The Long Road

"Jane!"

"Yes, father."

"Is the house locked up?"

"Yes."

"Are ye sure, now?"

"Why, yes, dear; I just did it."

"Well, won't ye see?"

"But I have seen, father." Jane did not often make so many words about

this little matter, but she was particularly tired to-night.

The old man fell back wearily.

"Seems ter me, Jane, ye might jest see," he fretted. "'T ain't much I'm

askin' of ye, an' ye know them spoons--"

"Yes, yes, dear, I'll go," interrupted the woman hurriedly.

"And, Jane!"

"Yes." The woman turned and waited. She knew quite well what was coming,

but it was the very exquisiteness of her patient care that allowed her

to give no sign that she had waited in that same spot to hear those same

words every night for long years past.

"An' ye might count 'em--them spoons," said the old man.

"Yes."

"An' the forks."

"Yes."

"An' them photygraph pictures in the parlor."

"All right, father." The woman turned away. Her step was slow, but

confident--the last word had been said.

To Jane Pendergast her father had gone with the going of his keen, clear

mind, twenty years before. This fretful, childish, exacting old man that

pottered about the house all day was but the shell that had held the

kernel--the casket that had held the jewel. But because of what it had

held, Jane guarded it tenderly, laying at its feet her life as a willing

sacrifice.

There had been four children: Edgar, the eldest; Jane, Mary, and Fred.

Edgar had left home early, and was a successful business man in Boston.

Mary had married a wealthy lawyer of the same city; and Fred had opened

a real estate office in a thriving Southern town.

Jane had stayed at home. There had been a time, it is true, when she had

planned to go away to school; but the death of Mrs. Pendergast left no

one at home to care for Mary and Fred, so Jane had abandoned the idea.

Later, after Mary had married and Fred had gone away, there was still

her father to be cared for, though at this time he was well and strong.

Jane had passed her thirty-fifth birthday, when she became palpitatingly

aware of a pair of blue-gray eyes, and a determined, smooth-shaven chin

belonging to the recently arrived principal of the village school. In

spite of her stern admonition to herself to remember her years and not

quite lose her head, she was fast drifting into a rosy dream of romance

that was all the more enthralling because so belated, when the summons

of a small boy brought her sharply back to the realities.

"It's yer father, miss. They want ye ter come," he panted. "Somethin'

has took him. He's in Mackey's drug store, talkin' awful queer. He ain't

his self, ye know. They thought maybe you could--do somethin'."

Jane went at once--but she could do nothing except to lead gently home

the chattering, shifting-eyed thing that had once been her father. One

after another the village physicians shook their heads--they could do

nothing. Skilled alienists from the city--they, too, could do nothing.

There was nothing that could be done, they said, except to care for him

as one would for a child. He would live years, probably. His

constitution was wonderfully good. He would not be violent--just foolish

and childish, with perhaps a growing irritability as the years passed

and his physical strength failed.

Mary and Edgar had come home at once. Mary had stayed two days and Edgar

five hours. They were shocked and dismayed at their father's condition.

So overwhelmed with grief were they, indeed, that they fled from the

room almost immediately upon seeing him, and Edgar took the first train

out of town.

Mary, shiveringly, crept from room to room, trying to find a place where

the cackling laugh and the fretful voice would not reach her. But the

old man, like a child with a new toy, was pleased at his daughter's

arrival, and followed her about the house with unfailing persistence.

"But, Mary, he won't hurt you. Why do you run?" remonstrated Jane.

Mary shuddered and covered her face with her hands.

"Jane, Jane, how can you take it so calmly!" she moaned. "How can you

bear it?"

There was a moment's pause. A curious expression had come to Jane's

face.

"Some one--has to," she said at last, quietly.

Jane went down to the village the next afternoon, leaving her sister in

charge at home. When she returned, an hour later, Mary met her at the

gate, crying and wringing her hands.

"Jane, Jane, I thought you would never come! I can't do a thing with

him. He insists that he isn't at home, and that he wants to go there. I

told him, over and over again, that he _was_ at home already, but

it didn't do a bit of good. I've had a perfectly awful time."

"Yes, I know. Where is he?"

"In the kitchen. I--I tied him. He just would go, and I couldn't hold

him."

"Oh, _Mary_!" And Jane fairly flew up the walk to the kitchen door.

