The Black Silk Gowns

The Heath twins, Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia, rose early that

morning, and the world looked very beautiful to them--one does not buy

a black silk gown every day; at least, Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia

did not. They had waited, indeed, quite forty years to buy this one.

The women of the Heath family had always possessed a black silk gown. It

was a sort of outward symbol of inward respectability--an unfailing

indicator of their proud position as members of one of the old families.

It might be donned at any time after one's twenty-first birthday, and it

should be donned always for funerals, church, and calls after one had

turned thirty. Such had been the code of the Heath family for

generations, as Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia well knew; and it was

this that had made all the harder their own fate--that their

twenty-first birthday was now forty years behind them, and not yet had

either of them attained this _cachet_ of respectability.

To-day, however, there was to come a change. No longer need the

carefully sponged and darned black alpaca gowns flaunt their wearers'

poverty to the world, and no longer would they force these same wearers

to seek dark corners and sunless rooms, lest the full extent of that

poverty become known. It had taken forty years of the most rigid economy

to save the necessary money; but it was saved now, and the dresses were

to be bought. Long ago there had been enough for one, but neither of the

women had so much as thought of the possibility of buying one silk gown.

It was sometimes said in the town that if one of the Heath twins

strained her eyes, the other one was obliged at once to put on glasses;

and it is not to be supposed that two sisters whose sympathies were so

delicately attuned would consent to appear clad one in new silk and the

other in old alpaca.

In spite of their early rising that morning, it was quite ten o'clock

before Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia had brought the house into the

state of speckless nicety that would not shame the lustrous things that

were so soon to be sheltered beneath its roof. Not that either of the

ladies expressed this sentiment in words, or even in their thoughts;

they merely went about their work that morning with the reverent joy

that a devoted priestess might feel in making ready a shrine for its

idol. They had to hurry a little to get themselves ready for the eleven

o'clock stage that passed their door; and they were still a little

breathless when they boarded the train at the home station for the city

twenty miles away--the city where were countless yards of shimmering

silk waiting to be bought.

In the city that night at least six clerks went home with an unusual

weariness in their arms, which came from lifting down and displaying

almost their entire stock of black silk. But with all the weariness,

there was no irritation; there was only in their nostrils a curious

perfume as of lavender and old lace, and in their hearts a strange

exaltation as if they had that day been allowed a glad part in a sacred

rite. As for Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia, they went home awed, yet

triumphant: when one has waited forty years to make a purchase one does

not make that purchase lightly.

"To-morrow we will go over to Mis' Snow's and see about having them made

up," said Miss Priscilla with a sigh of content, as the stage lumbered

through the dusty home streets.

"Yes; we want them rich, but plain," supplemented Miss Amelia,

rapturously. "Dear me, Priscilla, but I am tired!"

In spite of their weariness the sisters did not get to bed very early

that night. They could not decide whether the top drawer of the

spare-room bureau or the long box in the parlor closet would be the

safer refuge for their treasure. And when the matter was decided, and

the sisters had gone to bed, Miss Priscilla, after a prolonged

discussion, got up and moved the silk to the other place, only to slip

out of bed later, after a much longer discussion, and put it back. Even

then they did not sleep well: for the first time in their lives they

knew the responsibility that comes with possessions; they

feared--burglars.

With the morning sun, however, came peace and joy. No moth nor rust nor

thief had appeared, and the lustrous lengths of shimmering silk defied

the sun itself to find spot or blemish.

"It looks even nicer than it did in the store, don't it?" murmured Miss

Priscilla, ecstatically, as she hovered over the glistening folds that

she had draped in riotous luxury across the chair-back.

"Yes,--oh, yes!" breathed Miss Amelia. "Now let's hurry with the work so

we can go right down to Mis' Snow's."

_"Black_ silk-_black_ silk!" ticked the clock to Miss

Priscilla washing dishes at the kitchen sink.

"You've got a black _silk_! You've _got_ a black _silk!"_

chirped the robins to Miss Amelia looking for weeds in the garden.

At ten o'clock the sisters left the house, each with a long brown parcel

carefully borne in her arms. At noon--at noon the sisters were back

again, still carrying the parcels. Their faces wore a look of mingled

triumph and defeat.

