Though sympathetic and warm-hearted, our General had a natural dignity

of manner which, though inspiring confidence, interposed a veil of

reserve between him and even his warmest admirers. Years after the war

one of my friends who had been an officer in the Army of Northern

Virginia, first under General Joe Johnston and then under General Lee,

said to me:

"Lee was a great soldier and a good man but I never wanted to put my

arms around his neck and kiss him as I wanted to do with Joe Johnston."

With a bit of a jealous feeling for my own Soldier I asked:

"Did you want to do that to General Pickett?"

"To Pickett?--Why, I not only wanted to but I did."

One evening when General Lee, General Beauregard, my Soldier and his

Brigade Commanders were studying war-maps in our cabin and

confidentially discussing the freeing of the slaves and the enlisting of

them as soldiers, General Lee finished by saying:

"Well, gentlemen, we must hope for the best. If we should give up there

are many who would feel that we had sold the South--many of our Southern

States would think so, for even they have no idea that we have come to

the last of our resources and no realization of how starving and poor we

are, and, alas, gentlemen, too much of the best blood of the land is

being spilled, too many homes being despoiled and made desolate, too

many mothers with broken hearts."

Solemnly they shook hands and General Lee and his companions galloped

off, my Soldier and I standing in the doorway listening.

"Hear the horses' hoofs saying, 'Blood-blood, Blood-blood,'" said I.

"So they do, little one," answered my Soldier. "Strange--strange I had

not thought of that before."

We turned to the map on the floor and rolled up the ways to go and

prayed for a miracle to bring success.

XVIII

THE AMENITIES

We were near the Federal lines and the men on the opposing sides enjoyed

friendly chats with each other, swapped jokes, bartered tobacco for

coffee and exchanged newspapers.

The Federals kept their cattle in a stockade in the rear of their camp.

Early one morning they were surprised to see Confederate soldiers

running along the line in a manner suggestive of a drove of highly

excited cows.

"What's the matter with you, Johnnies, over there?" came the query

across the lines. "Are you all crazy?"

The only answer was a vociferous and long-drawn out chorus of "Moo-o-o!

Moo-o-o! Moo-o-o!"

Disgusted with the pertinaceous lunacy of their foes the blue-coats gave

up the conundrum. A little while later the problem was solved. In the

night General J. E. B. Stuart with some of his men had circled the camp

and driven off all the Federal cattle, and the "Moo!" of the

Confederates was a graphic announcement to the victims of their loss.

For a time the "Johnnies" fared sumptuously on steak and roast while the

"Yanks" were compelled to forage till they could lay in a new supply of

live stock.

The red flag of the politicians never wholly divided the hearts of the

soldiers into hostile camps. Not only did the West Pointers retain the

comradeship of the old Army days, but the enlisted men shared the

friendly sentiment.

In the summer of '63 the Confederate and Federal soldiers doing duty on

opposite banks of the Black Water River in Virginia were wont to divert

themselves by trading with each other. They had built for their traffic

a miniature fleet of rudely but ingeniously carved boats. One of these

little vessels would be taken up stream, the current of which was seldom

strong, and with rudder fixed it would go down the river with its cargo

of sugar and coffee wrapped in the latest newspaper and stored in the

scooped deck, and would be grappled and hauled in by the sentry on the

opposite side. Back the same trusty little carrier dove would come,

laden with plugs of tobacco, wrapped likewise in the latest paper on

that side. Cheers and shouts from both lines would greet each cargo as

it touched the shore.

One morning a short time after the battle of Gettysburg the Confederates

anxiously awaited the return of their little craft. It came and was

enthusiastically received, but to their surprise, no answering shout

went up from the opposite shore on the landing of the boat. The cargo,

much to their disappointment, was wrapped in brown paper.

"Well, we have whipped them Yanks again as sure as guns," they argued

sympathetically in explanation of the silence and the brown paper. The

vessel was sent back and on the paper in which the cargo was wrapped

were these words:

"We-all are so sorry for you-all Yanks, but we won't crow loud, so send

along the paper."

The boat returned with the paper, on the margin of which was written:

"'Twas sech darned infernal hard luck in the papers for you Rebs we was

'feared they'd sink the coffee."

