Little Ned Drewry, the third occupant of the gig, with a boy's natural

indifference to poetic effusion, had slipped away during my "twinkle

little star" and was playing "paterroller" with the colored children and

the bloodhounds, and my elders began to talk of the man for whom he was

named, a victim of the Nat Turner insurrection. I was not usually

permitted to hear such gruesome stories, but if they thought of me at

all they must have supposed that I was too young to understand or too

sleepy to notice. So they told some of the painful incidents connected

with the startling episode of 1832, while I leaned back in my chair and

drooped my little head. Judge Mason's sister, Mrs. Boykin, my

grandmother's friend at Old Point Comfort, had come near being killed in

the insurrection. She was saved by her maid, who hid her in a woodpile

till the danger was over.

Thus the simple-hearted, modest, unassuming old man sat with his long

fig-stem Powhatan clay pipe in his mouth, smoking and talking and making

history for a little child who never forgot the stories he told. Judge

Mason was given all the honors of his State--ten years a Member of the

Virginia Assembly, six years her Representative in Congress, a Judge of

the United States Court for Virginia, Secretary of the Navy under

President Tyler, Attorney-General and Secretary of the Navy under

President Polk, Minister to France in the Pierce administration, one of

the three who drew up the Ostend Manifesto--all these he was to the

world.

To me he has always remained the gentle-mannered man with sweet face and

soft voice who told the old-time stories in my plantation home while

all, from the master to the humblest servant and the smallest child,

listened with eager attention and delighted hearts. Two years before the

opening of the war between the States my grandmother's heart was

saddened by the news from Paris of the death of this old friend.

VIII

YULETIDE

It was Christmas Eve at Holiday's Point and, in accordance with the

custom of generations, the children and grandchildren were gathered in

an unbroken circle around the old hearthstone.

In my grandfather's day the neighbors called the old home Holiday's

Point because of the numerous holidays given to the servants. The

community held that if my grandfather had framed the almanac he would

have put into it twice as many days as did the Arabs and Romans, that he

might have more holidays to bestow upon his slaves.

The old-fashioned house on the Nansemond River, between Suffolk to the

right and Norfolk to the left, was built of brick imported from England.

In shape like an L, the four rooms on the first floor were divided by a

passage fifteen feet wide; dining-room and library on one side, parlor

and chamber on the other. Four large open fireplaces gave warmth and

cheerfulness to the corridor. On the first floor of the L was the

nursery and above it the children's room, the name of which was never

changed because, in relation to the household, its occupants remained

children to the end of the chapter, however the years might age them in

the view of the outside world.

The house fronted the river, which was concealed by a heavy growth of

trees until the door was reached through long lanes of cypress lined

with rows of cedar, when a full view of the water for miles was

presented. Hidden in the woods was one of the stables, in which old

Starlight had her home near enough to the cabin to answer "Ung' Bosun's"

whistle.

My mother, as usual, had permitted me to come to Holiday's Point the day

before Christmas, the lighting of the Yule Log being one of my greatest

joys. Away back in the early dawn of my infantile mind lurked a hazy

memory of the time when my little hand had held the candle that lit the

old log at the back of the great fireplace. That privilege was no longer

mine. Other children had since entered the family circle, and the

youngest child on the plantation, whether white or black, was the one

always selected to touch off the Yule Log.

Another delightful sensation preliminary to Christmas day at Holiday's

Point was the sight of "Uncle Charles" driving up from the river waving

a paper above the load of Christmas things and warning us that it

contained instructions from Santa Claus that all the contents of the

cart should be put away in the storehouse until he should come on

Christmas eve, and if anyone should touch any of the boxes or ask

questions about what was inside of them all the good things would turn

to ashes and sawdust and there would be nothing left when Christmas

came, adding, "'Member what Santa Claus did to Miss Cinderelly when she

didn't mind him, stayin' out late at night."

Though the awesome paper was only a bill of lading, which Uncle Charles

knew very well, believing him we shrank before it in terror. I watched

the unloading curiously, and the colored children, huddled together on

the quarter-kitchen doorsteps, pulled down each other's heads and

whispered mysteriously as the boxes and barrels were taken out and their

contents announced. There was the hogshead of New Orleans molasses, with

its thick layer of sugar at the bottom, the long peaked loaves of white

sugar under their thin blue "fool's-caps," the cases of raisins, dates,

figs and tamarinds, barrels of nuts, oranges and crackers, boxes of

cheese and, slyly pushed behind them, hampers mysteriously marked

"sundries," which we at once associated with the coming visit of Santa

Claus himself.

