouses showed real Cluny now, and her hats were nothing

but line. A scant two years before she had wondered if she would ever

reach a pinnacle of success lofty enough to enable her to wear blue

tailor suits as smart as the well-cut garments worn by her mother's

friend, Mrs. Emma McChesney. Mrs. McChesney's trig little suits had cost

fifty dollars, and had looked sixty. Fanny's now cost one hundred and

twenty-five, and looked one hundred and twenty-five. Her sleeves alone

gave it away. If you would test the soul of a tailor you have only to

glance at shoulder-seam, elbow and wrist. Therein lies the wizardry.

Fanny's sleeve flowed from arm-pit to thumb-bone without a ripple.

Also she moved from the South side to the North side, always a sign of

prosperity or social ambition, in Chicago. Her new apartment was near

the lake, exhilaratingly high, correspondingly expensive. And she was

hideously lonely. She was earning a man-size salary now, and she was

working like a man. A less magnificently healthy woman could not have

stood the strain, for Fanny Brandeis was working with her head, not her

heart. When we say heart we have come to mean something more than the

hollow muscular structure that propels the blood through the veins.

That, in the dictionary, is the primary definition. The secondary

definition has to do with such words as emotion, sympathy, tenderness,

courage, conviction. She was working, now, as Michael Fenger worked,

relentlessly, coldly, indomitably, using all the material at hand as

a means to an end, with never a thought of the material itself, as a

builder reaches for a brick, or stone, and fits it into place, smoothly,

almost without actually seeing the brick itself, except as something

which will help to make a finished wall. She rarely prowled the city

now. She told herself she was too tired at night, and on Sundays and

holidays, and I suppose she was. Indeed, she no longer saw things with

her former vision. It was as though her soul had shriveled in direct

proportion to her salary's expansion. The streets seldom furnished her

with a rich mental meal now. When she met a woman with a child, in

the park, her keen eye noted the child's dress before it saw the child

itself, if, indeed, she noticed the child at all.

Fascinating Facts, the guileless, pink-cheeked youth who had driven

her home the night of her first visit to the Fengers, shortly after her

coming to Haynes-Cooper's, had proved her faithful slave, and she had

not abused his devotion. Indeed, she hardly considered it that. The sex

side of her was being repressed with the artist side. Most men found her

curt, brisk, businesslike manner a little repellent, though interesting.

They never made love to her, in spite of her undeniable attractiveness.

Fascinating Facts drove her about in his smart little roadster and one

night he established himself in her memory forever as the first man who

had ever asked her to marry him. He did it haltingly, painfully, almost

grudgingly. Fanny was frankly amazed. She had enjoyed going about with

him. He rested and soothed her. He, in turn, had been stimulated by her

energy, her humor, her electric force. Nothing was said for a minute

after his awkward declaration.

“But,” he persisted, “you like me, don't you?”

“Of course I do. Immensely.”

“Then why?”

“When a woman of my sort marries it's a miracle. I'm twenty-six, and

intelligent and very successful. A frightful combination. Unmarried

women of my type aren't content just to feel. They must analyze their

feelings. And analysis is death to romance.”

“Great Scott! You expect to marry somebody sometime, don't you, Fanny?”

“No one I know now. When I do marry, if I do, it will be with the idea

of making a definite gain. I don't mean necessarily worldly gain,

though that would be a factor, too.” Fascinating Facts had been staring

straight ahead, his hands gripping the wheel with unnecessary rigidity.

He relaxed a little now, and even laughed, though not very successfully.

Then he said something very wise, for him.

“Listen to me, girl. You'll never get away with that vampire stuff.

Talons are things you have to be born with. You'll never learn to grab

with these.” He reached over, and picked up her left hand lying inertly

in her lap, and brought it up to his lips, and kissed it, glove and all.

“They're built on the open-face pattern--for giving. You can't fool me.

I know.”

