CHAPTER XXVII.

They were not a happy pair, Lawrence Croft and Annie Peyton, as they

stood together in the arbor, after old Mrs Keswick had left them. They

were both a good deal shaken by the storm they had passed through.

"Lawrence," said Annie, looking up to him with her large eyes full of

earnestness, "there surely is no truth in what she said about your

being legally bound to Miss March?"

"None in the least," said Lawrence. "No man, under the circumstances,

would consider himself engaged to a woman. At any rate, there is

one thing which I wish you to understand, and that is that I am not

engaged to Miss March, and that I am engaged to you. No matter what is

said or done, you and I belong to each other."

Annie made no answer, but she pressed his hand tightly as she looked

up into his face. He kissed her as she stood, notwithstanding his

belief that old Mrs Keswick was fully capable of bounding down on him,

umbrella in hand, from an upper window.

"What do you think she is going to do?" Annie asked presently.

"My dear Annie," said he, "I do not believe that there is a person on

earth who could divine what your Aunt Keswick is going to do. As to

that, we must simply wait and see. But, for my part, I know what I

must do. I must write a letter to Miss March, and inform her, plainly

and definitely, that I have ceased to be a suitor for her hand. I

think also that it will be well to let her know that we are engaged?"

"Yes," said Annie, "for she will be sure to hear it now. But she will

think it is a very prompt proceeding."

"That's exactly what it was," said Lawrence, smiling, "prompt and

determined. There was no doubt or indecision about any part of our

affair, was there, little one?"

"Not a bit of it," said Annie, proudly.

At dinner that day Annie took her place at one end of the table,

and Lawrence his at the other, but the old lady did not make her

appearance. She was so erratic in her goings and comings, and had so

often told them they must never wait for her, that Annie cut the ham,

and Lawrence carved the fowl, and the meal proceeded without her. But

while they were eating Mrs Keswick was heard coming down stairs from

her room, the front door was opened and slammed violently, and from

the dining-room windows they saw her go down the steps, across the

yard, and out of the gate.

"I do hope," ejaculated Annie, "that she has not gone away to stay!"

If Annie had remembered that the boy Plez, in a clean jacket and long

white apron, officiated as waiter, she would not have said this, but

then she would have lost some information. "Ole miss not gone to

stay," he said, with the license of an untrained retainer. "She gone

to Howlettses, an' she done tole Aun' Letty she'll be back agin dis

ebenin'."

"If Aunt Keswick don't come back," said Annie, when the two were in

the parlor after dinner, "I shall go after her. I don't intend to

drive her out of the house."

"Don't you trouble yourself about that, my dear," said Lawrence. "She

is too angry not to come back."

"There is one thing," said Annie, after a while, "that we really ought

to do. To-morrow Aunt Patsy is to be buried, and before she is put

into the ground, those little shoes should be returned to Aunt

Keswick. It seems to me that justice to poor Aunt Patsy requires that

this should be done. Perhaps now she knows how wicked it was to steal

them."

"Yes," said Lawrence, "I think it would be well to put them back where

they belong; but how can you manage it?"

"If you will give them to me," said Annie, "I will go up to aunt's

room, now that she is away, and if she keeps the box in the same place

where it used to be, I'll slip them into it. I hate dreadfully to do

it, but I really feel that it is a duty."

When Lawrence, with some little difficulty, walked across the yard to

get the shoes from his trunk, Annie ran after him, and waited at the

office door. "You must not take a step more than necessary," she said,

"and so I won't make you come back to the house."

When Lawrence gave her the shoes, and her hand a little squeeze at the

same time, he told her that he should sit down immediately and write

his letter.

"And I," said Annie, "will go, and see what I can do with these."

With the shoes in her pocket, she went up stairs into her aunt's room,

and, after looking around hastily, as if to see that the old lady had

not left the ghost of herself in charge, she approached the closet in

which the sacred pasteboard box had always been kept. But the closet

was locked. Turning away she looked about the room. There was no other

place in which there was any probability that the box would be kept.

Then she became nervous; she fancied she heard the click of the yard

gate; she would not for anything have her aunt catch her in that room;

nor would she take the shoes away with her. Hastily placing them upon

a table she slipped out, and hurried into her own room.

It was about an hour after this, that Mrs Keswick came rapidly up the

steps of the front porch. She had been to Howlett's to carry a letter

which she had written to Miss March, and had there made arrangements

to have that letter taken to Midbranch very early the next morning.