When the rays of the sun were long in the west the cheerful note of the

Yule Log was heard. The great hickory log, which had lain on its forked

branch support through months of golden sunshine and mellowing rain, was

carried in on the shoulder of the strongest negro on the plantation,

followed by a rollicking troop of Christmas revelers, white and black,

and next year's log was put on the Yule Log fork, which was never left

empty.

The Yule Log was laid at the back of the great fireplace and in front of

it were piled cobs, chips and kindling wood, known to the plantation

servants as "light 'ood," a contraction for "light wood," which was the

heart of the pine. It was lit with a wax candle made in the home kitchen

by Aunt Dilsey, a candle in which I felt a proprietary interest, having

watched with fascinated eyes the process of its manufacture. Aunt Dilsey

had let me draw one of the doubled and twisted cotton strands through a

tube in the tin mould to form the wick, and I felt like a conquering

hero when the end of the string emerged from the point of the tube.

There were six of these tubes in Aunt Dilsey's mould, and when they were

all provided with wicks she allowed me to thrust through the loops at

the top of the mould the little sticks which rested on the frames and

held the strands in place. Then she tied the wicks very tightly at the

ends. I watched the melted white wax poured into the tubes, feeling as

if I were assisting at a magic incantation. The time of greatest

excitement was when, after the carefully built structure had stood all

night in a cool place to harden, Aunt Dilsey would cut off the knots at

the bottom of the tube, take hold of the cross-sticks and pull till six

long, beautiful white waxen cylinders would come out, each with a tuft

of soft white cotton at the end. Every time I saw them emerge from their

cells a separate and distinct miracle seemed to have been wrought. I

have yet a pair of these moulds.

One of the candles was lighted and placed in the hand of my little

brother, the youngest of the family group. My father guided the tiny

hand until the flame formed a cross around which the tongues of fire

leaped and caught the log, embracing it lovingly, climbing upward and

turning blue and crimson and golden and white and then mingling in a

glorified web of color. Myriads of sparkles shot up the old chimney,

like Christmas prayers flying heavenward. The crackling of the wood and

the fluttering of the flames joined in a Christmas carol for all the

world.

Not the smallest fragment of the log must be left over after the

twelve-day feast. It had lain seasoning in the sunshine and the

starshine, in the rain and in the wind, in the frost and in the dew, in

winter cold and summer heat, that it might be well prepared to give

itself wholly to the sacrifice. Had a remnant remained in the ashes,

disaster would have marked the year until the next Yule Log had removed

the ban by entirely disappearing. Virginia had not received, with the

traditional heritage, the Old World custom of preserving a fragment of

one Yule Log to serve as a lighting torch for the next and to ward off

evil demons until Christmas came again. The servants were to have

holiday while there was a scrap of it left.

The ashes of the Yule Log were carefully saved apart from the others, as

they were of peculiar sacredness. Lye made from them was of magic

efficacy in the manufacture of soap, bringing it to a much-desired

degree of hardness and excellence. The negroes used the lye to kill evil

spirits and free themselves from the sins they had committed during the

year.

Old Santa Claus's rack, the "chimbly rack," made of black walnut and

handsomely decorated, with nails driven into it on which the stockings

were to be hung, was brought in by Uncle Charles and placed above the

marble mantelpiece. Over each nail was printed the name of the one for

whom it was intended. Aunt Serena brought in the basket of stockings

that she had knit of the finest spun cotton or wool and hung them on the

nails, singing her Christmas incantation, "Christmas comes but once't a

yeah, En ebby las' niggah has his sheah." The loved ones who had gone

before were remembered and stockings for them were hung upon the rack.

_Their_ gifts were of money to be used in providing Christmas cheer for

the unfortunate, the bereaved and the lonely. Thus was the memory of

those who had passed beyond kept in grateful hearts.