In the old Army my Soldier had a dear comrade, at this time a General in

the Army of the Potomac. His brother had the misfortune to be captured

and put into Libby prison and, in memory of the old friendship, my

Soldier secured his release and took him as a guest into our home, the

old Pickett mansion in Richmond. In an unaccountable moment of

indiscretion he wrote a letter in which he said that the Confederacy was

on its last legs, stating that he was in a home of wealth, where there

was a house full of servants, and in the morning the basket was sent to

market packed full of money and brought back only half full of

provisions. This letter fell into the hands of Judge Ould, Commissioner

of exchange of prisoners, who immediately reported it and the offending

writer was returned to prison. My Soldier's sympathy was not cooled by

this unhappy incident, and later he secured permission for me to go to

the prison at will and take whatever I could of our scanty store that

would be a help or comfort to him--beaten biscuit, eggs, milk or fruit.

However unpromising the outlook might be I always managed to find

something for him. Every week when I would take him clean linen the

other prisoners would cut dice for that which he left off. Of more value

than anything else was the gourd of soft soap which I carried to him,

for we had no salt to make hard soap. I think he cared more for the

human interest that I brought from outdoor life, the glint of sunshine,

however dark my own heart might be.

It was thus that I saw the inside of Libby prison. Let no man who did

not see Libby prison in the last days of the Confederacy imagine for a

moment that he is able to conceive of any fraction of its infernal

horror. It is easy to understand that, in a country where the soldiers

were starving in the field and families were starving at home, a prison

would not be a comfortable place of abode, but it would have to be seen

to be in the least appreciated. When I look back through memory at that

scene of indescribable wretchedness, unutterable gloom and despair, I

can almost envy those whose fancy falls so far short of the reality.

It had been many months since the authorities of the North had set a

rigid bar against the exchange of prisoners, involving the reinforcement

of the Confederate Army. It was impossible for the South to replace her

captured men, while the Federal Army could be easily kept in full force

by new recruits. Mr. Davis had vainly pleaded for exchange on the field.

He had sent two Federal prisoners to Washington to represent our

condition and the impossibility of feeding prisoners in addition to

trying to keep our own soldiers from starvation. The stern necessities

of war had prevailed against him. The prisoners themselves had given

assent to the sad fate that was to be theirs. They had offered their

lives for their country. What mattered it whether the supreme sacrifice

was accepted in the swift glory of the battle flash or in the long

dreary darkness of a hopeless imprisonment.

In my visits to the prison I met and knew other unfortunate ones and am

thankful that I was able to minister to some of them. Among my son's and

my own best friends in after years were some whom I first met in that

awful, woeful place.

Dining with Mr. and Mrs. Beverly Tucker at a hotel in Washington years

after the war, I saw a strange gentleman at a table near, gazing so

earnestly at me that I said to my host, "Is that gentleman some one whom

I should know and speak to?" Mr. Tucker looked up, half inclined to be

offended. The stranger rose and came to our table.

"Excuse me," he said, bowing to my host and hostess. Turning to me, his

voice trembling, he said, "Forgive this intrusion but I couldn't help

it. I want to ask you, please, if you ever gave buttermilk and soft

soap, fresh figs, a clean shirt, a world of sunshine and a lot of other

things to a poor, wounded, weary, homesick boy in Libby prison? Aren't

you the lady? You are; don't you remember me?"

The tears were streaming down his face now as he held out his hand.

"Yes," I said, "I remember; of course, I remember. You are the poor

wounded boy the prisoners used to call Little Willie Sourmilk, Little

Kentuck, Baby Blue, etc."

"Yes; that's me, and, oh, I am so glad that I have found you at last. Do

you know that I have prayed to God every night that I might, and, lady,

you never will know what a benediction your visits were to old Libby,

and me--oh, you saved my life; I never can forget that first day. It was

in June. The roses were in bloom, and such roses! A great bunch was

lying on the top of your basket. I was stretched out on the table near

the barred window trying to think of old Kentucky and forget my wounds

when I heard a voice say, 'Little fellow, would you like to have a

beaten biscuit and a glass of buttermilk?' 'Would I? Oh, God, would I?'

