III: ACCIDIE

The cœnobites of the Thebaid were subjected to the assaults of many

demons. Most of these evil spirits came furtively with the coming of

night. But there was one, a fiend of deadly subtlety, who was not afraid

to walk by day. The holy men of the desert called him the _dæmon

meridianus_; for his favourite hour of visitation was in the heat of the

day. He would lie in wait for monks grown weary with working in the

oppressive heat, seizing a moment of weakness to force an entrance into

their hearts. And once installed there, what havoc he wrought! For

suddenly it would seem to the poor victim that the day was intolerably

long and life desolatingly empty. He would go to the door of his cell

and look up at the sun and ask himself if a new Joshua had arrested it

midway up the heavens. Then he would go back into the shade and wonder

what good he was doing in that cell or if there was any object in

existence. Then he would look at the sun again and find it indubitably

stationary, and the hour of the communal repast of the evening as remote

as ever. And he would go back to his meditations, to sink, sink through

disgust and lassitude into the black depths of despair and hopeless

unbelief. When that happened the demon smiled and took his departure,

conscious that he had done a good morning’s work.

Throughout the Middle Ages this demon was known as Acedia, or, in

English, Accidie. Monks were still his favourite victims, but he made

many conquests among the laity also. Along with _gastrimargia_,

_fornicatio_, _philargyria_, _tristitia_, _cenodoxia_, _ira_ and

_superbia_, _acedia_ or _tædium cordis_ is reckoned as one of the eight

principal vices to which man is subject. Inaccurate psychologists of

evil are wont to speak of accidie as though it were plain sloth. But

sloth is only one of the numerous manifestations of the subtle and

complicated vice of accidie. Chaucer’s discourse on it in the “Parson’s

Tale” contains a very precise description of this disastrous vice of the

spirit. “Accidie,” he tells us, “makith a man hevy, thoghtful and

wrawe.” It paralyzes human will, “it forsloweth and forsluggeth” a man

whenever he attempts to act. From accidie comes dread to begin to work

any good deeds, and finally wanhope, or despair. On its way to ultimate

wanhope, accidie produces a whole crop of minor sins, such as idleness,

tardiness, _lâchesse_, coldness, undevotion and “the synne of worldly

sorrow, such as is cleped _tristitia_, that sleth man, as seith seint

Poule.” Those who have sinned by accidie find their everlasting home in

the fifth circle of the Inferno. They are plunged in the same black bog

with the Wrathful, and their sobs and words come bubbling up to the

surface:

Fitti nel limo dicon: “Tristi fummo

nell’ aer dolce che dal sol s’ allegra,

portando dentro accidioso fummo;

Or ci attristiam nella belletta negra.”

Quest’ inno si gorgoglian nella strozza,

chè dir nol posson con parola integra.

Accidie did not disappear with the monasteries and the Middle Ages. The

Renaissance was also subject to it. We find a copious description of the

symptoms of acedia in Burton’s _Anatomy of Melancholy_. The results of

the midday demon’s machinations are now known as the vapours or the

spleen. To the spleen amiable Mr. Matthew Green, of the Custom House,

devoted those eight hundred octosyllables which are his claim to

immortality. For him it is a mere disease to be healed by temperate

diet:

Hail! water gruel, healing power,

Of easy access to the poor;

by laughter, reading and the company of unaffected young ladies:

Mothers, and guardian aunts, forbear

Your impious pains to form the fair,

Nor lay out so much cost and art

But to deflower the virgin heart;

by the avoidance of party passion, drink, Dissenters and missionaries,

especially missionaries: to whose undertakings Mr. Green always declined

to subscribe:

I laugh off spleen and keep my pence

From spoiling Indian innocence;

by refraining from going to law, writing poetry and thinking about one’s

future state.

_The Spleen_ was published in the thirties of the eighteenth century.

Accidie was still, if not a sin, at least a disease. But a change was at

hand. “The sin of worldly sorrow, such as is cleped _tristitia_,” became

a literary virtue, a spiritual mode. The apostles of melancholy wound

their faint horns, and the Men of Feeling wept. Then came the nineteenth

century and romanticism; and with them the triumph of the meridian

demon. Accidie in its most complicated and most deadly form, a mixture

of boredom, sorrow and despair, was now an inspiration to the greatest

poets and novelists, and it has remained so to this day. The Romantics

called this horrible phenomenon the _mal du siècle_. But the name made

no difference; the thing was still the same. The meridian demon had good

cause to be satisfied during the nineteenth century, for it was then, as

Baudelaire puts it, that

L’Ennui, fruit de la morne incuriosité,

Prit les proportions de l’immortalité.

It is a very curious phenomenon, this progress of accidie from the

position of being a deadly sin, deserving of damnation, to the position

first of a disease and finally of an essentially lyrical emotion,

fruitful in the inspiration of much of the most characteristic modern

literature. The sense of universal futility, the feelings of boredom and

despair, with the complementary desire to be “anywhere, anywhere out of

the world,” or at least out of the place in which one happens at the

moment to be, have been the inspiration of poetry and the novel for a

century and more. It would have been inconceivable in Matthew Green’s

day to have written a serious poem about ennui. By Baudelaire’s time

ennui was as suitable a subject for lyric poetry as love; and accidie is

still with us as an inspiration, one of the most serious and poignant of

literary themes. What is the significance of this fact? For clearly the

progress of accidie is a spiritual event of considerable importance. How

is it to be explained?

It is not as though the nineteenth century invented accidie. Boredom,

hopelessness and despair have always existed, and have been felt as

poignantly in the past as we feel them now. Something has happened to

make these emotions respectable and avowable; they are no longer sinful,

no longer regarded as the mere symptoms of disease. That something that

has happened is surely simply history since 1789. The failure of the

French Revolution and the more spectacular downfall of Napoleon planted

accidie in the heart of every youth of the Romantic generation—and not

in France alone, but all over Europe—who believed in liberty or whose

adolescence had been intoxicated by the ideas of glory and genius. Then

came industrial progress with its prodigious multiplication of filth,

misery, and ill-gotten wealth; the defilement of nature by modern

industry was in itself enough to sadden many sensitive minds. The

discovery that political enfranchisement, so long and stubbornly fought

for, was the merest futility and vanity so long as industrial servitude

remained in force was another of the century’s horrible

disillusionments.

A more subtle cause of the prevalence of boredom was the

disproportionate growth of the great towns. Habituated to the feverish

existence of these few centres of activity, men found that life outside

them was intolerably insipid. And at the same time they became so much

exhausted by the restlessness of city life that they pined for the

monotonous boredom of the provinces, for exotic islands, even for other

worlds—any haven of rest. And finally, to crown this vast structure of

failures and disillusionments, there came the appalling catastrophe of

the War of 1914. Other epochs have witnessed disasters, have had to

suffer disillusionment; but in no century have the disillusionments

followed on one another’s heels with such unintermitted rapidity as in

the twentieth, for the good reason that in no century has change been so

rapid and so profound. The _mal du siècle_ was an inevitable evil;

indeed, we can claim with a certain pride that we have a right to our

accidie. With us it is not a sin or a disease of the hypochondries; it

is a state of mind which fate has forced upon us.

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