A year and a half after her coming to Haynes-Cooper Fanny's department

was doing a business of a million a year. The need had been there. She

had merely given it the impetus. She was working more or less directly

with Fenger now, with an eye on every one of the departments that had

to do with women's clothing, from shoes to hats. Not that she did any

actual buying, or selling in these departments. She still confined

her actual selecting of goods to the infants' wear section, but she

occupied, unofficially, the position of assistant to the General

Merchandise Manager. They worked well together, she and Fenger, their

minds often marching along without the necessity of a single spoken

word. There was no doubt that Fenger's mind was a marvelous piece

of mechanism. Under it the Haynes-Cooper plant functioned with the

clockwork regularity of a gigantic automaton. System and Results--these

were his twin gods. With his mind intent on them he failed to see that

new gods, born of spiritual unrest, were being set up in the temples of

Big Business. Their coming had been rumored for many years. Words such

as Brotherhood, Labor, Rights, Humanity, Hours, once regarded as the

special property of the street corner ranter, were creeping into our

everyday vocabulary. And strangely enough, Nathan Haynes, the gentle,

the bewildered, the uninspired, heard them, and listened. Nathan Haynes

had begun to accustom himself to the roar of the flood that had formerly

deafened him. He was no longer stunned by the inrush of his millions.

The report sheet handed him daily had never ceased to be a wildly

unexpected thing, and he still shrank from it, sometimes. It was so

fantastic, so out of all reason. But he even dared, now and then, to put

out a tentative hand to guide the flood. He began to realize, vaguely,

that Italian Gardens, and marble pools, educational endowments and pet

charities were but poor, ineffectual barriers of mud and sticks, soon

swept away by the torrent. As he sat there in his great, luxurious

office, with the dim, rich old portraits gleaming down on him from the

walls, he began, gropingly, to evolve a new plan; a plan by which the

golden flood was to be curbed, divided, and made to form a sub-stream,

to be utilized for the good of the many; for the good of the Ten

Thousand, who were almost Fifteen Thousand now, with another fifteen

thousand in mills and factories at distant points, whose entire

output was swallowed up by the Haynes-Cooper plant. Michael Fenger,

Super-Manager, listened to the plan, smiled tolerantly, and went on

perfecting an already miraculous System. Sarah Sapinsky, at seven a

week, was just so much untrained labor material, easily replaced by

material exactly like it. No, Michael Fenger, with his head in the sand,

heard no talk of new gods. He only knew that the monster plant under

his management was yielding the greatest possible profit under the least

possible outlay.

In Fanny Brandeis he had found a stimulating, energizing fellow worker.

That had been from the beginning. In the first month or two of her

work, when her keen brain was darting here and there, into forgotten

and neglected corners, ferreting out dusty scraps of business waste and

holding them up to the light, disdainfully, Fenger had watched her

with a mingling of amusement and a sort of fond pride, as one would a

precocious child. As the months went on the pride and amusement welded

into something more than admiration, such as one expert feels for a

fellow-craftsman. Long before the end of the first year he knew that

here was a woman such as he had dreamed of all his life and never hoped

to find. He often found himself sitting at his office desk, or in his

library at home, staring straight ahead for a longer time than he dared

admit, his papers or book forgotten in his hand. His thoughts applied

to her adjectives which proved her a paradox: Generous, sympathetic,

warm-hearted, impulsive, imaginative; cold, indomitable, brilliant,

daring, intuitive. He would rouse himself almost angrily and force

himself to concentrate again upon the page before him. I don't know how

he thought it all would end--he whose life-habit it was to follow out

every process to its ultimate step, whether mental or mechanical. As for

Fanny, there was nothing of the intriguant about her. She was used to

admiration. She was accustomed to deference from men. Brandeis' Bazaar

had insured that. All her life men had taken orders from her, all the

way from Aloysius and the blithe traveling men of whom she bought goods,

to the salesmen and importers in the Chicago wholesale houses. If they

had attempted, occasionally, to mingle the social and personal with the

commercial Fanny had not resented their attitude. She had accepted their

admiration and refused their invitations with equal good nature, and

thus retained their friendship. It is not exaggeration to say that

she looked upon Michael Fenger much as she had upon these genial

fellow-workers. A woman as straightforward and direct as she has what is

known as a single-track mind in such matters. It is your soft and silken

mollusc type of woman whose mind pursues a slimy and labyrinthine trail.

But it is useless to say that she did not feel something of the intense

personal attraction of the man. Often it used to puzzle and annoy her

to find that as they sat arguing in the brisk, everyday atmosphere of

office or merchandise room the air between them would suddenly become

electric, vibrant. They met each other's eyes with effort. When their

hands touched, accidentally, over papers or samples they snatched them

back. Fanny found herself laughing uncertainly, at nothing, and was

furious. When a silence fell between them they would pounce upon it,

breathlessly, and smother it with talk.