She had wished to find some one who would start immediately, but as

there was no moon, and as the messenger would arrive after the family

were all in bed, she had been obliged to abandon this more energetic

line of action. But the letter would get there soon enough; and if it

did not bring down retribution on the head of the man who lodged in

her office, and who, she said to herself, had worked himself into her

plans, like the rot in a field of potatoes, she would ever after admit

that she did not know how to write a letter. All the way home she had

conned over her method of action until Mr Brandon, or a letter, should

come from Midbranch.

She had already attacked, together, the unprincipled pair who found

shelter in her house, and she now determined to come upon them

separately, and torment each soul by itself. Annie, of course, would

come in for the lesser share of the punishment, for the fact that

the wretched and depraved Null was no more, had, in a great measure,

mitigated her offence. She was safe, and her aunt intended to hold her

fast, and do with her as she would, when the time and Junius came. But

upon Lawrence she would have no mercy. When she had delivered him into

the hands of Mr Brandon, or those of Roberta's father, or the clutches

of the law, she would have nothing more to do with him, but until that

time she would make him bewail the day when he deceived and imposed

upon her by causing her to believe that he was in love with another

when he was, in reality, trying to get possession of her niece. There

were a great many things which she had not thought to say to him in

the arbor, but she would pour the whole hot mass upon his head that

evening.

Stamping up the stairs, and thumping her umbrella upon every step as

she went, hot vengeance breathing from between her parted lips, and

her eyes flashing with the delight of prospective fury, she entered

her room. The light of the afternoon had but just begun to wane, and

she had not made three steps into the apartment, before her eyes fell

upon a pair of faded, light blue shoes, which stood side by side upon

a table. She stopped suddenly, and stood, pale and rigid. Her grasp

upon her umbrella loosened, and, unnoticed, it fell upon the floor.

Then, her eyes still fixed upon the shoes, she moved slowly sidewise

towards the closet. She tried the door, and found it still locked;

then she put her hand in her pocket, drew out the key, looked at it,

and dropped it. With faltering steps she drew near the table, and

stood supporting herself by the back of a chair. Any one else would

have seen upon that table merely a pair of baby's shoes; but she saw

more. She saw the tops of the little socks which she had folded away

for the last time so many years before; she saw the first short dress

her child had ever worn; it was tied up with pink ribbons at the

shoulders, from which hung two white, plump, little arms. There was a

little neck, around which was a double string of coral fastened by a

small gold clasp. Above this was a face, a baby face, with soft, pale

eyes, and its head covered with curls of the lightest yellow, not

arranged in artistic negligence, but smooth, even, and regular, as she

so often had turned, twisted, and set them. It was indeed her baby

girl who had come to her as clear and vivid in every feature, limb,

and garment, as were the real shoes upon the table. For many minutes

she stood, her eyes fixed upon the little apparition, then, slowly,

she sank upon her knees by the chair, her sun-bonnet, which she had

not removed, was bowed, so the pale eyes of the little one could not

see her face, and from her own eyes came the first tears that that old

woman had shed since her baby's clothes had been put away in the box.

* * * * *

Lawrence's letter to Miss March was a definitely expressed document,

intended to cover all the ground necessary, and no more; but it could

not be said that it was entirely satisfactory to himself. His case, to

say the least of it, was a difficult one to defend. He was aware that

his course might be looked upon by others as dishonorable, although he

assured himself that he had acted justly. It might have been better

to wait for a positive declaration from Miss March, that she had not

truly accepted him, before engaging himself to another lady. But then,

he said to himself, true love never waits for anything. At all events,

he could write no better letter than the one he had produced, and he

hoped he should have an opportunity to show it to Annie before he sent

it.

He need not have troubled himself in this regard, for he and Annie

were not disturbed during the rest of that day by the appearance

of Mrs Keswick; but after the letter had been duly considered and

approved, he found it difficult to obtain a messenger. There was no

one on the place who would undertake to walk to Midbranch, and he

could not take the liberty of using Mrs Keswick's horse for the trip,

so it was found necessary to wait until the morrow, when the letter

could be taken to Howlett's, where, if no one could be found to carry

it immediately, it would have to be entrusted to the mail which went

out the next day. Lawrence, of course, knew nothing of Mrs Keswick's

message to Midbranch, or he would have been still more desirous that

his letter should be promptly dispatched.