A minute later she appeared, leading an old man, who was whimpering

pitifully.

"Home, Jane. I want ter go home."

"Yes, dear, I know. We'll go." And Mary watched with wondering eyes

while the two walked down the path, through the gate and across the

street to the next corner, then slowly crossed again and came back

through the familiar doorway.

"Home!" chuckled the old man gleefully.

"We've come home!"

Mary went back to Boston the next day. She said it was fortunate,

indeed, that Jane's nerves were so strong. For her part, she could not

have stood it another day.

The days slipped into weeks, and the weeks into months. Jane took the

entire care of her father, except that she hired a woman to come in for

an hour or two once or twice a week, when she herself was obliged to

leave the house.

The owner of the blue-gray eyes did not belie the determination of his

chin, but made a valiant effort to establish himself on the basis of the

old intimacy; but Miss Pendergast held herself sternly aloof, and

refused to listen to him. In a year he had left town--but it was not his

fault that he was obliged to go away alone, as Jane Pendergast well

knew.

One by one the years passed. Twenty had gone by now since the small boy

came with his fateful summons that June day. Jane was fifty-five now, a

thin-faced, stoop-shouldered, tired woman--but a woman to whom release

from this constant care was soon to come, for she was not yet fifty-six

when her father died.

All the children and some of the grandchildren came to the funeral. In

the evening the family, with the exception of Jane, gathered in the

sitting-room and discussed the future, while upstairs the woman whose

fate was most concerned laid herself wearily in bed with almost a pang

that she need not now first be doubly sure that doors were locked and

spoons were counted.

In the sitting-room below, discussion waxed warm.

"But what shall we do with her?" demanded Mary. "I had meant to give her

my share of the property," she added with an air of great generosity,

"but it seems there's nothing to give."

"No, there's nothing to give," returned Edgar. "The house had to be

mortgaged long ago to pay their living expenses, and it will have to be

sold."

"But she's got to live somewhere!" Mary's voice was fretful,

questioning.

For a moment there was silence; then Edgar stirrad in his chair.

"Well, why can't she go to you, Mary?" he asked.

"Me!" Mary almost screamed the word.

"Why, Edgar!--when you know how much I have on my hands with my great

house and all my social duties, to say nothing of Belle's engagement!"

"Well, maybe Jane could help."

"Help! How, pray?--to entertain my guests?" And even Edgar smiled as he

thought of Jane, in her five-year-old bonnet and her ten-year-old black

gown, standing in the receiving line at an exclusive Commonwealth Avenue

reception.

"Well, but--" Edgar paused impotently.

"Why don't you take her?" It was Mary who made the suggestion.

"I? Oh, but I--" Edgar stopped and glanced uneasily at his wife.

"Why, of course, if it's _necessary_," murmured Mrs. Edgar, with a

resigned air. "I should certainly never wish it said that I refused a

home to any of my husband's poor relations."

"Oh, good Heavens! Let her come to us," cut in Fred sharply. "I reckon

we can take care of our 'poor relations' for a spell yet; eh, Sally?"

"Why, sure we can," retorted. Fred's wife, in her soft Southern drawl.

"We'll be right glad to take her, I reckon." And there the matter

ended.

* * * * *

Jane Pendergast had been South two months, when one day Edgar received a

letter from his brother Fred.

Jane's going North [wrote Fred]. Sally says she can't have her in the

house another week. 'Course, we don't want to tell Jane exactly

that--but we've fixed it so she's going to leave.

I'm sorry if this move causes you folks any trouble, but there just

wasn't any other way out of it. You see, Sally is Southern and

easy-going, and I suppose not over-particular in the eyes of you stiff

Northerners. I don't mind things, either, and I suppose I'm easy, too.

Well, great Scott!--Jane hadn't been down here five minutes before she

began to "slick up," as she called it--and she's been "slickin' up" ever

since. Sally always left things round handy, and so've the children; but

since Jane came, we haven't been able to find a thing when we wanted it.

All our boots and shoes are put away, turned toes out, and all our hats

and coats are snatched up and hung on pegs the minute we toss them off.

Maybe this don't seem much to you, but it's lots to us. Anyhow, Jane's

going North. She says she's going to visit Edgar a little while, and I

told her I'd write and tell you she's coming. She'll be there about the

20th. Will wire you what train.

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