Do not think that any furtive love-making went on, sandwiched between

shop talk. Their conversation might have taken place between two men.

Indeed, they often were brutally frank to each other. Fanny had the

vision, Fenger the science to apply it. Sometimes her intuition leaped

ahead of his reasoning. Then he would say, “I'm not sold on that,” which

is modern business slang meaning, “You haven't convinced me.” She would

go back and start afresh, covering the ground more slowly.

Usually her suggestions were practical and what might be termed human.

They seemed to be founded on an uncanny knowledge of people's frailties.

It was only when she touched upon his beloved System that he was

adamant.

“None of that socialistic stuff,” he would say. “This isn't a Benevolent

Association we're running. It's the biggest mail order business in

the world, and its back-bone is System. I've been just fifteen years

perfecting that System. It's my job. Hands off.”

“A fifteen year old system ought to be scrapped,” Fanny would retort,

boldly. “Anyway, the Simon Legree thing has gone out.”

No one in the plant had ever dared to talk to him like that. He would

glare down at Fanny for a moment, like a mastiff on a terrier. Fanny,

seeing his face rage-red, would flash him a cheerful and impudent smile.

The anger, fading slowly, gave way to another look, so that admiration

and resentment mingled for a moment.

“Lucky for you you're not a man.”

“I wish I were.”

“I'm glad you're not.”

Not a very thrilling conversation for those of you who are seeking

heartthrobs.

In May Fanny made her first trip to Europe for the firm. It was a sudden

plan. Instantly Theodore leaped to her mind and she was startled at the

tumult she felt at the thought of seeing him and his child. The baby,

a girl, was more than a year old. Her business, a matter of two weeks,

perhaps, was all in Berlin and Paris, but she cabled Theodore that she

would come to them in Munich, if only for a day or two. She had very

little curiosity about the woman Theodore had married. The memory of

that first photograph of hers, befrizzed, bejeweled, and asmirk, had

never effaced itself. It had stamped her indelibly in Fanny's mind.

The day before she left for New York (she sailed from there) she had a

letter from Theodore. It was evident at once that he had not received

her cable. He was in Russia, giving a series of concerts. Olga and the

baby were with him. He would be back in Munich in June. There was some

talk of America. When Fanny realized that she was not to see him she

experienced a strange feeling that was a mixture of regret and relief.

All the family love in her, a racial trait, had been stirred at the

thought of again seeing that dear blond brother, the self-centered,

willful, gifted boy who had held the little congregation rapt, there in

the Jewish house of worship in Winnebago. But she had recoiled a little

from the meeting with this other unknown person who gave concerts in

Russia, who had adopted Munich as his home, who was the husband of this

Olga person, and the father of a ridiculously German looking baby in a

very German looking dress, all lace and tucks, and wearing bracelets on

its chubby arms, and a locket round its neck. That was what one might

expect of Olga's baby. But not of Theodore's. Besides, what business had

that boy with a baby, anyway? Himself a baby.

Fenger had arranged for her cabin, and she rather resented its luxury

until she learned later, that it is the buyers who always occupy the

staterooms de luxe on ocean liners. She learned, too, that the men in

yachting caps and white flannels, and the women in the smartest and

most subdued of blue serge and furs were not millionaires temporarily

deprived of their own private seagoing craft, but buyers like herself,

shrewd, aggressive, wise and incredibly endowed with savoir faire.

Merely to watch one of them dealing with a deck steward was to know for

all time the superiority of mind over matter.

Most incongruously, it was Ella Monahan and Clarence Heyl who waved

good-by to her as her ship swung clear of the dock. Ella was in New

York on her monthly trip. Heyl had appeared at the hotel as Fanny was

adjusting her veil and casting a last rather wild look around the room.

Molly Brandeis had been the kind of woman who never misses a train or

overlooks a hairpin. Fanny's early training had proved invaluable more

than once in the last two years. Nevertheless, she was rather flustered,

for her, as the elevator took her down to the main floor. She told

herself it was not the contemplation of the voyage itself that thrilled

her. It was the fact that here was another step definitely marking her

progress. Heyl, looking incredibly limp, was leaning against a gaudy

marble pillar, his eyes on the downcoming elevators. Fanny saw him

just an instant before he saw her, and in that moment she found herself

wondering why this boy (she felt years older than he) should look so

fantastically out of place in this great, glittering, feverish hotel

lobby. Just a shy, rather swarthy Jewish boy, who wore the right kind of

clothes in the wrong manner--then Heyl saw her and came swiftly toward

her.