The evening was not a very pleasant one; the lovers did not know at

what moment the old lady might descend upon them, and the element of

unpleasant expectancy which pervaded the atmosphere of the house was

somewhat depressing. They talked a good deal of the probabilities of

Mrs Keswick's action. Lawrence expected that she would order him away,

although Annie had stoutly maintained that her aunt would have no

right to do this, as he was not in a condition to travel. This

argument, however, made little impression upon Lawrence, who was not

the man to stay in any house where he was not wanted; besides, he knew

very well that for any one to stay in Mrs Keswick's house when she did

not want him, would be an impossibility. But he did not intend to slip

away in any cowardly manner, and leave Annie to bear alone the brunt

of the second storm. He felt sure that such a storm was impending, and

he was also quite certain that its greatest violence would break upon

him. He would stay, therefore, and meet the old lady when she next

descended upon them, and, before he went away, he would endeavor to

utter some words in defence of himself and Annie.

They separated early, and a good deal of thinking was done by them

before they went to sleep.

The next morning they had only each other for company at breakfast,

but they had just risen from that meal when they were startled by the

entrance of Mrs Keswick. Having expected her appearance during the

whole of the time they were eating, they had no reason to be startled

by her coming now, but for their subsequent amazement at her

appearance and demeanor, they had every reason in the world. Her face

was pale and grave, with an air of rigidity about it, which was

not common to her, for, in general, she possessed a very mobile

countenance. Without speaking a word, she advanced towards Lawrence,

and extended her hand to him. He was so much surprised that while he

took her hand in his he could only murmur some unintelligible form of

morning salutation. Then Mrs Keswick turned to Annie, and shook hands

with her. The young girl grew pale, but said not a word, but some

tears came into her eyes, although why this happened she could not

have explained to herself. Having finished this little performance,

the old lady walked to the back window, and looked out into the flower

garden, although there was really nothing there to see. Now Annie

found voice to ask her aunt if she would not have some breakfast.

"No," said Mrs Keswick, "my breakfast was brought up-stairs to me."

And with that she turned and went out of the room. She closed the door

behind her, but scarcely had she done so, when she opened it again

and looked in. It was quite plain, to the two silent and astonished

observers of her actions, that she was engaged in the occupation, very

unusual with her, of controlling an excited condition of mind. She

looked first at one, and then at the other, and then she said, in a

voice which seemed to meet with occasional obstructions in its course:

"I have nothing more to say about anything. Do just what you please,

only don't talk to me about it." And she closed the door.

"What is the meaning of all this?" said Lawrence, advancing towards

Annie. "What has come over her?"

"I am sure I don't know," said Annie, and with this she burst into

tears, and cried as she would have scorned to cry, during the terrible

storm of the day before.

That morning, Lawrence Croft was a very much puzzled man. What had

happened to Mrs Keswick he could not divine, and at times he imagined

that her changed demeanor was perhaps nothing but an artful cover to

some new and more ruthless attack.

Annie took occasion to be with her aunt a good deal during the

morning, but she reported to Lawrence that the old lady had said very

little, and that little related entirely to household affairs.

Mrs Keswick ate dinner with them. Her manner was grave, and even

stern; but she made a few remarks in regard to the weather and some

neighborhood matters; and before the end of the meal both Lawrence and

Annie fancied that they could see some little signs of a return to her

usual humor, which was pleasant enough when nothing happened to make

it otherwise. But expectations of an early return to her ordinary

manner of life were fallacious; she did not appear at supper; and she

spent the evening in her own room. Lawrence and Annie had thus ample

opportunity to discuss this novel and most unexpected state of

affairs. They did not understand it, but it could not fail to cheer

and encourage them. Only one thing they decided upon, and that was

that Lawrence could not go away until he had had an opportunity of

fully comprehending the position, in relation to Mrs Keswick, in which

he and Annie stood.

About the middle of the evening, as Lawrence was thinking that it was

time for him to retire to his room in the little house in the yard,

Letty came in with a letter which she said had been brought from

Midbranch by a colored man on a horse; the man had said there was no

answer, and had gone back to Howlett's, where he belonged.

The letter was for Mr Croft and from Miss March. Very much surprised

at receiving such a missive, Lawrence opened the envelope. His letter

to Miss March had not yet been sent, for the new state of affairs had

not only very much occupied his mind, but it also seemed to render

unnecessary any haste in the matter, and he had concluded to mail the

letter the next day. This, therefore, was not in answer to anything

from him; and why should she have written?

It was with a decidedly uneasy sensation that Lawrence began to read

the letter, Annie watching him anxiously as he did so. The letter was

a somewhat long one, and the purport of it was as follows: The writer

stated that, having received a most extraordinary and astounding

epistle from old Mrs Keswick, which had been sent by a special

messenger, she had thought it her duty to write immediately on the

subject to Mr Croft, and had detained the man that she might send this

letter by him. She did not pretend to understand the full purport of

what Mrs Keswick had written, but it was evident that the old lady

believed that an engagement of marriage existed between herself (Miss

March) and Mr Croft. That that gentleman had given such information

to Mrs Keswick she could hardly suppose, but, if he had, it must have

been in consequence of a message which, very much to her surprise and

grief, had been delivered to Mr Croft by Mr Keswick. In order that

this message might be understood, Miss March had determined to make a

full explanation of her line of conduct towards Mr Croft.