From the wall above the portrait of my grandfather Underwood, with long

hair and velvet-flowered vest and rolls of cravat, looked seriously

down. I had never seen him, but my grandmother said that "he believed in

God, woman and blood; was proud but not haughty, hospitable, generous,

firm and unchangeable in his opinions, quiet and commanding,

affectionate, courting responsibilities instead of shirking them."

For weeks all had been busy with preparations. The wood had been cut and

piled, the corn gathered, the pigs killed, the mince-meat and souse and

fruit cake prepared, the sausage chopped and the hominy beaten, the

winter clothes all spun, woven and made. We sat by the fire with rest,

peace and wonder in our hearts, cracking nuts and roasting apples, the

old silver punch-bowl of apple-toddy steaming on the table, while we

listened to stories of olden times and of times that never were. My

uncle in his cadet uniform, home for the holidays on furlough from the

Virginia Military Institute, told us fascinating tales of soldier-boy

life, sending delicious thrills of joy and terror through every nerve.

Presently my black mammy took me in her motherly arms and carried me

along the hall through the middle of the house, flanked by doors opening

into the living rooms, up the wide stairway into another long corridor

bounded by the same number of doors leading into bedrooms all in their

Christmas dress of arbor-vitæ, holly and mistletoe. In each of the

fireplaces were wood and kindling to be lit when the guests should

arrive on the morrow. Into the prettiest and smallest room she carried

me and put me into my little eider-downy trundle bed.

The next morning I was awakened by the music of the Christmas horns and

the popping of firecrackers. When I had been dressed I was taken to the

dining-room, where my grandmother stood by a table whereon was a large

bowl of egg-nog from which, with a silver ladle, she was filling glasses

for us all, for even the babies in old Virginia were given a taste of

egg-nog on Christmas morning.

After breakfast my grandmother went to service and would return with

guests who were to come to us after the Christmas sermon in the lavishly

decorated village church.

Soon the first carriage rolled into the yard, the coachman proudly

flourishing the whip, which he used merely as an insignia of his office.

"Dar dey come! Dar dey come! Dar dey come!" We all ran out to welcome

the visitors. The carriage doors were opened, the steps folded up on the

inside were let down, and the servants called out "Christmus gif',

Marse, Christmus gif', Missus," all holding out their hands and

clamoring as my uncle emerged from the coach, "I cotch him firs'! I

cotch him firs'! I cotch Miss firs', didn' I, Marse?" each claiming the

reward, regardless of actual priority in time.

My uncle was immaculate in frock coat and trousers of black broadcloth,

new boots, snowy linen front trimmed profusely with ruffles, high collar

and stock and shining silk hat. He turned with courtly grace and helped

Auntie from the carriage.

Auntie was the wonder of my childhood. I fancied that if I should be

very good and learn my lessons perfectly and avoid giving trouble to my

elders, and say my prayers and read my Bible at the rate of one chapter

every day and five on Sunday maybe the Lord would let me grow up as

proper and as smart, but never as religious, as Auntie. In the meantime

I liked to stand in remote corners unobserved and imagine that I was

forming myself upon her. Her speckless, wrinkleless, swishing new black

brocaded silk frock looked as if it had been moulded around her. Her

crinoline stood out in a perfectly balanced symmetrical balloon of

unapproachable beauty. Her oval face held just the right proportion of

pink and white and her mouth was bowed at the temperance curve. Her

sharp gray eyes looked into the center of things. She was a strict

Methodist, a fierce Whig, an uncompromising moralist.

A little boy was handed out and then a screaming bundle which turned out

to be a baby girl.

The carriage was laden with boxes and packages of Christmas gifts--a

present for each servant and other articles to be put with our Christmas

stockings still hanging on the rack.

From the next carriage my father and mother alighted--my father, always

my ideal, tall, stately, erect as an Indian, seemed to me more than

usually handsome as he lifted me up to a level with his classic face.

His holiday attire, snowy ruffles, rigid stock, black broadcloth and,

above all, the flowers of his brocaded vest, were to me an inexhaustible

source of delight. My beautiful mother's coal-black hair, without wave

or crinkle, was carried plainly from her face and wound in a plaited

coil. She was very fair and her cheeks looked as if they had stolen two

of the pink roses from the garden of May. Her eyes were like sparkling

sapphires. Her black moire-antique dress had wide bishop sleeves, and

she wore a white crêpe shawl that, falling back, revealed the square of

fine embroidered white thread cambric around her neck, crossing in front

to form a V.