I said. When you went away you left half the roses on my pillow, and how

I watched for your visits after that. I never knew your name, never knew

how to find you. To us prisoners you were the Rose Lady."

His tears had washed off the kiss on my hand and I was back again,

looking into the wild, harrowing, despairing faces in the dismal

tobacco-warehouse prison, all regardless of my host and hostess and the

surrounding guests.

"Well, I'll be dogged, Jane," said Mr. Tucker to his dear little wife.

"What do you think of this? I always did believe every word of those Ali

Baba and Forty Thieves and Magic Lantern tales and this proves them, for

they are not a bit stranger than this sour buttermilk story."

The stranger was Colonel William H. Lowdermilk, of Anglim's Bookstore.

When later I lost all my worldly goods and was appointed to a desk in

the Pension Office, Colonel Lowdermilk, then of the firm of Lowdermilk &

Company, Book-Dealers, wrote to the Commissioner of Pensions a strong

letter of commendation, in which he told in warmest terms of my care of

himself and other Union soldiers in Libby prison, and asked that every

courtesy and consideration be shown to me for all time and in every

possible way, in sacred memory of the boys in Libby. Throughout his life

afterward he was a devoted, loyal friend to me and mine.

I still have the photograph of him taken in his Federal uniform before

he was captured.

XIX

THE CLOSING DAYS

The close of the stormy career of the Confederacy was marked in blood by

the battle of Five Forks. The end was at hand.

The Army had subsisted on corn for many days. As my Soldier was riding

to Sailor's Creek a woman ran out of a house by the roadside and handed

him a luncheon wrapped in paper. Passing on, he saw a man lying behind a

log; a deserter, he supposed. What did it matter! The poor fellows had

fought long enough and hard enough to earn the right to go home. He

spoke to the man, who looked up, revealing a boyish face. He was thin

and pale, scarcely more than a child.

"Are you wounded, my boy!" asked my Soldier.

"No, General, I am starving, sir," he replied. "I could not keep up any

longer and lay down here to die. I couldn't help it, Marse George."

"Here, take this," said my Soldier. "Eat it, and when you are rested

and have slept go back home."

The soldier took the luncheon gratefully.

"No, Marse George," he answered, "if I get strength to go on I'll follow

you and Marse Robert to the last."

He did follow to the last, being killed a few days later at Sailor's

Creek, where the parting salute was fired over the grave of the

Confederacy.

"They failed and fell, who bade the sun in heaven to stand,

We failed and fell, who set our bars against the progress of the

stars,

And stayed the march of Motherland."

Many months before the farewell shot, when some one applied to President

Lincoln for a pass to go into Richmond, he gravely replied:

"I don't know about that; I have given passes to about two hundred and

fifty thousand men during the last two years to go to Richmond, and not

one of them has got there yet."

Some of those passes had been used and their bearer had arrived at last,

having made the slowest time on record since the first camel bore the

pioneer traveler over an Oriental desert. The queen city of the South

had fallen. The story of the great nation that had hovered upon the

horizon of our visions had been written out to its last sorrowful word.

On the morning of Sunday, April 2, in the holy calm of St. Paul's

Church, we had assembled to ask the great Father of Heaven and earth to

guard our loved ones and give victory to the cause so dear to us.

Suddenly the glorious sunlight was dimmed by the heavy cloud of

disappointment, and the peace of God was broken by the deep-voiced bells

tolling the death-knell of our hopes.

There was mad haste to flee from the doomed city. President Davis and

his Cabinet officers were in the church, and to them the news first

came. They hurried to the State House to secure the Confederate archives

and retreat with them to some place of safety.

Fear and dread fell over us all. We were cut off from our friends and

communication with them was impossible. Our soldiers might have fallen

into the hands of the enemy--we knew not. They might have poured out

their life-blood on the battlefield--we knew not. In our helpless

deserted condition all the world seemed to have been struck with sudden

darkness.

The records having been secured, an order was issued to General Ewell to

destroy the public buildings. The one thing which could intensify the

horrors of our position--fire--was added to our calamities. General J.