"As if we _could_ have that beautiful silk put into a

_plaited_ skirt!" quavered Miss Priscilla, thrusting the key into

the lock with a trembling hand. "Why, Amelia, plaits always crack!"

"Of course they do!" almost sobbed Miss Amelia. "Only think of it,

Priscilla, our silk--_cracked_!"

"We will just wait until the styles change," said Miss Priscilla, with

an air of finality. "They won't always wear plaits!"

"And we know all the time that we've really got the dresses, only they

aren't made up!" finished Miss Amelia, in tearful triumph.

So the silk was laid away in two big rolls, and for another year the old

black alpaca gowns trailed across the town's thresholds and down the

aisle of the church on Sunday. Their owners no longer sought shadowed

corners and sunless rooms, however; it was not as if one were

_obliged_ to wear sponged and darned alpacas!

Plaits were "out" next year, and the Heath sisters were among the first

to read it in the fashion notes. Once more on a bright spring morning

Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia left the house tenderly bearing in their

arms the brown-paper parcels--and once more they returned, the brown

parcels still in their arms. There was an air of indecision about them

this time.

"You see, Amelia, it seemed foolish--almost wicked," Miss Priscilla was

saying, "to put such a lot of that expensive silk into just sleeves."

"I know it," sighed her sister.

"Of course I want the dresses just as much as you do," went on Miss

Priscilla, more confidently; "but when I thought of allowing Mis' Snow

to slash into that beautiful silk and just waste it on those great

balloon sleeves, I--I simply couldn't give my consent!--and 'tisn't as

though we hadn't _got_ the dresses!"

"No, indeed!" agreed Miss Amelia, lifting her chin. And so once more the

rolls of black silk were laid away in the great box that had already

held them a year; and for another twelve months the black alpacas, now

grown shabby indeed, were worn with all the pride of one whose garments

are beyond reproach.

When for the third time Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia returned to their

home with the oblong brown parcels there was no indecision about them;

there was only righteous scorn.

"And do you really think that Mis' Snow _expected_ us to allow that

silk to be cut up into those skimpy little skin-tight bags she called

skirts?" demanded Miss Priscilla, in a shaking voice. "Why, Amelia, we

couldn't ever make them over!"

"Of course we couldn't! And when skirts got bigger, what could we do?"

cried Miss Amelia. "Why, I'd rather never have a black silk dress than

to have one like that--that just couldn't be changed! We'll go on

wearing the gowns we have. It isn't as if everybody didn't know we had

these black silk dresses!"

When the fourth spring came the rolls of silk were not even taken from

their box except to be examined with tender care and replaced in the

enveloping paper. Miss Priscilla was not well. For weeks she had spent

most of her waking hours on the sitting-room couch, growing thiner,

weaker, and more hollow-eyed.

"You see, dear, I--I am not well enough now to wear it," she said

faintly to her sister one day when they had been talking about the black

silk gowns; "but you--" Miss Amelia had stopped her with a shocked

gesture of the hand.

"Priscilla--as if I could!" she sobbed. And there the matter had ended.

* * * * *

The townspeople were grieved, but not surprised, when they learned that

Miss Amelia was fast following her sister into a decline. It was what

they had expected of the Heath twins, they said, and they reminded one

another of the story of the strained eyes and the glasses. Then came the

day when the little dressmaker's rooms were littered from end to end

with black silk scraps.

"It's for Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia,'" said Mrs. Snow, with tears

in her eyes, in answer to the questions that were asked.

"It's their black silk gowns, you know."

"But I thought they were ill--almost dying!" gasped the questioner.

The little dressmaker nodded her head. Then she smiled, even while she

brushed her eyes with her fingers.

"They are--but they're happy. They're even happy in this!" touching the

dress in her lap. "They've been forty years buying it, and four making

it up. Never until now could they decide to use it; never until now

could they be sure they wouldn't want to--to make it--over." The little

dressmaker's voice broke, then went on tremulously: "There are folks

like that, you know--that never enjoy a thing for what it is, lest

sometime they might want it--different. Miss Priscilla and Miss Amelia

never took the good that was goin'; they've always saved it for

sometime--later."

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