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Daniel took Dorothea over to Sylvia von Erfft's at Siegmundshof. He had

written to her, given her all the details, explained the entire

situation, and begged her to take Dorothea in and entertain her until

the day of the wedding. Sylvia had shown herself most obliging in the

matter; she met his requests with unaffected cordiality.

Dorothea had spent two nights at home, during which she had succeeded in

evading all explanations with her father. She did this by having him

agree to give her three days to think it over. On the morning of the

third day, after her father had gone to the conservatory, she packed up

her belongings and left the house.

Andreas Doederlein found the following letter from her: "Dear Father:

Abandon all your hopes with regard to my marrying Herr Weisskopf. I am

of age and can marry whomsoever I wish. I have already made my choice.

The man who is going to lead me to the altar is called Daniel Nothafft.

He loves me perhaps even more than I deserve, and I will make him a good

wife. This is my unalterable decision, and you yourself will certainly

come to see that it is nobler to obey the impulses of one's own heart

than to allow one's self to be led on and blinded by material

considerations. Your loving daughter, Dorothea."

Andreas Doederlein had a sinking spell. The letter slipped from his

fingers and fell to the floor. Trembling in his whole body, he walked up

to the covered table, took a glass and hurled it against the wall. The

glass broke into a thousand pieces. "I will choke you, you impious

toad!" he panted, shook his clenched fist, went to Dorothea's room, and,

seized with boundless wrath, upset the chairs and the little dressing

table.

The maid, terrified, ran into the living room. She saw Dorothea's letter

lying on the floor, picked it up, and read it. When she heard her mad

master returning, she ran down stairs to the ground floor, rang Herr

Carovius's bell, and showed him the letter. His face turned yellow as he

read it. The maid uttered a shrill, piercing cry, snatched the letter

from Herr Carovius's hands, and ran out into the court, for she heard

Andreas Doederlein stumbling down the steps. He wanted to call the police

and have them lock up the abductor of his daughter. Catching sight of

Herr Carovius in the hall, he stopped and fixed his eyes on him. In them

there was a sea of anger; and yet it was obvious that Andreas Doederlein

was eager to ask a question or two. It seemed indeed that just one

conciliatory statement, even a single gesture on the part of the man

whom he had scrupulously avoided for years, would make bye-gones be

bye-gones and convert two implacable foes into friends, colleagues

indeed in the business of revenge and punishment.

But Herr Carovius was done with the world. His face was distorted;

grimaces of unrelieved meanness furrowed his brow; his contempt knew no

bounds. He turned about and slammed the door leading into his apartment

with a bang that showed his intention of shutting himself up in his own

stronghold.

Andreas Doederlein got as far as the entrance to the Town Hall. There he

was suddenly seized with grave doubts. He stared at the pavement for a

while, sad and sinister, and then started back home. His steps were not

half so impetuous as they had been on the way over; they gave evidence

of weakened will and fading energy.

Hardly had he reached home when Daniel was announced. "You have the

boldness, Sir," he cried out to Daniel on his entering. "You have the

boldness to appear in my sight? By the gods above, you are going far!"

"I will accept any challenge you make," said Daniel, with the chilly

dignity that was characteristic of him in such circumstances and that

never failed to have a sobering effect on his potential antagonist. "I

have nothing to fear. I should like to live in peace with the father of

my wife, and for this reason I have come to you."

"Do you know what you are doing to me? You have stolen my daughter,

man!" cried Doederlein with pathos. "But just wait. I will checkmate your

plans. I will make you feel the full measure of my power."

Daniel smiled contemptuously. "I am certain of that," he replied. "I

will feel your power as long as I live; I have always felt it. But I

have never submitted to it, and up to the present I have always been

able to break it. Think it over! Recall my past history! And devote a

few of your meditative moments to your child. Adieu!" With that Daniel

left.

Andreas Doederlein was ill at ease. The man's smile followed him wherever

he went. What could the desperado be planning? A bad conscience

paralyses evil determinations. For more than a week, Doederlein waged

perpetual war with his pride. And then? Daniel did not allow himself to

be seen; he received no news of any kind from Dorothea; and, climax of

it all, Herr Weisskopf notified him that his note for one thousand

marks, with interest, was due. Doederlein saw that there was nothing to

be done about it all except to recognise the denouement as a fact and

not as a stage scene. And one day he hobbled up the steps of the house

on AEgydius Place.