C. Breckenridge, our Secretary of War, with a wider humanity and a

deeper sense of the rights of our people, tried in vain to have this

order countermanded, knowing that its execution could in no way injure

or impede the victorious army, while it would result in the ruin of many

of our own people. The order was carried out with even greater scope

than was intended.

The Shockoe warehouse was the first fired, it being regarded as a public

building because it contained certain stores belonging to France and

England. A breeze springing up suddenly from the south fanned the slowly

flickering flames into a blaze and they mounted upward until they

enwrapped the whole great building. On the wings of the wind they were

carried to the next building and the next, until when the noon hour

struck all the city between Seventh and Fifteenth Streets and Main

Street and the river was a heap of ashes.

The flames leaped from house to house in mad revel. They stretched out

burning arms on all sides and embraced in deadly clasp the stately

mansions which had stood in lofty grandeur from the olden days of

colonial pride. Soon they became towering masses of fire, fluttering

immense flame-banners against the wind, and fell sending up myriads of

fiery points into the air, sparkling like blazing stars against the dark

curtain that shut out the sky.

A stormy sea of smoke surged over the town--here a billow of blackness

of suffocating density--there a brilliant cloud, shot through with

crimson arrows. The wind swept on and the ocean of smoke and flame

rolled before it in surges of destruction over the once fair and

beautiful city of Richmond.

The terrified cries of women and children arose in agony above the

roaring of the flames, the crashing of falling buildings, and the

trampling of countless feet.

Piles of furniture and wares lay in the streets as if the city had

struck one great moving day, when everything was taken into the highways

and left there to be trampled to pieces and buried in the mud.

Government stores were thrown out to be destroyed, and a mob gathered

around to catch the liquors as they ran in fiery rivers down the

streets. Soon intoxication was added to the confusion and uproar which

reigned over all. The officers of the law, terror-stricken before the

reckless crowd, fled for their lives. The firemen dared not make any

effort to subdue the flames, fearing an attack from the soldiers who

had executed the order to burn the buildings.

Through the night the fire raged, the sea of darkness rolled over the

town, the crowds of men, women and children went about the streets laden

with what plunder they could rescue from the flames. The drunken rabble

shattered the plate-glass windows of the stores and wrecked everything

upon which they could seize. The populace had become a frenzied mob, and

the kingdom of Satan seemed to have been transferred to the streets of

Richmond.

The fire revealed many things which I should like never to have seen

and, having seen, would fain forget.

The most revolting revelation was the amount of provisions, shoes and

clothing which had been accumulated by the speculators who hovered like

vultures over the scene of death and desolation. Taking advantage of

their possession of money and lack of both patriotism and humanity, they

had, by an early corner in the market and by successful blockade

running, bought up all the available supplies with an eye to future

gain, while our soldiers and women and children were absolutely in rags,

barefoot and starving. Not even war, with its horrors and helplessness,

can divert such harpies from their accustomed methods of accumulating

wealth at the expense of those who have spent their lives in less

self-seeking ways.

About nine o'clock Monday morning a series of terrific explosions

startled our ears, inured as they were to every variety of painful

sounds. Every window in our house was shattered and the old plate-glass

mirrors built into the walls were broken. We felt as if called upon to

undergo a bombardment, in addition to our other misfortunes, but it was

soon ascertained that the explosions were from the Government arsenal

and laboratory, now caught by the flames. Fort Darling and the rams were

blown up.

Every bank was destroyed, the flour-mills had caught fire, the War

Department was in ruins, the offices of the _Enquirer_ and _Dispatch_

had been reduced to ashes, the County Court-House, the American Hotel,

and most of the finest stores of the city were ruined. The Presbyterian

Church had escaped. The flames had passed by Libby Prison, as if even

fire realized that it could not add to the horrors of the gloomy place.

While the flames were raging the colored troops of General Weitzel, who

had been stationed on the north side of the James a few miles from

Richmond, entered the city. As I saw their black faces shining through

the gloom of the smoke-shrouded town I could not help thinking that

they added the one feature needed, if any there were, to complete the

demoniacal character of the scene. They were the first colored troops I

had ever seen, and the weird effect produced by their black faces in

that infernal environment was indelibly impressed upon my mind.

