III

He stood on AEgydius Place, and looked up at the windows in Jordan's

house. They were all dark.

He wanted to call out, but the name that was on his lips filled him with

anxiety. The passionate flutter of his heart almost tore his breast

asunder.

He had to do something; he had to speak; he had to ask questions and

hear a human voice. Consequently, he hurried out to the Fuell, stood

under Benda's window, and called Benda's name. The clocks struck three.

The blinds were soon drawn to one side, and Benda's stoutish figure

appeared at the open window. "Daniel? Is it you? What's up?"

"Nothing. I merely wanted to bring you New Year's greetings."

"Do you think you are bringing me something good? Go home and go to

bed."

"Ah, let me come in a little while, Friedrich. Let's chat for a moment

or two about happiness!"

"Be reasonable! We might frighten happiness away by our talk."

"Philistine! Well, give me your blessing at least."

"You have it. Now go, night owl, and let the people sleep."

Another window opened on the ground floor. Herr Carovius's desolate

nocturnal physiognomy appeared at the window, looked up, looked down on

the disturber of the peace on the street, and with one mighty grim,

grinning sound on his lips, his revengeful fist swinging in the

meanwhile, the indignant man closed the window with a bang.

Something impelled Daniel to return to AEgydius Place. Again he looked up

at the windows, this time beseechingly. The storm within his heart

became more violent. For a long time he ran through the streets, and

reached home at last along toward five o'clock.

As he passed through the dark hall, he saw a light up on the landing.

Meta was carrying it. She was already stirring about, ready to begin her

morning's work. He hesitated; he looked at her; with three steps he was

by her side.

"So late?" she whispered with premonitory embarrassment, and began to

finger her dress, which she had not yet buttoned up.

"Oh, what a joy to take hold of a living human being on this glorious

day!" he exclaimed.

She offered some resistance, but when he tried to take her into her

room, she bent her body backward, and thus pressed about his wrist. She

was still carrying the light.

"Oh, if you only knew how I feel, Meta. I need you. Hold me tight in

your arms."

She made no more resistance. Perhaps she too was not without her fervent

desire. Perhaps it was the time of day that made nature more insistent

than usual. Perhaps she was suffering from loneliness in the company of

the three sisters. It was still night and dark; but for her it was

already day; it was the first day in the year, and she greeted it in

festive mood. She yielded to him.

She was a virgin; she had no idea of the responsibility she was taking

upon herself. Man had never been exactly a mystery to her, but now she

felt for the first time the congenerous creature--and she gave in to

him.

Daniel returned to earth after having knocked at the portals of the gods

with tremendous wishes. The gods smiled their profoundest smile; for

they had decided to have an especial fate arise from this hour.

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