"I am glad to see you," said Daniel as he reached out his hand to his

visitor.

Andreas Doederlein spoke of a father's bleeding heart, of the crushing of

proud hopes, of the impiety of youth, and the lonesomeness of old age.

And then, rather disconnectedly, beating a tattoo with the fingers of

his big hand on the top of the table, he spoke of the constraint in

which he found himself with reference to the opulent owner of the mill.

He told Daniel he had gone on a man's note, had been suddenly obliged to

redeem the note, and not having so much ready money at his disposal, had

accepted a loan from the rich aspirant for Dorothea's hand.

Daniel was forced to admit that his troubles were humiliating and that

the money would have to be raised. Doederlein said it amounted to fifteen

hundred marks. He was surprised himself when he mentioned the sum which

assured him a clear gain of fifty per cent. It had been a clever idea,

serving as it did to put the generosity of his future son-in-law to

test. At the bottom of his heart he felt that his action was

dishonourable, and was consequently touched when Daniel, giving this

inroad on his savings but a moment's thought, promised to send him the

money the following day.

"You make me feel ashamed of myself, Daniel, really you do. Let us bury

the hatchet! We are after all colleagues in Apollo. Or aren't we? Call

me Father, and I will call you Son! Address me with _Du_, and I will

follow your example."

Daniel gave him his hand without saying a word.

Doederlein asked about Dorothea; and when Daniel told him where she was,

he seemed quite contented. "Tell her my house and my arms are open to

her; tell her of the change in the constellation," he said softly. "We

have both done each other injustice and have both repented."

Daniel replied quite conventionally that he thought it better to leave

Dorothea with Sylvia von Auffenberg.

"As you wish, my son," said Andreas Doederlein, "I bow to the claims of

your young happiness. Now we should have a bottle of Malvoisie or

Moselle, so that I can drink to the health of my dear, unruly daughter.

Or don't you care to?"

Daniel went to send Philippina to the Golden Posthorn. But Philippina

had gone out with Agnes. He saw one of the maids from one of the other

apartments standing on the steps, and got her to run the errand. It was

a long while before she returned, and when the wine was finally poured

out, Doederlein had not time to drink: he was scheduled to give a lecture

in the conservatory at seven. He drank about half of his glass, and then

took hasty leave of Daniel, shaking his hand with unwonted fervour.

Daniel sat for a while thinking it all over. There was a knock at the

door, and old Jordan came in. "May I?" he asked.

Daniel nodded. Jordan took a seat on the chair Doederlein had been

sitting on. He looked into Daniel's face quizzically. "Is it true,

Daniel, that you are going to get married again? That you are going to

marry the Doederlein girl?"

"Yes, Father, it is true," replied Daniel. He got a fresh glass, filled

it, and pushed it over to the old man. "Drink, Father!" he said.

The old man sipped the wine with an air of adoration. "It must be nine

or ten years since I have had any wine," he said more or less to

himself.

"You have not had a happy life," replied Daniel.

"I will not complain, Daniel. I bear it because I have to. And who

knows? Perhaps there is still a measure of joy in store for me. Perhaps;

who knows?"

The two men sat in silence and drank. It was so still that you could

hear the fluttering of the light in the lamp.

"Where can Philippina be?" asked Daniel.

"Yes, Philippina. I had forgot to tell you," began old Jordan

sorrowfully. "She came to me this afternoon, and told me she was going

over to Frau Hadebusch's with Agnes and was going to stay there until

after the wedding. But she spoke in such a confused way that I couldn't

make out just what she planned to do. It sounded in fact as though she

were thinking of leaving the house for good and all. I wonder whether

the girl isn't a little off in her head? Day before yesterday I heard an

awful racket in the kitchen; and when I went down, I saw at least six

plates lying on the floor all smashed to pieces. And as if this was not

enough, she threatened to throw the dishwater on me. She was swearing

like a trooper. Now tell me: how is this? Can she go over to Frau

Hadebusch's, and take Agnes with her without getting any one's consent?"

Daniel made no reply. The thought of Philippina filled him with

anguish; he feared some misfortune. He felt that he would have to let

her have her way.

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