General Weitzel sent Major E. E. Graves, of his staff, and Major A. H.

Stevens, of the Fourth Massachusetts Cavalry, at the head of a hundred

mounted men, to reconnoiter the Richmond roads and works. At the

fortifications beyond the junction of the Osborne turnpike and New

Market road they were met by a flag of truce waved from a dilapidated,

old-fashioned carriage drawn by a pair of skeleton-like horses. The

truce party consisted of the Mayor of Richmond, Colonel Mayo; Judge

Meredith, of the Supreme Court; Mr. James Lyons, one of our most eminent

lawyers, and a fourth, whom I do not now recall.

The carriage was probably in the early part of the century what might

have been called, if the modern classic style of phraseology had

prevailed at that time, a "tony rig." At the period of which I write it

had made so many journeys over the famous Virginia roads that it had

become a sepulchral wreck of its former self.

There may have been a time when the reminiscences of animals that

dragged out from the burning Capital the ruins of the stately chariot

were a span of gay and gallant steeds, arching their necks in graceful

pride, champing their bits in scorn of the idea that harness made by man

could trammel their lofty spirits, pawing the earth in disdain of its

commonplace coarseness. If so, the lapse of years and an extended term

of Confederate fare had reduced those noble coursers to shambling

memories.

What of it? The chariot of state might be the wreck of former grandeur,

the horses might be the dimmest of recollections, but was not Mr. Lyons

still Mr. Lyons--in all circumstances, the most dignified member of Old

Dominion aristocracy? The Mayor turned over the keys of the city and in

recognition of the pre-eminence of Mr. Lyons, deputed to him the

performance of further ceremonies. With cold and stately formality Mr.

Lyons "had the honor" to introduce his companions and to present a paper

on which was inscribed:

"It is proper to formally surrender to the Federal authorities the

City of Richmond, hitherto Capital of the Confederate States of

America, and the defenses protecting it."

Major Stevens courteously accepted the surrender on behalf of his

Commanding General, to whom the document was transmitted, and proceeded

to reduce the newly acquired property to possession by fighting the

flames which disputed ownership with him.

Having utilized to good effect what little remnant of the fire

department he could find, Major Stevens ordered the Stars and Stripes to

be raised over the Capitol. Two soldiers of the Fourth Massachusetts

Cavalry, one from Company E and one from Company H, mounted to the

summit of the Capitol, and in a few moments, for the first time in more

than four years, the National Flag fluttered unmolested in the breezes

of the South. The stars of the Union were saluted, while our "warrior's

Banner took its flight to meet the warrior's soul."

That flag which almost a century before had risen from the clouds of

war, like a star gleaming out through the darkness of a stormy night,

with its design accredited to both Washington and John Adams, was raised

over Virginia by Massachusetts, in place of the one whose kinship and

likeness to the old banner had never been entirely destroyed.

In March, 1861, the Confederate Congress adopted the Stars and

Bars--three horizontal bars of equal width, the middle one white, the

others red, with a blue union of nine stars in a circle. This was so

like the National Flag as to cause confusion. In 1863 this flag was

replaced by a banner with a white field, having the battle-flag (a red

field charged with a blue saltier on which were thirteen stars) for a

union. It was feared that this might be mistaken for a flag of truce,

and was changed by covering the outer half of the field with a vertical

red bar. This was finally adopted as the flag of the Confederate States

of America.

Richmond will testify that the soldiers of Massachusetts were worthy of

the honor of first raising the United States flag over the Capitol of

the Confederacy, and will also bear witness to the unvarying courtesy of

Major Stevens and the fidelity with which he kept his trust.

The day after the fire there was a rap at our door. The servants had all

run away. The city was full of northern troops, and my environment had

not taught me to love them. With my baby on my arm I answered the knock,

opened the door and looked up at a tall, gaunt, sad-faced man in ill

fitting clothes, who asked with the accent of the North:

"Is this George Pickett's place?"

"This is General Pickett's home, sir," I replied, "but he is not here."

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