“Hello, Fan!”

“Hello, Clancy!” They had not seen each other in six months.

“Anybody else going down with you?”

“No. Ella Monahan had a last-minute business appointment, but she

promised to be at the dock, somehow, before the boat leaves. I'm going

to be grand, and taxi all the way.”

“I've an open car, waiting.”

“But I won't have it! I can't let you do that.”

“Oh, yes you can. Don't take it so hard. That's the trouble with you

business women. You're killing the gallantry of a nation. Some day one

of you will get up and give me a seat in a subway----”

“I'll punish you for that, Clancy. If you want the Jane Austen thing

I'll accommodate. I'll drop my handkerchief, gloves, bag, flowers and

fur scarf at intervals of five minutes all the way downtown. Then you

may scramble around on the floor of the cab and feel like a knight.”

Fanny had long ago ceased to try to define the charm of this man. She

always meant to be serenely dignified with him. She always ended by

feeling very young, and, somehow, gloriously carefree and lighthearted.

There was about him a naturalness, a simplicity, to which one responded

in kind.

Seated beside her he turned and regarded her with disconcerting

scrutiny.

“Like it?” demanded Fanny, pertly. And smoothed her veil, consciously.

“No.”

“Well, for a man who looks negligee even in evening clothes aren't you

overcritical?”

“I'm not criticizing your clothes. Even I can see that that hat and suit

have the repressed note that means money. And you're the kind of woman

who looks her best in those plain dark things.”

“Well, then?”

“You look like a buyer. In two more years your face will have that hard

finish that never comes off.”

“I am a buyer.”

“You're not. You're a creator. Remember, I'm not belittling your

job. It's a wonderful job--for Ella Monahan. I wish I had the gift of

eloquence. I wish I had the right to spank you. I wish I could prove to

you, somehow, that with your gift, and heritage, and racial right it's

as criminal for you to be earning your thousands at Haynes-Cooper's as

it would have been for a vestal virgin to desert her altar fire to stoke

a furnace. Your eyes are bright and hard, instead of tolerant. Your

mouth is losing its graciousness. Your whole face is beginning to be

stamped with a look that says shrewdness and experience, and success.”

“I am successful. Why shouldn't I look it?”

“Because you're a failure. I'm sick, I tell you--sick with

disappointment in you. Jane Addams would have been a success in

business, too. She was born with a humanity sense, and a value sense,

and a something else that can't be acquired. Ida Tarbell could have

managed your whole Haynes-Cooper plant, if she'd had to. So could a

dozen other women I could name. You don't see any sign of what you call

success on Jane Addams's face, do you? You wouldn't say, on seeing her,

that here was a woman who looked as if she might afford hundred-dollar

tailor suits and a town car. No. All you see in her face is the

reflection of the souls of all the men and women she has worked to save.

She has covered her job--the job that the Lord intended her to cover.

And to me she is the most radiantly beautiful woman I have ever seen.”

Fanny sat silent. She was twisting the fingers of one hand in the grip

of the other, as she had since childhood, when deeply disturbed. And

suddenly she began to cry--silently, harrowingly, as a man cries, her

shoulders shaking, her face buried in her furs.

“Fanny! Fanny girl!” He was horribly disturbed and contrite. He patted

her arm, awkwardly. She shook free of his hand, childishly. “Don't cry,

dear. I'm sorry. It's just that I care so much. It's just----”

She raised an angry, tear-stained face. “It's just that you have an

exalted idea of your own perceptions. It's just that you've grown up

from what they used to call a bright little boy to a bright young man,

and you're just as tiresome now as you were then. I'm happy enough,

except when I see you. I'm getting the things I starved for all those

years. Why, I'll never get over being thrilled at the idea of being

able to go to the theater, or to a concert, whenever I like. Actually

whenever I want to. And to be able to buy a jabot, or a smart hat, or a

book. You don't know how I wanted things, and how tired I got of never

having them. I'm happy! I'm happy! Leave me alone!”

“It's an awful price to pay for a hat, and a jabot, and a book and a

theater ticket, Fan.”

Ella Monahan had taken the tube, and was standing in the great shed,

watching arrivals with interest, long before they bumped over the

cobblestones of Hoboken. The three descended to Fanny's cabin. Ella had

sent champagne--six cosy pints in a wicker basket.