When all the family carriages had come a stranger might have wondered if

grandmother's house could hold the many who claimed her Yuletide

hospitality. We knew that her home was measured by her heart.

My father, the oldest son-in-law, was the first to take down his

Christmas stocking from Santa's rack. He was always sure of a knife, a

black stock and a silk bandanna, whatever else old Santa might have left

for him. His last year's knife was then given to the foreman. We who

could not reach so high were held up to take down our stockings.

The plantation servants never failed to offer their tributes of

affection to the Master and his family and to receive gifts from them.

Among their numerous presents were always a plug of tobacco, a pipe and

a bandanna handkerchief for each. All the servants who had been working

away from home came back at Christmas and added their gifts to those

"w'at Marse Santa had done fotch down de chimbly." Many of my

grandmother's servants had been away from the home plantation, being

allowed to choose their places of service and to return if they did not

find them satisfactory.

Dinner was the great event that followed. Every leaf had been put into

the old mahogany table, and another table added at each end. A turkey

which had been penned up for weeks to fatten and become tender, stuffed

with pecan nuts, lay in delicious brownness on a china platter. Opposite

was a roast pig with an orange in its mouth, "kase pigs kin have apples

every day, but come Christmus 'course even pigs must have sump'n extra,"

my mammy explained. On one side of the table was a huge dish of fried

oysters, on the other an old Smithfield ham, baked as it could be only

by one born to the art. Sweet and sour pickles and preserves, for which

Aunt Dilsey was famous, were scattered about among all the vegetables

known to a Virginia plantation. On a side table were a saddle of mutton,

a round of beef and a bowl of chicken salad. On another table was the

dessert--sillibub, tipsy-cake, charlotte-russe, mince-pies, plain cake

and fruit cake, to be followed by the plum pudding, flaming with magic

fires which must be left to burn out of themselves, lest some of the

glow they held in their fiery hearts should fail to be diffused

throughout our lives in the coming year. The sideboard glistened with

decanters and glasses and great bowls of apple-toddy and egg-nog.

All the good things left were sent to supplement the feast of the

servants which they had spent days in preparing. It was spread in the

wide old weaving-room, the loom being hidden by decorations of holly and

mistletoe. We went in to see their table with its beautiful

ornamentations, loaded with goodies, 'possum and sweet potatoes at each

end. The 'possums had been caught early and fed in a lavishly hospitable

manner, that they might wax fat and juicy for the feast.

After dinner papa and the uncles, followed by the boy friends and

cousins, went out to the office in the yard a short distance from the

mansion house and soon such mirthful peals issued therefrom that

curiosity called us all out and the house was deserted while we sat

listening to such stories and jokes as we shall never enjoy again. Then

they talked of fox hunts, of the prancing gray and the good old red that

had carried them to victory, the music of the horns, the baying of the

hounds, the laughing girls, all eager for the brush. Crouched by my

grandmother's side, I heard about last year's crops, the condition of

the roads, the neighborhood news, the latest styles in collars and

stocks, politics, bits of history and appreciations of literature.

At night "Fiddling Jim" was called in, and in the room where the

Yule-fire burned there was a dance, opening with the minuet and winding

up with the Virginia reel. In all the dances my grandmother joined with

a lightness and grace that would have done honor to sixteen. Youth no

more than age served as a bar to pleasure, and I danced the Highland

fling and other fancy dances.

Then the sandman came by and mammy took me up to my little trundle bed.

Half lost between waking and sleeping, I heard the crunching of the snow

beneath the tread of horses and the roll of wheels and knew that some of

the guests who lived near were returning to their homes. Melodies,

dance-songs and the shuffling and pattering of feet, mingled with the

thrum of the banjo, bones and fiddle, floated from the negro quarters.

Soon old mammy and her turban, the black faces, the hand-fed lamb, the

goats and dogs, the coons and the rabbits, the peacocks' gorgeous

big-eyed tails, and long-whiskered Santa Claus, my grandmother, my

mothers lovely eyes and the Blessed Babe in the manger, all got mixed up

in a tangle of shadows and came sliding between the peeping, twinkling

stars on a moonbeam into the room and danced around my trundle bed.

