Chapter 38

On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few

minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of

paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.

"I know not, Miss Elizabeth," said he, "whether Mrs. Collins has yet

expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I am very

certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for

it. The favor of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We

know how little there is to tempt anyone to our humble abode. Our plain

manner of living, our small rooms and few domestics, and the little we

see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like

yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension,

and that we have done everything in our power to prevent your spending

your time unpleasantly."

Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She

had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with

Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received, must make _her_

feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified, and with a more smiling

solemnity replied:

"It gives me great pleasure to hear that you have passed your time not

disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately

having it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and,

from our connection with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the

humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford

visit cannot have been entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to

Lady Catherine's family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage

and blessing which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You

see how continually we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge

that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should

not think anyone abiding in it an object of compassion, while they are

sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."

Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was

obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility

and truth in a few short sentences.

"You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into

Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself at least that you will

be able to do so. Lady Catherine's great attentions to Mrs. Collins you

have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear

that your friend has drawn an unfortunate--but on this point it will be

as well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth,

that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in

marriage. My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of

thinking. There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of

character and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each

other."

Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was

the case, and with equal sincerity could add, that she firmly believed

and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to

have the recital of them interrupted by the lady from whom they sprang.

Poor Charlotte! it was melancholy to leave her to such society! But she

had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting that

her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion. Her

home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their

dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms.

At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels

placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate

parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by

Mr. Collins, and as they walked down the garden he was commissioning her

with his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks

for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his

compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her

in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed,

when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had

hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies at Rosings.

"But," he added, "you will of course wish to have your humble respects

delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you

while you have been here."

Elizabeth made no objection; the door was then allowed to be shut, and

the carriage drove off.

"Good gracious!" cried Maria, after a few minutes' silence, "it seems

but a day or two since we first came! and yet how many things have

happened!"

"A great many indeed," said her companion with a sigh.

"We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice!

How much I shall have to tell!"

Elizabeth added privately, "And how much I shall have to conceal!"

Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and

within four hours of their leaving Hunsford they reached Mr. Gardiner's

house, where they were to remain a few days.

Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her

spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her

aunt had reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at

Longbourn there would be leisure enough for observation.

It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for

Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy's proposals. To know

that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish

Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own

vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation

to openness as nothing could have conquered but the state of indecision

in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate;

and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried

into repeating something of Bingley which might only grieve her sister

further.

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