“They say it's good for seasickness,” she announced, cheerfully, “but

it's a lie. Nothing's good for seasickness, except death, or dry land.

But even if you do feel miserable--and you probably will--there's

something about being able to lie in your berth and drink champagne

alone, by the spoonful, that's sort of soothing.”

Heyl had fallen silent. Fanny was radiant again, and exclamatory over

her books and flowers.

“Of course it's my first trip,” she explained, “and an event in my life,

but I didn't suppose that anybody else would care. What's this? Candy?

Glace fruit.” She glanced around the luxurious little cabin, then up at

Heyl, impudently. “I may be a coarse commercial person, Clancy, but I

must say I like this very, very much. Sorry.”

They went up on deck. Ella, a seasoned traveler, was full of parting

instructions. “And be sure to eat at Kempinski's, in Berlin. Twenty

cents for lobster. And caviar! Big as hen's eggs, and as cheap as

codfish. And don't forget to order mai-bowle. It tastes like champagne,

but isn't, and it has the most delicious dwarf strawberries floating on

top. This is just the season for it. You're lucky. If you tip the waiter

one mark he's yours for life. Oh, and remember the plum compote. You'll

be disappointed in their Wertheim's that they're always bragging about.

After all, Field's makes 'em all look like country stores.”

“Wertheim's? Is that something to eat, too?”

“No, idiot. It's their big department store.” Ella turned to Heyl,

for whom she felt mingled awe and liking. “If this trip of hers is

successful, the firm will probably send her over three or four times a

year. It's a wonderful chance for a kid like her.”

“Then I hope,” said Heyl, quietly, “that this trip may be a failure.”

Ella smiled, uncertainly.

“Don't laugh,” said Fanny, sharply. “He means it.”

Ella, sensing an unpleasant something in which she had no part, covered

the situation with another rush of conversation.

“You'll get the jolt of your life when you come to Paris and find that

you're expected to pay for the lunches, and all the cab fares, and

everything, of those shrimpy little commissionaires. Polite little

fellows, they are, in frock coats, and mustaches, and they just stand

aside, as courtly as you please, while you pay for everything. Their

house expects it. I almost passed away, the first time, but you get used

to it. Say, imagine one of our traveling men letting you pay for his

lunch and taxi.”

She rattled on, genially. Heyl listened with unfeigned delight. Ella

found herself suddenly abashed before those clear, far-seeing eyes. “You

think I'm a gabby old girl, don't you?”

“I think you're a wonderful woman,” said Heyl. “Very wise, and very

kind.”

“Why--thanks,” faltered Ella. “Why--thanks.”

They said their good-bys. Ella hugged Fanny warm-heartedly. Then she

turned away, awkwardly. Heyl put his two hands on Fanny's shoulders and

looked down at her. For a breathless second she thought he was about to

kiss her. She was amazed to find herself hoping that he would. But he

didn't. “Good-by,” he said, simply. And took her hand in his steel grip

a moment, and dropped it. And turned away. A messenger boy, very much

out of breath, came running up to her, a telegram in his hand.

“For me?” Fanny opened it, frowned, smiled. “It's from Mr. Fenger. Good

wishes. As if all those flowers weren't enough.”

“Mm,” said Ella. She and Heyl descended the gang-way, and stood at the

dock's edge, looking rather foolish and uncertain, as people do at such

times. There followed a few moments of scramble, of absurdly shouted

last messages, of bells, and frantic waving of handkerchiefs. Fanny,

at the rail, found her two among the crowd, and smiled down upon them,

mistily. Ella was waving energetically. Heyl was standing quite still,

looking up. The ship swung clear, crept away from the dock. The good-bys

swelled to a roar. Fanny leaned far over the rail and waved too, a sob

in her throat. Then she saw that she was waving with the hand that held

the yellow telegram. She crumpled it in the other hand, and substituted

her handkerchief. Heyl still stood, hat in hand, motionless.

“Why don't you wave good-by?” she called, though he could not possibly

hear. “Wave good-by!” And then the hand with the handkerchief went to

her face, and she was weeping. I think it was that old drama-thrill in

her, dormant for so long. But at that Heyl swung his hat above his head,

three times, like a schoolboy, and, grasping Ella's plump and resisting

arm, marched abruptly away.

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