With my tender little heart full of child love and unwavering faith, my

wee soul borne on the higher sentiments of adoration, faith and

spiritual sympathy, my Christmas dolly clasped close in my arms, my lips

wreathed in mysterious smiles, I laughed and--a-n-d--a-n--Christmas was

over.

IX

GREENBRIER WHITE SULPHUR SPRINGS

Only twice had I seen my Soldier since with tearful eyes I watched the

United States transport, _St. Louis_, bear him away to join in the

frontier warfare, and later to play his important part in holding San

Juan and other Pacific Islands against the British. Occasionally letters

came from that far-off sunset shore in answer to my little printed notes

before I had learned to write well.

The last time I had seen him was at the Greenbrier White Sulphur

Springs, where, though still a child, I held that he was pledged to me

and resented his attentions to the belles nearer his own age. Amused and

pleased by this, he humored me by devoting most of his mornings to

joining in my games and assisting me in sketching, and by dancing in the

evening with no one but me until the children's bed-time came, when the

ballroom was reluctantly given up to the grown people. One Baltimore

beauty took my Soldier to task for his bad taste in dancing with a

child, thereby cancelling the little friendship which had existed

between them.

White Sulphur Springs, situated in a valley surrounded by hills and

mountains, was the most celebrated watering-place in Virginia. It was

known to the Indians as the most important lick of the deer and elk. Its

medicinal qualities first became known in 1772, when an Indian maiden,

suffering from a disease which baffled the skill of the "medicine men,"

was healed by its waters. It is a beautiful and enchanting spot, the

valley opening half a mile in breadth, winding in graceful undulations

from east to west beyond the line of vision. The fountain issues from

the foot of a gentle slope which ends in the low interval of a beautiful

river. The ground ascends from the spring eastward, spreading into a

lawn covering fifty acres. Over the fountain was a stately Doric dome,

supported by twelve large pillars and surmounted by a statue of Hygeia

looking toward the rising sun. A short distance from the spring were the

hotel, dining-hall and ballroom. The rest of the ground was occupied by

cottages, some of brick, some of wood, and a few of logs, whitewashed.

The cabins were all painted white.

The winding roads, leading away into an enchanted world of greenery,

were veritable Cupid's paths, opening sometimes into the springtime

vales of gay flirtation, sometimes into the warm, deep dells of love.

Many were the belles and beaux who met their fate amid the leaf-walled

environment of Greenbrier and more matches were made there than in

heaven.

My Soldier's furlough soon came to a close and he left, by chance, the

day we did. I shall never forget the ride on the top of the old

stagecoach, the wonderful red and gold foliage, the birds that sang in

the autumn trees, the good dinner at the hotel, the stories told me by

my Soldier, who knew everything, I thought. Of the name Greenbrier he

said:

"Old Colonel John Lewis, whose grandson you danced with this summer,

named this river in 1751 because of its thick growth of green-briers in

which his son, Andrew, was once entangled. It had been owned by the

French. In 1749 a hunter, wandering through the woods, came to the

river-bank and observed that the water ran in a direction opposite from

the usual course and reported it, exciting the curiosity of two New

Englanders, Jacob Martin and Stephen Sewall. They took up land there,

living together in a little cabin until one day they quarreled and

separated. One made his home in a hollow tree, the other keeping the

cabin in which they had formerly dwelt in peace with the world,

themselves and each other. They agreed never to say anything to each

other but 'Good morning, Mr. Martin,' 'Good morning, Mr. Sewall,'

confining themselves to this limited conversation for the remainder of

their years."

My Soldier told me of the Indian wars after peace had been confirmed

between England and France, the Dunmore wars, the massacre at Muddy

Creek where, under the guise of friendship, the Indians had descended

upon the settlers and destroyed their village, the attack of two hundred

Indians upon Donnally Fort, and the bravery of the old negro, Dick

Pointer, whose freedom was purchased by the State of Virginia in reward

for his services. In his helpless old age an unsuccessful effort was

made to secure a pension for him. Comparing his fate with that of

alleged soldiers of later years who volunteered to do guard duty around

their homes for three days, receiving pensions for their courageous

efforts, one might wish that he had lived in a later period and served a

more appreciative government.

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