During the latter part of their pleasant intercourse at Midbranch

during the past summer, she had reason to believe that Mr Croft's

intentions in regard to her were becoming serious, but she had also

perceived that his impulses, however earnest they might have been,

were controlled by an extraordinary caution and prudence, which,

although it sometimes amused her, was not in the least degree

complimentary to her. She could not prevent herself from resenting

this somewhat peculiar action of Mr Croft, and this resentment grew

into a desire, which gradually became a very strong one, that she

might have an opportunity of declining a proposal from him. That

opportunity came while they were both at Mrs Keswick's, and she had

intended that what she said at her last interview with Mr Croft should

be considered a definite refusal of his suit, but the interview had

terminated before she had stated her mind quite as plainly as she had

purposed doing. She had not, however, wished to renew the conversation

on the subject, and had concluded to content herself with what she had

already said; feeling quite sure that her words had been sufficient

to satisfy Mr Croft that it would be useless to make any further

proposals.

When, on the eve of her departure from the house, Mr Keswick had

brought her Mr Croft's message, she was not only amazed, but

indignant; not so much at Mr Croft for sending it, as at Mr Keswick

for bringing it. Miss March was not ashamed to confess that she was

irritated and incensed to a high degree that a gentleman who had held

the position towards her that Mr Keswick had held, should bring her

such a message from another man. She was, therefore, seized with a

sudden impulse to punish him, and, without in the least expecting that

he would carry such an answer, she had given him the one which he had

taken to Mr Croft. Having, until the day on which she was writing,

heard nothing further on the subject, she had supposed that her

expectations had been realized. But on this day the astonishing letter

from Mrs Keswick had arrived, and it made her understand that not

only had her impulsive answer been delivered, but that Mr Croft

had informed other persons that he had been accepted. She wished,

therefore, to lose no time in stating to Mr Croft that what she had

said to him, with her own lips, was to be received as her final

resolve; and that the answer given to Mr Keswick was not intended for

Mr Croft's ears.

Miss March then went on to say that it might be possible that she owed

Mr Croft an apology for the somewhat ungracious manner in which she

had treated him at Mrs Keswick's house; but she assured herself

that Mr Croft owed her an apology, not only for the manner of his

attentions, but for the peculiar publicity he had given them. In that

case the apologies neutralized each other. Miss March had no intention

of answering Mrs Keswick's letter. Under no circumstances could

she have considered, for a moment, its absurd suggestions and

recommendations; and it contained allusions to Mr Croft and another

person which, if not founded upon the imagination of Mrs Keswick,

certainly concerned nothing with which Miss March had anything to do.

The proud spirit of Lawrence Croft was a good deal ruffled when he

read this letter, but he made no remark about it. "Would you like to

read it?" he said to Annie.

She greatly desired to read it, but there was something in her lover's

face, and in the tone in which he spoke, which made her suspect that

the reading of that letter might be, in some degree, humiliating to

him. She was certain, from the expression of his face as he read it,

that the letter contained matter very unpleasant to Lawrence, and it

might be that it would wound him to have another person, especially

herself, read them; and so she said: "I don't care to read it if you

will tell me why she wrote to you, and the point of what she says."

"Thank you," said Lawrence. And he crumpled the letter in his hand as

he spoke. "She wrote," he continued, "in consequence of a letter she

has had from your aunt."

"What!" exclaimed Annie. "Did Aunt Keswick write to her?"

"Yes," said Lawrence, "and sent it by a special messenger. She must

have told her all the heinous crimes with which she charged you and

me, particularly me; and this must have been the first intimation to

Miss March that her cousin had given me the answer she made to him;

therefore Miss March writes in haste to let me know that she did not

intend that that answer should be given to me, and that she wishes it

generally understood that I have no more connection with her than I

have with the Queen of Spain. That is the sum and substance of the

letter."

"I knew as well as I know anything in the world," said Annie, "that

that message Junius brought you meant nothing." And, taking the

crumpled letter from his hand, she threw it on the few embers that

remained in the fireplace; and, as it blazed and crumbled into black

ashes, she said: "Now that is the end of Roberta March!"

"Yes," said Lawrence, emphasizing his remark with an encircling arm,

"so far as we are concerned, that is the end of her."

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