VIII

Dorothea had succeeded in making it clear to her father that it would be

highly advantageous to her, as the nearest relative, to show Herr

Carovius every conceivable favour. Andreas Doederlein baulked at first;

but he could not refuse recognition to the far-seeing penetration of his

daughter.

When she told him of her appearance in the baronial residence, and

mentioned the enormous sum Herr Carovius had collected with the mien of

an undaunted victor, Doederlein became serious; he stared into space and

did some hard thinking. Recalling the now superannuated feud, he

preserved the appearance of inapproachability, and said: "We will not

debase ourselves for the sake of Mammon."

A few days later, however, he said, quite of his own free will, sighing

like a man who has gone through some great moral struggle and come out

of it victorious, "Well, do as you think best, my child, but don't let

me know anything about it."

His argument, had he expressed it in so many words, would have been

something like the following: We are poor; we are living from hand to

mouth. The negligible dowry Herr Carovius gave his sister has been used

up. Marguerite would have been perfectly justified in putting in her

claim for thirty thousand marks, but Herr Carovius settled with her for

only twelve thousand, and there was no possibility of redress. For Herr

Carovius had wheedled his sister into giving him a written statement

that she was satisfied with the sum of twelve thousand: the remaining

eighteen thousand was the price he demanded in return for her consent to

have his sister, who was slavishly submissive to him, marry the man of

her choice.

"I have been duped," said Andreas Doederlein, and bore up under his

grudge with becoming dignity.

The director of the conservatory died, and Andreas Doederlein, who, by

virtue of his achievements and his personality, had the first right to

the vacant position, was appointed to it. His former colleagues were

stout in their contention that the appointment cost him many a bitter

visit to the powers that be. Doederlein read envy in their eyes and

smiled to himself.

But it was a hard life. "Art cannot live without bread," said Doederlein,

with a heroic glance into the future. "But oh, what works I could bring

out if I only had time! Give me time, time, and," swinging his hands

cloudward, "the eagles above would greet me!"

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